Moving on. No action in this chapter. (Sorry! Please don't kill me v.v) Just some time for my thoughts. New chapter ~

Okay one thing : "This means the 'monster' inside me is speaking."

What can I actually do?

"That's right. Without me your nothing."

I am...I...

"Why won't you let me take over? Your too weak anyway."

I'm not that weak..

"Then go after them! WE NEED TO KILL THEM!"

I tried to stand again. My body couldn't take it and once again my legs fell from beneath me. My chapped lips uttered a low groan as my face slammed against the cement. The pain made me almost faint. I coughed up blood onto the black alleyway. My mind was still straining itself with what it just learned. I was sick of this. Of everything.

Why can't I just kill myself?

"I won't let you."

He's alive.

That would be one more monster gone. One more i'll never have to worry about again, but then I wouldn't be able to kill those two other monsters. The ones who betrayed me. I must kill them before myself.

Izaya is alive.

Why can't I be a human like everyone else?

"Because I live inside you."

That monster still walks around causing pain and emptiness.

I'm a monster. A ruthless monster in an empty soulless shell with no heart. A ruthless, soulless, heartless monster.

He's betraying someone now.

Why do I have to be this way?

"You became this way on your own. You brought everything on yourself. I only helped you achieve what you wanted because you're too weak to."

If Izaya lives then more people will have to feel the emptiness he shares with them.

..If I'm not myself the monster will completely take over.

The monster is soulless.

Hasn't it already?

"I am you."

The monster is ruthless.

...I don't know.

Izaya is heartless.

I couldn't take it. Too many thoughts at once pounded in my head.

"If you let me take over I'll kill them."

I WANT TO KILL YOU!

"You need me. Your too weak."

I WAS NEVER WEAK!

"You were always weak, and you'll always be weak without me."

...No...

"You know it very well. LET ME TAKE OVER!"

My raw bloodied skin began to burn.

NO! I...I CAN'T TAKE IT!

Tears began to run down my face. I never wanted to be a monster. I never wished to become one. So how come I was one?

"Weak. How come I have to share the same body with you?"

YOU'RE THE ONE DESTROYING IT!

"Am I? IT WAS YOU WHO GOT US INTO THIS. I JUST GAVE YOU POWER. YOU'RE THE TRUE MONSTER."

I saw a black motorcycle appear beside me. The sound of a horse's neigh rang in my ears. Riding the horse was a female in all black clothes with a yellow cat eared helmet. At first I thought it was a normal slutty biker, until I noticed some eerie black smoke seeping out of the helmet.

It was Celty.

I wanted to scream, but my throat still throbbed and ached horribly. I wanted everything to go away. I wanted to live in a world without monsters and without betrayal.

I can't live in a world like that though.

Why not?

Because I'm one of those monsters.

Well now Celty has come back into the story! Oh and I had a lot of thoughts this chapter.

Ah well. Please review!