A/N: how are my lovely readers?

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So Thank You Very Much.

I know that my updates don't come right away, but with the way that I'm going with this story I keep changing things and adding things and then I have to make them make sense.

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I hope you all have a good weekend and I hope you like the new chapter.

"This love has dried up and stayed behind,

And if I stay I'll be a lie,

Then choke on words id always hide.

Excuse me first love, but we're though."

Let's Not See Each other Again Pt. 1

Blaine PoV

It's been 4 ½ months since the dinner back in Lima and I'm glad that I got things off my chest.

But now it's like I've opened up a fresh can of worms and now everybody cares and loves me now.

Where the hell were they when I needed the love?

Don't get me wrong I like the fact that people actually give a damn about me now.

I just don't like that I had to get it just because I lost my cool.

Don't get me wrong; no matter how much of an accident I was, I still love my family.

I may have a lot of hate for them, but I still have some love for them.

Rae asks about them and about stuff when I was kid.

I don't know what is worse telling your child about his grandparents who don't give a shit about their own son or you having to make up things to make it seem like you had an alright child hood.

I just hate having to lie to Rae.

I don't want him to be lied to like I was.

I don't want to cause anymore trauma to his life then he's already have.

I just wish I could give him the white picket fence dream I always wanted when I had kids.

I guess things will just have to work backwards.

I still talk to Finn.

A lot more now since the dinner.

I have weekly Skype dates with Carole while she works a late shift at work.

Burt sends occasional texts, sometimes I text back and others I don't.

He understands why and he doesn't push or question why.

Ma calls about once a week but we're on the phone for 5 minutes tops.

Dad emails but I've block his email address.

Ally tries to communicate, but to be honest I really could give two shits about what she has to say.

And Kurt has contacted once relays messages through Carole.

I'm just glad that things was said and have been settled.

Maybe now I can move on and have more peace with myself.

But then I feel guilty because I never got to hear what Kurt had to say.

If he had anything to say.

Kurt PoV

It's been a few months since Lima and to be honest I feel bad and I didn't know he felt like that.

I didn't know that I had done those things until he opened his mouth and said anything.

I never meant to hurt him that bad.

But how was I supposed to know why he stopped calling.

I should have known then.

I was so into myself and not getting hurt and moving on that I didn't even bother telling him or talking to him about it.

I would be lying if I say that I didn't still love Blaine.

But how can you love someone you've crushed and hated for so long.

But when will I be able to tell him my side of the story.

It's a few weeks until Thanksgiving.

And both Blaine and Kurt have been summoned to come to dinner.

This time it's just the Hummel's.

The Anderson's will be in San Diego visiting relatives and Ally is tagging along.

So it's just going to be Burt, Carole, Finn, Kurt and Blaine.

Both men hope that this event goes smoothly.

But one never knows when it comes to 2 stubborn people who hate to admit that they still love each other.

It's the weekend before Thanksgiving and Blaine is packing him and Rae some clothes for the week.

Rae is going to be spending some time with Melissa's parents and Blaine is going to be doing some work.

Blaine was trying to decide whether they were going to stay with them. But he decided that he would much rather stay in a hotel.

"Papa why are we going to Lima?"

Blaine looked over to his left and looked at his son, who was looking out of the small plane window.

"Well you're going to see your grams and gramps and I have some business to handle and Auntie Tana couldn't watch you because she has to work at the club."

Rae nodded but stayed looking out the window.

Blaine knew something was wrong with Rae. He hasn't been himself for about a week or two.

He hasn't pressured him because he thinks it might be about his mom, so he's been trying to hold out and wait for him to talk about it.

But he thinks it's much deeper than that.

Blaine leaned over and put his finger on Rae's chin and turned it towards him.

He looked deep in his eyes.

Yes there was something wrong.

"What's the matter Rae? You have those Anderson puppy eyes, what's bothering you?"

Rae looked at Blaine and then closed his eyes for a few seconds and then opened them again.

"Papa, are you lonely?"

Blaine was taken aback by what Rae had just said to him.

What would give him that idea?

"Why do you ask Rae?"

Rae turned his head back to the window.

Then spoke.

"I heard you and grandma Carole talking. I heard you talking on Skype the other night and she asked about you being lonely and you didn't answer her. But you looked kind of sad after you talked to her."

Blaine heaved a sigh.

"Rae I have to be honest. Do I get lonely sometimes? Yes, I do, but it's not because of you why I'm lonely. I've made a lot of people close to me mad and I've made a lot of enemies also. A lot of people hate me because of the way I acted when I was younger."

Rae looked back towards Blaine.

"Rae you have to understand one thing. My loneliness has nothing to do with you. I don't think I'm really all that lonely. I think I just miss being the old me. But you being in my life have made my days a lot better. Trust me."

Rae smiled at Blaine and hugged his dad.

"I love you papa"

"I love you too Rae."

So they've gotten to Lima, Ohio, and already things aren't going right.

They had to wait for the next flight to come in because their luggage wasn't on their flight and they were already jet lagged from the flight.

When they finally got their luggage, they headed to the car rentals and finally drove to the hotel they would be staying for the time being.

When they finally got to the room they both took showers, ordered room service and pig out in front of the TV and watched Disney movies.

Lately Blaine has been kind of busy with the clubs and having rehearsals for this new Broadway production.

So he's had very little time with Rae and he wants to make it up to him as much as he can while he can.

Him and Rae made a blanket fort in the living room and curled up with each other.

Rae was out like a light.

They were watching Aladdin and I bought back memories of him and Kurt.

They used to have the same blanket forts.

Being in this situation and holding his son made his heart sore.

He imagined this scenario, but with Kurt on the other side of them and holding his hand while laid softly on the child's back.

He didn't know when he started shedding tears, but he roughly wiped the tear tracks off his face and turned the movie off.

Let's just say He didn't sleep well that night.

The next morning he took Rae to his grandparents' house that he will be staying with the rest of the vacation time.

He and Rae didn't want to detach but they had too.

Once he dropped Rae off, he met up with some people that he's doing some work with in Westerville.

Once he finished with work, he went back to the hotel room and relaxed and got some rest.

When he woke up a few hours later, he made some calls.

He called Santana to see how things were going with the clubs and if everything was in order.

He then called Rae and wished him a goodnight.

Then he finally got on Skype and has his weekly video chat and she once again made sure he was coming to dinner the next day.

After all his phone calls, he took a shower, ordered room service and wet to bed.

As he lay there, he prayed that tomorrow would work out because he can't deal with anymore drama and stress in his life.

The next day he woke up around 6 A.M.

He got up took a shower and headed over to see Rae and then head out to dinner.

When he got to Melissa's parent's house he was immediately enveloped in a hug from Rae.

They had a Thanksgiving morning breakfast.

When they got finished with breakfast, Blaine and Harold watched some football games, while Samantha and Rae washed dishes and started cooking.

Around 5:30 he bid his farewells and said that he'll be back in the morning.

On his way to the HudMels, for some reason he got nervous as hell.

It's not like he's never been there before.

It's just now, he's going there to make piece and apologize for the way he ruined after the fourth of July.

He just wants everything to go smoothly.

When he gets to the HudMels, he parks his car in front and sits.

He looks out the window and stares at the house.

The house that he once loved to go to.

Now it just holds multiple hand grenades waiting to be launched towards him.

He sighs heavily and pulls himself from the car and walks up the path to the front door.

He stands in front of the door as if it's going to open its self.

He rings the bell.

He hears someone say hold on.

When the door finally opens, he nearly shits himself.

The person smiles back at him.

He forgets everything.

'Til next time…