Okay so this chapter is gonna be really heavy and dramatic! Just giving a warning. If you can't handle that I suggest not to read this chapter. If you're under age of like…13 I guess I suggest not to read it either!

This fanfic contains violence and drugs & alcohol use. So just warning you guys!

Enjoy!

Chapter 10

iDon't want to be back here

~ * Sam * ~

Sad and slightly angry I walk out of Bushwell Plaza. I can't believe Carly doesn't let me stay at her apartment! I. am. PISSED! It's not Carly's fault though. It's Spencer who doesn't like me there. He has a point though. I can't blame them, they don't know about my home situation. They have no idea that I'm terrified to go back there.

Where am I supposed to go now? I can't go anywhere else but home… So I guess I have to go to 'the' neighborhood. Gosh I'm terrified. Too many things have happened there. When I went to L.A. I planned to never see my mom OR dad again, but I guess that didn't work out.

I shiver when I walk down the street. I walk through the center, through the park and past all the normal neighborhoods, past all the office buildings and then towards a dark alley. Oh god…

I bite my lip as I walk closer and closer. No, nononono, in the alley I see a dark figure, Bobby.

I want to go back but I can't, there's no way back. Besides, I'm prepared for what's gonna happen to me. Okay, you've been through more of these horrible nights Sam, you can handle one more.

I take a deep breath and walk through the alley, trying to avoid eye contact with Bobby and his friends. I see Bobby turning around and looking at me, oh no, I'm screwed.

Bobby grabs me by the back of my Jacket. ''Well well well, look who's back guys, Sam Puckett!'' He looks over his shoulder to his friends and smirks before looking back at me. ''And where have you been? Suddenly leaving without a goodbye to your good ole' friend Bobby huh?'' He grabs me by my neck.

I start breathing slightly heavily, trying to remain calm as Bobby looks me straight in my eyes. ''That wasn't a very smart move Puckett. I bet you missed us huh?'' He punches me in the stomach and I breath more heavily. ''huh!?'' he asks again, threatening. I nod my head to please him. ''Good.'' Bobby says.

''Guys come around!'' Bobby gestures to his friends and they gather around me in a circle. They're not gonna take it easy on me…I'm totally screwed!

''Just let me go…'' I say.

Bobby smirks. ''Aww Sammy, you already want to leave now? You just got here!''

Bobby and his friends step closer to me, and one of his friends punches me in my stomach again, way harder this time. I collapse on the ground, clutching my stomach in pain. One of his other friends kicks me in my face, causing my lip to start bleeding. Tears of pain start forming in my eyes.

I glare up at Bobby and his friends. ''W-what do you want from me? Leave me alone!'' I weakly say.

They just smirk at me. ''You know what we want from you.'' Bobby says.

''I-I don't have any money. You know that.'' I say in pain.

Bobby rolls his eyes at me. ''Not that you little bitch!''

I glare at him, confused about what he wants. I just want them to let me go!

''You've developed very good Sammy…'' Bobby smirks and his friends smirk back at him.

Oh no…

Bobby roughly pulls me off the ground and pushes me against a wall, my head banging against it, giving me the worst headache I've ever felt.

Bobby smirks at me, moving one of his hands to my butt and sliding his other one under my shirt. I start breathing really heavily, not knowing what to do.

Bobby whispers in my ear, smirking ''Don't be scared baby, you know you want it.''

I glare at Bobby, trying to get my breath under control. He squeezes one of my boobs and grinds against me. ''Fucking bastard! Get off me!'' I scream.

Bobby shakes his head, smirking. ''Not before you're gonna give me what I want.''

''Never!'' I scream, glaring at Bobby and breathing heavily.

Bobby starts kissing my neck. I suddenly get an idea and kick him in the balls as hard as I can, causing him to get off me and fall down on the ground. Three of his friend try to grab me but I slap them away from me, one of his other friends punches me in the face, causing my nose to bleed and my lip to bleed even harder, but I punch him in the stomach and run away as fast as I can. ''Fucking bastards!'' I scream as I run away quickly, not caring in how much pain I am.

I run through the dark neighborhood, past a couple of trees, houses and a group of drunk guys.

I quickly get my key and unlock the door to my mom's house, shutting the door once I get in and running upstairs.

I run into my room and slam the door shut, locking it. I walk over to my bed and collapse on top of it before starting to cry. I can't believe that just happened… they wanted to RAPE me!

I've been through a lot of horrible things in this neighborhood, robbery, bullying, even rough abusing, but this had never happened to me before!

I can hear my mom walking up the stairs. ''Saaaaammy? Is that youuuuu?'' Oh great. She's high once again.

After Carly made me and my mom go to that therapist, things between my mom and me were going well. But then she met this guy, he broke her heart and she started doing drugs. Now I have a drugs addict mom who has ruined her own brain!

I can't remember the last time I was here and my mom wasn't high or stoned. I sigh deeply. One time my mom even made me buy drugs for her. That was when I came in contact with Bobby. I didn't have enough money so he and his friends beat the shit out of me. And ever since then every time I walk through that alley, they don't leave me alone. But what they did today has exceeded everything!

I hear my mom banging on my door. ''Saaaaaammyyyyy!'' I roll my eyes and quickly wipe the tears from my face. I walk to the door and open it slightly. ''What do you want mom?''

''Wheeeeere have you beeeeen?'' my mom asks giggly. ''you've been gone for like… a whole week!''

I roll my eyes. ''five months to be precisely mom.''

''woahhhh!'' my mom continues to be all giggly. Wow she's really gone hard at it today. I wonder how much drugs she's taken.''

''Mom you gotta stop with the drugs.''

''Ahh shut up, they make me feel gooooooddd!''

''Yeah until tomorrow morning when I can take care of you again. I'm not gonna do that anymore mom! You disgust me!''

''And you disgust me!'' my mom says. ''Get out of my house! Go to your dad!''

''Are you being serious now!? FINE I'll go! Don't expect me to come back here ever again!''

''Alrightttt'' my mom replies, walking back downstairs.

I groan in frustration. The past few days were the best days of my life. Now this day has turned into the worst day of my life. I bite my lip and walk downstairs, out of the door, into the dark neighborhood.

I put my hoodie over my head as I walk through the dark streets and go into a small street. Oh god there it is…my dad's house. I walk over to it and carefully climb into a tree, I jump on the roof and climb into the house via one of the windows. Shit!

I chose the wrong window to climb in cause here I stand, face to face with my dad. I shiver. I hate this man.

''Sam.'' He smirks. ''you've come back.''

''Yeah well that isn't my own choice.''

My dad walks closer to me, he grabs me by my collar. ''I'm glad you're back.'' He smirks.

I swallow as I look him into his eyes. He spits right in my face. God I want to knock him down!

''You've become a beautiful young lady.'' He smirks.

Oh god no… not again… I look at him terrified.

''Don't worry I'm not gonna rape you.'' He smirks. ''I've got my own wife to bang.''

''Why don't you go do that?'' I try to get my dad away from me.

''Nahh. My daughter is just visiting me right now.'' He smirks.

I swallow again. I feel my dad's breath on my skin. An overwhelming alcohol smell. Oh great, he's drunk.

''I missed you.'' He smirks. I just look at him in disgust and he roughly slaps me in the face. I feel my cheek burning. BANG another hit, my other cheek this time.

My dad reaches in his pocket and grabs a cigarette and a lighter, he roughly turns me around and pushes me against the wall. He lights the cigarette and smirks widely. ''I'm gonna have some fun with fire. Don't try this yourself baby.''

My dad takes a hoist of the cigarette and blows the smoke in my face. Then he suddenly lifts up my shirt and presses the cigarette against my back. I scream out in pure pain. ''OWWWWW!''

My dad smirks widely and keeps putting the burning cigarette on different spots on my back. I scream out in pain. I'm pretty sure this is the worst thing I've ever felt!

He finally stops and then blows the last hoist of smoke in my face, I cough, my eyes full of tears of the pain. He pushes me against the wall really hard one last time, causing my head to bang against it, making the headache I already had even worse.

I breath heavily and my dad just smirks widely at me before spitting in my face again. ''You disgust me. You're a complete failure. There's no one who loves you!''

My dad grabs a knife and holds it against my throat, I breath heavier as ever before, looking at my dad in pure fear.

''You made a wrong choice coming back here you little bitch!.''

He puts more pressure on the knife, causing it to slice into my neck slightly, I scream in pain.

He takes the knife away from my throat and then suddenly stabs me in my stomach. I scream louder as ever before, in the worst pain I've ever felt! My dad smirks widely. I see blood running down my body and my vision becomes black.