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Chapter Ten: Self Loathing

Kali dug her nails into Freddy's chest and she threw her head back screaming his name as she came. She tightened around his length making him tighten his grip on her hips. He was growing impatient with her slow rhythm and quickly shoved her off of him making her land on her back. Her head hit one of the bedposts and before she could sit up and Freddy pounced on top of her flipping her over onto her stomach.

"Ow! What the hell was that for? What are you… NO!" She screamed as she felt his scarred hands rest on her buttocks.

"Don't worry…" He grabbed her by her hair rearing her head back. "… It'll pleasure me more than it hurts you." He rasped into her ear and released her hair quickly spreading her cheeks and thrusted into her hard and fast. She screamed out in agony trying to pull herself away from him gripping onto the nearby bedpost. "Naw-ah… you're not going anywhere."

Freddy quickly wrapped an arm around her middle and pulled her up by her shoulder so her back was flush against his scarred chest and they were both on their knees. He moaned right into her ear as he slowly pulled out leaving just the head in then shoved his whole length back into her making her cry out as the pain ripped through her. He held her even tighter against him and began thrusting in and out of her rhythmically.

"Please…" She begged. "Stop…" Kali was in so much pain, and not just physical pain, emotional pain. She just wanted to die. What he did before was humiliating, but this… this was just plain degrading. "Stop!" She demanded with her last shred of courage.

Freddy stopped his movements and gripped her waist tighter with his left hand thrusting deeper into her making her shriek in pain. Then he brought his gloved hand to rest on her chest with his blades less than an inch from her jugular threatening her.

"You'll learn to like it." He whispered and kissed from her collarbone up to her ear then back down again before thrusting into her violently. Kali finally gave up and stopped fighting him and did her best to stifle her cries of pain as he pounded relentlessly into her.

His blades soon left her throat and he gripped her hips with both hands. After what seemed like forever Kali grew numb to the pain and almost found herself enjoying his torture as he kissed and sucked on her neck and shoulders sending a wave of heat through her. She shook herself and Freddy laughed into her ear as she tried to convince herself she hated what he was doing to her.

"I know… you're enjoying this… almost as much… as I am…" Freddy breathed into her ear in rhythm with his thrusts. "Just admit it…and I'll make it… worth your while." He smiled an evil smile that Kali couldn't see and nibbled on her ear as he slowed his thrusts and ran his ungloved hand slowly up her thigh.

She sucked in a breath as he lightly ran a finger over her clit teasing her. The heat washed through her body again and she could feel herself getting wet. She did her best to fight the urge to turn around and kiss him demanding release, but as he ran his hand up her thigh again he ran his finger over her slick opening. Her will was shattered and she quickly dug her nails into his arm and turned her head and looked him right in the eyes.

"I want more!" She demanded with lust in her eyes. Freddy chuckled darkly to himself as he quickly pried her hands off of his arm and pulled out of her flipping her around to face him. She pulled him into a rough kiss and he let himself fall back pulling her on top of him. As she furiously ravaged his mouth with her tongue he grabbed her by the hips and thrust back into her tight ass.

Kali stifled a shriek as he reentered her, she was relieved when it didn't hurt as bad as before. She rocked back and forth on top him making him moan and grip her hips tightly his blades to digging into the sensitive flesh on her back. She sucked in a breath and carefully pried his bladed glove off her hip. Freddy glared up at her as she attempted to remove his glove from his hand and he made a fist and ripped his hand out of her grip and pulled her back down to him.

His lips crushed hers as he began rubbing her clit. Kali rocked harder and faster around his hardness and arched her back screaming his name as she came hard. She tightened around him almost sending him over the edge.

Kali fell limp on top of him. Her head was spinning and she could feel the blood rushing through her head. She was exhausted from all the pain and pleasure he'd but her through in such a short amount of time. "N-no more…" She laid on top of him.

"I'm not done yet." Kali shook her head into his chest in response. Before Kali knew what was happening she was on her back and her legs were resting on Freddy's shoulders. He pounded into her relentlessly as she clutched the sheets beneath her and he finally came filling her with his demon seed.

Kali slowly released the sheets beneath her trying to catch her breath. Her legs felt like Jell-O as they hit the mattress. Freddy laughed taking a handful of her hair.

"I love what you did with your hair." He chuckled and his blades inched closer to her head. She started up at him wide eyed and quickly took his bladed hand in hers using the last bit of strength she had left and pulled him into a kiss. He returned the kiss with more fervor and pulled her closer holding her to him.

Kali finally pulled away from the kiss to catch her breath and when she opened her eyes she fell back against the headboard pulling her knees up to her chest quickly covering her face and started crying hysterically. Looking back at her was her father. He was grinning evilly back at her.

"What's the matter Kal my pal? Don't you love me anymore?" He asked sweetly holding his hand out to her. Kali looked up from her hands and quickly pulled the sheet over herself.

"Stop it! Stop looking like him!" She sobbed closing her eyes trying to will him to change back whispering to herself. "Not him, not him."

"I guess you don't need me anymore do you, you little slut?" He laughed and his laugh shifted into Freddy's. Kali looked up at Freddy with tear stained eyes. The room had shifted and she was sitting in Wesley's bed fully clothed with Freddy standing at the foot of the bed licking blood off of his blades. Kali suddenly felt the stinging pain in her back from when he had dug his blades into her before. Touching her back she gasped as she saw her fingers tipped with blood.

"Looks like it's almost time to wake up…" Freddy pointed to the clock beside her on the nightstand, it read 4:57pm. "Now unless you want more visits from your Daddy I suggest you bring me someone tonight." He threatened and sat next to her on the bed making her scoot away from him.

"You sick… perverted…. Bastard…" Kali spat between sobs.

"Yet you still enjoyed yourself, even though you fell asleep in your boyfriend's arms and may I remind you… you started it…" He chuckled manically and grabbed her hard by the face with is bladed hand and looked her right in the eyes. "See you later princess." His lips met with hers and she jolted up in Wesley's bed and quickly hit the loud alarm off.

Wesley sat in his game chair with a large pair of headphones on as he played a video game. Kali looked over at him in horror as everything she had just done replayed in her head. Her whole body shuttered in disgust towards herself and she rolled over onto her stomach and screamed into the pillow until she ran out of breath. She just laid there silently sobbing into the pillow hoping that she'd eventually suffocate to death.

After a few moments she heard Wesley call her name and felt his hands on her shoulders. "Kali… what's wrong?" He shook her and she pushed her face deeper into the pillow. He pulled her up into his arms and she looked up at him with tearstained eyes. "What's wrong?"

"Me… I'm wrong…" She sobbed and turned away from him not even wanting to look at him. Wesley sat there and held her until she calmed down.

"I wish you would tell me what's wrong…" He tucked her hair behind her ear and kissed her on the forehead making her flinch.

"I don't deserve you…" She hung her head and he pulled her closer.

"Kali what are you talking about?" Wesley was confused.

"Nothing…" Kali finally gave up. "… I… I had a nightmare."

"You want to talk about it?" Wesley asked looking into her eyes and she shook her head and eyed the clock behind him, it was now 5:30pm.

"I should go. I wanted to get home before my Mom left for work." Kali stood from the bed and grabbed her keys off of Wesley's desk.

"Ok. I'll walk you out." He took her by the hand and led her out of the house to her car. As she opened the door to the car to get in he embraced her and kissed her lightly on the lips making new tears swell in her eyes. "Whatever happened in your nightmare, just remember it's not real. It can't hurt you. I'll always be here for you when you wake up."

She got in the car and buckled her seat belt wishing he knew just how real it all was for her. He hugged her one last time and stood in the driveway until she was out of sight. Her back started to sting again halfway home making her remember about the cuts on her back. She just hoped that her Mom wouldn't notice.

When she got home her Mom was still doing her hair so she rushed to the bathroom and wrapped a bandage around her lower back to cover the cuts. Looking at it in the mirror there were four even slices.

She quickly splashed her face with some cold water to wake herself up some more. Her Mom was in the kitchen filling up her thermos with a fresh batch of coffee.

"Can I steal a cup?" Kali asked holding an empty coffee cup out to her Mother who gladly filled it from the coffee pot before pouring the rest into her thermos.

"You sure are drinking more coffee than normal. Have you been getting sleep?" She asked pulling her lunch box out of the fridge.

"Just been having bad dreams… it's no big deal." Kali shrugged. "Where's Paige?"

"She called and said that she had to work a double because someone called in sick… Oh and she told me that her boss is interested in interviewing you." Her Mom explained.

"Oh, did she say when?" Kali asked sipping her coffee.

"I think she said Sunday, but I'm not sure you should just ask her when she gets home tonight. That's exciting though." She smiled at Kali as she gathered all her things for work. "So… the funeral is at nine tomorrow morning, I'll bring something home for breakfast so we can all eat and then we'll leave here around eight thirty or so. Can you both be ready by then?" She asked heading out the side door.

Kali nodded. "Yeah. Have fun at work. Love you."

"Love you too sweetie. See you tomorrow morning." She blew Kali a kiss then disappeared out the door. Kali sat at the kitchen table and drank the rest of her coffee. Unfortunately she was still rather tired from her nap, if she could even call it that. Sleeping didn't feel like sleep to her anymore, not with Freddy there every time she closed her eyes.

She sat in her computer chair going through her backpack to make sure she had all of her homework done to turn in on Monday. Her hands rested on a piece of cool metal shoved between two of her folders. It was the Elm Street sign that Andy and Angela had stolen for her. Holding it in her hands she looked around her room at all the posters of her favorite horror movies that littered her walls.

As she nailed the sign above her Freddy poster she began to wonder if any of the other monsters on her walls were real. She'd have to ask him. There were so many other things she started to wonder about as she went through last year's year book again making sure she had enough names in mind to keep Freddy from hurting or humiliating her any more than he already was.

Her eyes were becoming heavy again so she went and took a long shower to wake herself up. The warm water soothed her aching muscles. Examining herself in the mirror there were bruises forming on her hips and wrists.

She put on a pair of boxers and a loose shirt. The phone rang in the kitchen and she put down her hair brush lazily walking through the house to answer it.

"Hello?" Kali answered.

"Hey it's Andy. I promised Wes I wouldn't call you but I just couldn't help myself. He told me about what happened over at his house." Andy explained.

"Since when are you two best friends?" Kali was surprised.

"Since now ok, what happened? He said you were really upset. He's scared." Andy explained.

"I just had a bad dream that's all." Kali replied annoyed.

"Don't think I haven't noticed you and Angela. You keep having dreams about Freddy don't you?" Kali was in shock and sat in silence. "I saw what she was looking up the other day in computer lab. Just tell me what's going on. Please?"

"I don't know what you're talking about." Kali said firmly hoping he'd drop it. Andy sighed on the other line.

"Kali can you just…"

"It's nothing. I just keep having nightmares that's all." She cut him off.

"Ok… if you need someone to talk to you know I'm always here for you, and so is Wes. He's really worried about you." Andy gave up even though he knew there was more to it. He figured she'd tell him when she was ready.

"I know. But don't worry about it. I'll be fine." She tried to reassure him.

"Alright. I guess I'll see you on Monday then?" He asked.

"Yeah, maybe we can do something on Sunday." Kali suggested.

"Ok… well I gotta go then. My mom needs the phone. Bye." He said disappointed.

"Bye." Kali hung up the phone and rested her head in her hand. How did he know? Did he really pay that close attention to her? She tried her best to put it out of her mind as she made herself some ramen for dinner.

Paige got home as Kali finished doing her dishes. "Hey I brought you a cookie!" Paige threw it at her and she caught it.

"Thanks." Kali set it on the counter for later.

"Oh my god I hate that place so much!" Paige whined as she collapsed onto the couch.

"And yet you want me to work there… dude… you smell like onions." Kali wrinkled her nose.

"I know… I promise it's not that bad. It just sucks right now because of my stupid lazy ass pothead coworkers. My boss is gonna fire them so it's ok. You and some other girl she picked out will be replacing them." She explained as she rubbed her sore feet.

"So you're saying that I basically already have a job?" Kali asked surprised.

"Yeah pretty much. She's still going to do the whole interview thing. And don't worry I told her you can't start until after we go on out little vacation so that way you don't have to worry about getting trained until after we get back." She smiled and gathered up her apron and purse.

"Thanks. That actually works out perfectly." Kali patted her on the head.

"What are big sisters for? Ok well I'm going to go and shower then pass the fuck out. I had to work for a whole eleven hours today. So fucking ridiculous…" She walked down the hall mumbling to herself.

"Ok just make sure you're up and ready to go by eight thirty." Kali called after her.

"Yeah yeah…" She waved her hand dismissively before closing the bathroom door behind her.

Kali sat on the couch and stared at the clock. It was only nine and she was still extremely tired. She sighed in defeat and slowly walked down the hall to her room. After setting her alarm for seven thirty she stared at the bottle of Hypnocil that still sat on her desk wishing she had the courage to take them and just have a peaceful night of sleep. All she'd have to do is remember to take one every day. But she knew he'd find another way to get to her. Maybe he'd figure out who the Elm Street survivor was and use them to kill her.

She knocked the bottle of pills to the floor and kicked them across the room making them roll under her entertainment center. "I hate you…" She mumbled then turned off her light. It was rather warm in her room so she cracked the window before pulling the sheet over herself.

Kali went through the list of kid's names she had picked out in her head. There was no way she'd let him violate and use her like that again. She closed her eyes and was asleep in a few moments.

When she opened her eyes she was lying on a small cot in a room she hadn't been in before. The heat hit her hard and she concentrated making her pajamas change into a black tank top and a pair of tripp shorts that went past her knees and a black pair of tennis shoes appeared on her feet. There was a large furnace on one side of the room and along the far wall was a workbench with a small sharpening wheel on it and several knives and pieces of metal were strewn about it.

The large metal door slowly creaked open and Freddy stepped into the room. "Hello princess. I'm surprised you came back so soon." He chuckled and crossed the room quickly stopping only a foot away from Kali. She took in a deep breath breathing in the smell of the old flaming furnace and his burnt skin.

She stared directly into his red demonic eyes and mustered up the courage that she had left before speaking. "Before I bring you anyone, I have a few questions I want you to answer."

"Alright, what do you want to know?" He asked calmly. Kali stared back at him surprised that he wasn't upset.

"If you're real… how many others are real?" She asked afraid of the answer.

"Why do you want to know? You think one of them will help you get rid of me? Because that's not the way we work. We all have our own territory and we stay out of each other's way as best we can." Kali's mouth dropped open slightly at his response and sat back down on the cot and stared up at him.

"We? Who exactly is we?" Kali demanded.

"The only ones that are still alive besides myself are Jason and Michael, and… you stupid bitch stop thinking about the movies!" Freddy backhanded her and she let out a whimper holding her cheek. "Freddy Versus Jason had to be one of the most unrealistic movies ever made!" The temperature of the room grew even hotter making it hard for Kali to breath. Freddy glared down at her and she cowered up against the wall. The room slowly returned to its normal temperature and he sat next to her on the small cot. His weight on it made her lean towards him and he let out a small chuckle wrapping an arm around her making her uneasy.

She watched him cautiously through her hair that had fallen out from behind her ear. He placed his bladed hand behind her head and pulled her into a kiss. She was tempted to pull away knowing that it could end with her being humiliated or in lots of pain, but her fear faded as he kissed her passionately throwing her off guard.

When he pulled away she was breathing heavily trying to catch her breath staring back at him with lust and confusion. "What the hell… was that?"

"Would you rather me try and get what I want from you the other way?" He smiled deviously and began to reach for her throat and Kali quickly pulled someone in.

"That's what I thought." He stood from the cot taking Kali by the wrist and began dragging her out the door behind him.

"Please, can't I just stay here? I don't want to watch." She pleaded and Freddy stopped and thought for a moment.

"Only if you bring me another." He rasped knowing that was the last thing she wanted to do. Kali closed her eyes and a silent tear fell before she finally nodded and pulled another in. "Good girl…" He kissed her on the forehead and left out the door locking it behind him leaving her alone. That's when Kali realized that he never finished answering her question making her mind wander imagining who else was really out there.