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"-So Quinn, you will have to be honest with me and you can't miss any of our appointments or I will have to alert the police about your dangerous behavior. I also am talking to Rachel who will be looking over you for now."

Quinn nodded. Ms. Pillsbury and Mr. Schuester were the only adults who knew about her situation and even though it could be annoying they were really trying to help. But the person who was showing the most support was Rachel. She was respecting the fact that Quinn didn't want to be openly friendly at school and she would always wait for the cheerleader to tell her when it was okay for them to hang out. And when they would do so, she would just act perfect, bring her chocolate and movies and just lay down next to her for hours. And that's what Quinn needed. The cuddling part was still out of the question and just like she promised, the diva was just pretending that nothing had ever happened between them.
It had been a week since Quinn last cut in her car. She was always wearing the Cheerio's sweater using the excuse "I'm feeling sick so I'm trying to stay warm" whenever someone asked her if she was ever gonna take it off. And it was working.
Today was her first appointment with Mrs. Pillsbury and the Cheerio was kind of nervous. She just didn't know what to expect.

"-How do you feel Quinn?
-Eh. I don't know."

Mrs. Pillsbury took a pen and a piece of paper and started to write things on it that made Quinn feel even more nervous about the whole thing. Therapy? She had no idea how that was going to help her but she had no choice or everybody was going to know...

"-You feel lost in your life?
-Yeah. I guess. Confused, lost, whatever.
-Why is that Quinn? What are you confused about?
-Rach... Err life in general..."

Quinn started blushing, Rachel's name had just came out of her mouth without her wanting to. She closed her eyes and started praying that Mrs. Pillsbury had not heard it. Why did she even say Rachel? How was she confused about Rachel? She was her best secret friend, that was it. Nothing else was happening between them, at least nothing to be confused about...

"-Rachel?
-No, No it's not what I wanted to say, I have no idea why it came out of my mouth I'm sorry...
-How are things between you and Rachel?"

Quinn was trying to avoid Mrs. Pillsbury's eyes, she just wanted to go out of this office now. The situation was becoming way more uncomfortable than she had even thought it'd be.

"-I... Fine. I mean she's there for me and it's nice from her...
-If her name was mentioned then there must be something about Rachel that is making you confused?
-No, not at all. We are friends, why should this make me confused?"

Mrs. Pillsbury was still writing on her piece of paper, not looking at Quinn who was feeling her stomach twisting inside of her. Rachel Berry. Yes she was confused, because she missed cuddling with her so bad it was hurting. She just felt lonely even though the brunette was over her house every day after school making sure that Quinn was not going to hurt herself anymore. But something was missing for the blonde to feel happy again.

"-Quinn Fabray are you dating anyone right now?
-No, me and Sam broke up a few weeks ago.
-Why?
-I never really liked him I guess."

And she had realized it when Rachel started being her friend. Quinn could already see where Mrs. Pillsbury was heading and it was scary.

"-You seemed to.
-What are you trying to make me say? I thought I liked him when I really did not. He never gave me these butterflies inside, he never made me feel special or anything. Isn't that a good reason to break up?
-It totally is Quinn. But you seem to have experienced such a feeling, am I right?"

Quinn nodded in silence.

"-Was it Rachel?
-I'm not gay if that's what you want to know. It's okay if Kurt is, not me. I was not raised that way...
-It is not the way you were raised Quinn, this is about who you are and your happiness."

The Head Cheerio just wanted to get up and walk out the door. She was seriously getting angry and didn't want her anger to come out of her body because she knew she was going to regret it later. But sitting in front of her counselor telling her that she was gay wasn't exactly how she had expected this appointment to go.

"-Quinn, please be honest with me and tell me: How do you feel when Rachel is around you?
-Why are you asking questions about Rachel?
-Just answer Quinn, please."

Quinn was looking at her feet for a good 30 seconds before she slowly opened her mouth to say:

"-When she's with me I just want to be in her arms like before. We used to cuddle all the time and it was making me feel weird but it felt good you know?
-What exactly happened to change that?
-We... We kissed."

Quinn was blushing and she could feel it. She was still staring at her feet trying to go through the conversation without having her heart go out of her chest.

"-How did that feel?
-I... I felt safe, loved, I felt special. It was like nothing was wrong but it was scary at the same time.
-Why was it scary?
-Cause she is a girl."

The bell rang at the end of Quinn's sentence, and she thanked God that she could finally get out of this office where she could barely breathe anymore. Mrs. Pillsbury was still writing, and silently looking at her.

"-I'll see you on Thursday during your free period. Think about what we talked. I'm really proud of you Quinn."

And the cheerleader was already outside of the office.

"-Hi."

Rachel was putting books in her locker when she heard a shy voice next to her. Quinn was standing there, which was weird since they would never talk in the hallways. The diva turned around with a big smile on her face.

"-I... Can you come over today? I feel bad. I was wondering if... If we could cuddle in front of a movie like we used to. I kind of miss it."

Quinn couldn't stop thinking about what she had talked about with Mrs. Pillsbury and really wanted to find out exactly how she was feeling with Rachel. Maybe the counselor was right to talk about this, maybe she was going to feel better once she would have sorted it all out? Who knows.

"-Are you sure about this Quinn?
-Please? Listen I'm really sorry about all the awkwardness. I just want you to act like you used to with me.
-I... Alright, I guess it's okay?"

Rachel didn't know what to think. She knew she was deeply in love with the cheerleader and wasn't in denial at all, just hiding it. And if Quinn were to find out, she would stop talking to her and put herself in a dangerous situation again. This wasn't about Rachel, this was about Quinn and her safety and the diva just couldn't risk it.

"-If you don't want to I guess it's fine.
-No Quinn, It's okay I promise. I must admit that I am a bit surprised but I will get over it and everything will be fine. What time do you want me over?
-Whenever you want Rach'. See you in Glee Club."

The diva watched the blonde walking away. Maybe it was because she knew what was going on but even when she was walking in the McKinley's hallways, Quinn looked broken. She was far from feeling better even if she was slowly getting there. And it was sad to see. But no one else but Rachel, Mrs. Pillsbury or Mr. Schuester seemed to notice it, and that was the saddest part...
Rachel hadn't told anybody, not even Kurt. Because she was scared that Quinn wouldn't be able to handle more attention, or pity. But the diva was doing everything that was in her power to help the Head Cheerio feel better about everything in her life. And if she had to cuddle with her and fight her urges then she would do it, for her.