A/N: kept my promise on uploading today

Kurt had made it to Blaine's house in just minutes he was kind of anxious to see him. He knocked on the door and waited for an answer. There was no answer so he knocked again. Still no answer he started to leave until he heard the door open behind him.

"Kurt you're here come in" Blaine stepped aside so Kurt could come in.

Kurt walked in the house and looked around. "Nice place"

"Thanks"

"So what took you so long to answer the door" Kurt said turning around to look at Blaine.

"I was moving slow my body shut down on me so I was having a hard time getting it to move again"

"Oh" Kurt looked at Blaine's face. His eyes were unmistakably red and his face still had fresh tears on it. He obviously cried Kurt could by the way he sounded on the phone and now. "Did he do something to you"

Blaine laughed harshly. "No what makes you say that"

"I just figured because you were crying"

"I was crying but not because he did anything to me I was crying because I broke up with him"

"You were crying because of that"

"Yes I know it seems stupid but I was going out with him to get my mind off of you don't get me wrong though I did like him a lot but after what happened today I knew I had to break up with him since I broke up with him all I can think about is you and how we can't be together" A new spring of tears danced down Blaine's face.

"I'm sorry Blaine"

"You don't have any reason to be"

"Yes I do you're hurting Blaine and it's my fault"

"I'll get over it"

"But Blaine I-"

"I don't want to talk about it"

"Ok" Kurt walked over to the couch and sat down. "Well we should do something"

"Like what" Blaine walked over to where Kurt was sitting.

"Uh we could watch a movie" Kurt suggested.

Minutes later Kurt and Blaine were on the couch watching a movie. Blaine and Kurt sitting right next to each other no space between them. They laughed and talked as the movie progressed. After two hours and a half the movie ended. Blaine looked over at Kurt. "That was a good movie"

"Yeah it was"

Blaine stared at Kurt noticing their closeness. He could feel Kurt's breath on his face. It felt and warm and it smelt sweet. He looked longingly at Kurt's lips desperately wanting to feel them on his. Kurt started to lean in and he mimicked the motion stopping halfway to his destination. He looked at Kurt again he knew he couldn't do it. He moved away and got up off the couch. "I really liked spending time with you but it's getting late I think you should go"

Kurt had a confused look on his face. "Oh ok I'll see you tomorrow" Kurt got up and left.

~KLAINE~

"He kicked you out"

"Not exactly but pretty much yeah" Kurt was explaining his night with Blaine to Mercedes.

"I don't get it though I thought he would want to kiss you"

"That's what I thought"

"Maybe he was afraid"

"Maybe but I know this sounds crazy but I actually wanted him to kiss me"

"What really"

"Yeah look I haven't had a boyfriend in 5 years and Blaine is the closest thing I've got to one and I feel all alone and stuff"

"You're the one who doesn't want a relationship"

"I know, I know I just feel lonely"

"You wouldn't feel so alone if you would break down all these walls you've built up and let someone in" Mercedes poked at Kurt's chest.

"I want to but I can't"

"Kurt I honestly I feel bad for you"

"Yeah and I really like Blaine but I'm afraid"

"I get it you're hurt and scared of the heart break" the bell rang "Let's go to class" Mercedes linked her arm with Kurt's and they went to class.

~KLAINE~

Next Day

"Kurt"

Kurt looked up from his notebook "Yes Blaine"

"Who were those guys you were talking to"

Kurt was back to his normal flirting schedule. One time a day right before Mrs. Gravefeild's class. "They were just a few friends of mine"

"Friends Kurt you were flirting with them"

"Why are you so mad"

"Because I like you a lot Kurt and you know that I wanna be with you and you told me you didn't want to be with me but you were sitting there flirting with 6 different guys"

"The first time we hung out with each other I told you I was a huge flirt"

"I thought you were joking I didn't know you were serious" There were eyes planted on Blaine from everywhere in the class. He noticed he'd stopped whispering sometime ago.

"Blaine quiet down" Mrs. Gravfeild scolded.

"Yes ma'am Mrs. Gravefeild" Blaine looked back over at Kurt. "I don't get it why do you do it"

"I guess it makes me feel together inside"

"I'm sorry Kurt I heard you and Mercedes talking in the hallway I heard what you said about feeling alone"

"Don't feel bad for me I don't deserve the sympathy"

"But you don't deserve to feel that way either"

"Yes I do I'm the one who chose not to fall in love again"

"You made that decision because you got your heart broken by some jerk so it's his fault not yours"

"It seems that way doesn't it"

"What are you talking about"

"Nothing" Kurt went back to his notebook. He didn't want to explain to Blaine what he was talking about. Blaine wasn't ready to know yet.

Kurt should've seen it coming. The way the looked at each other in class. The small bits of flirting that went on between them. The 'I love yous' becoming less frequent. It just a matter of time before she would end up moving in and kicking him out. She planned everything out to the exact moment when it would happen.

"Hi lovely"

Kurt didn't say anything he as just looking at the ground.

"Is everything alright, Kurt"

"Do you have a thing going on with her and don't lie to me"

"Of course not I love you Kurt I wouldn't do that to you"

"Are you lying to me"

"No baby I am truthful and faithful to you"

Kurt wanted to believe him but he knew there was something more to it. He felt uneasy about it and that was never a good thing. For now he chose to believe him even though he knew he shouldn't have.

A/N: ok the next chapter might be the last one or i might do two more after this one depends on me thought i should tell you ahead of time later