Author's note: Hey, wow guys. I'm going to try and pick up where I left off last year with the story to the best of my memory. I want to apologize for taking that long hiatus, I've been hella busy. If you guys have any questions follow me on tumblr and message me there. c: (I'll pay more attention to it there than anywhere else link is on my profile c:)

Feeling rejected by Ciel hurt. More than anyone could ever imagine. I felt naked, and stripped of my identity. I lost myself in him, I became so obsessed with a human soul and lost who I was in the process. But I have to ask myself just one question...do I regret it? That's the one answer that remains a mystery. I love him, I really do. But I just can't wrap my head around the fact that he could ever just shoo me away under such circumstances. What am I going to do? Our contract still remains so how will I be able to just separate myself from him? His soul is bound to me and if he tries to go too far...oh no...Ciel.

If Ciel shoves me away too far or stays on his own his soul will deteriorate on its own...I have to be around him to keep him alive.

"Why should you care?" This voice appeared out of nowhere but still strangely familiar.

"What are you doing here?" I snarled.

"Oh but I asked you first. Well, anyway, Ciel's soul will deteriorate, but why should you care? His soul still ends up in the same place and there's not really much you can do about it. He'll hate you if you try to force your way back into his life and it would quite honestly amuse me to see you try." He laughed.

"You son of a-"

"Now now, let's not get hasty. I'm not here to start a fight, you see. I'm here to simply watch you suffer. Crumple under the torture of letting a soul," He picked up some dirt and let it run through his finger, "slip right through you fingers."

"I'll kill you. I swear. Where do you find this sick twisted humor of yours? It's revolting." I said standing up off the ground.

"I'm a demon, Sebastian. Are you losing your demonic touch? You used to be so vile, so cruel and didn't care what happened to your contracts as long as you got their soul in the end."

"I've changed."

"Clearly! If I didn't know any better I'd say you were becoming human for that little swine." all I could do was look up at him. "Sebastian, you honestly didn't consider it did you? You did! I thought you were much different, Michaelis." His words stung. This is the most amount of emotion i've shown in a long time and I didn't like it. He's just trying to make me angry, and if he knows whats good for him he'll stop.

"Like I said...I'll kill you in the end. Slowly, so you can watch yourself as you bleed out, see the light fade from your sight...and i'll have the fortune of watching you suffer as every bone in your body shatters and no one will be around to help you."

"Sebastian," He gasped, "I'm hurt."

"Look just leave, okay? I never even said I wanted you here, I didn't even want to talk to you."

"Then why did you reply to me in the first place. You can ignore me, it's not hard."

"An ego as big as yours is hard to ignore." He just simply laughed and the next thing I knew he was gone. I sat back down on the ground and wondered 'how the hell am I ever going to get Ciel to let me back into his life'.

Well, by knocking on the front door and beating your way in of course.

Okay guys, Let me know how this was! Any comments or suggestions are accepted here and on my tumblr, please no negative comments. I'm open to constructive criticism as long as you don't come off as offensive. I haven't written in a while and it's 2 am here and I didn't feel like reading through the whole story again to get feel for it. I had a basic understanding and went with it.

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