"Bella?" Carlisle asked. Looking from him to Esme I just nodded my head to answer their question. Big mistake, since my change I have not been much of a touchy feely person this might have to do with all the despair I felt for so long. This didn't stop Esme from grabbing me and hugging me so hard it would have crushed me if I was still human. Feeling her start to dry sob I pulled away not feeling sympathy for her, she left me why would she be crying. "I do not want any questions nor do I want your fake sympathy. I showed you who I was now you must keep it a secret it will be reveled at the ceremony so I expect you to keep it a secret from all of your family otherwise you will all suffer severe consequences." They looked at me almost as if I had asked them to hide a criminal from the cops. "But Bella what about Edward doesn't he deserve to know your alive? He hasn't been the same since he left you." Oh Esme trying to be a good mother but she doesn't have a clue what her son did. "He deserves to know I'm alive? Look at me Esme do I look alive, do you hear a heart beat? Do I look happy? My life came to a halt when he left me in the woods. He just left me there like trash after he was done telling me how little I meant to you all. The only thing he deserves is to feel as bad as I do. But considering he replaced me with Tanya I don't see him feeling nearly as worthless as I do!" My anger was flaring I could feel it rising and I knew I had to get out of there. I quickly teleported out of their bedroom leaving them looking confused and hurt but maybe they feel a fraction of what I felt that day. I ended up in my room cuddled up on my bed wishing to sleep to get some temporary relief from the chaos in my life. But even without looking into my future I can tell this will never happen. I decide to give up and decorate more for the ceremony I pull out my phone and text Jane. "Hey meet me in 5 to decorate some more please!" She will protest but I know she will eventually show up. I grab my cape and teleport myself to the ball room and see Rosalie standing in the middle of the room with Alice talking about the decorations. "This outta be interesting" I thought to myself while rolling my eyes.