Don't hate me for the late update, but there was a storm here and long story short, we haven't had internet in a week or so! And some of you are going to hate this chapter and the storyline, but this was where I was going with the story when I first wrote it.

Dean was sitting nervously at a chair in Dr. Andrews office in her house, he'd finally met her husband. He seemed like a nice guy and had obviously heard about the Winchester brothers. He had been a little surprised when he found out they were more than brothers though.

"So doc, how's everything looking?" He asked after Jane had been sitting by her computer and typing for a little too long.

"Everything looks fine so far Dean" She said with a smile "And how about you and Sam, you doing okay?"

"Sure" Was all Dean answered "I think he's happy to have a case to work on though"

"It was really nice of him to help Tim, he's been going crazy with this one"

Dean smiled, God he missed hunting. Luckily he could help with some research, even though it was pretty boring, it was better than nothing.

And just like that, everything that Dean had been thinking about, was blurted out in a question "How can you see who the father is?"

Jane turned around in her chair "What?"

Dean didn't answer.

"You don't know if it's Sam?"

Dean looked down, not wanting to see her eyes. She was very nice and understandable, but right now all he could see were judging eyes.

"The day after I touched the fertility island, and Sam and I… You know" He started and she nodded. "I went out to a bar, while Sam was doing research and… I should have been more careful"

"What happened Dean?"

Dean took a deep breath and faked a smile, it was the first time he had said it out loud and it suddenly all seemed real "Ehh, this guy slipped me something. I was so stupid! Hunter rules 101, you know?"

"And he took advantage of you?"

"I never wanted to, I would never do that to Sam" He said while taking another deep breath, avoiding the real question.

"It's okay Dean" Jane said

"No, it's not okay!" Dean shouted "How could I have let that happen?" he said and looked down "And now the kid has these powers and I just… I don't know what if he was some kind of dude with powers himself?"

Just like that, Sam walked in "Hey" he said and then Dean quickly turned away to pull himself together while Sam shook hands with Dr. Andrews.

"Sorry it took so long; Tim had troubles identifying the thing…"

"No problem" Dean said with one of his best faked smile

"So what's going on, everything okay?" Sam asked and Jane nodded with a smile.

"Yeah, we were just about to see if we could find a heart rate"

Sam's face lit up, and if that didn't make everything 10 times worse for Dean. "Really? Awesome" Sam said.

"So if you could just lie down over there" Jane told Dean and pointed at on an 'examination sitting-laying thing' that Dean called them, or he laying on those. It made him feel… Well, pregnant.

Dean nodded and did as he was told as the doctor found some gel and the machine she needed. "Don't get your hopes up, okay? It's not sure we can hear anything yet"

But Sam was an optimist and he just kept on grinning like an idiot, Dean faked a smile at him.

"Roll your shirt up a bit" Jane said and Dean sighed, as he felt really stupid, but did as she asked.

"This is gonna feel a bit cold okay?"

"I'm sure I'll be fine doc" Dean said and rolled his eyes, but jumped a little when she poured some of the gel over his stomach. Dean looked up at Sam, hoping so badly that he would somehow find the courage to tell Sam what had happened and that Sam would just let it go, not be mad at him, or feel sorry for him, just let it go.

Suddenly he heard a sound and Jane smiled "That's your baby's heartbeat" she said.

Sam grabbed Dean's hand at once, and Dean fought every fiber in his body when he met Sam's eyes, he didn't think he'd ever seen him so proud before.

"Do you hear that?" Sam said "Our little guy"

"Or girl" Jane said with a smile and gave Dean another comforting look as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Shit Sammy, what are we gonna do if it's a girl?" Dean said.

"I'm sure it'll be fine, Dean" Sam said "Maybe we'll get a mini version of Jo"

"Hell no" Dean said.

"Can we find out if it's a boy or a girl yet?" Sam asked hopefully.

Jane shook her head with a smile "You are only 13 weeks yet, you have to wait until you're at least 16" She told them and Sam nodded.

"Maybe we'll just wait, it could be a surprise"

Dean just nodded; his mind was elsewhere at the moment. A part of him wanted to tell Sam that he had cheated on him, just to make it easier. If Sam was only mad at him, he thought he could handle it. But he also knew Sam would be hurt and confused, and that part… He wasn't very good at handling. But if he told Sam the truth, he knew his brother would want revenge on the guy who had done it and he would feel sorry for Dean, which Dean hated. Everything was so messed up.

"Dean, are you okay?" Sam asked and his chains of thoughts were interrupted.

"Yeah" Dean answered "But I'm hungry as hell"

Sam smiled "We can stop by the diner down the street and get you a burger, how does that sound?"

"Awesome"

"Great, I'll go tell Tim and then drive the car around" He said and shook Dr. Andrew's hand "Thanks again, doc"

"It's my pleasure, Sam" She said and he exited the room.

Dean drew a breath of relief and accepted the paper towel Jane gave him to wipe the gel of his stomach "thanks" he said "And thanks for not saying anything"

"It's none of my business, but I do think you should tell him soon. This heavy burden you're carrying is not good for either you or the baby"

"I know" Dean said as he sat up "I'll tell him… Just not today"

"I know you're worried, but Sam seems like a pretty understanding guy, he'll understand"

Dean knew this, but there was a small part of him that was scared that Sam would leave him if the baby wasn't his. Off course that part of him was mostly hormones, because if his emotions weren't clouding up his mind, he would have known that Sam would never leave him when he had a baby to take care of.

But instead of telling the doctor all about his doubts and worries, he just nodded and said "I know"