I know its been a while but i just had a small set-back in the form of a bad review! So can i please ask for constructive criticism where possible! Thankyou and heres hoping i get better! Sorry, some characters are a bit OOC!

I love you. Those 3 little words reverberated around my head as i slept, and when i finally woke they were all i could think about.
It was around noon as far as i could tell, and i felt good. Better than i had in a long time. Gary was lay next to me and i had my head on his chest. He was warm. I smiled to myself. He said he loved me...
'Class ends soon. You'd better go.' Gary said, sitting up. I sat up and turned to look at him 'What?' I asked, confused. Garys face looked serious, he didnt look like the boy that told me he loved me. My guess is, he wasnt.
'You heard me. Theres nothing more for you here.' He said coldly. I frowned at him. 'But you said-' 'I know what i said and i was wrong. Now go.' He demanded.
I got out of his bed and dressed as quickly as possible, then i just stood there. Gary gave me an expectant look as if to say 'Go.' But i didnt move. 'You're not taking your pills.' I said without emotion. I felt numb. What had i just done. I knew that this wouldnt end well, so why did i come?
'Whats it to you?' Gary asked. I stared at the floor. 'We had a deal.' I said, my voice a monotone. Gary chuckled as he walked towards me. He stood in front of me and tilted his head to the side, reached out and lifted my chin so that he could see my face. 'Its off.' He said as he stared into my eyes.
I felt a flicker of emotion in my chest as i gazed into the brown pools that were his eyes, but felt it leave when his hand dropped suddenly. He turned his back on me and walked to the window, where he stood until i left.
So, i had done it again. Fallen for the wrong guy. I knew that i was going to get hurt again and again until i got over him, but there was nothing that i could do. There was just something about him...
I felt tears begin to form in my eyes as i left the boys dorms. I wanted to get out of there before everyone came back from class. Deciding not to go to my room, i headed down to the football field. When i arrived a small trickle was running down my face and i feebly attempted to wipe it away. I sat on the bleachers and stared at the sky.
My whole body was numb. My chest felt heavy, my heart like a rock. It was just like last time. I cried silently to myself for a while, eventually hearing the bell and students leaving school. I didnt move, no longer caring if anyone saw.
I heard a chorus of deep laughter from the bottom of the bleachers but i didnt want to know who it was. I could have guessed. I heard footsteps and a firm hand gripped my shoulder pulling me up. 'Well what do we have here?' Ted asked sarcastically. I continued to stare at the sky.
'Something got you down? I might know how to cheer you up.' He said deviously. His hand roughly grabbed my cheek and pulled my face around to look at him. He had died his hair back to its natural colour. We stared at each other for a minute, both refusing to be the first to look away.
Eventually Ted gave up. 'Come with me.' He said, grabbing both shoulders and pushing me down the bleachers and into the boys changing rooms. On the way i hadnt really noticed where i was going, but when i got there my heavy heart sank. The smell of sweat and socks lingered in the air as the jocks poured in. About 5 stood behind Ted, all tall and muscular, as he pushed me back into the lockers.
I looked up at him fearfully, he had a mischevious glint in his eye. What did he want from me? Revenge? Shit.
'We could have some fun missy.' He smirked. I shook my head, finally returning to reality. 'Im okay.' I half whispered. For once i felt small, i was scared. These boys were huge and they wouldnt hesitate to beat me.
'Oh, no! I insist!' Ted laughed. He looked crazy. 'C'mon, i know you want it.' He whispered, stroking my face. I just stood there, frozen. His hand trailed down my side to my bum, which he pinched. I flinched and the jocks smiled. Bastards. 'Lets go somewhere a little more private.' Ted grinned.
We left the jocks behind, Ted had me glued to his side, his arm clamping me there. He lead me behind the bleachers, where he pushed me against the wall and began underessing me with his eyes.
He moved closer, his lips met mine. I tried to push him away but he was too strong. He stuck his tounge into my mouth, easily pushing my protesting lips aside. His hands groped me as he violently snogged me. I felt sick.
My eyes were tightly shut, in fear and disgust, as his hands clutched at my body. This was wrong. So wrong. Suddenly i felt his tongue leave my mouth and his hands leave my body. Had he given up?
I opened my eyes and saw him lying on the floor clutching his face. What the...? My eyes looked to my left and i saw Gary. He was angry and it scared me to see him that way. Had he just punched Ted?
He answered me by kicking Ted in the gut, forcing a groan out of him. Gary proceeded kicking Ted until he just lay there, unnmoving. Fuck.
'Gary...?' I asked quietly. He looked at me softly, all traces of anger gone. His moods changed so quickly, it was starting to give me whiplash. 'Are you okay?' He asked me, placing a hand gently on my shoulder.
I nodded nervously, shock having rendered my voicebox useless. His hand reached up and wiped away tears i hadnt even realised were falling. 'Im sorry. I didnt mean what i said this morning. Its just...' He stopped, our eyes locked. I could feel my heart come back to life. Why did he have to give me hope?
'I-I dont want to hurt you. I'm dangerous' He said. 'I dont mind.' I heard myself say. Gary looked intrigued. 'I mean, i know it's cheesey but id rather be with you.' I said, stroking his face.
Gary smiled, his eyes sparkling. Oh he was magnificent. I felt a grin spread across my face as Gary leaned towards me. 'I'll try my best to keep you safe.' He whispered. Then he kissed me softly, making my heart burst back to life.
Ted began to move and Gary grabbed my hand. He gently pulled me away, both of us smiling. I had know idea what this meant. Was there a chance? My head was telling me no, but i listened to my heart, and that was telling me yes.
Gary walked me to my room and at my door he kissed me again. My head was spinning in ecstasy as he leaned forwards and whispered in my ear 'Oh, Angel i trust you , you will not let it smash. Its worth the risk for the love we will make.'