I feel like you may like this chapter... its not my best work but I'm proud of it, the story has come to an end! And wont be continued unless I get enough request, then I probably won't be continuing with the story, but I am writing a collab with a friend of mine, It's on my page, so you can check that out if you want, its called The 3 Stalkers.
It was that one day you dreaded, yet also looked forward to the most. It was your final day here, and soon enough, all your high school drama would be coming to an end, no more exams, no more awkwardness when starting in a new class, it was all over.
It was Graduation.
You and Lovino were sitting next to each other as the teacher were on the stage, saying some stuff that wouldn't be all that important later. You looked at Lovino, he had decided to come to your graduation, and for some reason was allowed to sit next to you, no idea why.
The graduation had dragged by so slowly, but you barley payed attention to it, didn't seem all that important. When it was over, you stood up, Lovino standing up along with you, it was hard to believe it was over, it felt like only yesterday it had been your first day here.
But the thing that you felt sad about the most was, not you graduating, but the fact that the only reason you are here is because of school, and, sadly, will most likley be going back to Australia, you weren't sure, but you had a feeling you might, it was all your mothers choice, your sister also had no say in it either.
You looked at Lovino, you hadn't told him about you moving, and you hadn't planned to, it was all going to be a simple trip to Australia, and you were going to come back in a few weeks. Wrong. It would be permenent, now you might be asking, why would you do that? Well, becauee you dont feel like breaking his heart, and him trying to keep you from going back, cause you knew he would, but you wouldn't allow that.
Yes, you loved him, but you just couldn't do it, you just couldn't see his heart break and it would all be your fault, you didn't want to see the tear that would fall from his eyes, the tear caused by you.
He will never find out, never find out about this scheme you were planning, because he would simply think you had died, that will be all, you will never see his tears fall, and that satisfied you, thats how it will work. No if's or but's. That would be all,
"Lovino," you turned to him, your eyes locking with his, about to tell him about your 'trip'. He looked up at you, his face softening at the sight of you.
"Yes, _?" He replied, taking your hand in his, twirling your fingers together. This will be hard, but you had to do it, no questions asked.
"I'll be going back to my home country for a couple of weeks, going to see my family, but I'll be back in Italy in time for our anniversary..." You lied. You weren't going to be back for your anniversary. You Weren't going to see him after this, ever.
"Will you? Thats good, just make sure your back for our anniversary, I have something very special for you." He told you, his hand fiddling in his pocket. You knew what it was going to be, he was going to propose, he had a ring, you knew all of this, but it was all so you wouldn't see his crying face, you only thing on earth you didn't want to see. The only thing.
You felt like crying when you smiled, faking your happines, constantly reminding your self that you would never see that precious face ever again.
"Of course, Lovino," you told him, giving him a kiss, the last kiss you would share with him. It saddened you so very much, but refrained from getting too upset about it. You walked away,leaving him there, but before that, you had whispered a quiet, goodbye.
It had been a couple of day and you were on a plane, a plane to Perth, Australia, were you and you family had lived before going to Venice, Italy. You were heading home, back to were you though you'd never go again. The life you had lived in Italt was something that you knew would never live again. That life was the lkfe you lived as _, this life would be completely different, you would start all over again.
But you knew Lovino couldn't be replace, and you doubted you would ever be proposed to after this, because you were going to make a promise, to never fall in love again, defiantly not with the boy who sits next to you with a perfect brown curl. Never again.
It had been a couple of months since you arrived in Australia, and you were used to it already, but today, was the day you got a call, a call from a number you didn't reconize. You answered it, holding it up to your ear. You heard the voice of someone you didnt know, it had an italian accent to it though.
"Miss_, we have so very sad news for you, this will be hard, but please, dont worry about it too much." Were the words you heard, seemed like a very formal man.
"Okay, please get to the point." You told him, just a little nervous about what he was on about.
"You boufriend, Lovino Vargas, has killed himsel-" was all that was heard. You had hung up the phone before he could continue, you didn't want to know anything else. You knew he died, and that when you, felt tears fall from your face, you leave him for a short period of time and this is what happens?
The tears became heavier the more you though about it. You felt guilty, you Had never spent your anniversary with him, he never got the chance to ask for your hand in marriage, you and him... it had ended the second that kiss was all over so very long ago. You couldn't see anything due to the tears in your eyes. You just couldn't live with the guilt, and on the spot, you decided that you wouldn't, you opened your draw, and got out your pocket knife, you wouldn't live with this guilt, you were going to see him again, introduce yourself again, you were going to start everything again, in another life.
I nearly made myself cry! Ahhh! ~ im sorry for ending it in such a depressing way, but you will meet again! Haha xD might make another story about her remembering her life before but in the after life, the reader meets Lovino and remember him, but he didnt remembe her. Should I? Tell me guys!
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