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Maybe I didn't have the right to be angry. Or maybe telling myself that I was angry was just a hopeless attempt to get over Edward, but as far as I knew now, I was anry. Steeming actully. If Edward thought that he was so special, and I would give up everything for him, then he was just another Jessica, and it wasn't worth. I was thinking all of thiswhile making dinner for Charlie. For a second it seemed that everything was okay. Like it was before the Cullens showed up at least. I was Bella Swan, the popular girl. I smiled.
Charlie still wasn't home, so I wrapped up his dinner and placed it in the fridge, still smiling I might add, and wakedcheerfully up the stairs. Who are you trying to kid? My better half asked. The smile slowly but surely left my face. "No one" I answered, despite the fact that no one was in the room. You miss him more then your body can handle, you stupid girl. My back slowly slid back on my door until I was seating on the ground.
An Image of Charlie and I fishing when I was 5.
An Image of Angela and I laying on the warm summer grass, looking up to the sky, giggling ofen.
An image of Jessica and I shopping, me with no bags, her with 10.
An image of the lunch table I sat at, with Laruen, Tyler, Mike, Jessica and Eric.
An image of me hugging Edward, smiling widley though he couldn't see. I blinked that image away.
An image of Lauren and I walking across the parking lot, worelessly.
An image of Charlie slapping me across the face.
An image of what I thought Reness would look like now
An image of me, crying and Bruised.
It was to much. I broke into empty pathectic sobs on my floor.
An image of me hugging Edward, smiling widley though he couldn't see.
I sobbed louder
EPOV
I pulled into Froks highschool parking lot, making a point to park as far away from te big red truck. I stepped out of my volvo with no expression on my face. Alice so me from the parking lot and ran over to me cheerfully, until she saw my face I guess. She stopped short infront of me, and unthinkingly gave me a hug. I hugged back, happy that it was so natural to her. But it only helped a little. I didn't spend the night crying, as many might have thought, no I slept from 7pm to 6:30am, thats always what I seem to do when I get sad, is sleep, I guess it's manlyer then crying. Alice let go of me, and took my hand. "Come on Brother, time for class" She took the sigh right out of my mouth.
We were on our way to clas when I heard someone mutter "Now thats incest" I quickly turnd around to see the face of Laruen. Alice seemed to have heard this too. I wasnt sure if it was everything that was going on, or if she was just sick of it, but Alice let loose.
"Shut up! Do you really have nothing better to do with your pointless time? I really don't think you do!" She yelled, but she wasn't done. "When you grow up, live in a double wide with Buba and the 9 kids that you will pop out, I won't be there making fun fyour sorry life becuase I'll have a good one. You are such a-" She paused, for emthsic. "Bitch!" And with that, Alice took my hand and let us to our next class.
We were early to English so we just sat there for a while until the person I least wanted to see rolled in. With all of her clones. What Alice did this morning gave me a burst of hope, that maybe Bella was just another Rebecca, and I would surley get over her by the end of the day.
"Go Bella, just do it" I heard Jessica whisper. Bella walked up to our desked, looking more like a Quenn Bee then I ever seen her look before.
"Edward" She said, her vocie strong and arrogant. "What I said yesterday stands for both of you" She glanced at Alice quickly and then turned back to me.
"Oh I'm sorry Mrs. Untouchable, I'd hate to disrupt your perfect life, and your perfect facade" Bella's face twisted for a second, and then she regained her composure. "I was wrong Edward" She said to quietly for the others to hear. "And so were you" And with that she walked away. I wanted to slam my fist against the desk, I wanted to shake her and tell her to snap out of it, I wanted to yell at Carsile and ak him why we moved here in the the first place. But I didn't. I just wrote my name on my notebook.
The other classes until lunch seemed to go in a blur, an angry blurr. Alice seemed to be just angry as me, not nearly as hurt but angry as hell. Right now I just needed to be alone. I was walking slowly to lunch when I heard something shuffling inbetween building, as far as I knew there was just dirt there. I opened the fence quietly and saw something I would except.
Bella was seating on the dirt, her back to the concerte wall, her head in her knees, sobbing. Everything that just happened, anything that was said, was gone. I ran over to her quickly and droped down as well. I picked her light frame up and placed her in the lap. Maybe it was too much, but she didn't seem to care. She turned her body to face mine and wrapped her ams around my neck, and stuffed her face into the crook of my neck.
"I'm so sorry Edward" She sobbed. I shushed her.
"It's okay" And it was.
But will it be okay from now on?
I tried to make it longer, and hopefully there aren't as many tyops.
I'm sorry it took me so long to update, school is getting so time comsuming andthere just aren't enough hours in the day.
Anyway, it's not the final but I hoped you like it.
Please review, they will defiently make me write faster
