I know right another update. I wanted to surprise since I honestly didn't know when I would update next...This chapter has alot going on. Hope you don't mind. OMG but guess what. Were finally there. THE MPREG I know WOOT! Thank you for sticking by for so long. Let's hope I update sooner...Well once again tell me if you like it, hate it...or something else...
(Plus I felt like I owed you guys a chapter)
Warning There is sexual content in this chapter...So if you don't like ummm I don't know what to say...look out? lol...
He left.
Just like that, never did he once look back at me. It hurt to see him walk away, you would think that I would be used to this kind of treatment and yet look at me. I´m still crying.
I honestly don't understand what I did wrong?
Sometimes I've asked myself if these feeling for you were normal. Where they normal? Would a best-friend really linger in your bed crying.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
I don´t know why I was apologizing but in these types of situations that is all I knew to do. I was crying
I was hiccuping
I couldn´t breath.
A part of me wanted something that you weren't offering...such unstable feelings
It wasn't even admiration. I think I knew that. Because when compared to what I had felt for my brother. Stories about his legacy gave birth to this pride I had for him….but I didn't feel that with you.
I think you've tricked my heart into believing….in what? I do not know.
But I want it.
I want it so badly it hurts. And as I lay here tangled in your scent I couldn't help but feel that my feelings for you weren't normal…No they were never normal. Was it my starvation for love that lead me to this conclusion? Was I looking for something in you that I couldn´t find somewhere else.
And yet...
When I'm with you my heart won't listen to me, and it hurts to think about you. Stop it I wanted to yell. But my body won't listen…why won't you explain Trunks. Please tell me, you can do anything to me, but please
….just
Don't walk away from me.
Day 4
"hmmm" were the moans you tried to stifle
"If you're scared, you can climb on top of me" I whispered into your ear…but you said nothing. Honestly I wanted something else. And when my fingers traveled down your body. You got the hint.
"They say it feels really good when you use fingers"
And as I lay their fully clothes, I couldn't help but notice the tent that was forming…shit…it begged for release and the little whore climbing on-top of me wasn't helping the situation. Never, and I repeat never had I ever been this hard. Never had my mind been this scrambled… and the constriction of my pants weren't helping my situation.
And once you were on-top of me, I admired your body. The curves. Your parted red lips, swollen from my forceful kiss. Cute. Were my only words. I reached for your chin and once again I kissed you, teasing your erection. I think I grew a fetish…your moaning in my mouth
"UHN…." were your moans. However it wasn't the kiss, no. I just couldn't contain myself and I inserted two fingers in search of that spot. Fuck, I think I almost came. The way your ass closed around my fingers didn't leave much to the imagination and each time my long fingers penetrated you, your body shivered like a whore, and the way you screamed, oh dear kami, lets just say the bed would be the last place you would be fucked…but patience was virtue, but I want you to know that several times now you almost took me over the edge.
"What does it feel like?"
"I…I don't…know" you jerked, and slowly and timidly you started rocking your hips
"But when I grind here, your reaction is different." and as soon as I did that, your head instantly found it's place near the crock of my neck, and your breathing on my neck sent more blood to my pulsating dick, I couldn't take it anymore. But I would hold back because I wanted to tease you
"Here, let me go in deeper" I whispered, a tone I've never heard myself speak in
Your response….a whimper
"Trunks, I feel weird, your fingers…their to big…HNM"
This is what I've been looking for, someone who was able to drive me over the edge. Someone who's made my brain stop thinking, a person who made my erection so unbearable it hurt. This is what sex feels like.
"Goten, come for me"
Suddenly I awoke…..
"What the hell,"The young prince muttered to himself quickly untangling himself from his bedsheets. Once the sheets hit the floor Trunks looked to the center of his bed, in where a certain demi-saiyan was sleeping, curled up in a fetal position. He smiled
Wait a minute…..
"GOTEN!" he yelled
The young saiyan woke up "GOHAN! I don't-" and instantly fell back to sleep
Sigh
The young Prince didn't want to think about this anymore. This whole situation just unlocked emotions he had decided to lock away many years ago. Many that he wasn´t ready to unlock just yet.
How did his father handle them?
I mean as a saiyan emotions ran more passionately, their jealousy ran more deeply and when they loved, they loved so fiercely it hurt.
And yet his eyes betrayed him as they traced Goten small form
Tsk
"Don't ask me to show you another side of me because I will drown this…this feeling that has accumulated in my heart. I will destroy it before it progresses because these feelings are not normal." he whispers
Buzz buzz
Text Message: "Hey Trunks it's Marron, Pan told me to come over. Could you open your door?"
1 minute later:
Text message: "Never mind. Someone opened the door"
Trunks quickly changed.
"Trunks?" Marron called
Maroon opened the door to Trunk's room and once inside she didn't expect to see such a scene …..Trunk without a shirt holding a very flat chested girl to his body.
"This must be the girl Pan was talking about" she thought
Suddenly through the baby monitor, Goten heard Bra's cries. Instantly he opened his eyes,
"Turnks! Move" he stated but since Trunks was frozen to the spot. Nothing was being achieved, Trunks wouldn't move and Goten couldn't attend to a crying Bra.
Goten was tiered of waiting for the lavender hair youth to move so he mustered some strength and tossed him to one side and ran out the room…..
Both (Marron and Trunks) stood their calculating.
On one hand: Marron was thinking about this "Girl."
Pan was right their too close for comfort. Everyone knew that Trunks was single a genius and the heir to Capsule Corp. But they never had thought that such a girl, low class, could be winning…. out all of them. Something had to be done.
On the other hand: Trunks at that instant remembered the most meaningful advice his father had ever given him 'Always be weary of a girls wrath' …..FUCK
"Trunks, you have a fitting in about an hour. Shouldn't you leave now?" she sneered
Trunks was quickly snapped out if his trance….was that today? The Charity event his mother was hosting, one she was originally going to attend, but since she left, it was his job to go in her steed
"Right, tell Goten I'll be back" and ran out the mansion
Marron smirked and walked towards the room where the sounds of a child were imitating from. However the child had kept crying, and her wails could be heard from outside the room infiltrating the halls. Once their she realized why... the 'girl' she was angry at was lying on the floor, sweating, holding her stomach tightly and for what seemed like a second….her(Goten) hair had turned yellow.
"Are you okay?" she asked almost concerned
"Yeah, it'll pass in a second….nice to meet you. Sorry I'm in this situation. But my name is Goten" he introduced in a pant
"Yeah…my name is Marron. And I'm here because I believe your attending the charity event tonight, correct" Not wanting to stay more than necessary she tossed him a bag with clothes and a ticket
"Make sure you wear that. It cost a-lot of money. I have to leave" she scolded.
Goten looked at the bag and inside he saw many pretty things, but that wasn't the objective that they(the girls) were playing at. No, they weren't trying to be nice on the contrary they were trying to ruin him and the bag contained all of the objects necessary to accomplish such a feat, a task that would destroy whatever it was that he(Goten) and Trunks had. And so they bought the ugliest clothes they could find.
A humiliation everyone would remember
Goten picked up the bag while trying to soothe the Baby, she had been very fuzzy lately and he had no idea why. Maybe something bad was going to happen? I mean recently she had been crying more often and hardly did she sleep.
And it had started the moment he had gained a bit of his power minute almost at the same moment as those horrible pains at the pit of his stomach…..
"Oh Goten, here let me help you" Mrs. Brief's said(Bluma's MOM) . But instead of taking the baby she took the bag
Goten just smiled
"Look Bra, I'm fine….It's okay….." he cooed and once she had simmered down he looked for Mrs. Brief's.
"Ummm, Grandma where's the bag you took from me? He questioned
"Oh, I left it up with the other bags, in Bulma's room. Just look for your's" she kindly told him
"Thank you. Oh, and is it okay if I take Bra to the charity event tonight?" he asked
She smiled at him, "Of-course, that's a great idea. Just be careful, okay…"
Goten quickly ran into the room, and picked out an elegant dress with a bow for the baby. And for him, well he was surrounded with bags…..what were the chances of all bags being the same color. Tell me? And out of irritation he chose the closest one to the door….
Goten opened the bag, only to find a very beautiful red dress, heels and a wig.
Did I by chance grab the wrong bag? He thought
After 5 hours of getting everything ready, and asking Grandma Brief's for her help. Goten was out the door…..but a few words rang in his mind
"Goten, why are you dressed like this….I mean you look beautiful, but you do realize what you're wearing right?" Mrs. Brief's spoke
Goten tilted his head
"But, Trunk's friends went out of their way to buy them for me, I couldn't say no. Plus I've never worn such nice clothes…." he smiled, but before he left he gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and left.
"That child. Sure is an interesting kid. But those clothes really do fit him perfectly…" she sighed
And once outside Goten called upon the
"FLYING NIMBUS"
Flying hadn't taken more than 20 minutes. The place wasn't close but flying sure did change everything….plus Bra had enjoyed the flight so much. He giggles and laugh's made his heart flutter with happiness. Lately he had been worried about the young saiyan because everytime she cried her little eyes out it broke his heart….but she was laughing now and that was all that mattered….
Goten stopped a block away from the event…..
"Goten remember normal people don't know about us. So don't fly around them"
Meaning he had to walk….but his feet hurt….(pout)
"Why don't you try walking in these…Gohan" he reprimanded to no one in particular
But once the dazling light's and the beautiful people came into view. He instantly stopped fighting his imaginary brother 'Gohan'
He had lived in the woods for so long, that coming to the city had left him speechless. Never in his life had he imagine something so intriguing, he felt like Alice going through the looking glass….no it was better, because it was he who was experiencing this, not her(Alice).
All at once everything was different, but all he kept thinking about was….
"I'm here at last ...I think I understand, father. Why it was that you defended this planet so much. It truly is beautiful" he thought
"Excuse me, where's your ticket" spoke the security, interrupting his thought's
Goten reached into his pocket and pulled the small piece of paper out
"ummm…here" he timidly spoke
"Right this way…" The man in the Tenor voice spoke
Once inside he felt almost as if he had been teleported into a magical place. Bra of-course giggled and he himself couldn't move, this place was amazing, the light's, the people. The shininess…. Everything felt like MAGIC.
And while in his stupor Goten hadn't realized the looks people had given him, some not hiding the fact that they were looking….but Goten was only looking for one person.
Sure he had decided to wear a beautiful long fitting dress that outlined his curves, and his hips swayed as he walked but Grandma had called him beautiful...but like before he didn´t care about all of that, because he was looking for one person,
….Trunks
That thought made his heart flutter he was glad that the music had been playing so loud because his heart thumped so loudly against his chest. His cheeks warmed to a certain degree, and his stomach felt as if it had dropped.
"Bra this place is beautiful"
…On the other side Marron talked to Pan
"Don't worry Pan, this battle is only between us. Anyone who get's in our way. Will be crushed. Trunks will marry one of us" Spoke Marron
"Yeah. And you gave her the ugliest clothes right?"
"Hahah, when she arrives today, she will be…no more"
"Bra that tickles" he giggled
"(Baby talk)"
"Fine….fine you win. Just please stop tickling me…." and gently he grabbed her hands.
"you can walk now…I have you" he cooed. And she did, ready to explore this shiny new world
"That's a cute baby" someone spoke
Goten looked up and stopped…..
"17?" he questioned
The said man looked quite shocked…"Have I met you before?" he questioned
Goten quickly picked up Bra and hugged the man. It had been over 5+ years and maybe this man wouldn't recognize him anymore, but there was so many things he had wanted to say…but for some reason all of those words had disappeared. Do you want to know how it had felt? It was as if that call you had been waiting for all of your life had been answered. It honestly felt like that.
"17" he whimpered
17 looked down at the pretty young lady who was currently hugging him, calling his name in such a tender voice. He hugged the girl back, he couldn't place it, but he knew he had met 'her' before because something inside his heart had told him that this person was special
"17, I….I wanted to thank you for so long. But one day you left…..and finally I see you again, So thank you…thank you… for everything you had done for me" he almost cried
17 looked down and looked at those dark eyes….those eyes, he had seen them before. Eyes that didn't allow anyone in….
"Gote-" he was about to say. But someone had snatched the boy from him
"Goten?" Trunks growled
But Goten didn't care, because the way his body was pressed up against Trunks felt right. The smell that the older saiyan was producing was unlocking something inside him…driving him over the edge
17 however didn't know that they(Trunks and Goten) had known each other and proceeded to grab Goten back,
Both boys looked at each other, neither speaking since it wasn't necessary. Goten on the other hand was caught in the middle of the fight.
Suddenly he had heard it, the yells of a man. And everything around him ceased to exist because the only thing he cared about was the silent cries of the woman.
Her eyes were like his used to be…..
"Your worthless. The only reason I married you was because your father is a very important man" he sneered. She didn't flinch didn't move didn't say anything
"Say something you stupid dumb bitch"
SMACK
At this point people looked at the commotion, even Trunks and 17 stopped fighting and both turned…but what they saw wasn't something they were used to…
A pregnant silence had filled that halls of the charity at this point
Goten grabbed Bra's head protecting her against the impact. His cheek stung, from the powerful force of the other mans. Goten´s body didn´t even flinched. His head had moved to the left following the strike of the older man...this pain didn't compare to what he had been through with his mother
"Whhaaaaa" the baby cried and quickly people ran to his side.
Marron and Pan looked from the sidelines.
"Chibi/Go-chan, are you okay?" Both said in unison, electricity shooting from both there eyes
Time had stopped for Goten however, but someone had given him a warm embrace, and tears fell down his cheek, but when he touched his face he realized that they weren't his
….they were hers….
"I'm sorry" she whispered
The woman he had saved.
"It's okay" The raven had whispered
"Go-Chan you haven't changed one bit" 17 had cheered
17 had hugged his small frame but Goten just kept his eyes locked with his best-friend
Trunks he to yell. Goten didn´t say anything.
"Hey Trunks did you hear the rumor, I heard that Goten wanted to dress up for 17" Spoke Pan
Trunks didn't say anything and instead continued to walk…..he didn't know where it was that he was going but he would know once he was there.
Suddenly the horrible taste of alcohol pierced his throat
" Look how happy 'she' is around him, the way his hands circle around 'her' waist…..You know Marron wanted to change Goten's mind, but apparently she (Goten) wanted this night to be special. That's why their leaving together." whispered Pan
…..Trunks just continued to drink
"17 thank you so much for the ride. I really appreciate it"
17 just kindly smiled.
"Nah it's okay, Borra wouldn't even notice me anyways. She's to busy trying to get the Prince's attention"
Goten placed Bra in his arms,
"You like Borra?" he somewhat yelled
17 just hugged him,
"Goodnight Go-chan. And no she´s my Cousin"
Goten pouted.
"Fine, but we need to catch up. Okay?"
17 just looked at him and smiled driving off into the distance
"Come on Bra. Time for bedtime"
"Today had been a wonderful day don't you think Bra. I get to finally see the world that Trunks loves, and guess what...that woman even gave me her number. Maybe I can help her in someway.." he whispered, since Bra had fallen asleep
However I didn't get to spend anytime with Trunks. When I found myself leaving, I looked over to where Trunks was…only to find him whispering into the ear of some girl. And honestly my heart hurt almost as if it were shattered…. " he thought to himself
I walked into my room, I didn´t want to deal with Trunks today. Well it´s not even his fault it all stems from that girl I saw him with before I decided to leave. It hurt to see them together but a voice said that women were better. I laid in the middle of my bed surrounded by all of my bed sheets. I couldn´t fall asleep when suddenly I looked to my window,
"Trunks what's wrong….come in" I panicked
Gently I laid him in my bed, his hands were around my waist and his head at the crook of my neck. Smelling him turned something within me on, and it seemed to stir something within him as-well since his hands tightened around my waist and suddenly his blue eyes met mine.
I squirmed under his touch because it seemed so sensual, I didn´t know what to do. But whenever he touched me this gently, I wanted to believe that I was special to him. But I knew that I was the one lying to my own heart.
And it hurt so much. Why couldn't we just be friends Trunks? Why was I expecting something from you? I started crying because this wasn´t special.
I wasn't special. I wasn't, and yet I tricked myself once again into believing
His lips touched mine, and this time it had felt different from the other passion burned at my skin, and it touched my heart.
I think I had figure it out. I think I figures out why I had acted this way around you. Yes, it was the reason my heart burned so much because it was something I had never had before, this gentleness was driving me mad.
Why was I here again, Love had never done anything for me and it wasn´t about to change. Was it okay for me to be selfish?
Was it okay to close my eyes and not see the love you don´t have for me?
I was so stupid, I hated myself so much that I started crying because I knew nothing good was going to come from this, yes I knew this feeling...the one that kept slipping from my fingers
Trunks?
"I love you"
I love you
I love you….
What you don´t understand is I catch a grenade for you. Throw my hand in front of a blade for you. I´d jump in front of a train for you. I would go through all this pain. Take a bullet straight to my brain. Yes I would die for you.
But I know you won´t do the same.
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(edited 6-1-2012)