****My last Chapter a rose questions with the transformation, you know being turned. I read three different ways on how to "become" a vampire and well I didn't like them. So I made my own way, and this is how it works: The person who is to be turned still has a heartbeat up until all the vampire blood has spread. The last beat is the strongest. Also (in my world) the Vampire in which gave you their blood, not only gave their blood but also a (as in one) memories of their life. This helps the human know a way to live, either by bloodlust or just plain lust. *** I own no one; I'm just playing with them in a world I created. *****

Chapter nine

"I'll give you to the count of three."

I hurt everywhere, I faintly remembered the fact that I was shot. I felt different, sorta detached, I felt a warm liquid run down my throat it had a familiar metallic yet sweet taste, blood. Eric's blood to be exact. Eric was saving me….again.

All of a sudden I was inside Eric's head or more accurately a memory of his. I looked down at a very half naked me. This wasn't a recent memory; it took me a moment to place when this was. Ahh it was the night I got staked at club dead. For that was the gold comforter I used to cover up Bill when I brought him back. I watched Eric brush a strand of hair from my face. He looked at me then with a burning intensity and I herd him whisper "You've done something strange to me Sookie, I feel protective over you now … I don't understand it." He then went into down time and a few moments later I awoke. I remembered what happened next, as I watched us through Eric's eyes I felt wave after wave of lust hit me and something else, a sense of completeness, of rightness. I realized that this was the moment Eric started caring about me, when he fell in love with me. As the images faded I faded out of conscious.

I awoke without any pains anywhere. I moved to my left and bumped in to something very solid. I tried to roll over but something very heavy was on me. I then realized that my eyes were closed, I opened them slowly. Just a peak at first, the only thing I saw was pale flesh. I opened them wider and noticed not just more pale flesh but blonde hair.

Good, I wasn't taken or worse dead. Eric was with me, things were going to be ok. He probably saved my life, again. And we most likely had sex, which was not ok, I wasn't supposed to cave. Speaking of cave, why was it so dark? There wasn't the usual silence in my head either, but a low muttering.

Please let her understand. I had to do it to save her, it was the only way. Were the words, over and over again.

All the piece clicked in to place, I was underground, and Eric had had the nerve to change me. Why? The anger that flooded through me was overwhelming. It was as if i could burn something to the ground with this firey rage. I felt as if every emotion had been amplified, it was a strange sensation. How could he? And here I thought I wasn't dead, ha not dead just undead. Eric, I tried to say but noting came out, panic arose inside of me, what happened to my voice? Why couldn't I speak?

I did an all systems check and found that I was unable to move with out getting dirt on me some how. I felt trapped under ground. Why wasn't Eric moving? I nudged him, he stayed still. Eric I screamed in my mind, I felt him flinch next to me.

Sookie?

Yeah, who else do you know that can get in someone's mind? I was annoyed and I let that seep into the bond between us, along with my anger and confusion.

Don't be angry- He began.

How could I not be angry? I asked him in a shrill voice. Eric was smart and didn't answer that. Why did he turn me I asked him, no made him promise me never to turn me even if I was dying. How could he break his word like that?

I'll give you to the count of three…if I'm out I will listen to you calmly …but if I have to get myself out of here i will be to getting a stake to kill you. Understand.

Almost instantly he started digging upward. I had to give it to him; he was pretty quick about it. A few moments later I sat staring at where I was. I was home, with the crisp air and the smells of the woods and flowers. It was refreshing and brought small memories of my childhood back to me . Not that horrible, huge house that was unfriendly and didn't hold the comforts of a home. I started crying it had been to long since I'd been here. I looked at Eric and wasn't as mad as before. He had brought me home; He knew how special this place was to me and took me here to…. Nope not going to start, I'll just enjoy the moment. I walked over to him and laid my head on his shoulder… hmmm this felt nice. ( part me knew that the moment was to good to last.) I made the mistake and looked down at his shoulder.

My tears were staining his skin red with blood. My tears were red wait, I promised my self a moment…but the moment was over the second I saw the tears were red….I cleared me throat and this time words came out.

"Eric, what have you done to me?"