I open my eyes and look all around me.

I'm standing in a wheat field, there nothing to see but a tree a few feet from me.

"Ritsuka." I know that voice.

I turn around to find my big brother Seimei standing behind me smiling.

"Seimei!" I run into his arms.

"It's okay Ritsuka. I'm here." He wraps his arms around me.

I feel like I'm a little boy again, "where am I Seimei?" I take his hand and look around, but this time the wheat field is dead and dry. I move to stand behind Seimei.

I look up and see that Seimei is glaring at me. "Ritsuka don't hide. I told you to give him back."

I move away from him, "I don't understand! Why do you want Soubi!"

"He's not Soubi! He's my Beloved. You can't have him Loveless." Seimei is starting to change now. I hear the breaking of his bones and the sound of his skin twister into a whole new person.

I close my eyes, "Who are you? Why do you want my Soubi?" I scream.

When I open them again a man is standing before me with long black hair that lays in the middle of his back. His black eyes pierce me, and when he smiles a row of sharp teeth show. He as on a black tee shirt with a leather jacket. His pants are leather also, but he is wearing black All Star Converses. He's beautiful.

"Hello Loveless." He says, "My name is Shi." He smiles at him.

"My name is Ritsuka. Not loveless." I watch him as he moves back and forth.

"Really?" He seems puzzled. "I could of sworn you were Loveless."

"I'm not Loveless because I learned to love." I look at the ground and notice Shi isn't leaving print on the ground.

"Did you now?" He laughs.

"What's so funny?" I look back at him.

"Nothing important right now. Tell me Ritsuka," he exaggerates my name. "Who did you come to love?"

"Soubi." I say his name, as I smile to myself.

"Did you now? How do you know he loves you? How do you he'll be true to you if for say Seimei came back?" He gives me a evil smile.

"Seimei treated Soubi like a slave! He beat him and then carved his name into his neck. Then when he died he left Soubi for me, if he wanted to have Soubi he should of killed Soubi before giving him to me! We are a unit now! No..not even a unit! Soubi is the only person I really and truly care about! I have never been happier in my whole life then I am right now with Soubi!" I shout at Shi.

"No need to shout Loveless. Oh I'm sorry Ritsuka." He moves behind me and puts his hand on my shoulder. "I want to tell you something Ritsuka. Please come with me."

He starts to move away from me. I know I shouldn't follow him but I do.

We walk for what fells like forever then we stop at a cliff.

"Ritsuka I asked you early who you had come to love and you said Soubi. Am I right?" He turns to face me.

"Yes that's right." I stare at him.

"Ritsuka before you came here did you noticed that doctor gave Soubi a strange look?"

I look at him, "Yes."

Do you know what that look was about?"

I freeze, "No."

He smiles like the Cheshire cat, "Ritsuka you were hit by a car. You'll never know who hit you! Guess! Okay I'll tell you. It was that girl Mika. She wanted you all to herself. So when she saw you and Soubi walking she thought if she can't have you then no one can." He danced around me, "But that's not the best part." He stops dancing and stands in front of me. "Soubi didn't tell you this when you woke up because he wanted you to die. He wants you dead. He doesn't love you and he never will!" He moves towards me and kneels. "Ritsuka if you take my hand I can make sure you are loved. You'll never have to worry about losing it. I promise to make all your dreams come true." He takes my hand and kisses it. "You can even have me if you want. Your cute another." He smiles and let's go of my hand. "So what do you say? Will you come with me?" He stands up and holds his hand out to me.

I start to reach out for his hand but something stops me. I look at him again and really see who he his. He is greedy, selfish, hatfull, and most of all trustless. Despite his beauty he is ugly.

I start to walk away from him, "No get away from me!" I trip and fall to the ground. Shi walks over to me and gets on top of me.

"Your mine now Ritsuka." He starts to go in for a kiss.

"Stop now Shi!" A voice from behind me says.

I look up and see a man dressed head to toe in white. His hair is long and silver and he is holding a giant sword.

"Tenshi! What are you doing here?" Shi get's all me and glares at Tenshi.

"I'm here to get Ritsuka. His time here is done." He turns to me, and holds out his hand. "Come with me Ritsuka. Everything you have heard is a lie. Soubi loves you so much, and he always will. Don't listen to Shi, he just get's lonely all by himself here. I will take you back to Soubi."

I look at Shi and then back at Tenshi. I stand up and take Tenshi's hand.

"Take me back to Soubi." I look up at him, "please."

He nods and beautiful white wings unfold form his back, he fly over the cliff and looks at me. "Ritsuka, do as I say. Close your eyes and don't open them until you hear me say so. Okay?"

I nod.

"Okay." He drops me

I fall for what felt like forever. Then out of the blackness I hear a voice.

"Ritsuka. It's your eyes!" I know who the voice belongs to Tenshi.

"Thank you Tenshi." I whisper.

When I open my eyes I have to take a huge breath. I take a deep breath and look around. I'm back in my hospital room.

"Ritsuka!" Someone grabs me and pulls me into a hug. When they pull me away I know who it is.

"Soubi." I look up and see him sitting on the bed next to me. "Soubi!" I throw myself into his arms. I start to cry, "I thought I was never going to see you again!"

He wraps his arms around me. "Its okay now. I'm here."

I pull away from him and look into his eyes. "I know who was driving the car! Soubi I know who hit me!"

"Who Ritsuka! Who was it?" he gives me shoulders a shake.

"It was Mika. She saw us walking and she thought that if she cant have me then no one can. She…she" He stops me.

"It's okay Ritsuka." He looks at the door and nods.

A police officer walks in, "Hello Ritsuka. I'm Officer Toshi. I'm the officer who has been trying to catch Miss, Mika. Now I know you just woke up form sleeping for five days but I must talk with you."

"Wait I've been asleep for five days?" I look at Soubi. "Please tell me."

"Okay. One of the nurses got your IV bag wrong. When you given the treatment your heart stopped. You….you were dead for a minute." Tears form in his eyes, "the doctors thought they had lost you until your heart started pumping again." He takes my hands, "'m sorry I ever let that happen. If I would of keep my cool I wouldn't of been satiated and I could of done something."

"Soubi, have you thought about what you would of done if you were awake? You would of tried to hurt someone." I kiss his hand. "Dry those tears." I wipe away the tears that have fallen, "I'm okay now." I look up at the cop, "I'll answer your question now."

"Great." Officer Toshi smiles. "Let us begin."