Lies 10

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Eric looked over the plans they had made for their days off. The list wasn't easy to make realizing how much William loved to work Alan to the bone, something Eric really wanted to talk to him about. After work this Friday, they were going to spend the night on a beautiful ship so Alan could see his sunrise. Next week they were going to tour London a little better. Learning that Alan only saw the places he was assigned to for work Eric felt it would be nice for him to see the city on a good day. He wasn't yet sure why he felt the need to do so but he wanted to make sure there was nothing Alan didn't get a chance to do before he died. Maybe it was knowing all the things they took for granted as reapers Alan would never get to experience. Having Alan go over their agenda he couldn't help but watch him and smile a little. Alan was cute in his eyes and he personally didn't see him enjoying the time they spent together as much if he was anyone else. Eric had met so many people throughout his years of being a reaper but Alan stood out among all of them. Never before had he wanted to do so much for another, he never wanted to spend so much time and energy on a person.
"Eric?"
Hearing Alan's voice his head snapped out of his own thoughts and he looked at the other to see what was up.
"Are you sure about all of this? I really don't want to impose on you."
"I am sure and for the last time you are not imposing."

Eric was glad it was finally Friday and he was punching out. Plans aside he got tired of seeing and hearing Paul and his former buddies. They didn't speak to him anymore and he was perfectly fine with that but he grew tired of always feeling eyes burning into his back. Putting his things away he waited for Alan to punch out before they headed out to the London harbor. Alan looked excited for this, he seemed to have a light in his eyes Eric had only seen the night they went to the palace. Getting on board Eric led Alan to the best spot on the boat, he could see everything around him from here.
"Oh wow," Alan whispered as he saw the reflection of the water and sun. He had never been out on the water before this was gorgeous.
"If you like it now just wait until the sun starts to set," Eric whispered to him as he leaned against the railing.

As it started to get colder Eric went below deck to grab a couple of blankets for them before Alan got sick. He didn't want to be the cause of yet another attack for him. Wrapping it around Alan's shoulders he saw him smile, he really had a beautiful smile it was a shame he didn't see it more. Watching the sun start to change colors Eric found it hard to take his eyes off Alan whose eyes were wide with wonderment at the beauty before them. Once the sun had completely set Alan didn't want to leave where they were, afraid of missing something, afraid what he saw would change when he came back. Wanting this to be the best for Alan, Eric had him, at least, sit on the deck where he had placed a blanket. It wasn't much but he had brought along a few items they could eat for dinner so neither would starve until morning.
"Thank you so much for showing this to me Eric I truly appreciate it."
Seeing how bright Alan's face was Eric was glad he was happy. Even without words, he could see how much he enjoyed being here and doing this.

Watching Alan shivering as the night grew on Eric coaxed him below deck where he could rest and warm up before the run started to rise. He didn't need him to become an icicle. Giving him the blanket he had wrapped around himself he brought him close to his own body hoping the heat would help. It was hard not to notice how good Alan's scent was. Crisp, clean, and a touch of fragrance. He wasn't sure what that was exactly but it was a nice smell, very appealing to his senses. Feeling light breath against him Eric saw Alan had fallen asleep in his arms. Gently shifting his position he made sure not to disturb him as he rested. Alan was always on guard, to see him so defenseless and at ease, it made his own heart flutter. Opening his eyes Eric saw they had both slept for a few hours. Checking the time he got Alan up so they could head to the deck and watch the sunrise. Realizing how he was Eric caught a blush form on Alan's cheeks as he moved to stand up. He was going to crack a joke about not falling for him but had a feeling Alan wouldn't get or like it.

Making their way back up Alan's face lit up again seeing the ocean still as beautiful as it was when they left. Moving beside him they watched the water and together they saw the beginning rays of light come breaking through past the water. Eric wished he had a way to capture this moment. Not only for Alan but for himself as well. He wanted to never forget any detail of this time together. Seeing Alan's face so full of life and wonderment was something he never wanted to get even the smallest detail wrong. Watching him as the sky started to get brighter Eric wished he knew what he was thinking. He was certain it was something beautiful.

Getting off the boat a few hours later Alan was still in a state of bliss from what he got to witness. He had thanked Eric multiple times already though Eric really didn't need it. He was happy to do it and seeing Alan's attitude he would do it all again in a heartbeat for him. Convincing Alan to grab breakfast with him they stopped at a little shop not far from the harbor for a bite to eat. Eric loved listening to Alan talk, he talked about the experience and how it compared to nothing, and just about a few things over all. This was the most he had ever said to him and with no pushing him to. Finishing up they headed out and Eric saw Alan start yawning. They really didn't sleep all that well on the boat last night so he wasn't surprised. Offering to let him stay at his place since it was closer he took Alan's hand and wouldn't take no for an answer. The poor boy looked ready to curl up and fall asleep where he stood.

Opening the door to his place Eric turned to let Alan in first and saw a blush across Alan's cheeks. Was he getting sick from being in the cold? Deciding to watch him once they were settled he showed him to the back bedroom knowing Alan would refuse the main one again.
"What's this?" Alan looked down at the clothes he was handed as he took his shoes off in the spare bedroom.
"Extra clothes for you. They are going to be big on you I figure since they are mine but they are on the older side and shrunk a bit so they might not be as bad."
"Oh. Thank you, Eric. I appreciate it. I would have just rested in these though you didn't have to."
"Jeez Al, you'd think I just gave you something elaborate, they are just clothes. Now go get some rest alright. You look exhausted." Going to give him some space he stopped when he felt a hand grab his own. Turning back around he saw Alan looking down, holding the clothes close to his chest.
"It's….I know it's not right to ask after all you have done for me but, would you stay with me until I fall asleep?" Completely turning around Eric moved closer and brought Alan's head to his chest. How could he even think about leaving Alan right now?
"Sure. Go change and I'll be back in a moment." Feeling Alan nod against him he let him go so they could do what they had to.

Climbing on the bed he had Alan join him. Knowing he hadn't wanted him to leave he was still surprised when he felt Alan cuddle against him. Never before had he been so warm and inviting. Wrapping the covers around them he kept Alan close to him watching his body slowly relax.
"I've always wanted to do this. Reading about it I thought it sounded really nice." Alan whispered to himself unaware that Eric had heard every word.
"You've never rested with someone before?" Eric found it hard to believe, surely his parents would have done something as simple as this for him.
"I've been alone my whole life. I've never had anyone to cuddle with before. This is very nice. I've never felt so warm, so safe." Closing his eyes Eric watched as Alan drifted off to sleep. His heart broke for him. Alan deserved so much better than what fate had handed him. Kissing his forehead he kept him close while he slept glad he finally saw a piece of Alan that had been locked away for many years. Feeling Alan snuggle closer to him he heard "Eric…I love you," gently being mumbled from his lips.
"I love you too Alan." He whispered back before shutting his own eyes for a while.

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I am sorry it's taken me over a year to update this and show that I am at least alive. I am going to do my very best to update sooner and complete these stories. Thank you for sticking with me I love everyone.

~Femalefighter~