They Never Knew
Chapter 10
When Trust No Longer Exists
Authors note: Yeah…so I definitely own you all an apology. I didn't realize how short the last chapter was and I have been really busy as finals are starting to come around and my teachers think it's funny to test my fears. (If anyone has tips on stage fright it would be highly appreciated) I don't know if this one will be too long since I still have a lot of school work I have to do but I am going to attempt to squeeze this in and hopefully make it a little longer.
Amy was slowly letting her guard down and worse than anything she knew she was too. She knew after much experience that she shouldn't, that it would only lead to pain and sadness but she just wanted- no needed!- to be able to trust someone besides Emma! David seemed nice enough. He hadn't let go of her hand since they had left Emma. She supposed he could feel the nerves seeping off of her because she felt him give her hand a comforting squeeze as though he was saying 'I'm here for you.'
She knew this was probably her being ridiculous but as she already knew, she wanted to be able to trust someone. She knew realistically that she shouldn't find any comfort and going with this guy to sell her body, that it was extremely messed up…but then again so was she.
She heard him say something and decided if he was paying her she should try to pay attention. "I'm sorry what?" He laughed lightly and it made her part between a blush and a genuine smile. "I said I hope it's nice enough." He repeated as he held the door open for her. She shuffled through feeling she really shouldn't be enjoying this.
She froze in her tracks as she finally looked up from the floor! The place was beautiful, the walls were a golden color while the podiums were white and the floor was a beautiful tan tile. The staircase was white as well, it swooped into a loop going either way which lead to beautiful white halls with dark blue carpet. Amy felt herself smile as she thought about how white stands for purity and what they were here to do was definitely not pure.
She jumped slightly as she felt someone's hand lay gently on her midback and gently push her forward. "We need to check in first." She relaxed as soon as she heard his voice. She followed as he led them to the receptionist and stated that they were here to celebrate their one year anniversary together. She played along smiling and leaning her head against his shoulder to make it more believable. It obviously worked as the girl at the front couldn't have been much older than her and was so happy for them and congratulated them twice. As soon as they got into the elevator they both burst into a fit of laughter. "Did you see her face when you said it was our anniversary!" Amy spoke as she continued to laugh. "Or when you laid your head on my shoulder! Her lip pouted in one of those ways that a girl gets when she's happy for another girl!" They laughed all the way to their room.
Amy attempted to hide her blush as he held the door open for her once again. "You know you don't have to do that." Amy said with a kind, understanding smile. He shook his head giving her the same smile as though he knew what she had been through "No I want to." Amy squinted trying to figure this guy out. "Why?" He gave her a sly smile while pouring them both some of the wine he had bought prior to getting her "Why not? Don't you ever like to do kind things for people?" Amy was a little taken aback by the answer but she wasn't ready to drop it. "Well yes but this is different."
"How?" He kept using this joking tone that she didn't understand.
"Well I mean….we both know why I'm here."
"Are you being forced to be here?"
"Well I'm not going to back out."
"That's exactly why I like you. When your sister described you I knew I wanted to be with you. Your different than Emma, even Emma knows it. That's why I chose you…you're the only one who can't see it." He was basically whispering at this point, she could feel herself not wanting to break the silence either, but too many questions were still flowing through her head.
"What's so special about me?" She watched with sincerity and curiosity as he smiled gently at her. He leaned in closer so that they were mere inches away from each other. "I think that right there is one of the reasons. You're so special and you don't even notice. You're determined, beautiful, intriguing, and different. There's so much you haven't even discovered about yourself. You're so strong Amy, not to mention incredibly gorgeous. Or have you not figured that out about yourself yet?" She could hear the joking tone lurking in his voice. He leaned forward to tuck a piece of hair behind her ear. She had to fight every urge in her being to not lean forward and kiss him. She was close enough, if she just leaned forward…it would be her first kiss. She supposed tonight would be a lot of first's for her.
She watched as he seemed to be analyzing every aspect of her face. Those beautiful brown eyes that seemed to be searching her soul. She smiled gently as he cupped the back of her neck pulling her into the kiss. Her lips immediately molded into his, his lips were warm and soft as though they had been molded from feathers. His fingers were kind and gentle as he cradled her face. When he pulled away she couldn't contain the gulp of air she breathed in. She couldn't help but chuckle softly, their noses still touching.
"That was quite amazing Mr. David." She brought her fingers up to play with the stubble along his jaw. She wanted to memorize this face, she wanted to remember it forever, to be with him forever. She felt herself brighten even more when he laughed and said "You did quite well yourself Ms. Amy." She felt good at pleasing him, she didn't want him to own her and she didn't want to be submissive to him, nothing like that. But the idea of pleasing the person that she had come to share her first kiss with it made her feel good. Just as she thought he was going to kiss her again he pulled away smiling jokingly and walking towards the bathroom. "I'm going to the bathroom."
Amy sat down awkwardly on the bed not really sure of what to do while he was in there. She waiting until he stepped out…shirtless. She tried to not show emotion but evidently surprise still leaked through her mask because he gave her an amused glance "Like what you see?" She shrugged trying to seem as though she didn't care "It's not bad." They both started laughing, he walked closer to the bed gently pushing her down so he was hovering over her.
He gave her the softest kiss she had ever received, it was even softer than the first. So gentle and innocent, most would never think it would lead to what they both knew was going to happen. The kiss quickly started to intensify, she felt his tongue slip into her mouth she couldn't conceal the moan that came up her throat. She pouted as he pulled away the laugh at the noise. "That was cute." She looked up at his slightly confused and slightly amused.
"What?"
"That noise."
"Hmm, glad you liked it."
"Makes me want to see how else to coax that out of you." She shook her head laughing before leaning up and pulling his lips to hers mumbling "Just shut up and kiss me." She could feel his hands maneuver their way under her shirt. Every place he touched was like ice sinking its way into her flesh (which was a relief considering how hot she felt). He quickly unbuttoned the silky blue shirt, he seemed to stop in his task to admire her. "What?" She asked embarrassed at the attention. He smiled "Nothing, it's just that you're so beautiful." She shook her head not believing a word he was saying. "You're just being nice." He seemed to become somewhat serious. "You don't think you're beautiful?"
"I think you're crazy." His eyes seemed to become determined. "I am going to make you see how beautiful you are." Before she could even ask what that meant he was gently cradling her hips, tracing lines along her stomach. He laid a gentle kiss on her bellybutton causing her to blush. "Your skin is so smooth and pale, not damaged like other girls. I don't know how but you make being shirtless seem innocent. It's extremely cute."
She laughed saying "Don't call me cute! You make me feel way younger than you!"
He gave her a reassuring kiss "Don't worry I'm only twenty." She had to admit she was relieved he wasn't old. "Well I'm glad." This isn't how she thought things would be. She always thought she would be extremely uncomfortable in this situation but with David…things were different. She knew it wasn't love or anything like that, but maybe it could be?
The night went by amazingly, I mean sure it hurt but it was magical. She had to admit she felt like a princess with him. She was resting her head on his chest when she felt a sharp pain in her arm. She immediately felt distorted and confused. She turned to look at David for help but saw him smiling at her. "Dillan something's wrong!" She tried to get up but the tug on her arm was excruciating! "David help me!" She looked around trying to figure out what was going on when she saw the needle sticking out of her arm connected to some sort of tube! "David what is this!"
She felt his hand gently touch her face "Shh Shh darling, it's all ok. I just didn't want your first to be painful. You see…my usual preferences for these kind of activities is usually a little more…intense."
"W-what are you talking about!" She was quickly growing scared! She felt him roughly grab her head and pull her in for a rather harsh kiss. Biting her lip hard enough to make it bleed. She hissed at the sensation. "Aah that's what I like to hear." She stared at him with terrified wide eyes….this was a side she hadn't seen before. "David what are you doing? What did you stick in my arm?" She inwardly cringed at the fearful wavering shake of her voice.
"Oh that's simple, I need you to stay calm and quiet while I tie you up. Nothing too serious. Soon you won't feel a thing. That's when the real fun begins." Now that she was paying attention and on guard she could feel her arm going numb. "No…you don't have to do this. I care about you." He cupped her check as gently as before but the look in his eyes no longer made her feel good. "Just close your eyes and relax." She watched as he walked into the bathroom, she could see through the crack in the door. 'Oh dear God…' She could see lengths of ropes and cuffs sitting on the counter. She knew she had to get out!
Authors note: So I tried to make this extra long to makeup for the extreme delay. I hope you enjoy! Also just for fun lets have a little competition to see who can find the little Once Upon A Time future comment Amy made to herself. Good luck and thanks for reading!
-It's Nothing Just A Wolf
