GUYS! Howdy y'all so today I'm sick and I decided that I REALLY needed to update this so why not now!? :D Ok so my plan is to do this chapter and a JohnDave chapter! Ok let's write this thing!
Your name is Nepeta Leijon, and you're currently sitting in Karkats car trying to sort out what the hell just happened. All you can remember was somebody kissing you and then BAM! Gamzee is magically on the floor unconscious and Karkat is trembling in the corner! It all happened so fast! UGH! You couldn't help but feel as though this was all your fault! Everything has seemed to be your fault! Gog! If only you weren't so clueless, then maybe you would've been able to do something, but no you just sat there and let whatever the hell happened happen! You slam your fist against your legs and begin to cry.
Why were you even here!? Karkat probably asked you to come with him out of pity, because of what happened during the movie! He probably didn't even like you that much! Gog you were so stupid! Karkat Vantas, the cute guy that you've admired since he first came into Starbucks, actually liking you! Ha! That's as true as 2+2=5! Your small tears turn to sobs as you think about when you kissed him. You were so sure he like you! But of course you were wrong! You saw the way that Terezi chick looked at him! They were probably dating, or at least they both liked each other!
You look out the window to see Karkat walking out with none other than Terezi. How fucking fantastic! You decide you should at least put on a little mascara and lip gloss to make yourself look a little better after that crying fit! And man did you need it! You looked like you just got hit by a bus! Ugh!
"Hey Nep you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine! Absolutely perfect!" you give him a fake smile just to emphasize, but as expected he can see through it.
"Look Nepeta just tell me what's going on or I'm going to pry it out of you!"
You look at him an can clearly see there is no getting out of this.
"This all my fault Karkat! If only I wasn't so stupid, and if only I had done something instead of just sitting there like an idiot, than maybe we wouldn't be in this mess! Gamzee wouldn't be unconscious, you two wouldn't have fought, and you wouldn't pity me for liking a guy who doesn't like me back!" you scream out at him and began to cry all over again. Why did you have to be such an sucker, falling for a guy who clearly doesn't like you back!? He probably hated you! He probably thought you were the biggest fool in the world! The thought of it makes you sob harder until you feel a hand on your back.
You look up and see his eyes looking at you with such an intense gave it's frightening. The two of you just sit there in silence every so often exchanging glances at each other.
"Nepeta none of this was your fault I hope you know that. I was just…."
"Karkat don't try and make me feel better."
"I'm not! It's the truth none of this was your fault. In all honesty I thought you'd hate me after what had happened, I mean you obviously have a thing for Gamzee, and I kinda ruined it by hitting him….Look Nep just know this all-"
"You think I like Gamzee?!"
You blink a couple times, is he serious!? Where was he when you explained that you and Gamzee were only friends!? UGH! You don't know whether to be sad that he couldn't take a hint or mad because well, he's fucking clueless.
"Yeah I mean you guys seem like the perfect couple, and the way you look at him kind of had m-"
"I don't like Gamzee. We're like brother and sister. Plus Gamzee is already dating somebody."
"Yeah that's what I thought you meant when you said you liked a guy who didn't like you back…Nepeta if a guy can't see how beautiful you are than he's stupid."
"Well I guess you're stupid." You manage to mumble under your breathe, and he looks at you before putting his hand on your shoulder and looks deeply into your eyes. It feels like eternity but he finally turns to the steering wheel and begins to drive muttering something about it getting late.
Looking outside you see snow begin to fall. It reminds you of when you were a kid, how you used to build snowmen with your sister and mom. And then Gamzee and his brother would come over, and soon enough there'd be a snowball fight. The memory made you smile wide. You miss your mom so much. But you know she's in a better place now, well at least you hope so.
The car holts to a stop causing you to lurch forward. Karkat looks at you with wide eyes inspecting you to check if you're ok.
"So umm do you really think I'm stupid?" Oh shit! Ok just play stupid he might be talking about something else!
"What?"
"You said 'well I guess you're stupid than' so do you think that I'm stupid Nepeta?"
"Umm…."
"Nepeta look at me."
He tilted up my chin to make me look at him. He was to cute for his own good! Gog why were you thinking something like that at a time like this!? This was serious he was onto you!
"Come on I'll walk you to your door step ok?" He smiles at you and gets out, of course he had to come to your side and open the door for you like a gentlemen. He doesn't like you he doesn't like you he doesn't like you!
"Thanks Karkat for a really…interesting night."
"Nep I'm sorry about what had happened…I was just….Never mind that you never answered my question. Do you like me Nepeta?"
"Umm w-"
And you suddenly can't talk because a pair of lips are now against you, and HOLY FUCKING SHIT! He actually kissed you! Omg it's perfect! The snow is falling and your both on you door step. It's like a scene out of one of your romance novels! When you two finally come up for air you can't help but let out the most goofy smile there is.
"So I guess I'll see you later Nep."
"Uh yeah…"
He looks at you blushing before walking back to his car, but not before mumbling
"I'm the stupid"
Your name is Nepeta Leijon and you are currently wondering what the fuck just happened.
I finished! WOOP WOOP! Ok well that's all ya'll (I say that a lot for some reason) Let me work on my next chapter and hopefully upload it! :D
