CHAPTER EIGHT

NOTE: I am glade to say, for the first time in anything, I CAN actually claim everything for myself. I want to finish this book and send it to an editor once a 'better' copy is finished, and would love to have it actually published. I see I have already gathered a following and you all are my inspiration to keep going. So keep reviewing! And yes, Chapter eight! OH MY! Now, it starts out with out fallen angel. It is how she sees him when he is sleeping :O… like he did with her… But she gets a rather… Different view than he did.

Questions—Empty at the moment

Feeling something heavy on my chest when I was coming back to reality felt strange, no panic, non at all, I knew something was indeed causing breathing to be slightly more laboured, but it felt… Good. Even before my eyes opened I had the feeling of safety and security. And sure enough when I did open my eyes I saw Nile… But he was sleeping. And how human he looked at the moment. So beautiful still. But it was as if his godly air of him as asleep as well.

No, I did not feel like I was unsafe, but it made me feel so much better, to see something finally look normal about him. How I wanted to touch his handsome face, pale and yet so beautiful, his hand was noticeably entwined with my own and my heart about leapt out of my skin. My arm… The fracture… AND the break… They were better…

All better. The break in skin, it was gone. The pain, gone. Comfort and an erratic heartbeat thanks to this beautiful man sleeping with his head on my stomach. A smile came over my lips, but the feeling of my brow furrowing became evident. Whatever relaxed state I had been in was leaving. I knew what doom awaited me at home. But looking over Nile had brought me some sort of security, false or not I wasn't sure, but I knew I was harbouring feelings for him.

Wow, it felt so strange and weird, the fluttering of my heart, it wasn't the oddity how he caused my heart to skip and dance about randomly, but how I felt, something that gripped me so strong it couldn't be normal. Now, it was either I had a sever case of 'lust' or I think, perhaps I might really like this guy. I mean, REALLY REALLY like this guy. To be rather blunt with myself, I think I loved him.

No! What a fool I was. I mean, come on, I barely knew him…

But He HAD saved my life of course… And he was so fucking beautiful as well.

It had to just be lust, my mind was simply trying to play a silly fools joke on me. Sighing as I looked over the side of my hospital bed, hand not letting go of Nile just yet, savouring the contact with such bizarrely silken hands. His cheek pressed to my belly, and under the thin blanket I finally seemed to notice I was no doubt nude as a newborn babe.

Even if he was dead asleep I had a blush growing thickly on my cheeks, I could feel the fire, and that simply reminded my of the fire that had been in my body… Strangest thing, but so easy to explain. How had I gotten back over here… The door had been locked; I had been covering my wrist… I felt no pain so I either had painkillers out the ears, or I truly was actually healed. And that got me to how long I had ended up asleep, I wasn't stiff, so it couldn't be to long… But then again a few days couldn't even do these wonders for me, and boy was I ever sure!

And I was naked as a jaybird right now… Why I did not know, but then for some reason, looking at Nile, having a rash thought that he had something to do with it, not that I minded.

Grinning sheepishly to myself at the desire that rose in me, feeling the attraction between us was violent and strong, my god! I was trying to remember something that happened after… Then I thought it was something… No. It couldn't be. I heard the voice of Nile, as if a million miles away, telling my that I had his love.

I wrote it off as fiction. I knew that couldn't be possible. I mean, come on, Nile the god-man-boy or what ever the excellent abed being he was, could never be content with a simpleton like me.

Even if he looked so human in this very moment it caused my heart to jump, I had never thought threw my own eyes to see Nile as anything but a god. Smiling still slightly as he shifted so slightly… How stiff he must feel right now.. And how long had he been asleep on me… I let my free hand, one that at least HAD been broken at one point in my hospital stay here, and gently touched that well sculpted face.

It was like being hypnotized, looking at him. His handsome cheekbones rounded but refined, his lips with little curve, but so desirable… oh, how it would be to kiss him, wow. She was burning with lust… Because she wouldn't accept the answer that she loved him. It wasn't possible. It would make things… Strange, weird and well… Odd. Because I don't think I have ever felt love for anyone by my mother who was now gone… But of course this was different, he wasn't the type of person you give a love you give your ma. I think I could love him. Yes, that had to be it.

That's what was drawing me in, and pushing me away at the same time. I gently pulled a finger over his cheek as he slept, he nearly gave me a heart attack when his face moved, as if trying to nuzzle the hand, although I had taken my hand away in fear he would wake up, instead he nuzzled my… Well, breast.

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD…

He touched my boob

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD…

I felt a burning race recklessly threw my body, but this time it wasn't for the pain, but frankly pure true burning lust. Feeling uneasy, for that alone was not something I was familiar with. My eyes started to wander down and noticing now how his nose had remained just as close, my heart felt like it stopped dead, and at the same time started racing. Strange and appealing as it was scary. My god, How every touch he gave me, asleep or awake, awakened my lust… Cause of course, that was what it was, at least this was…

Okay, so I had to try moving his head… off my breast, without trying to molest the sleeping prince. Moving slightly before hesitating, instead of moving him away, gently tracing his face, and the memory of a slight touch blazing around her face erotically…

Well, perhaps it was worriedly, but the memory actually had caused my freaking nipples to harden… Dear lord, I REALLY never felt that before. Scared and unfamiliar with what was happening, I forced myself to sit up, and his head simply slid down… And down…

Okay, now it was nice to see him sleep, but I was going crazy, wanting to kiss him and explore that handsome body…

Stop it!

I scolded myself in my head, then the eyes opened, looking at my belly, of course since it was in his face, as his beautiful head rested now on my lap, and he was nearly falling out of the chair, then they slowly creped up to my face. Of course not going fast, but slowly taking in it all… Shocked expression, then to my face, no real expression.

"Ah… You… Just might want to cover up… a little… now… Please"

For the first time he seemed embarrassed, or out of things to say, just looking at him dumbly. What ever he meant by that I didn't know, because really again that godliness was back and hit me. My god, I just got dazzled.

"You know, move…. The thing…up… and over… Quickly"

Still clueless I looked at him, desire still stirring so erratically in my belly. Wholly hell I was ready to jump on him…

Okay, what happened to me in that bathroom, seriously, this was not like me at all, I was the chick that laughed at those horny boys and girls… And here she was.

His eyes traveled down a moment, and quick but reluctantly had returned to my face…

He must be able to see my 'excitement' threw the clothing.

That was when he sat up, and his hands lifted the blanket to my shoulders. That's when I remembered that I had nothing ON under it. Dear lord, how was I going to live threw THIS!

"Ah, thank you"

And THAT… That was all I could say. I knew not only did he see overly perky breasts.. HE SAW THEM… Like, in his face… Half naked body…

Oh my.

"So, ah, how are you feeling"

I grinned.

"great…"

I had to have had the brightest red face he had ever scene, and truly I did want to shrink and blink out of existence. Seriously, I had just been exposed to this handsome, beautiful, sexy guy I barely knew, and was rather feeling, embarrassed to say the least.

At least it was easy to say that was a normal feeling. I mean, embarrassed should be the feeling you get after your bare chest was in another persons face basically… I think Okay, now, this was simply the worst… Yet best moment of my life. He had been interested… Even if it could only be lust, he had looked, oh… He was so dreamy…

Now I felt like a fool. Thank god people couldn't mind read, because to be frank, I would simply have to take a gun to my head and pull the trigger, because anyone seeing me like this was bad enough, hearing what I was thinking would be an abomination. Dear lord, I was happy I just gave a guy a nice 'perky' wakeup call.

Obviously what ever happened had caused me to completely lose my mind, did my brain get removed? Or what?

"That's good, you have been sleeping for hours. I happened to fall asleep as well"

I nodded lightly, still pink as you could think most likely. But I still didn't get how long exactly I had slept.

"So, how many days… Er weeks, have I been out?" I asked lightly.

"Well, it was seven hours about the time I drifted off… So at most a day I think. Can't be sure, highly doubt to long since if I had been out to long I think it would cause a commotion"

Catching eyes with him made my heart stop again, his hands rest on my shoulders, holding on the sheer white sheet, his eyes had been rather content as it seemed now, on my own, more than I could have said for all other guys… Well, he had looked, but come on. He was a guy, but he didn't look more than being unexpectedly flashed had been expectable.

"Strange. I feel fine now…" I flexed my arm, rather enjoying him holding the sheet up, his soft hands had lightly draped over my shoulders, "and no dropping that sheet 'by accident' Mister. I wont fall for it" I said in a flirty voice, tossing a joke at him. At first I thought I needed to be slapped. But well, who wouldn't feel strange and giddy around him! I sure did.

"I hardly think I would need to do that" he said flashing me a smile after hesitating, being taken off guard by the brooding girl he must have known, and a flirty side coming out. I would have, that was for sure. He had a musical chuckle flowing from his vocals.

That was most likely the closest anyone has gotten my to yelling 'take me now', and I am a very controlled young woman. I got beat rather than to indulge myself in adultery sports. It was my turn to let my eyes wander, my heart thundering faster, to the point I thought I would faint when his hand gently brushed my face, moving bangs from my eyes.

"I am sure you had a nice view. And why, might I ask, am I naked?"

He flashed a smile at me that would make anyone swoon, oh, I was too far-gone now. It was not embarrassment that burned in me, again desire. Christ, what was wrong with me.

"Your doc thought you didn't want it, and would get oh so grumpy if he got you another one, seems you locked yourself in the bathroom and shoved your hospital cloths down the toilet. At least you tried to. And fell asleep just BESIDE your bed, on the floor. Not so comfortable I'm sure. But must have been some merical cream on the ground, cause you got better in record time. As we spoke it was as if a magnet drew us in, as if my desire had stirred him some way, don't know if he noticed.

"I guess there was"

I flashed him my most winning grin.