A/N:We're back to Hinata and Sasuke POV's people ^w^ I kinda missed them. Also My chapters are becoming longer just like I hoped.
It has been almost two months.
I could not even see Sasuke the next day. I begged TenTen and Neji-nii to get my son. Really it wasn't that hard since if I shed one tear Neji-nii tends to break and even if he doesn't TenTen will make him do whatever she wants. When they returned with Jiraiya, who was screaming and crying in TenTen's arms, it had only been maybe twenty minutes since I saw them leave which was weird.
"What happened?" I asked taking Jiraiya. He calmed a little as I coddled him, but he was still crying.
"Sasuke already packed pretty much everything. I'll pick up the rest tomorrow with Lee." Neji-nii told me and then I wanted to cry.
I don't think this is fair on how he does these things that...gah! I don't even know! Sasuke's so unlike Naruto that I don't know what I'm doing anymore. My brain is shutting off now whenever I even start to think about him and I'm thinking about him more than I should be! The only people I should be thinking about are me and Jiraiya. That is it.
Oh the almost two months is how long I was stuck staying with my cousin and TenTen...remind me not to do that again. Never stay in a house with a newlywed couple, you will never slept and even if you do you'll have kinky dreams about the guy you can't stop thinking about! Sorry I'm a little sleep deprived. But finally we're moving into the new apartment today! I'm like a giddy school girl just at the thought of lying in my nice new bed.
I'm unpacking one of the bags of clothes into my new dresser of my own bedroom. I got a two bedroom apartment so Jiraiya will have his own room and it is not far from mine, so I feel fine also. I hear TenTen barking orders at the boys on where to arrange the furniture. Naruto's setting up the furniture in Jiraiya room and I hear him curse only to be smack and yelled at by Sakura. We set up a play area away from the chaos for Ichigo and Jiraiya and they've done a good job of staying there and Jiraiya's even made sure that his little sister stayed.
"Nice place." The sound of his voice sends chills all over my body and now I'm sure I've lost my mind when I turn around and see him sitting on the end of my bed. I'm afraid to ask just how long he's been watching me.
"Y-Yeah" Damn stutter! I thought I got rid of you! Well stuttering isn't so bad, but just not now and not in front of him! "Did Jiraiya see you?"
"No, I made sure he didn't. He'd start crying again when I left." Sasuke looked down at my sheets. I was beginning to feel more self-conscious over of the blue,lavender, and white design of my comforter. "This suits you."
He's done it again. Everything floats away and even though I wanna freak out more than anything I feel calm. I take a seat next to him, conious enough to leave some place between us. "Thank you." Great now I have a smile that I can't get rid of.
"You found a nice place, Jiraiya will be safe." There it goes. Why would Sasuke commending me for my work in finding a home for my child make me upset? What is going on in my head? Maybe it's because I don't want him to be here for Jiraiya right now, but me...
"Sasuke...can we talk about everything?" I choke down my fears as I look at my lap. I nervously move my hands together and I can see my nails that I've bitten down since I last saw him in stress.
"Do we need to talk?" His voice is calm, smooth and makes me wanna puke. My body goes cold and my muscles tighten. I just wanna cry, I feel so sick and rejected. How could he be so cold like that?
When his hand reaches over and grasps mine I don't know what to think anymore. He laces our fingers together and we're both looking at the connection. His hand is bigger than mine, not by a lot, his touch is gentle even under his calloused skin. The sensation is driving me up a wall and I didn't notice him getting closer to me until his other hand came into view. He cupped my cheek lightly and forced me to turn my head to look at him.
His eyes were already closed and his face was close to mine. I let my eyes close and wait until the feeling of his melded against mine. He was carefully trying not to add too much pressure into the kiss, but this wasn't enough. I push forward making my force against his lips. I let out a small chuckle in my throat at the smug smirk of lips. Our lips slowly parted and I even felt his tongue run over my lips, urging me to further space my lips. I totally give in and let him have entrance into my mouth. I'm drowning in the stigma he's creating. I can't remember the last time I felt this rush...maybe I never have. These feelings are new, exciting and I just want to drown in them.
It could have been seconds, minutes, or hours when we finally parted for air, I couldn't be sure since it felt like days and that still wasn't long enough. I rested my head on his shoulder as I attempted to catch my breath. His own panted breaths brush over my skin.
I know I shouldn't be doing this. Not because of Naruto or Sakura, they turned their back on us so whomever me or Sasuke decide to date or re-marry is completely up to us...And that should include if we should decide to go for each other! If Sasuke kissed me again right now and asked me to marry me him, hell, I might even say yes. Though I wouldn't even know what he asked me and what I said yes to until hours later since my mind would still processing all the different sensations from his kiss.
We pull away slightly prepping ourselves to plunge right back into another heated kiss. I was focused on Sasuke's dark eyes. I remember back when we were children in the ninja academy these eyes scared me. The Uchiha and Hyuga clans were very strict in their training, so I kinda developed an irrational fear of Sasuke growing up. I didn't want to get close to him cause I didn't want him making the same judgements on me that my clan made. Now looking at his eyes I don't know what I could ever been afraid of. They were soft, kind, and looking directly at me without any fear. I was lost to these eyes now.
"Hinata!" Damnit! The yell from outside the door forced me to turn my attention to door and hall. The door opened and Kiba came running in with Jiraiya. Jiraiya was biting onto Kiba's arm. I wanted to laugh at the sight. "Get him off!" Kiba whined. I remember a similar scene with Naruto getting bitten by Kiba shortly after we had started starting and now I can hardly hold in the laughter.
I get up and wrap my arms around Jiraiya. The moment he's secure in my arms he lets go of Kiba and gives small sips, as to try to get rid of a bad taste. "Jiraiya, if Kiba doesn't taste good you shouldn't bite him." I mildly scolded. Usually I would be more strict, but right now I can't seem to want anything to take the smile from my face.
"Not funny Hinata!" Kiba yells before storming back out to finish the work before the day ends.
I look at Jiraiya and when he looks back up at him I remember what I was doing seconds before the distraction Kiba caused. I turned my body looking back and Sasuke was gone. My body slumped and all the energy I had drain in an instant.
I guess I get that he didn't want more drama being added to situation. Since all their friends would want to know the nature of their relationship, but I had no clue what it was myself. I started to get attached to Sasuke, more than I thought I should, which made me kiss him. The way I kissed him was almost out of instinct like it was second nature like waking up in the morning or breathing! Not wanting to dig myself a deeper grave I decided to move out...and the day I move in to my new place I'm making out with Sasuke in my bedroom. What am I doing? I slump on the bed and hold Jiraiya against me.
"Jiraiya, I miss Za." I sigh in defeat.
Crap! I really should have planned this entire thing out. Well I kind of did. I know I wanted to kiss Hinata when I went to her new place.
I hadn't talk to Hinata since she practically ran out of the compound. The only reason I knew she was moving in today was I had been asking our friends about her. Neji had been most helpful and he didn't even bother asking me why I was so interested in what was happening with her. Asking others tended to be harder since I'd get the follow up questions of, 'Why do you care?' 'Do you like her?' or my personal favorite, 'Didn't she dump you?' Our so called friends can be such morons.
I lay across my bed I could still feel the searing sensation from the the shared kiss I had hours earlier on my lips. My foot tapped in an incessant and inconsistent pattern. It was the middle of night so if he were to go there now no one else would there, well besides Jiraiya. He really just wanted to see her. He could not explain why living alone now bothered him more than ever.
He pushed himself off the bed and didn't even bother going all the way through his house taking the route out of his bedroom window to save time.
He jumped on the roof top and ran. Reaching the end of one roof top he jumped to the next. He avoided all the lingering night wanders and all the working ninjas of the village as he landed outside her front door in a matter of minutes. He entered the house after finding the spare key, it wasn't that hard to find under the welcome mat, he made a mental note to scold her on getting a better hiding place.
He slowly opened the door and shut it behind him. The room was dark, but what little light he could see the unfinished chairs and table for a dining room set. The living room area was finished and perfectly in order with entertainment center, couch, chair, small table, and TV. On both sides of the TV spot in the entertainment center were short bookshelves filled with various books and scrolls. He stepped to backed further to the kitchen where some boxes still remained unpacked. Down the hall he found a bathroom. The sink was a pure white with a large mirror on the wall above it and black wood cabinets below. The shower had a black and white curtain, the color theme repeated with the soap dispenser, tissue box holder, hand-towel rack, and towel rack.
He moved further down and found Jiraiya's room. Almost none of the furniture was put together. I rolled his eyes I should have known Naruto still couldn't use that stupid shape toy that Jiraiya had without screwing up. I put my mission on seeing Hinata on pause and enter the small room. I pick up various pieces of hardware and start to work.
I'm still not really sure what I'm doing, but as the pieces come together I feel satisfied. I didn't even realize how much noise I might have been making till the small voice came from the door, "Za?"
I look up at Jiraiya standing in the door rubbing at his tired eyes. I kinda guess he could have thought he was seeing things which I know I'm quick enough to get away that he could still believe that. But I don't. "Hey." I stretch out a hand for him to take.
He doesn't seem to convinced that it isn't a dream yet. He steps closer and grips on of my fingers with his small fist. I pull him in and set him in my lap. "What you doing?" He asks looking at my work.
"Putting some of your stuff together. Maybe then you can sleep in your own room than with your Ma." I say kissing the top of his head.
Jiraiya didn't like kisses like this a lot, but he was too tired to anything. "I miss you, Za." Jiriaya snuggled into my lap and gripped my shirt.
"I miss you too." I say sadly watching the child that wasn't even mine fall asleep in my arms.
A/N:We're FINALLY going to start getting into a SasuHina relationship. I never really expected this story to be this long...in fact I'm still not sure how much longer this will be...But I'm on a roll with this story so I hope it won't take too much longer.
For anyone reading my Fairy Tail story Stupid I'm sorry for the lack of updates there, I just haven't had a spark of inspiration there. Maybe if we get some serious NaLu moments in the anime then I'll get some more fuel. For now I'm sorry.