Oh my Gosh.
That is all I can think right now.
For years I have been randomly getting messages about reviews and follows on this story, but as time went on, the guilt I felt eased and I forgot. Then randomly this week I decided to re-read my old fanfiction and I learned something very important about myself.
I was awful!
Thank you so much to the sweet people who thought I was good back when I was 17 and 18. However, I have been cringing the entire time I have been reading. Not just at my writing buy at my OOC stuff too. Chappie? Honestly? I have to fight my 17 year old self now.
This post is NOT just to slam teenage me though. It is to make a few announcements.
I will NOT be finishing this story.
This story is awful and needs to be forgotten.
What I will be doing is carefully plotting out all of the story and re-writing these horrendous things I called "Chappies" The good stuff will be kept and polished. The rest will be tossed.
What I intend to finish is the improved version.
I won't say this will happen instantly, but I'm about to be off for the summer and I need something to fill my time while I'm not working.
In case you were wondering about me:
I'm now 25 (soon to be 26) and I THINK I have improved as a writer (even if my grammar isn't the greatest still)
I have a degree in History and I teach High School.
I am about to go back to college in my spare time to major in Creative Writing…..so If I am not a better writer I will be.
If any of the old gang is out there. I'd love to hear from you.
That is all I have for now. I need to keep reading and suffering and then get to work on improving.
Good Bye! I hope to be back soon!