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Hello my freaky darling: I have re-mastered this one, but again not much .No not much. I really enjoyed writing this one but wished to have added sooooo much more. But I love it.
Our First Time
As I pulled Bella deeper into the water, we continued to look deep into each other's eyes.
"You sure about this?" I whispered to her.
She half-smiled, wrapping her arms around my neck. "Of course."
"I love you, Edward."
I took a deep breath and whispered into her ear. "I love you, Bella."
I felt Bella's body become more passionate. Her arms still wrapped around my neck, I moved my hands rounded her waist and started to kiss her passionately. Our kiss sent an electric current through my body. Every nerve in my body was tingling.
I continued to kiss her soft sweet lips and moved my way down to her neck. I heard her heart thrashing against her chest. I moved my hands down to her calves, pulling her legs up and hitching them around my waist. We were entwined and clinging to each other. Our breathing became jagged and intense.
My kisses were gentle, but forceful as I moved my way down from her neck and to her throat. My tongue lightly traced the hollow base of her throat. Bella's breathing became louder and more uneven. I slowly pulled away and looked at her. I saw her eyes closed and her head tilted back. I chuckled to myself. She opened her eyes and gazed deeply into my eyes.
"What's wrong?" she gasped out.
She ran her slender fingers down my cheek. I began panting in short breaths and there was a tingling in my spine, again.
I saw her lips curl into a smile as she asked. "Are you worried?"
I breathed a nervous sigh.
I saw the hunger in her eyes filling with desire like little flames dancing in her eyes. She dropped her head and her lips found mine. I suddenly felt our tongues dancing together. Unlike Bella, but I knew deep down inside the overpowering hormones that overtook her body. I felt Bella's hands twirling through my hair. I became lightheaded and overpowered. I felt a sensation. The sensation inside of me was indescribable. The strange sensation that filled me seemed to be getting bigger, bigger, and more pleasurable by the second until finally it reached its peak and overtook me in the most powerful way.
Despite my cold body temperature, I was utterly on fire and never before had I been as aroused as I was at that very moment. Our lips unlocked and I saw Bella tilting her head back and her body gasping for air. I took that moment to move back to the base of her throat as my tongue once more began caressing it. Trailing kisses as I moved more down to her collarbone. Bella's body began quivering. I pulled back, moving my body slightly away from my love.
I became frightened, not at the reaction to Bella's body, but as to what could happen once I lose all control over my intelligence. I loved Bella and wanted to make her first time as pleasurable as possible, not running for her life.
"I'm sorry," I said breathlessly to her.
She looked down at me. "Edward, everything will be okay. We belong together."
I unhitched Bella from around my waist and gentle wrapped my arms around her body.
"I could hurt you, Bella. You have no idea how tormented I would feel."
She grabbed my face looking into my eyes. "You won't. I promise. Trust me and trust in you. Our love is powerful."
I couldn't fight the feeling any longer. I moved Bella beneath the water into a cradling position. I started to make my way out of the water and back toward Isle Esme.
"Where are we going?" she said.
As I held Bella's naked body in my arms, I felt this surge of fire blistering against my ice skin.
"Back to Isle Esme. I think we are done with our midnight swim. If anything happens, I don't want to be in the water. I don't want to leave you alone and vulnerable in the water."
"Nothing will happen."
She lightly traced circles against my bare chest. We hadn't gone far in the warm water. Once my marble feet could touch the warm grainy sand, I started to jog back to the white room. As we got closer to the house, I felt Bella heart hammering against her chest.
Once through the French door, I lightly laid Bella on the bed and made my way back to close the doors. The room was no longer swimming in seawater and the only light in the room was the luminous moonlight.
"Edward?" she whispered.
"Here, Bella," I whispered back to her. I cupped her chin and raised it gently so that I was staring into his eyes once again.
I stood in front of her and looked down at her bare skin. She placed her hands on my chest. I gentle scooped her up in my arms and laid her down on her back as I carefully hovered over her body. I leaned into Bella and I found her sweet plump lips. I started to kiss her passionately again.
As our lips danced together, I felt Bella put more strength into our kiss. She started to kiss me hungrily, eagerly, desperately. I suddenly felt her pull away and struggle for air. As Bella was gasping for air, I began kissing her sweet jaw line and tracing soft circles with my lips. Yet again, I moved my way back down to the hollow base of her throat, then her collarbone. At that point in time, she wrapped her legs around my waist, pulling me in closer to her warm body.
In that instant, Bella and I became one. I looked up to glance at her flawless face, but I saw Bella's forehead wrinkled and her eyebrows drew together as she bit her lower lip. Bella trembled underneath me and groaned in pain
"Bella, love, what's wrong?" I whispered to her.
"Nothing...just hurts a bit. Nothing to worry about." she choked out.
"I'm stopping this now. I don't want you to be in any kind of pain," I said to her sorrowfully.
I felt Bella jerking at me. "NO! No, Edward. Just give me a minute," she softly said.
I felt Bella push closer to me trying to melt into my marble skin. She was soft and warm underneath me and molded to me almost perfectly.
"See," she said wholeheartedly. "Everything is fine. Nothing to worry about."
She smiled at me and ran her slender fingers down my cheek. From Bella's touch, I felt at the top of my spine a small tingle begin in my scalp then pleasure racing down my spine like lightening shooting through my body. Bella pulled me closer and we kissed for a few minutes. We locked together in a deep and passionate kiss.
Once more, we became one entity. We fit perfectly together like two puzzle pieces. Bella was the ying and I was the yang, our bodies moved together as one. My nervousness was cast aside as passion took over. I heard Bella's breathing match me own. It was rough, jagged and irregular. I shivered as waves of pleasure washed over me. I leaned down to kiss her, but she tilted her head up so I could kiss her neck instead, breathing faintly with pleasure.
As our bodies continued to move together as one. I started to realize the power a woman could have over a man. As a man, I felt heavenly ecstasy and everything felt amazing. Suddenly a smoldering fire within my core began to come alive and consume my fevered body. Still kissing my beloved neck, I could smell her florist scent and it was pleasantly intoxicating. Suddenly I smelled fresh blood running through her veins.
The sound when I realized what it was both frightened me but excited my senses, provoking a momentary and inexplicable hunger. I suddenly felt my body stiffened as my other senses took over. I leaned into the warm object pulsing under my body. I felt adrenaline coursing through my veins, as I smelled sweet blood, causing my nose to tingle. I felt the object underneath me trembling and I knew that I had to pin it down before it got away.
With all my power, I pinned my prey. I heard its heart racing and blood fighting to get to the rest of body. I leaned in more slowly, mere inches way from draining my prey dry.
Immediately I felt a surge of pain burning in the back of my throat.
"Mmm...Edward," my prey suddenly sighed.
I pulled away from my prey's neck, shook my head and saw that it was Bella underneath me. I noticed that I had pinned her down to the bed. I quickly took my hands off her and leaned away. I couldn't believe that I was going to sink my teeth in my love. I felt Bella's legs wrapping more tightly around my waist.
"I love you," my innocent angel whispered to me.
I needed to remember what happiness was coming from our lovemaking. I needed to keep focus on what was happening now and not the pain in my back of my throat. I leaned in again and gentle kissed Bella's lips. I felt her body intensify as we were synchronize to one another.
Once more, I felt it take over. I felt the burning pain stabbing the back of my throat. I could smell the blood; the scent became stronger then before. I moved my way back down to the hollow base of my prey's throat and lightly licked it. I could almost taste the sweet hot liquid soothing the pain. I leaned in, teeth bare and ready to strike my prey. The suddenly movement was to fast for a human eyes. I suddenly felt something lightweight and feathery in my mouth.
If not my prey...I thought to myself. I pulled myself up to see what I had struck. I saw that I sunk my teeth down into a pillow. I once more shook my head and began breathing rapidly.
"No!" I inaudibly said.
I brutally shook my head again. I needed to keep my head clear. Fortunately, Bella had moved a mere inches from where I stuck. Her blood would have been oozing out from her soft neck and making its way down my burning throat.
"Mmm, Edward. Hold me closer," my innocent angel whispered to me once more.
I needed to think quickly. If my other senses have taken over two times tonight, what would happen if I held Bella closer to me body? I lightly wrapped my arms around her body, pulling her closer to me. I could feel her moist, warm breath on my throat sending shivers of goose bumps across my cold skin. As I continued to love her with my body, I felt Bella's heart racing and her breathing began imbalanced. I kept thinking, yet again, what happiness was coming from our lovemaking. I felt Bella's back arch, a sound of pleasure escaped her body and a wave of heat emergence off her.
Blissfulness descended between the both of us.
Without thinking further more, I vigorously pulled Bella toward my body. I leaned in to sink my teeth into the surfacing heat underneath me. I bit more vigorously. Once more, I felt a lightweight feeling in my mouth. I yank myself away and I saw that I sunk my teeth into another pillow. Every sense seemed heightened and I was now fully aware of everything. I saw Bella's body being held down by my furious hands.
I unhooked my hands from Bella and unhooked our bodies, commanding myself to move across the room. I saw the feathers from the sunken pillows descend all around her.
"I can't keep doing this!" I whispered to myself.
I saw Bella's body limp against the bed. I slightly moved toward her, but before I could come any closer, I heard her breathing slow down and return to normal. I breathed out a sign of relief. I dropped to my knee and looked at my sweet Bella draft into a slumber sleep. I knew that something life threatening was going to happen. I allowed myself to become vulnerable and now look what happened. How could have I allowed this to happen?
"Everything that happened tonight was unnatural," I said to myself.
I took a sharp deep breath in and moving slowly towards Bella. I wouldn't allow myself to be so close to her, after all that happened to night. I placed my head at the edge of the bed, looking at my sweet angel. I extended my hand and cautiously caressed my love's face. I heard her breath leaving her body.
"Never again...can I allow myself to hurt you. I thought I could handle it, but what would have happened if some guardian angel was not looking out for you," I mumbled.
"Never again...my love." I whispered into the night.
I would like to give a special thank you to LS! I got A LOT of ideas from this website. I hope you all enjoy. I'm leaving out of town from my sister-in-law's baby shower and I wanted to post something before I left. So read and leave review! The next story will be out very very soon!