Co-written between Bex (tumblr: kawaiipaii) and Nikki (tumblr: anywayimnikki)

AO3 link: /works/1089736/chapters/2193071

Akihito pushed his front door open and stepped in, kicking his shoes off immediately and walking through to the kitchen. He placed the plastic bags with the groceries on the kitchen counter and turned around to Hiroomi, who was still taking his shoes off.

"I'm going to put a wash on, you can go make yourself comfortable. Just sit wherever. I'll be right back." He turned to go over to the bathroom, but thought of something and stopped in his tracks. "There should be a muffler in the bottom drawer of my wardrobe. Sorry I didn't have anything for you to wear on the way here."

In the bathroom, Akihito opened his bag and got Hiroomi's scarf out, folding it open again. Oh god, I hope those stains will come out… He threw it in the washing machine, along with some of his own clothes from the hamper and added some extra washing liquid just to be safe.

Then, in the hallway on his way to the kitchen, he turned up the heating, because Hiroomi probably wouldn't tell him even if he was cold.

As he rummaged through his kitchen cabinets, getting everything he needed onto the counter, he kept sneaking glances at Hiroomi in his living room that doubled as bedroom.

Hiroomi decided to go ahead and try to find the muffler that Akkey mentioned, since he was already feeling the chill come down on him. He went to the place indicated, opened up the drawer and began to rummage through Akkey's things. All the while he wondered how why he gave in to coming here so easily. It took longer than it should have to find the muffler, mostly because he was too preoccupied with scolding himself.

He stared at the muffler that was light lavender with pink polka dots. His eyes narrowed, was Akkey planning on giving this to a girl? Despite how girlish it looked he decided to use it, it was better swallow the pride and be warm than remaining cold like he already was.

An aroma began to fill the room. A smell Hiroomi had quite missed. It had been a long time since he'd had home cooking. Lately he and Mitsuki would go out to eat, but more often than that he would just pick something up from the convenience store.

Hiroomi let out a sigh and decided to take a seat on the edge of the bed. It was a lot more comfortable sitting here then he had remembered. As he sat there his eyes began to drift shut. Fatigue had finally caught up with him and with the room now turning comfortably warm combined with that savoury smell, Hiroomi let his guard fall just this once.

His back hit the bed and he let his eyes close. It didn't take long for Hiroomi to drift into a state of half sleep. Strangely enough he was still aware of his surroundings yet he could feel himself in the realm of dreams. He smiled subtly; it was nice to relax like this. He felt safe and secure here for some odd reason.

It only took a small amount of time for Akihito to finish up their dinners and soon enough, he stepped into the room, but the sight of Hiroomi sleeping on his bed, wrapped up in a purple and pink muffler, was enough to stop him in his tracks.

He stared for a few seconds before he moved to put the plates down on the table. Why isn't he wearing the green one? he asked himself and he pulled the bottom drawer open to see if it was still there. He found the leaf green fabric in only a few seconds and looked back at Hiroomi.Seriously, why did he choose my mum's old one? She'd left it in his apartment by accident the last time she'd visited and Akihito had stuffed it away in case she still wanted it, but he'd never expected Hiroomi to be the one using it.

Akihito got up and retrieved the ketchup and two forks and spoons from the kitchen. After setting the bottle and utensils down, he lightly shook Hiroomi's shoulder, trying not to snicker at the way the other boy looked.

"Hiroomi, dinner's ready, wake up."

Hiroomi smiled some when he felt the light shake and a soft voice telling him to wake up. Instead of waking he remained in his half dreamlike state. His body curled up around itself and his face snuggled into the girly muffler. He felt his body being lightly shaken again, instead of waking up he grabbed onto the hand and pulled whoever it was that was trying to wake him up down to him. The hand was so soft it reminded him of Mitsuki's.

Maybe that's what was going on right now: Mitsuki had finally come to realise her love for him and was being tender and loving with him, just like how she was when she was little, always looking up to him, always wanting to play with him and show off whatever she had learned that day. Hiroomi smiled more and kissed the top of the hand.

"Lovely…"

Finally, Hiroomi's eyes opened slowly and he looked at the hand he was holding so preciously. He began to grow confused when he realised that the hand was bigger and shaped differently from Mitsuki's. His eyes continued to climb up the arm until he reached a familiar set of brown eyes.

Hiroomi's eyes widened with shock. Instead of moving away he stayed frozen, not sure what to say in this situation. A hot blush bloomed on his cheeks and he let go of the Akkey's hand and sat up. His eyes looking opposite of Akkey, all the while he was cursing at himself for falling asleep.

Holding his phone tightly in his fist behind his back, Akihito tried not to look too suspicious when Hiroomi woke up completely and sat up. He wouldn't have noticed that I took a picture, right?

"Ah, the rice omelettes are done…"

Hiroomi nodded and shifted on Akihito's bed, while the other boy tried to shift in a way that would make sure Hiroomi didn't see the phone that was definitely still displaying a picture of the black-haired boy asleep and wrapped up in a pink and purple.

While Hiroomi busied himself with the bottle of ketchup, Akihito sneaked glances at him while slowly – slowly – moving his hand from behind his back. If he finds out, I'm so dead. The picture was nice though. At first, Akihito had grabbed his phone because he thought a photo could be used as bargaining material later on, but that was before he'd properly seen Hiroomi's sleeping face.

And then Hiroomi had grabbed his hand and Akihito's heart had jumped out of his chest while he quickly took a shot of him actually snuggling up to Akihito's hand.

Just a little bit more, Akihito thought and he started turning his upper body away from Hiroomi, hoping he would be able to lock the screen before…

"Akkey, where is the… what are you doing?"

Hiroomi raised an eyebrow when he saw Akkey stiffen.

"What are you looking at?"

Before Akkey could hide what he was doing Hiroomi got up with speed and grabbed his arm and pulled him around. His eyes drifted down to the phone in Akkey's hand and on the screen he saw something extremely embarrassing. His face turned red with both rage and embarrassment as he reached forward to capture the phone.

Instead stealing the phone Akkey dodged the attempts. "AKKEY! Give me the phone! You're deleting it!" He reached out again but tripped over his own feet and fell forward. "Ah!" He reached up and grabbed onto the front of Akkey's shirt.

"Akkey!" He growled the name slowly as he looked back up but his eyes paused on the blondes bare chest. Hiroomi must have pulled some buttons off when he fell and grabbed onto him. Well… he deserved the ruined shirt.

Despite the position they were in he was still set on deleting that photo. "Delete it. Now."

"I'm not deleting it!" Akihito huffed, stretching his arm as far as he could to keep the phone out of Hiroomi's reach and looking down at his shirt. With his free hand, he lifted the now buttonless side off of his skin. "It's blackmail material so you have to pay for my shirt, damn it."

What he hadn't expected was that one more glance at Hiroomi would find him staring at his chest. My completely flat MAN chest, Akihito thought to himself, you're definitely not gay, Hiroomi. At least this meant his attention was off of the picture for now…

But the situation of being pushed back on his chest with Hiroomi looming over him hadn't changed and though Akihito had to admit that he wasn't entirely opposed to their current position, he had to find a way to get from under Hiroomi.

With the other's intense staring giving him an idea, he reached up and pulled Hiroomi in for a kiss. It was a little hard to remember what his plan exactly was again when Hiroomi sucked in a deep breath and kissed him back, but he managed to actually roll them over and to get off of him quickly enough to get away.

Before he could step around the table, he felt a hand hook his foot and he fell down flat, his arm hitting the table and making the plates rattle.

Hiroomi felt his body moving on its own as he crawled over Akkey. His hands moved down his sides slowly as he lingered up towards his neck. His heart was pounding loudly in his head with his hot breath falling over the bare skin of Akkey's neck.

"Hiroomi?"

Upon hearing Akkey, Hiroomi clenched his teeth and forced himself to pull away from the blonde. What the hell was he doing? He's not even gay. He sat up and sighed in frustration while running a hand through his hair. "Let's eat."

Hiroomi stood up and walked over to the table and took his place in front of the plate. He roughly shoved his fork into the omelette and took a bigger bite then he normally would, to avoid having to talk as he watched Akkey slowly make his way over to the food.

Akihito started cutting up his omelette while watched Hiroomi silently stuff his face. Though he was glad that Hiroomi seemed to be enjoying the dinner he'd cooked up, he was mostly just curious what Hiroomi had been thinking just before he dug in.

His cheeks flared up when he looked at Hiroomi's fingers around his spoon and recalled those hands sliding down his torso and thought about how close those lips had been for him to feel that breath on his neck. Why had Hiroomi done that? Was it because of that kiss?

He shook his head. It couldn't be, Hiroomi was a lot more composed than that. Suddenly he remembered that on the way home, he'd promised the other boy that he "wouldn't try any funny business" as Hiroomi had put it and he wanted to hit himself for breaking that already.

Akihito glanced at Hiroomi again while taking a bite of his own dinner. Is he mad about that? He didn't seem that mad, just a little annoyed, but somehow Akihito got the idea Hiroomi wasn't annoyed at him.

"Hiroomi..," he started after he swallowed, keeping his eyes on his plate because asking this would take enough courage without looking him in the eyes. "I still want to talk, remember? I want to know… what exactly…"

He couldn't finish his sentence without calming himself down with a deep breath again. "What exactly am I to you? Are you… my boyfriend now? Can I think of it that way?"

Hiroomi glanced up with some surprise at the statement. Did Akkey really care for him that much to think that way? He stared at Akkey for a moment, not exactly sure himself what to say. Now that he thought back, it would make sense for Akkey to say these things. Especially after all… they'd… done… shit.

Hiroomi realised now just how much he had been hurting the boy in front of him who was beginning to tremble. He really was horrible. But despite that, the question here was what he thought of the strangely arousing blonde. All those moments that his heart began to flutter when he laid his eyes on him, all those moments where his heart skipped a beat when he thought something, just something might happen.

He placed his fork down; an audible clink hit the room's atmosphere. Hiroomi was quite certain that he was not gay, but something about Akkey made him desperate not to lose him.

"Akkey…" He clenched his fist under the table as he continued. "I am not gay and I'm sure that you're not either, but… I think that we should… that we should…" Hiroomi looked around the room while not focusing on anything as he struggled to find the words. "I think that you need to use less ketchup on your omurice. You're masking the flavour."

Akkey glanced up with a confused look on his face. Obviously he was expecting something more profound than that, but the disappointment that clouded over him was what triggered Hiroomi to say more.

"And I think that your body is nice to touch and kiss."

Akihito's cheeks flared up with Hiroomi's last statement, but it didn't take him long to realise something.

"Ah well, thank you, but that still doesn't answer my question. I don't really care what label you put on my sexuality. I'm not talking about liking guys, I'm talking about the two of us liking each other. Are we boyfriends?"

He raised his head completely now, squared his shoulders and looked Hiroomi straight in the eyes. The other boy obviously didn't know what to say to this, but Akihito had made up his mind already. He finished the other half of his plate with Hiroomi still in silence before he decided to just talk if Hiroomi wasn't going to.

"The thing is, Hiroomi, you see… I don't want to fool around." He scratched his cheek and looked away for a second. "Well of course I want to fool around, but I don't… just want to fool around? I told you earlier today, didn't I? I like you."

Across the table from him, Hiroomi's body stiffened.

"I don't want to be tossed around like this for some indefinite time. I want to know where we stand, because if you can't even be the slightest bit serious about this, then I'd rather stop this now and…" And what? What happens after that? After we decided to not be in a relationship? Can we just… "…and go back to being friends like we were before. I need to either know that this is not just some whim of yours or I need to let go of all of… this." Akihito waved his hand to indicate the current messy state of affairs between them.

Hiroomi was left in an uncomfortable state after hearing all of that. He knew Akkey wasn't going to let this go and that they weren't going to move on until he answered this question sincerely.

Hiroomi's heart was pounding as he stared Akkey in the eyes. Fuck it. He straightened his back and opened his mouth.

"I don't know what all of this means, and what this feeling is whenever I see you... But, maybe it's something worth cherishing since I care for you almost as much as my sister."

His cheeks blushed up and he moved his head down with a slump. He was so embarrassed he could die.

"I want to be with you, Akkey. I don't know if I can say I like you the same way as you do, but I want us to continue whatever this is. I... I guess that means being your boyfriend."

He glanced up and smiled shyly. Should he be happy or not?

"That…" Akihito couldn't manage to get the words out of his mouth. He didn't really know how to proceed from here. After all, he hadn't expected Hiroomi to give in to this that easily.

He shook his head twice to clear his thoughts a bit and his eyes settled on Hiroomi, who was now looking away from him again. Akihito pulled his legs out from under the table and on his hands and knees, he crawled over to Hiroomi, settling down next to him and staring at the opposite wall.

"Boyfriends, huh?" He still couldn't believe Hiroomi had said that. From the corner of his eye, he glanced at Hiroomi and he could see that the tip of his ear was red. A smile tugged at the corner of Akihito's mouth and he bumped his shoulder softly into Hiroomi's before resting his head on it.

Hiroomi jumped slightly when Akkey placed his head on his shoulder. Hiroomi glanced over nervously, then looked back at the wall. He put his hands in his lap and twirled his fingers as his heart began to beat even quicker.

Well, it seemed like he had agreed to something that he wasn't sure he was ready for. There was no going back now though, so he might as well try to make the best of it and, if things are in his favour, they should run smoothly. Maybe.

He looked back over to Akkey and placed a soft kiss on top of his head. Then quickly buried his face into the blonde locks in order to hide his embarrassment. He didn't understand why he was so nervous. After all, he was the one who used to freely touch Akkey without feeling anything, but this… everything was different now.

Akihito sighed contently and hooked his arm through Hiroomi's until he felt a shiver run over his skin. Ah, right, my shirt…

"I should change out of this," he said, his voice sounding a bit hoarser than before. He untangled himself and stood up, pulling the fabric off and he held the ruined shirt in front of himself. "I probably shouldn't even bother sewing those buttons back on, huh? See, the fabric is even ripped here." He draped the shirt over one of his arms and ran the fingers of his free hand over the tears.

"But, oh well, you're buying me a new one, right?" He threw a grin at Hiroomi, who was giving him a confused look. "Since I have that picture and all."

Hearing about the picture reminded Hiroomi of what Akkey had done earlier and he began to get slightly pissed off. "If you show that to anyone I will kill you." He noticed that Akkey was only more amused by his reaction. Shit. Maybe getting angry wasn't going to be the best thing to do to get his way. What could he do then to get him to delete the photo? Then it clicked.

Hiroomi looked back up at Akkey who was still standing there shirtless. He took in that sight and let his eyes wander over that body. He then leaned back onto one hand and opened his legs up some while moving his free hand up to adjust the scarf with an sweeter look on his face. Maybe if he could seduce the blonde, he could convince him to delete the photo or maybe even gain the chance to do it himself.

"Isn't there anything I could do to make you show some mercy?"

Akihito looked up from his shirt and swallowed hard when he saw Hiroomi change his pose slightly. It took him a second to remember he was going to throw the shirt out, but eventually he managed to take those few steps to the bin and toss it.

He hadn't taken his eyes off of Hiroomi, though, so now he was stuck standing there, the other boy looking him straight in the eyes while he smiled softly and tugged at the ridiculous-looking muffler.

"Hiroomi…" The name left his mouth before he even thought to keep quiet and the other's eyes narrow slightly. Suddenly, Akihito was very conscious of the fact that he was standing there half naked. In front of his boyfriend. The boyfriend that had said that he liked to touch and kiss his body… The boyfriend that was now staring at that body very intently.

"Hiroomi what are you doing? You're joking, right?" He took those few steps back to the table, but decided he shouldn't get down on the floor with Hiroomi when he was looking like that. He'd already promised not to do anything, so instead, he opted to sit himself down on his bed and to look anywhere but at the boy lounging on the floor.

Hiroomi could see now that he was going to have to do more than change his position to distract Akkey. He still wasn't entirely comfortable with it, but he was Akkey's boyfriend now, so shouldn't that mean it would be okay to go a little further than usual to get his way?

He got up onto his hands and knees and crawled over to Akkey's bedside. Akkey didn't seem to hear him come over, so when he looked down and saw Hiroomi, he gasped in surprise and tried to move back, but not fast enough to escape.

Hiroomi pounced up onto the bed and grabbed Akkey's arm to pull him back. "Why are you so nervous?" he teased with a smirk as he moved his free hand under Akkey chin to hold his face up.

Gay or not, it has always been amusing for Hiroomi to play with the easily flustered blonde.

He moved in closer and began nibbling on that delicious collar bone that had been calling out to him. All he had to do was make Akkey fall under his spell and then he could successfully delete the photo and not be in debt for anything.

He heard another gasp above him with a light shove pushing him away from the other's chest area. "Hiroomi! Stop it!"

Hiroomi looked up at Akkey whose face was covered in a blush.

"You don't want to?"

"Don't want…" Akihito shook his head quickly, not wanting Hiroomi to misunderstand. "I do, but…"

It was hard to keep eye contact with Hiroomi looming over him like that. Was this what Hiroomi had felt like before, all those times Akihito had been the one to take charge like that?

"Are you sure it's okay to… do this kind of stuff? That you're okay with it?" He knew he was digging his own grave here. He really wanted to do this, to just grab his senpai and kiss him senseless, to feel those hands roaming over him, but he couldn't just go ahead with it. "Because earlier you made me promise that I wouldn't… you know."

When he glanced at the face above him, the dark locks of hair hanging straight down and leaving Hiroomi's forehead bare for once, the other looked more confused than sure of what he was doing.

Akihito huffed and looked away again. When he spoke, his words came out fast and harsher than he meant them too, but he was sure that otherwise, he wouldn't be able to say them at all.

"You told me not to try any funny business and I was kind of sure that meant you didn't want to do anything involving physical contact. I am trying my best here so could you please make it a little easier on me and stay away?"

So that's what has him holding back. Hiroomi sighed and pulled back, letting the two of them have their space.

"To be fair, I think you broke that promise when you kissed me not too long ago." He gave an accusing glance over to Akkey before continuing. "Besides, I never said that I couldn't do anything to you. It was a one sided promise you made."

After saying that Hiroomi went back to luring in his prey. "I just want to see your vulnerable side, Akkey." His smile seemed to hint at there being more behind his words.

Hiroomi's eyes drifted over the slim body in front of him. "Say I were to give you permission to do anything to me right now. What would you do?" Hiroomi looked back up to meet Akkey's eyes. As he waited for an answer he moved his hand back to Akkey's waist and massaged the bare skin softly.

Even though Hiroomi wasn't resting his weight on him, Akihito was still left slightly breathless. What I would do? I would kiss you, touch you, pull our bodies together and get every inch of skin contact I can.

"I…" he started, but he had to swallow the sudden lump in his throat first. "I don't… I don't know?" He could have slapped himself with the way that came out. "I guess… kiss you."

Hiroomi sighed. He had worked himself up for an exciting response, but instead what he got was rather anticlimactic. He ran his hand down from Akkey's waist to his hip and moved his body so that he was now on top of him. He rest down and sat on Akkey's lower torso, his eyes never leaving those brown ones.

He rubbed his bottom half into Akkey softly and very, very slowly. "Is that really it?" He narrowed his eyes. This wasn't going to be much fun if he didn't get to see any delicious reactions from the boy below him. "What are you feeling right now then?"

Akihito sucked in a breath at the contact and shifted his hips slightly, trying to get Hiroomi to STOP RUBBING HIS ASS ON MY DICK. My self-control is NOT that good. "Is that really it?" you fucktard, you know it's not.

Narrowing his eyes, he returned the slightly sadistic but amused smirk that was plastered on Hiroomi's face and brought his face as close to Hiroomi's as he could without touching him. "I'm feeling like I want to get you out of your clothes and make you cum so hard you don't want to go back home tonight."

Very proud of the small gasp that came from Hiroomi's throat, Akihito let his upper body fall back onto the matrass and shrugged his shoulders. "Buuuuuuuuuut, I'm not allowed to do that, so I guess we'll just watch a movie and drink tea like good boys until the wash is done."

Hiroomi was at a loss for words. He wasn't exactly sure how to respond to all that yet for some reason he felt himself grow more frustrated, but not in the typical sense of the word. All he knew was that he had two objectives. One, delete that photo and two, make Akkey moan like those girls he would occasionally see on the Internet.

He licked his lips and purposely pressed down onto the bulge beneath him. "Stop fighting it, Akkey. I can feel it through your pants. I know you want to." He pressed a little harder and leaned forward to bury his face into Akkey's neck and began to kiss and nip at him.

Hiroomi was getting to his own limit now. He really wanted Akkey to stop with this promise thing and just give him what he wanted. It was painfully obvious that they both needed to do this now.

Akihito bit down on his own lip as Hiroomi peppered the base of his throat with kisses. He refused to let Hiroomi know much he was turning him on with that. Well, at least not more than his raging erection was already letting him know. To be honest, Akihito was quite embarrassed that he would get this turned on from just some kisses .

Well, to my neck, he reasoned with himself. Hiroomi might be trying to test his resolve, but honestly, how much could Hiroomi expect Akihito to put up with? He let out a low moan and didn't bother stopping his hands from running down Hiroomi's sides, right to where he could dive his fingers under the black vest and pull his shirt free from the trousers.

When his fingertips touched the hot glowing skin that stretched over the other's hipbones, he gripped Hiroomi's hips tightly and raised his own so that he could rub up against him. He couldn't have asked for a more rewarding reaction.

Subconsciously, Hiroomi rubbed his own hips back against Akkey as he continued to kiss his neck. He could feel his own breathing growing heavier. He really was a pervert, just getting excited from rubbing in an area that he didn't even understand he was getting off from. It was weird.

When he started to grow tired of fondling Akkey's neck he looked up at Akkey with a clouded expression. It was really hard to resist the lewd look on Akkey's face right now. He moved in quickly to capture the other's lips and kissed him deeply and thoughtfully. Seems like this was how it felt to like someone.

What made this kiss even better was that Akkey as responding with just as much intensity. Hiroomi let his hips rub against Akkey harder now, it was still a weird movement for him but it felt good and he was sure by the way Akkey had looked earlier, he was enjoying it too.

As soon as Hiroomi's mouth closed over his, all of Akihito's resolve to keep to his stupid promise left him. Or rather, all thoughts of promises to keep his hands off flew out the window and Akihito was left with a very one-track mind.

He didn't think of how Hiroomi's uniform would have to be ironed, because it was bunched up when Akihito's hands slid under the shirt and onto Hiroomi's back, pulling their bodies tight against each other. He didn't think of the time that was slowly ticking away without Hiroomi informing anyone about his whereabouts, since he'd rather focus on the feeling of wet muscles slipping and sliding together between their mouths.

Akihito swallowed the sounds that bubbled up Hiroomi's throat each time their clothed erections pressed together and he felt fingers bunch into his own hair, tugging it softly so he'd turn his head in a slightly different way so their kiss could deepen.

It wasn't enough, though. It wasn't enough at all.

"Hiroomi," he gasped his name during the short moments he was able to take a deeper breath. Everything felt warm, hot, like he was about to spontaneously combust, but all he wanted was to get rid of these layers between them and to feel Hiroomi's skin against his own. He pushed the shirt, the vest, all of it together, up until it got stuck around the other's arms, before he turned his head away from their heated kiss. "Hiroomi, take it off."

Hiroomi leaned forward to try to capture Akkey's lips again, but the blonde turned away and gave him a demanding look. Oddly, Hiroomi grew more turned on when he decided to comply to Akkey's command. Otherwise, the waiting would just make him more frustrated.

He sat up straight and pulled the remainder of his upper body clothing off. He sat there shirtless and looking down at his boyfriend. Wow, has Akkey always been this cute?

Hiroomi ran a hand down his chest with a lewd smile before leaning back down and kissing Akkey again, this time more steadily rather than sloppily trying to dominate the other's mouth.

He kissed him a few more times before pulling away and snuggling his forehead against the other's. "Akkey, you're so precious..."

He ran his thumb over Akkey's cheekbone tenderly. He really was beginning to grow affection for this idiot.

There was a lot going on at that moment that could have made Akihito blush, but it wasn't until Hiroomi spoke and caressed him so gently that he suddenly felt embarrassed and unable to look at him.

How did Hiroomi just flip a switch and go from trying to be hot and domineering to soft and sweet? He was the one that was embarrassed about even saying the word gay in the first place. Akihito glanced at Hiroomi's face, still so close to his, and stared at the happy smile on his lips. Was Hiroomi just one of those people that was fine once they'd made a decision?

He followed the sight of those lips as long as he could while they dipped down to capture his again and rather than trying to step up the pace again, he let Hiroomi decide. There was a difference between them, between the way they led the other, but Akihito thought it was still nice to let Hiroomi take the lead this way.

Hiroomi was unusually happy right now as he moved his arms around Akkey, pulled him into a hug and rolled over so they were on their sides.

He dived his tongue into Akkey further than he did before and deepened the kiss to a long sensual flow. He began to undo Akkey's buckle. His eyes opened and he smiled into the kiss when he saw Akkey's eyes squeezed tight with a burning blush all the way up to his ears.

He wondered if this was too slow for Akkey. From what he knew, the boy liked to move fast, or at least he liked to move fast with him. When he got the belt undone, he undid the trouser button, released Akkey's lips and began to move his way down, kissing along Akkey's chest.

His hand caressed Akkey's exposed hip as he moved his lips over the breast area and found himself wanting to fondle his nipples. Weird impulse, but whatever. He let his lips find their way to a soft pink nipple and began to suck.

There was nothing more surprising to Akihito than to find out what having someone lap at your nipples felt like. He hadn't expected anything, hadn't even really thought of it before. Sure, he'd thought before that anal must be able to be enjoyable – otherwise, why would gay couples have sex that way? – but he hadn't thought that guys could like having someone play with their nipples too.

A jolt shot straight down from his chest when Hiroomi's tongue flicked out and Akihito sucked a breath in through his wide open mouth and arched up to Hiroomi's mouth. "Ah, Hiro-ah!"

This is ridiculous, why does this feel good? But it did, it really did. It felt amazing when Hiroomi peppered his skin with kisses, it felt amazing to feel the pressure of Hiroomi's chest on his stomach, to feel his waist under Akihito's leg. When did I even move my leg over him?

It didn't really matter to him, though. This was nice, the way Hiroomi took charge. It wasn't fast paced and burning and screaming NOW like when Akihito did it. Rather than bossing him around, Hiroomi took his hand and made him follow.

Akihito wondered how long he'd be able to keep this up. Even though his belt, button and zipper were undone, the fabric of his trousers was too constricting and he was simply aching to get out of them. He licked his lips. Wasn't that the same for Hiroomi?

He started turning onto his back again and Hiroomi changed his target from the one to the other nipple, but followed the movement until he was sitting on his knees, hanging over Akihito and leaning on his elbows.

Even though Akihito wanted to circle his arms around that torso and pull him down so their skin was touching, this position was giving him the perfect chance to do something about those pesky clothes.

He brought his hands up and flattened his palms against Hiroomi's sides before he slid them down until his fingers hit fabric. The attention Hiroomi was paying him was kind of distracting, but he still able to undo Hiroomi's belt and slide it out from the belt loops.

When he did that, Hiroomi stopped sucking and looked up instead, meeting Akihito's eyes with a curious look in his own. Akihito couldn't help smiling broadly as he moved his fingers to the button and let them rest there. "Can I?"

If he hadn't been so captured by the moment, it would have been easier for Hiroomi to resist what Akkey seemed to be offering. He stared back at those eyes for a moment longer as he licked the saliva off of his lips. It had accumulated there while he was sucking on Akkey's nipples, which were now hard and a bright red from the harshness Hiroomi had begun to show towards the end.

"I doubt I could stop you even if I wanted to."

Hiroomi smirked. If anything, after all the time he's spent dancing around with Akkey's feelings, he'd realised that the blonde's emotions were hard to fight when he set his mind to something. Especially in this state of mind they'd both sunk into, he doubted either of them stood a chance of backing out now.

He decided to stay in the same position he was in now, while Akkey went to work. He watched him carefully. Hiroomi had a vague idea of what Akkey was planning on doing, but he had learned that he can be quite spontaneous and unpredictable, part of that he found frustrating but another part of him found it endearing.

It wasn't hard to open up the button and zipper, but after that…

Akihito tried to push Hiroomi's trousers, underwear, just all of it at the same time, down, but he couldn't reach far enough to even get it down his ass. So he wiggled himself down the matrass, pausing in between to reach up and plant a kiss just under Hiroomi's bellybutton, and slid all of those clothes down as far as possible.

"Lift your leg," he told Hiroomi and he tapped his right thigh, but even though he listened, Akihito still couldn't get his trousers down past his knee without them getting stuck on the other leg. When he tried, he accidentally tugged Hiroomi's other leg out from under him and had the other boy fall down on top of him.

"Sorry," he heard somewhere above his head as Hiroomi scrambled to sit back up on his knees again. He tried not to let Hiroomi see how hard he was blushing. Oh get it together, Akihito, you've had it in your mouth, what's so embarrassing about it being pressed against your chest?

Now that there was some room again and Akihito had lifted his head to be able to see what he was doing, he couldn't focus his attention anywhere but on the erection hanging in front of his face. If I slide down a little bit more… Well, he was done with taking things in order.

Instead of sliding further down, he moved his hands over Hiroomi's now bare butt and pulled him closer. Close enough to press his lips against the pink tip and to slowly drag his tongue over the tiny droplet welling up from the slit.

Hiroomi jolted out of reflex when he felt Akkey's wet tongue drag over him. His eyes widened in shock before he looked back down and watched Akkey. Oh God, he was really doing it; it wasn't his imagination.

"What are you doing?"

His voice was at a higher pitch than normal. He didn't expect Akkey to start doing this so early, or rather, at all. Without even meaning to he began to move his hips further towards Akkey. It was so hard to control his body right now and with Akkey's hands groping his ass it only made things worse.

Rather than the blowjob he had started to receive, Hiroomi was more focused on the fingers that were itching closer towards his asshole. What was Akkey planning on doing? Hiroomi could feel himself growing genuinely afraid of what may be coming, but despite all of that the pleasure was so intense that he couldn't make himself leave it or say no.

"Akkey… please… ah-AH!"

Hiroomi couldn't help it when he thrust his hips forward without any control into Akkey's mouth. His arms were shaking. He wasn't sure how much longer he could keep himself propped up like this.

Akihito didn't know what exactly was going on. One second he was carefully trying to fit as much of Hiroomi into his mouth as he could and the next thing he knew, it was pressed so far into his mouth that it hit the back of his throat. He spluttered and moved his head back, coughing and gagging while he gave Hiroomi an indignant look.

"What… are… you doing?" he asked him in between the coughs. He pushed a hand against Hiroomi's side until the other moved away and lay down next to him. "I can't believe you did that." Akihito wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and turned onto his side so he could look at Hiroomi.

Hiroomi had to admit that he felt pretty bad about what he just did to Akkey. Then again, he probably deserved it but nonetheless he felt bad. In Akkey's point of view all he wanted to do was make Hiroomi feel good, but Hiroomi wasn't prepared and ended up hurting Akkey instead.

He made a pout on his face. Sure, it was his fault, but he wasn't going to take the fall for it. He wrapped his arms around Akkey's waist and pulled him closer. "Who was it that suddenly decided to put it in their mouth? I didn't give you permission to go that far."

Hiroomi sighed and snuggled his head into the nook of Akkey's neck. It felt nice to just lie there a moment, even though he was still quite focused on his still raging erection that he had begun to rub up against Akkey's leg. He looked back up at Akkey with a more heated look in his eyes.

Dammit, Akkey really is too cute. Hiroomi found him hard to resist and his hand moved down to wrap around Akkey. His mouth began watering again as he pumped slowly. The look on Akkey's face was utterly irresistible.

"How do you feel?"

It was hard to decide whether he should be mad about what happened just before or just focus on the feeling of Hiroomi's hand down his pants. The latter definitely seemed like the more attractive option.

Still, all that fabric between them was really annoying him. Akihito placed his hand on Hiroomi's wrist, stilling his movement and removing his hand. "Hold on," he said, not wanting him to misunderstand, and he moved to pull Hiroomi's trousers off completely. Then he lay down on his back and lifted his hips to slide the remainder of his own clothes off.

"Now that that is out of the way…" Akihito turned onto his side again, kicking both their clothes away and reaching for Hiroomi, who was just lying there without saying a word. "Come here."

Still silent, Hiroomi obliged and came closer. Oh man, he looks hot. Akihito had always known Hiroomi had a good body, but it was still a little hard to believe that he was now allowed to touch that body all he wanted to.

A jolt ran through Akihito's body when Hiroomi's cool skin was pressed against his, but it was nice. Or rather, the coolness that was already so familiar from all the times Hiroomi had used him as a heater, felt like a whole new experience now that Akihito felt it all over his body.

Without hesitating, Akihito sought out Hiroomi's lips and kissed him softly. The response was immediate and more heated than he'd expected since Hiroomi had kept their pace languid until then. A moan escaped Akihito's throat when their lower bodies closed the distance between them too and their erections pressed together, flushing Akihito's cheeks with blood as well.

Feeling the warmth against his usually cool skin sent a thrilling shiver go up his nerves. Hiroomi kissed Akkey more harshly. It was hard to find a balance between breathing and kissing so the noises he made weren't exactly the most arousing. He wanted more of Akkey, he wanted all of him.

Hiroomi dared to challenge himself and allowed his hand to come down and cup Akkey's bare ass. Since Akkey did this to him maybe that meant he liked it and would want Hiroomi to do the same.

He pushed off of the matrass until they both rolled over and he ended up lying on top of Hiroomi, straddling his legs and resting his weight on his forearms. Hiroomi's other hand came up to join the other on his ass and Akihito rolled his hips down and forward. It didn't go as well as he'd hoped. The motion was not nearly as fluid as he'd hoped.

He leaned down and kissed Hiroomi again, pushing his tongue past those lips. Again, he rolled them over, this time he was under Hiroomi so he was closer to the edge and could reach under his bed. He felt around, but didn't find what he was looking for.

"What… are you… doing?" Hiroomi asked in between their kisses, but just then, Akihito's hand bumped into the cool plastic. With a grin, he pulled the bottle of lotion up and held in in Hiroomi's line of sight. "What's that…?"

"Lotion," he answered before Hiroomi could finish the question. "Should make this a little easier."

"Make what… hey, Akkey, what are you doing with that?" Hiroomi's curiosity piped down when Akihito reached between them and grabbed both their erections to spread the cream. Now, when he gyrated his hips, the feeling of them rubbing together was much smoother.

"See, much easier." He looked back up to Hiroomi's face and his grin widened when he saw the other's stunned look. He pushed up so he was leaning on his elbows and pressed his lips against Hiroomi's, licking at the corner of his mouth. "Doesn't this feel much better?" He pushed his hips up again and they both gasped in surprise.

Hiroomi was blushing with embarrassment as they rubbed up against each other. He frowned against Akkey's kissing lips and when given a chance for a break, he took it to respond to what he was asked a moment ago.

"I hadn't pegged you for the type to know about this stuff."

Akkey gave him a smug look, one that caught Hiroomi off guard.

"I don't. I've just used this lotion before, that's all. Why, did my expert moves confuse you?"

Hiroomi face turned even redder.

"Stop messing around."

Akkey seemed only more amused by his reaction. What a brat. Hiroomi was considering pulling away and forcing Akkey to go into a state of frustrated denial as a form of punishment, until he realised that he too would be in that state of frustration if he did that. So he decided against it and let his animal instincts kick in.

Hiroomi's hips bucked forward and their erections rubbed against each other with even more force. Akkey reacted the same way and they rubbed harder and harder, their kisses matching that pace. Now their cocks were slick with more than just the lotion Akkey had applied earlier.

When Akkey tried to deepen the kiss, Hiroomi realised that he needed to hold the blonde back some more, or else he would be in trouble. Nothing good ever came from Akkey being completely in charge.

Hiroomi bit down quickly onto Akkey's lip before his tongue could enter his mouth again. Instead of slowing him down, though, it seemed to do the complete opposite.

If you would have asked him later on, Akihito would have adamantly refused to admit that his next few hip movements were completely involuntary. He hadn't expected the hot jolt that ran through his body when Hiroomi bit him and took charge of their kisses.

Honestly, he wouldn't have thought he'd find such a bite arousing at all. Hiroomi had actually broken the skin on his lip, but before either of them really noticed, the small wound had already closed up again.

Akihito lay there, unsure of how much he was supposed to move as the other boy laid the blonde's hands down on the pillow above his head and then smoothed his fingers all the way down his torso to his hips, all the while rutting the heat of their stiff lengths together.

He wanted to move his arms, to grab Hiroomi and pull him down so they'd be pressed together even tighter, he wanted Hiroomi to move so he could wrap his own legs around those slender hips and find out whether the real thing would feel as good as that dream.

Akihito wanted a lot, a lot more, but there was something very exciting about seeing the muscles on Hiroomi's arms strain against the weight he was holding up and just leaving this moment completely to him.

"Hiroomi!" He couldn't stop panting that name as he felt himself near release, hoping the other was right there with him. He didn't want to stop calling it out in broken moans, because the reaction that would show in Hiroomi's face and in his eyes was not something he would soon get enough of.

Honestly, Hiroomi thought Akkey sounded like a slut right now and he was silently cursing himself for loving it. Holding himself up as he rubbed against Akkey was growing more difficult as time passed. He could feel himself loosing the strength in his arms from the repeated movement. At least Akkey was being a good boy and not wrapping his body around him so he would have to hold that weight too.

His eye's glazed over as he looked from their erections to Akkey's open-mouthed face. He leaned in and kissed Akkey with his own tongue slipping in. This was all so indecent, and so embarrassing. He never once would have thought he would have been in this situation with Akkey of all people. Sure, he liked to touch him a lot for fun but never did he think he'd go so far as to fucking rub his dick against Akkey's own while kissing him tongue and all so lustfully.

Hiroomi fell down to his elbows. He was too tired to keep holding himself up by his arms. He moved so he was in a more comfortable position to continue kissing the blonde.

When he pulled up for air he found it odd to hear how much panting there was. It only made the situation worse when he realised that the panting was actually mostly his own.

"Akkey…"

He leaned his forehead against Akkey's own and stared him in the eyes. God, no matter how embarrassing it was he couldn't lie to himself. He really liked this idiot.

When Hiroomi got even closer to him, pressing their foreheads together and looking him straight in the eyes, Akihito couldn't handle it anymore. He was right on the edge, had been for a while, and now all he wanted to topple over it and drag Hiroomi with him.

Even though Hiroomi had released his hands before, Akihito hadn't moved them from above his head until now, when he brought one up to wrap around Hiroomi's neck and pull him in for a kiss, and the other down to slide it in between their bodies and grab onto both of them as well as he could.

His hand wasn't big enough to wrap around, but the extra friction he created just by holding them against each other and having them move against his fingers, he felt the blood rush to the surface of the skin on his chest. It didn't take long before he spilled himself over his fingers and against their stomachs and Hiroomi followed soon after.

Akihito felt the weight of Hiroomi's body press him into the matress as the other collapsed onto him and he let the arm that wasn't trapped between them fall to his side. Neither of them seemed to particularly care about the mess they'd made as they just lay there and waited for their breaths to slow down.

Hiroomi was the first to speak after he moved off of Akihito and onto his side. He was tracing a finger across Akihito's chest and the blonde was just thinking how nice that felt when the older boy made him feel more embarrassed than he thought he could be after all they'd just done.

"Your skin here is flushed red, Akkey. It's cute."

Hiroomi chuckled some at Akkey's reaction after his words. Maybe this wasn't as bad as he thought it was. He glanced up at Akkey's face. It was bright red in a blush with his eyes closed from the embarrassment. Hiroomi didn't register that his body was moving on it's own until he felt their lips connect again. He held the kiss longer than usual and finally released the blonds lips and wrapped his arm around his waist, not caring about the mess that got on his arm, and pulled him closer to him.

"Was this okay to do?"

Hiroomi was taken off guard by Akkey's words.

"Of course it was okay."

He felt Akkey shift closer to him but when he glanced back up he saw that Akkey had turned his face away in the opposite direction.

"Do you regret it?"

Hiroomi sighed, it seemed that even after all this proof, Akkey still didn't completely believe that he was okay with all of this. To avoid any problems that would probably arise from this gap still between them, Hiroomi decided to do something that he hardly believed he would ever do.

He raised himself on his hands and loomed over Akkey. He grabbed his jaw and moved his face over to face him and moved down so they were close again. "I thought it was obvious now that I liked you. I don't regret any of this." Hiroomi said the words seriously but he did not expect the blush to be burning on his face as hot as it was right now.

Hearing those words, Akihito let out a breath, rested his head back on the pillow and closed his eyes.

"Good. I'm glad."

Bex: Sorry for how long it took to update! This story is STILL GOING so even with the long updates we will not be ending anytime soon.