Chapter 10
After what Rahel had told me, I started to think. What if she was right? What if Lucas did still love me? I had to go talk to her. I need to know more information. She's the only one that can get it for me. He wont tell Peyton since she's my best friend. He cant tell Haley because she a nice person and she'll just tell me. But he will tell my worst enemy. So I went to Rachel's house.
"Rachel? Are you home? Where is that bitch?" I said walking through Rachel house
"Slut." said Rachel
"Bitch"
"Whore. Well, I know I'm not in Heaven cause they wouldn't have let Brooke Davis's kinky ass through the gates." said Rachel
"And your ass wouldn't fit. Can I ask you a favor?"
"You come into my house, uninvited. You call me a bitch while interrupting my sleep and now you gain manners?" asked Rachel
"Please?"
"Brooke Davis said please? I better listen to this." said Rachel
"I need your help with Lucas."
"What kind of help?" asked Rachel
"I need you to help me win him back."
"Ok? How an I suppose to do that?" asked Rachel
"I dont know. The same way you got him to confess he loves me."
"Fine, but what's in it for me?" asked Rachel
"Whatever you want just please?"
"Fine." said Rachel
"Thanks. I cant believe that all of this was caused just because of sex."
"Sex changes everything." said Rachel
"It sure does."
"Oh and I thought you should know that I might have kissed Lucas." said Rachel
"You did what?!"
"But hey, let's ust fofget about it and I do you that favor." said Rachel
After that, I decided to go to Peyton's while Rachel goes to talk to Lucas.
"Hey gurly." said Peyton
"Hey."
"What ahve you been up to?" asked Peyton
"Nothing. Talking to Rachel." Peyton was drinking water when I came over and after I said that, all the water came out of her mouth and onto the floor
"What?" asked Peyton
"I went over over her house to ask her talk to Lucas for me."
"So technically you're using her." said Peyton
"Technically. I need this, Peyton."
"Ok." said Peyton
I went home for the first time since Victoria told me about Rachel. It's time I face her. I shouldnt be hard to face someome who was never there for you.
"Hey. I thought Id never see you again." said Victoria
"Like you would care."
"Maybe I would." said Victoria
"Whatever. So... where does all this leave me?"
"What do you mean?" asked Victoria
"Rachel is your daughter. You bought her a tennis bracelet and got her accepted to an academy. You've done everything for her and nothing for me but you claim that you've changed."
"Brooke. I know Rachel is my daughter but so are you and I do what to be a mother to you. But... you dont need things. Rachel does. She's insecure and she has to have things but you dont because you're strong and that's something that you got from me." said Victoria
"You're just saying that to get out of this conversation."
"Yeah. And because its true." said Victoria
"Whatever. Im going to go talk to Lucas."
"Scott?" asked Victoria
"Yeah. How do you know Lucas?"
"I dont. He left a message here for you yesterday." said Victoria
"He did?! And you didnt tell me?!" then I rush to the phone but he didnt answer, "What did he say?"
"I dont know. To meet him somewhere." said Victoria
"And you didnt tell me?" I say as I run to get my jacket out of my room
"I forgot." said Victoria
"Yeah right." then I leave
"Hey. Luke!" I yelled noticing him checking his mail
"What do you want Brooke?" asked Lucas
"You called me."
"Yeah. Yesterday." said Lucas
"Yeah, I know. I was at Peyton so I didnt know and my bitchy 'mom' just told me and I was pissed and I thought well maybe if I just show up then..." I say but Lucas cuts me off
"Then what? Then I'll welcome you with open arms?" asked Lucas
"Maybe."
"Well you're wrong." said Lucas
"Wait. Im sorry it wasnt my fault."
"Nothing ever is." said Lucas
"Im sorry. Can I atleast know why you called to meet with me?"
"I was gonna ask you to go to the school dance with me. But... when you didnt show up... I decided to ask Rachel. Me and Rachel are going to the dance together." said Lucas
"What? Ok. Luke I didnt know. Ok? You know how much of a bitch my mom is. I told you. If I wouldve known I wouldve came 2 seconds after you left that message. God Luke. And take Rachel? Why her Luke? Why my worst enemy?"
"She cares Brooke." said Lucas
"Cares? She doesnt care about you. I care about you. She's a slut. Do you really have to keep pushing me away?"
"Oh great! Says the girl who lied to me. You are pushing me away, Brooke. And you dont even care, do you?" asked Lucas
"I'm not pushing you away Lucas, I am holding on for dear life, but I need you to need me back. Why wouldn't you tell me about the kiss, and why won't you ever just let me all the way in?" and now I was crying
"I didnt tell you about the kiss because it didnt matter to me. What mattered to me was you... Brooke." said Lucas
"Mattered?"
"Yeah, as in doesnt matter anymore. Bye Brooke." said Lucas
"Lucas please. Dont do this Lucas. Please." then Lucas goes into his house and closes the door. Leaving me there. Crying helplessly.