Evan POV:

"It's been raining for days and it's really calming. I love it. I don't really know how to feel about being here. It's been a few, well five, days. Mom can't come to see me, long nights at work, but I call her every night. I guess it's what I'm used to. She's not home half the time anyways. I just… I feel like a train coming off the track. That's why I'm here I guess. Oh well. I'll write more later," I wrote in my journal with a sigh.

"Evan? You wanna play Uno? We're playing stacks," Connor said to me.

"Oh-oh. Okay. What's stacks?" I replied.

"So, say the color is yellow and you have a yellow and green one. You can play your yellow and green one at the same time. Placing the yellow down first of course," Connor said with a smile.

"Okay," I said and walked to the table where Eli and Cali sat.

We started playing, Connor and I a team and Eli and Cali a team.

As we got further into the game I felt a nudge on my leg. Connor was slipping me a card! I glanced at him and he nodded towards Eli. Once it was my turn, I played it against Eli and we won the game.

We went back to our table and I looked at Connor. "Why Connor?" I asked.

"I just… I don't like Eli. Nobody does. Just let me do what I did and it'll be fun."

"Wh-" Just as I was about to ask why Eli and Ronnie started yelling at each other.

"STOP BEING SO ANNOYING ELI! JUST ADMIT YOU'RE AWFUL!" Ronnie yelled.

"NO, F*K YOU RONNIE!" Eli yelled back.

"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO STARTED THIS!"

"I DIDN'T DO IT!"

"YES! YOU! DID!" Ronnie screamed and kicked the wall.

"Everyone into your rooms!" Mary announced and we all went quickly into them.

I sat on my bed and curled up into a ball, trying to block out the yelling.

"Evan? Are you okay?" Connor asked me.

"Y-yeah. It's just… the loudness… It, um, remind-reminds me of my Dad… leaving…" I said looking down quietly.

"Oh. I'm sorry… You wanna talk about it?"

"P-please no…" I said even quieter.

"Hey, you don't have to Evan. I'm sorry."

"It's okay. C-can we just have this day be over?" I asked.

"Can we go to bed?" Connor called out to a tech.

"Yeah," the tech replied.

I got in my bed and covered up. "Goodnight, Connor."

"Goodnight, Evan."

Author's Note

So a guy getting really mad actually did send us all to our rooms once when I was hospitalized. My roommate and I did squats while we waited for it all to be over. xD The Uno Stacks is from my first hospital stay and a girl did slip me cards so we could beat another girl she hated.

Anyways, like always leave your mental health/hospital questions, reviews and story suggestions! Thank you so much for reading!

Review Shoutout: 9/3/18

"Evanhansenfan:I love this story. I have never been in this situation before but through this story and other media, I have grown to understand it more. I love Dear Evan Hansen and as a fan, while its not very canonical, I like to think of this as an AU. Now because it's obviously not perfect or complete, I'm giving you a 4/5 stars or 80%, which is pretty good. Continue to write and know, YOU WILL BE FOUND! Here are my wishes for you to have a great life. Can't wait for ch. 10. Peace!"