Chapter 10

I woke up to see that it was still night out, I raised up easy off his chest trying not to wake him. I have to pee, the floor was cold when I put my right foot on the floor as I did my left one. As soon as my ankle went on the ground it hurt, dang it I had to rub my ankle to see if it would quit hurting.

I looked around the room searching for my crutches and robe. It's hard to see with no lights that you can turn on without waking Dave up and i don't want to do that, so I got up hopping toward the chair that looked like it belonged to a couch set. He must have left them in the car. Dang it there's no way I can go out there now. That's just my luck I guess you could say.

I turned around slowly sitting in the sit for a moment, filling for a shirt or something. I found a evolution t-shirt, so I grabbed it in a hurry pulling it over my head. Dang this is huge on me, it swallowed me whole almost. Oh well, I kind of like big clothes. I pulled myself back up using the chair arms of the couch, that was easier than the bed in moving my foot. I should just sleep in the chair from now until my foot gets healed. 6 weeks seemed so long right now and far away.

I hated every minute of noting being able to walk around like everyone else did. It both made me angry and sad. Angry because I'm not walking around the right way and sad because I'm alot of trouble I bet. The quietness made me hear vibrating from my bag that was laid on the chair arm. I stood up slowly turning back around on my good foot.

My phone was in my right pocket in the front of my dragon tales backpack/purse as I called it. It is so cute and small, fits me perfect. My phone is one of those Samsung messengers 2 purple and black. Longer than the first ones.

When I pushed the end call button on my phone, I saw I had a voice message and a new text message both from Randy. Should I open and listen to voice and read the text message or should I delete them and not even bother? I got a good guy over there. I don't know if were even together truthfully.

It won't hurt to look, so I did opening the text first. The message read "Baby please come back, look I'm sorry I promise I won't cheat I'm serious this time." This made me hurt even worse now, not even bothering to listen to the voicemail, I through my phone in the chair.

I need him really bad, but what about Dave? I can't just up and leave. Maybe he needs a chance, I mean he did tell me he likes me and he is a gentleman. Yeah, he deserves a chance. This made me excited inside, but the pain in my chest came back now, stronger than before and worser. It is so bad that I had to fall to the ground and just cry in order to get all the pain out of me. When will this stop? When can I go on with my life? Why can't I just get over him?

The tears stopped letting me wipe them away, but the pain still lingered all around me. I could tell that it did by the way I still wanted to crawl up in a ball and cry my heart out. This wasn't the time for that, this was the time to make sure this is what both me and Dave want.

First I've got to pee really bad, dang I forgot all about the bathroom thanks to the ache in my heart. Why does love have to do that to a person? Make them just want to crawl in a ball and cry your eyes out. I'm sick of crying and waiting on something that's never going to change. He is never going to change, the man cheats on me and I still love him. Why is that? Can someone give me an answer that I want to hear.

My babbling made me forget that Dave had moved now, I stoppped dead in my track only hearing my heart beat softly as I got nervous watching him move. After a few minutes, Dave laid still though letting me know that he's back asleep.

The light was on when I entered the bathroom, it was also amazing. Glass shower that had a little lock on the door handle, so no one could enter without a key. That's neat. The bathtub was big enough for two people to fit in and still have room. It looked like one of those hot tubs. The inside trim is white and the faucets were all gold. The sink was made into two separate sinks and mirrors, so the couple wouldn't complain about his hair left over from shaving or her makeup left all over the sink. The mirrors had light bulbs around the entire outside of the mirror making it look even brighter than the light. The toilet was one of those that you don't have to flush; it does it by its self. What will they come out with next?

The floor has light tan color along with the wallpaper all over the walls. The floor seemed cold as did the vent by the door. Dang, I got goose bumps instantly all over me. Why is the air on? It's cold outside and inside. I need my pj's, I hurried up using the bathroom and hopped quickly outside living the door open to have some light in. My jumping in bed made Dave wake up instantly thinking something was wrong.

Nothing was wrong; I'm just cold from the air vent in the bathroom. I turned over facing the wall and the bathroom door looking into the light as I felt his arms come gentle around my waist and a nice soft kiss on my right shoulder. This felt right and safe here, all the worrying and sadness went away. Only the love for that one man didn't. I need that to right now or for it to turn over into love for Dave. Somehow things seemed to get more complicated than right lately have you noticed that?

His body heat began to warm me as I turned over to him and snuggled into him. This is what I wanted from Randy, someone here when I wake up at night or in the morning. Someone to help me when I was hurt and I do the same for him. I could tell his breath slowed down and that he was asleep again, but he could still hear me if I talked I bet.

Randy doesn't get that and that makes me sad for his new found wife. Why is he even calling me? He has someone who he wanted now? I have someone who wants me and I do the same. I just hope the decision I made tonight will be the right one. I fell back asleep slowly letting my ears hear his breath softly before my body drifted back into sleep.

The Next Morning

I rolled back over from facing the wall and the bathroom to fill an empty bed; I rose up quickly fearing he had left me like Randy. What if he did? Why can't I find the right guy now days? Is the world going on short supply or something?

The bedroom door opened slowly with Dave carrying some pancakes, syrup, and orange juice. Now this is a gentleman and a keeper. He made his way over swiftly taking in my messy hair and sleepy eyes. I tried to smooth my hair down and wipe the cold out of my eyes as best I could. This is embarrassing for me to let him see me like this.

"Don't worry about the way you look, you look amazing."

I laughed slowly moving over to him where he now sat down in his place on the bed. I sat down on his lap gentle wrapping my arms around his neck as his arms came around my waist. The spark came instantly when I touched him, like when you get shocked by a cord that was plugged in wrong. Trust me that hurts it's happened to me before.

"Are we together?" I asked looking down at my lap.

"Do you want to be together?" He whispered softly.

"I want to give us a try." I whispered truthfully.

"Me to." He said happily.

I kissed softly on the lips before turning to the tray with the breakfast on it, I chopped up a small piece of pancake and feed to him laughing as he ate it slowly. I think I made the right decision, but only time will tell. We went to kiss again, but the doorbell stopped us right where we could feel each other's breath. I moved slowly off him as he gave a quick kiss and ran out. That's just my luck that someone would interrupt us in the middle of a kiss.

I stopped to listen when I heard the door open and a familar voice came running through my ears. This made me start to worry about who's at the door. So I got up slowly hopping over to the door and opening it slowly trying not to make a sound. That's when I heard the same voice I did last night on the phone.

Randy.

His voice was yelling now, like he was pissed and when I finally peeked out I could see that both guys were nose to nose now. They were ready to square off any minute, only which guy would make the first move? Neither if I have my way about it.

I moved quickly almost falling, but only I was too late. The fight had already started with them. Punching each other in the face and then smashing each other into things. I tried moving as fast as I could, but with one good ankle there isn't much I can do. Finally Randy dropped a glass vase on the back of Dave's head as he was trying to get up.

I hopped over as quickly as I could and when I finally made it over to him, I dropped at Dave's side. What in the world is Randy thinking? What is wrong with Randy for him to do this? I told you this can get even worse.

I stood up now, I can't remember the last time I was this angry that my whole face felt hot enough that you could fry an egg on my cheek. I pointed to the door swiftly eyeing him to be sure he was going to move only he wasn't moving.

"GO!" I screamed loudly.

"NOT WITHOUT YOU." He said trying to control his temper.

"YOU HAD ME ONCE AND YOU LOST. I WANT TO BE WITH HIM." I said loudly.

He was getting madder and madder by the minute, I could tell as I just stood there ready for anything he might throw my way. You can never trust this guy; I don't know why I even tried to in the first place. I'm such an idiot for thinking he wouldn't betray me. Look what happened to Dave at the hands of me.

I reached for the phone beside the end table and called for the cops and an ambulance. I sat beside Dave the whole time waiting and worrying at the same time, only Randy wouldn't leave. He stood there like a not on a log. Oh my god, what if he can't wrestle? Will he get mad at me? Will he kick me out? I hope he's alright If he isn't, I think I'll just die.

The ambulance arrived slowly moving me away, so they could begin to get him a stretcher and to the hospital. As they did that I went back in the bedroom throwing on some pants and a t-shirt grabbing my purse and his keys. I was shaking so bad that I could hardly hold the keys and I could hardly see thanks to the tears that was coming out of me. When I went back out they were just leaving when I told them I was going to follow them.

I noticed that Randy was still there in the same place just looking at me now with a concern look on his face as I just walked out. I don't have time for his crap right now, he needs to grow up and get home to his wife.

The drive to the hospital wasn't long about 30 minutes for me and 15 minutes for the ambulance. I didn't even get a chance to see him before they wheeled him into the emergency room doors as they told me to sit and wait. That's all I can do right now is wait.

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