Yes I know this chapter took foever. I am so sorry about that. But I am not sure whre I am going woth this story anymore so it will be updated slower than my other stories. But I will finish I promise, just bear with me.
So anyway here it is!
Your Not Sorry
Chapter 10- Disney Land
Thats what girls do. They keep you guessing
I picked up my phone mid ring, groaning. "Hello." My voice was raspy from sleep.
"Oh my god Bella you are so lazy." Alice laughed, sounding like chiming bells.
I looked over at my clock to see it was 7 in the morning. "Alice! It's 7" I said angrily rolling over putting a pillow over my head to block the light. It was my day off for goodness sakes.
She giggled. "So."
I groaned again.
"Okay anywayyy." She said drawing out the word. "Guess what next week is!!" She squealed with so much excitment.
"Alice I warn you I am in no mood for that level of excitment."I said seriously.
She laughed. "Don't be grumpy Bell."
"Alice." I asked.
"Yeah Bell."
"Next week." I reminded her.
"Oh! yeah. It's our annual vacation!" She pratically yelled in my ear.
Ever since we were ten we have went on a family vacation every year. which just happened to be next week. I totally spaced on it.
"Oh yeah." I said still sleepy.
"Yep. And guess where were going!!" She once again squealed. I could pratically see her bouncing in my head.
"Alice just tell me." I sighed.
"DisneyLand!!" I had to hold the phone away from my ear, for fear of hearing failure.
"Alice you realize were all 23." I said rolling over to try and get comfortable to try and salvage some of my sleep.
"Bella we haven't been there since we were 10." I could pratically hear her pout.
"Yeah because after 10 we were to old." I said slowly.
"Isabella Marie Cullen! You will be on that plane next weekend or so help me-" I cut her off before she started ranting off viloent things she will do to me.
"I'll be there." I grumbled.
She squeaked. "Yay. I love you see you Friday!"
I just mumbled "I love you too bye." Before putting the pillow over my head again.
I guess next week I am going to DisneyLand. Then suddenly a thought occured to me.
Edward.
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"So what exactly is this show about?" Julian asked walking from my kitchen into the living room to sit down.
We got Chinese takeout and are watchiing Grey's Anatomy, my favorite show ever.
"It's not about anything." I scoffed taking the box of chicken Lo Mein he was handing me with his sexy grin.
"So were basically watching a show about nothing." He said skeptically.
I rolled my eyes from my spot on the floor in between my couch and coffee table. "It's about doctors and stuff." I said taking a bite.
He sprawled out on my loveseat and raised his eyebrows skeptically.
"So like what's the point of it all?" He asked staring very intently at the screen. I laughed and patted the spot next to me for him to sit beside me.
"Okay so her." I said pointing to the main girl with my chopstix. "She was dating him, but it turned out he was married to that one doctor with the red hair." He nodded remembering who I was referring to.
"So they broke up and got back together then she died and then the broke up again,but now there married." He stared at me in confusion.
"She died? Then why is she there?" He asked completely out of the loop.
"Well they brought her back to life." He raised his eyebrows. "No no not like that, they revived her." I said in a better way.
He nodded. "Why do you watch this show bella it sounds so complicated." He said staring at the screen with furrowed eyebrows.
I shrugged and layed my head against his shoulder. "I know. It makes my life seem so much less complicated." I said smiling up at him.
He chuckled. "That's actually pretty good logic." He said putting an arm around me and kissing my forehead.
I beamed a smile and turned back to the screen. "See her. She is the other girls best friend. She was engaged to this black guy but he left her at the alter because in real life they fired him."
"Huh." He said sounding truley intrigued. I giggled.
"Ooh and him. . ."
--
"So your leaving tomorrow?" Julian asked for the tenth time as he sat on my bed and watched me pack.
"Yes Julian." I said laughing.
He nodded sadly. He was quiet for a few moment while I searched through my closet.
"Is Edward going?" He asked suddenly as if the thought just occured to him.
I looked at him sheepishly. "Yeah." I winced afraid of his reaction.
Earlyer this week he got the truth out of me and he now basically knows the entire story. And hates Edward's guts.
"Why?" He pratically whined.
I stood up and walked in between his legs that were dangling from my bed. I grabbed his face in between my hands.
"He is my best friend." I said slowly. "Yes he made some mistakes but deep down, he will always be my best friend."
"You mean deep down you will always be in love with him." I rolled my eyes.
I stepped back and ran my hands through my hair, a habit I picked up from Edward, and groaned.
"I can't keep having this same fight over and over." I said exhasperated.
he huffed and crossed his arms over his chest. "Julian this is never going to work if you can't trust me. Edward has been apart of my life since I was 10. That isn't going to change. yes I loved him but that is just way to complicated." I explained truthfully to him.
"Okay Bella I get that but you haven't once ever told me you don't love him anymore." He challenged.
I titled my head and sighed.
"Do you still love him?" He asked again.
"Julian. . . it's complicated-" I started out.
"Yeah got it Bella." He said angrily standing up walking briskly towards my door.
"Julian don't, " I tried to grab his arm.
"I just don't know if I want to get involved in something so complicated." He said runing his hand over his face.
"It's not anymore. I told him I was finished, because I'm done with the complicated."
He closed his eyes tightly and put his hand on his forehead. "Go to california. We'll talk when you get back." He finally concluded.
I nodded sadly. He stepped forward and kissed my forehead before quickly walking out of my apartment.
Not exactly how I pictured our goodbye, but I guess I will always have the dark cloud of Edward Cullen hanging over me.
I grunted out of frustration before going back to my room to finish packing.
--
"Get up sleepy head!" Alice's shrill like voice sqealed. I opened my eyes to see her on top of my bed with her hands on her little hips. She already was in shorts and a tanktop with sunglasses on top of her spikey head.
I groaned and reached for the pillow beside me to hit her with it. I heard Rose's chuckle from the doorway.
I turned my head and opened my eyes to see Rosalie casually leaning against my door.
"What time is it?" I asked wiping the sleep from my eyes.
"Time for you to get your ass out of bed." Alice huffed kicking my side to get me up.
"9." Rose answered me finally.
"Alice are plane doesn't leave until 5." I groaned.
"Yes I know Bella but by time everyone gets ready and we load up the car it will be 11, then we can get lunch make the 2 hour drive up there, then go through security and baggage, and-" I stopped her with my hand.
"Alright Ali got it." I grumbled getting out of bed and into the bathroom. "Hurry up were meeting the boys and Edward's 10:30."
I groaned. "Foe, e, aft, to o.?" I asked with a toothbrush in my mouth.
"Yes Bella he has to go." Alice said exhasperated.
Rosalie shook her head in shock. "How did you know what she said?"
Alice shrugged. "cause we are here." I said playfully pointing to mine and Alice's head.
She giggled and we high fived before I closed my door to take my shower.
--
"Alright that's the last one." Emmet announced closing the back door to his jeep.
"So is there any room for us?" I asked with how much luggage alice, and Rose were takeing.
Jasper scoffed. "Barely." Which earned a glare from Alice.
He smiled apologetically and kissed her head, which wiped the glare right of her face.
"Alright, alright let's get going it's already 11." Edward announced.
"Where should we eat lunch?" Rose asked.
We all shrugged. "Somewhere good." Emmet said.
We all rolled our eyes. "No em were going somewhere bad." I said sarcastically.
"Well who peeied in your weedies." Emmet joked.
"We woke her up." Rose announced.
"Ah." they boys said together nodding.
I rolled my eyes. "Okay common let's go. Will stop when I scream." I said getting in to the back seat of the jeep.
Rose laughed and patted my back comfortingly, before climbing in shotgun.
We all piled in, Em and Rose in the front, Ali and Jas in the middle and my and Edward in the back. Of course. Fan-freaking-tastic.
This trip is going to be awesome.
--
We fianlly decided on Denny's after Em kept complaining that I haven't screamed.
Apparently he doesn't get the concept of joking.
"So Esme and Carlisle are really not comming?" I asked sadly. We always come with the whole family every year.
"No I guess my dad has some conference in Chicago." Edward said to everyone more than me.
"What about Charlie?" Jasper asked.
"He has work." I explained.
"So I guess it's just us kids." Emmet said clapping his hands together excitedly.
"May I ask Alice. why Disneyland?" I asked skeptically taking a drink of my soda.
Rose nodded. "Yeah I was wondering that too."
Alice pouted. "Guys." She whined. "Disneyland is the happiest place on earth."
We all laughed. "Yes Alice but we aren't 7." Edward said slowly.
She huffed. "Fine Whatever. Be ungrateful. all i wanted was to plan a happy vacation for us but if you guys are going to complain-"
We all stopped her.
"Ali we are just kidding. We'll have fun." Edward said kissing his little sisters head.
Me and Rose nodded in agreement. "Yeah Ali. We will laugh at Bella cry on all the scary rides." Rose said excitedly high fiving Alice across the table.
"Hey." I proteseted hitting Rosalie playfully.
Everyone laughed at my expense.
"Oh my god remember her at Beattle Juice." Jasper said laughing.
"Yeah she blew my eardrum out." Edward said poking his ear.
"I was 10!" I defended. "I will be fine now." I announced proudly.
They all laughed and rolled there eyes. They don't believe me. I just pouted and crossed my arms. Great friends I have.
--
"Flight 57 now boarding." The flight attendant announced.
"Finally!" Emmet boomed causing Rose to hit him in the back of the head.
"Ow what?" HE asked rubbing the back of the head.
We all laughed.
"Okay Em and Rose you are 3 a and 3 b, Bella and Edward 2A and 2b and me and Jas 4a and 15 b." She annouced handing us our tickets.
I glared at her for getting mine and Edward's seats together. She smiled apologetically.
We all picked up our carryons and made our way to the gate.
"Sorry it's first class or else I would have got 3 and 3." She explained wrapping her arm around my waist leading me to the gate.
I shrugged. "It's okay Ali." I said truthfully. She beamed a smile and kissed my cheek before skipping of to Jasper.
I laughed at her and followed them all into the plane.
we got in and I was having trouble getting my bag into the over head bin.
"Need help with that." A Velvet voice asked from behind me.
I turned around and nodded sheepishly. Edward got it up easily along with his before closing.
"Uh thanks." I said akwardly.
"You can sit by the window. I know you like it." Edward said gesturing for me to go first.
"Um Are you sure?" I asked feeling touched that he remembered.
"Of course Bells." He said sounding much like he used to talk to me. He must have noticed because he cleared his throat.
I smiled softly and slid in and he followed behind. "Thanks." I said sincerely.
He smiled his signature crooked grin that I haven't seen in so long. I didn't realize how much I missed it.
I quickly looked away before I got to caught up and tried to buckle my seat belt. I could never get it. It always gave me trouble.
I felt Edward's warm hands take it from me and buckle it effortlessly. I looked up embaressed. "Thanks." I said again.
He nodded and chuckled. "Still haven't figured it out I see."
I rolled my eyes and looked out the window making him chuckle. A sound I missed so desperatly. This is going to be a long trip.
--
"Bella. Bella honey. Time to wake up. Were here." Edwards velvet voice pulled me out of sleep.
I looked around disoriented to see Edwards emerald eyes staring back at me. "Were here."
I sat up and looked around to see everyone getting off the plane. "Oh." Was all I said.
He chuckled and stood up offering his hand. I reluctantly took it and stood up. I reached for my bag but Edward stopped me.
"I got it." He patted my bag which was on his shoulder along with his.
"Oh um thank you." I said reaching for it.
"No it's okay." He said turning around to walk down the thin aisle out of the plane.
"Um thanks." I said again.
He laughed. "You say that alot." He mused playfully.
I shrugged. "Well I am thankfull."
He laughed again. "No need to be. Just here to help." He said sincerly.
I smiled tightly and continued to follow him out of the plane.
--
"So we go two rooms. How are we going to split this up?" Jasper asked holding out two room keys.
"Boy room, Girl room!" Alice shouted excitedly with both hands in the air. Me and Rose high fived her while there love's pouted.
We are staying at the Embassy Suiets which is a beautiful hotel. I loved the ambiance of it all.
"fine." JAsper grumbled handing one key to Alice and keeping the other.
"Ooh look at that!" Emmet said pointing excitedly to a sign that read "happy hour from 5:30 to :7:30."
"What time is it?" He asked quickly.
Rose looked at her watch. " 7,"
"See ya." He said walking straight towards the bar. We all laughed and picked our bags to the rooms.
Turns out the are ajoining so that made Jas and Em happier. The rooms were so nice. There was a sitting area with a pull out couch and a bedroom with two queen beds for the boys and we had the same but with a king that we would all share.
"So should we go down with Em?" I asked once we were all settled.
"Yeah I saw a resturant downstairs too. We can grab some dinner before heading to bed since we have a long day tomorrow." Rose said.
We all agreed and made our way downstairs. We seen Emmet sitting on a chair with two pinkish looking drinks in front of him.
"What is that?" I asked taking a sip.
"Mmm Sex on the beach." I approved taking another long sip.
"Hey. Get your own." Emmet said snatching it from me and I just smiled sheepishly.
"Sex on the beach really Emmet? Have you came out to Rose yet?" Edward teased which earned a punch in the arm from his brother.
"Ow." Edward complained.
"You deserved it. "Alice said shrugging, before walking towards the bar grabbing my hand and pulling me along with her.
After we finished out happy hour and about 4 drinks we ate at the resturant right off the bar and made our way back into our rooms.
I was brushing my teeth while Rose brushed her hair into a ponytail and Alice took out her contact lenses.
"So how's being around Edward?" Rose asked.
I said something even Alice couldn't identify so we waited until we were all settled into bed before talking.
I groaned laying back. In the middle unfourtantely. "It's akward and wiered. Sometimes we will like remember something and be totally back to Edward and Bella again. Then we notice and snap back into the akward crap."
They both Hmmed sympathetically.
"By the end of the week I think you guys will be fine." Alice said.
"That's why you planed this trip isn't it." I accused, it suddenly all falling into place.
Rose laughed realizeing that could be true.
"Oh yes Bella. We have had a trip every year for 12 years." Alice brushed off.
I looked at Rose and she shared the same unbelieving look I did. we both know she had other intentions.
"Alright Ali." I said skeptically. I turned on my side and snuggled into Rose playfully making her giggle.
"Get off me." She said laughing.
I laughed too. "No." I said childishly and not moving an inch.
She laughed even harder.
"what are you two doing?" Alice asked sitting up to look.
"Bella why are you cuddling with rose?" She asked blankly.
I shrugged. "Cause I wanna." I sang.
She giggled. "Ooh I have an idea!" She suddenly jumped off the bed and ran to the other side pushing Rose to the middle and I to where she was.
"Ali what?" Rose asked.
"now I can cuddle with Rose too." She announced proudly snuggling herself into Rose's other side.
"Seriously!" Rose said throwing her hands up while me and Alice giggled.
Then we heard a pound on the wall. "Hey get to sleep in there!" Emmet shouted through the wall.
We stayed silent for a moment before bursting out laughing.
"Okay lets get to bed. " I said rolling over and leaving poor Rose alone. Alice did the same.
"Thank you." Rose said exhasperated and we all eventually got comfortable and fell in a silent night of sleep.
--
"Bell get up." Alice said shaking me. I woke up to an unfamiliar place and Alice sitting on the bed beside me.
"Rose is in the shower, go across and use the boys before they wake up." Alice instructed.
Still in my disoriented state I got up and followed directions not questioning, because I was to tired.
It was dark in the Boys' room so I just went silently into the bathroom and took my shower. I took a nice hot shower and got out to wrap a towel around me. Only to realize walking over half asleep I forgot my clothes.
"Crap." I whispered trying to think what to do.
I figured the guys were still asleep so I could run in my towel back to our room. It sounded like a good enough plan.
I peeked my head out and everything was still dark. I did a celebratory smile and rushed across the room.
I was to busy trying to be quiet and make sure no body came out of the bedroom but I totally forgot to check the living room. So while I was looking back I ran right into something.
Instead of falling backwards I was caught by two arms. I looked up into two sparkling green eyes.
"Nice outfit." Edward whispered with a smirk on his face.
I blushed and pulled myself away from him. "Uh I forgot my clothes." I said trying to explain this very awkward situation. "Sorry." I tacked on to the end.
He smirked again. "No that's really all right." He said sugestivly staring down at my very exposed body.
I rolled my eyes and slapped his chest before walking out of there quickly. I could hear his chuckle as the door closed.
What a wonderful start to this I'm sure wonderful day.
--
As we pulled into the Disneyland parking lot Emmet was very, very excited.
"We need some music." He said putting on his Black Eyed Peas CD and balring it throught the speakers.
We all bobbed our head to the begining music, it was catchy, and plus we were all secretly excited for the day.
"I got a feeling." Emmet sang out happily making us all laugh and sing along.
"That tonight's gonna be a good night. That tonight's gonna be a good good night." We all sang out in unison.
"Woohoo!" Emmet sang with the song making us all laugh again.
"Hey guys." Jasper said catching our attention. "Tonight is gonna be a good good night." He said playfully.
We all gave him a disbelieving look at the ridiculous comment he just made. Alice shook her head smiling and gave him a kiss and we all laughed.
"You are so wiered Jas." Rose laughed.
He just shrugged and threw his arm around Alice.
--
"Okay so we will go to Disney today." Alice said as we waited to get our bags checked just right out the parks. We had 3 day hopper passes, so we were heading to Disney today, california adventure tomorrow and then both the next day.
We all just nodded along. It was way to early to be vocal. Why we are here before the park is even open is beyond me.
She handed us all our tickets and we headed to the Disney gate to wait in another line. I guess that's just part of the experience of disneyland.
"So." Alice said pulling out a map of disneyland. "We will go through here, we will go on this first then that, then. . . " I tuned her out after awhile. I will just follow along.
we finally made it to the front and gave them out tickets. Once we got into Disneyland Alice was leading us all over the place to go with her schedule. This should be a fun trip.
She ran into a store while we all went to the restroom before we started riding rides. we all came out to see Alice waiting for us with 6 different mickey mouse ears.
I laughed a little. "Alice what in the world are those."
"Our hats silly. We are going to have the full experience." She said strapping on a Pirates of the Carribean Mickey ears on Jazzy's head.
She then handed us all our's.
"We seriously have to wear these?" Edward asked looking at his Mickey hat with disgust.
"Yes." Alice said with her hands on her hips. He rolled his eyes but complied. He strapped his hat on.
Alice had a pink on, I had a minnie mouse one and Em had one with cheese ears, which he was thrilled with,and Rose had a fuzzy pink one.
We looked like the biggest losers here. But we did it to please Alice.
"Okay guys there's Indiana Jones, we are going on that first." Alice said skipping to stand in the line. It only had a 20 minute wait so we figured now is a good time.
"It's four and four and there is 6 of us." Rose voiced while we waited in the line.
"We can go 3 and 3." Jasper said.
I nodded completely nervous because I hate these kind of rides. "I need to be with one boy." I voiced making them all laugh.
"I'll go with you Buddah." Emmet stepped up which I was grateful for, he is the biggest, which will make me feel the safest.
"I'll go too. And the girls can go with Eddie." Jas said.
I nodded happily. "That sounds good."
They all laughed.
"Really bell you are 23. It's a little kid ride." Alice said laughing at my expense.
"I don't care." I said slowly. Not caring that all the little kids around me were staring at me.
We finally made to the front and we were waiting for our car. I was so nervous especially since emmet jumpedout of a cave in the line and gave me a heart attack.
It arrived and Emmet climbed in first then me and Jas. Edward was in the middle in front of us with each of the girls at his side.
I hooked my arm in Emmet's and cuddled closely into his side, ready to hide my face if necessary.
Jas laughed next to me and patted my back comfortingly.
The ride started and I freaked out at the action of it all and all the things popping out at me. I was latched on Em's arm hiding with my eye's closed. Him and Jas where laughing hysterically at me.
Suddenly the ride stopped so I opened my eyes thinking it was over but we were still on the ride it was just pitch black.
I hid in Emmet again and Alice laughed reaching behind her to squeeze my hand. But all I felt was a hand coming at me in the pitch dark.
"AHH don't touch me!" I shouted into the complete silence so everyone heard.
Everyone started laughing hysterically and the ride continued.
ONce we got off Rose wrapped her arm around my shoulder and laughed giving me a side hug while walking.
"Are you okay honey." She asked in a baby voice.
I laughed and nudged her side playfully.
"That was not fun." I said making them all laugh again.
Emmet was streaching out his arm. "Gos Bellarina you have a death grip."
I laughed and shrugged. "Sorry. You offered to sit by me."
"yeah we are taking turns. I need a break."
"I'll go next." JAs offered. I smiled and thanked him.
Once we exited the ride we walked to our next destination. Pirates of the Carrabian.
This was a slightly longer line but I was thankful for the break. I can't handle a ride so soon.
"This on isn't scary Bell." Alice said comfortingly.
"Yeah that's what you said about the last one." I accused.
They all laughed. Yes I am a big baby I know.
"So are we going to do 3 and 3 again?" Edward asked.
We all nodded.
"So who's going with me and Jazzy?" I asked.
"I will." Alice said hopping up and down with her hadn raised.
I giggled and nodded. "Okay Ali."
We all got in the boat. Me ali and JAs in the front and the rest in the back. I hooked my arm in Jas's, like before and was ready to hide.
But as the ride continued it was nothing like the last one. This was just a peacful boatride with pirates singing and fighting. It was actually fun. So I relaxed and enjoyed the ride.
We all got off and everyone congratulated me for not screaming this time. "That wasn't bad." I said happily.
"Not fair. Jazzy's arm didn't get ripped off." Emmet pouted still complaining about his arm.
"Bella is like 5'3 Emmet really? She couldn't possibly hurt you that much." Edward teased.
"Hey! You go with her next then." Emmet whined.
"It is my turn." Edawrd said turning towards me and shrugged. I smiled tightly but turned to the other's and rolled my eyes. Joy.
"Okay so off to Space Mountiain." Alice said happily skipping to the train to take us to Tomorrow Land.
"I remember liking that ride as a kid." I said happy that I wasn't going to be scared.
"Yeah but it's Halloween so they redid it and added scary stuff." Rose pointed out on the map where it was featured. I groaned. Does everything have to be scary.
We rode the train and passed Fantasy land where it was all pink and cute. Alice, Rose and I awwed the whole way.
"I wanna go there it looks happy." I said.
"We will Bella. It's on the schedule." Alice said holding up her beloved schedule.
I rolled my eyes and continued to enjoy the scenery.
We got off at tomorrow land and waited in the extremely long line. "This one is two per car. So Bella and Edward , Jas and me, ans Rose and Em." Alice instructed we all nodded. Me more reluctantly than the others.
Edward leaned over to whisper in my ear. "It's okay I'll protect you." I looked up at him and rolled my eyes.
"I'll be fine." I said spitefully.
He raised his eyebrows skeptically. "Considering how you acted on the last two rides I respectfully disagree."
I narrowed my eyes at him and walked further up the line by Rose and Em instead. He just laughed.
We got on the ride and my stomach was doing flips. Edward was staring at me amused waiting for me to clutch on to him for dear life. But I wasn't going to. Even though I was terrified right now.
we started going and it was pitch black. I closed my eyes not wanting to fell the darkness around me.
"You can open your eyes." Edward whispered in my ear.
I reached over blindly and punched him in the arm. He laughed and I opened my eyes to see it was starting. We were zipping around fastly, crazily.
It was suprisingly fun, and the ghoasts where lame. I was laughing exsileratingly.
We got off the ride and everyone looked at be to see how I took it.
"Well I didn't hear any yelling." Jas teased.
I nudged him playfully. "It was fun." I said seriously.
"Why am I the only one Bella torchered?" Emmet whined making us all laugh.
"Sorry Em." I said hugging him.
He smiled and kissed my head. "It's fine Buddah."
"So now we are going to eat lunch." Alice said. I was getting pretty hungry.
We decided to eat at the Pizza Port in Tommorrow Land since we were there anyway.
After we ate we went on Star Tours which of course the guys loved, being huge Star Wars fans.
"Hey look there is the Jedi camp lets go watch!" Emmet said like an excited little boy, We all laughed amused but followed.
We were kind of late so we stood at the top of where the performers came out and watched all the little kids be trained. It was really cute actually.
Then Darth Vader and Darth Mall came out to attack them and it was a big dramatic event.
Darth Vader was talking to the kids and there trainer while Darth Mall pretended to keep and eye on the audience. He looked straight at us and made the motion saying he was watching us.
I laughed and looked back to see Rose shrugging when I asked her who he was looking at.
As the performance went on the little kids fought they beat the bad guys, so they came running up to right where we were.
Darth Mall came straight up to us and stared right at me making me lean back into whoever was behind me, which I'm pretty sure was Edward.
I laughed a little as he made the motion again that he was looking at me, and Edward put his arm around me possesivly.
Darth Mall continued with the forest and Rose and Alice were giggling at me and I looked at Edward with raised eyebrows.
He shrugged. "He was harassing you." He said defensivly I rolled my eyes and turned back forward.
Once the show ended we decided to head to Small World, which has always been a personal favorite of mine.
The boys complained and whined the entire way there and through the line.
"this is the longest ride ever!" Emmet groaned while we waited.
"And it's so annyoing." Jas added.
"And the stupid song gets stuck in your head." Edward put his two cents in.
We all ignored them and waited happily in the line.
"Well your beautiful girlfriends love this ride so your going because you love them so much." Alice said batting her eyelashes and Jasper who immediatly caved and wrapped his arms around her tiny frame.
"Alright." Emmet agreed reluctantly and kissed Rose's hair.
"I don't have a girlfriend so I'm free." Edward said throwing his arms up in victory.
"Oh so there is no one here that you love enough to get on this for." Rose said narrowing her eyes at him.
I pinched her arm slightly, knowing where she is getting at.
"Of course but there is no one here who loves me enough to want me to go on it," I groaned internally at the awkwardness of this stupid conversation.
Everyone looked at me expectnantly but I wouldn't meet any of there eyes.
"I do Eddie." Alice finally piped in and wrapping her arms around his waist.
He laughed and ruffled her hair. "Alright then." She smiled and we all piled into the boat.
Us three girls sat together and the guys behind us. We sang along happily and pointed out all the hidden Disney characters they added in.
We were all acting like 5 year olds but we didn't care, and all the guys just laughed at us.
We got out and ended up in Fantasy Land.
"Oh It's so cute here." I said looking around. "I wanna live here."
Emmet laughed and threw his arm around me. "You are a strange one Bellarina."
I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"Ohh Alice and Wonderland." ALice said grabbing my hand dragging me into the line. Everyone else followed behind.
"Oh look ALice." Rose said pointing to a piece of grass with Alice planted in flowers.
"Take a picture by it." I said happily pulling my camera.
She skipped happily and posed next to her name. It was very cute.
Once again the boys laughed at are childishness.
We spent the next few hours hitting all of the FantasyLand rides like, Pinocchio, Peter Pan, Snow White, and all the other little kid ones.
"Hey guys Fantasmic starts at 9 and it's 7:30, we should go get out seats, it feels up pretty fast." Alice instructed us after we finished all the rides.
So we headed to the large lake to watch the water show.
"Alright We'll go get food." Emmet said pointing to Jasper and himself. "You guys save the seats." They weren't really seats just spots on the ground.
"Okay. Ali and I will go get drinks." Rose said standing up puloling Alice with her. I glared at them. Real smooth guys.
They smiled innocently back at me and all skipped off. I was going to kill them.
Edward sat down beside me and took a deep breath.
"So Bells, enjoying DisneyLand?" He tried to ask casually.
I rolled my eyes. I soo don't want to have this awkward conversation.
"I'm actually having a lot of fun." I said truthfully.
He smiled. "I can tell." He said almost under his breath and looked out at the water.
It was quiet for a few moments, almost an awkward quiet. We didn't know how to act around eachother anymore. It was kind of sad.
"Remember last time we were here, you didn't even see Fantasmic because you fell asleep and you were so sad in the morning." He said chuckling at the memory.
I smiled invoulantarily, because I did remember. The entire next day he babyed me until I felt better.
"Yeah." I said softly.
He took a deep breath, and It scared me, because I knew at that moment, it was all coming out.
"Being here, makes me miss you. . . so much more than I already do." He added quickly.
I stay leaning back on my hands facing the lake, afraid to look at him.
My silence made him nervous. He stared intently at my face, begging me with his eyes to look back.
"Bella if I could take back the way I've acted the last few months, I would." He said still staring at me. "It kills me, constantly, that I hurt you. I just miss you, my Bella. I would really love if we could just fix this." He said with such passion that it made it seem like it was just that simple.
"Can't we just go back?" He asked in a whisper.
I finally met his eyes and they were boaring into mine. "I don't thinks it's that easy." I whispered.
"It can be." He almost begged. "We can do it Bella, it's me and you. We can make it work."
I sighed, my resolve dropping, and looked back at the lake. "I guess we could try." I said finally.
I coiuld see the smile errupt his face from the corner of my eye. He wrapped his arms around me enthusiastically.
"Thanks Bella." He sang in my ear.
I laughed a little and rolled my eyes pushing him away playfully. He chuckled and kissed my temple.
Maybe this can work.
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Everyone got back with our dinner and we ate on the floor in a circle, talking, laughing and just having fun being together.
I could tell they were all pretty pleased with themselves that there master plan worked. I will have to get them back for this.
About a half an hour later the show started, it got so packed that Alice and Rose ended up in Jas' and Emmet's laps, and I was pushed up against the fence, we were fairly close since we were here so early.
Edawrd grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back against him. I looked up with one eyebrow raised.
He shrugged. "Just trying to make more room." He said not looking at me. I rolled my eyes but just turned back forward to enjoy the show.
They show was amazing, magical, and exciting, I loved when the Princess's came out on there boats, it was perfet how I imagined DisneyLand would be.
Right after the fire worls were gonig to start so we stayed in place.
"Did you hear that little girl she was cute?" Alice gushed.
I shook my head, my back still to Edwards chest. "No I didn't."
Alice giggled at the memory. "When Ursala came out she was screaming, 'You'll never get Ariel. No you'll never win!' It was so cute."
"Aww." Rose and I said at the same time. There has been so many adorable little kids here. I love them there so entertaining to watch.
"She was adorable." Jasper confirmed.
We all laughed. The show came on and we remained seated and stared up into the sky.
It was October so they hade Halloween stuff, so it was a themed firework show.
I am deathly afraid of fireworls, I have no idea why. I think it has to do with the loud noise, but I'm not completely sure, so I was cowered back in Eawards chest most of the time, not that he had any problem with that.
Everytime I flinched he tightned his arms around my waist. It was comforting so I didn't complain.
long with all the villian Disney songs laughing when 'Poor Unfourtanate Souls' came on and we all shouted with the wicked sea witch. "Now sing!"
The boiys watched us in amuesment as we acted nlike we were 10 again at disney land.
After the show we decided to leave Disney Land and head to Downtown Disney.
We all splitoff and wandered trought the shops. I of course was with Edward and the rest had ventured off.
"So have fun today?" Edward asked casually.
I nodded enthusiastically. "Yeah I really did."
He laughed at my response. "Me too."
"Best part was being able to be around you." He added in.
I rolled my eyes and nudged him playfully, and we kept walking down the street.
His phone rang scaring both of us at the sudden disrupption. He looked at the screen and cringed slightly.
"What?" I asked confused at his wariness.
"Nothing." He said quickly trying to shove his phone in his pocket.
It only peaked my curiosity. "What Edward?" I said snatching his phone from his hand.
He tried t get it back but it was to late. I read his screen as it flashed Tanya.
I rolled my eyes and handed his phone back to him, quicking my pace so I could get away with him.
It's not like we are together or anything but he has be assuring me for weeks he only wants me, even if I kept denying him, the fact that Tanya was still calling him meant he hadn't changed.
And to think I was thinking about fixing things with him today, letting him charm me into thinking he really changed and only wants me. What a idiot I am.
"Bella." I heard him call exasperatedly jogging slightly to catch up to me.
I didn't stop. I didn't want to.
"Bella." He called again, closer this time.
He finally reached me and grabbed my wrist spinning me around to face him. "Bella. Let me explain."
I pulled my wrist out of his grasp.
"No need." I said coldly before turning back to walk away again.
But of course him being Edawrd, Elegant and fast as hell, he caught me again, by the shoulder but I didn't turn around this time.
"Bella please. I'm sorry okay. But it's true I only want you, I never lied about that." I shrugged his hand off my shoulder and turned on him so quickly he surprised him.
"Edward stop!" I pratically yelled. That immediatly shut him up. He stood there scared.
"I'm am so tired of this. All of it." I said waving my arms around dramatically. "Today I thought maybe we couild make it work, maybe you have changed, become everything I always knew you were capable of."
His eyes looked ashamed and hurt, he knew I was right. "I have Bell." He whispered.
"No I always am giving you chances, outting myself out there, letting me fall for you." I took a deep breath and blinked back my tears.
"Edward please stop chasing me unless your going to catch me." I whispered.
I didn't wait for a response, I walked away, leaving him behind. Once again in the back of my mind, I knew it wouldn't be the last time. I would never be able to walk away from him for good.
Today proved that to me.
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