Life is changing

Sara was sitting on the couch and just changing channels, because she didn't found anything she liked. After a few minutes she came across the music channel. It just started to play a new song.

I go oooh-ooh, you go aaah-aah
Lalalala - lalalala
I get lalalalalalala
I wanna, wanna, wanna get, get, get what I want
don't stop

Images of Grissom came to her mind. She just let them. She was used to it. She just couldn't stop thinking about him.

Give me give me give me what you got, got
Cause I can't wait, wait, wait any more, more, more, more.
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me

She wanted him so badly. She couldn't care what would happen, if they just were together. She had to be with him, if not she would feel really depressed. She just couldn't wait anymore, if she didn't got to be with him, she would go away and try to start a new life far away from here.

And I don't give a damn what they say or what they think, think
Cause you're the only one that's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever never wanna hear you say goodbye. (bye bye bye)

But still, she didn't wanted to run. She had a good life here. And she knew she couldn't forget him, even if she ran to the other side of the world. She just couldn't. She didn't care about how the rest of the lab would take it, she just didn't want him to leave, she didn't want him to say goodbye and the only thing she could think of to let him stay was just trying to get over him.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much
some how
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

She fell in love with him the first time she saw him. She couldn't resist trying to be with him. She just wanted him to kiss her, to touch her, to let him say he loved her. She needed him, she couldn't live without him, why didn't he saw that?

Untouched
And I need you so much

God, she really wanted to be with him so badly.

See you breathe you I want to be you
Alalala alalala
You can take, take, t-take, take time, time
To live, live the way you gonna, gonna live your life

One day he had spend a night at someone else's place. How hurt she had been when she found out. She just wanted to be him for a moment, to know why he had gone to that place, to know how he really felt. It didn't worked. Of course not, she couldn't get into his brain. He was too busy with avoiding her.

Give me give me give me all of you, you
Don't be scared
To see through the loneliness of one more, more, more
don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
to answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up, up
and I will never let you down, down

She wanted all of him, why was he so scared? It was wrong, she knew. He was her boss. But why care about that when you're in love? Why just think about rules when you could spend time with your soul mate? 'cause in the end, it's just going to you and your soul mate, no one will be around to say you can't be together. Why couldn't he see she was lonely and he was the only one who could make her feel better again. They were meant to be. She would do everything to be with him and she would never let him down.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much
some how
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

She just had to be with him, she had to hold him and tell him she loved him. But he wouldn't even listen. Lately he paired her with everyone but him and he was in his office all the time to do paperwork. She didn't have to be a CSI to see he was avoiding her.

untouched
untouched
untouched
untouched
untouched

He was avoiding her since they had kissed. That had felt so right. He had confessed to a suspect he loved her and she was standing just at the other side of the one-way window. When she wanted him to explain, he did. She moved a bit closer and in a moment her lips were on his. It felt so great and natural she deepened the kiss. But after a moment, he stopped and had just sent her out of his office. After that he had been avoiding her, like it never happened

alalala alalala
untouched
alalala alalala

She felt like crying, why had her life to be like this? She tried to forget him before, by dating another man. but that man turned out to be cheating on her and she still couldn't forget him.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much
some how
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

She heard her cellphone ring. She didn't answered. She didn't care. She had made up her mind. If she got away from all this, she still couldn't forget about him. But if she stayed she only got more depressed every time he rejected her. She had to go. Slowly she got up from the couch and walked to her bedroom, to pack her stuff

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much
some how
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

She had placed all her clothes in a bag when she saw it. The little butterfly statue he had gave her when she came here. She couldn't go away, she just would say to herself to go back and try again. But it would never happen. She couldn't help but cry. She walked back to the couch again and sat down. She just didn't knew what to do, she couldn't forget about him but she couldn't be with him either. The only way to forget him was to die. But she really didn't wanted to, she wanted to live, that was the thing she had learned when her mother killed her father. She started to lie down and silently cried some more.

untouched
untouched
untouched

The song had ended. And, although she was still alive, her life had ended too.

That were the Veronicas with untouched, stay tuned to hear some more. We'll be back...

She turned of her TV and at that moment she heard someone knock at the door of her apartment. She sighed, but when the person at the other side knocked again, she got op to open it.