+ Chapter Ten +
+ Midnight Secretary +
+ Sakura's Point of View +
I couldn't even stand to be touched by him, I backed out our bathroom, and walked into the bedroom slowly and calmly, to avoid an argument with Sasuke my so called husband.
"Sakura, please talk to me," he says grabbing my hand.
"I do not want to talk to you right now, if you can't understand that Sasuke. You don't understand me," I say turning to face him.
"Alright I will leave, I will be home by two," he says trying to kiss me but I back away.
Sasuke am sorry...
I quickly change into my pjs a baggy tshirt tonight, I haven't let him touch me for three months, I can't stand the thought, its like I'm a whore... He has made me feel like a cheap whore and all I want to do is run to my brothers and cry until the pain goes away, but then I will just get accused of cheating again.
In the past three months, I have learnt how to block him out of my thoughts completely, and only let him when I choose to do so, it breaks me to do this but I have to.
Sasuke's Point of View
Two o'clock in the morning
I walk through the doors of mine and Sakura's come to see her sleeping but not peacefully she seemed to be crashing around on the bed.
"Sakura" I run to her.
Before I realised she sliming in her sleep a smile I hadn't seen in a while, she looked truly beautiful.
The Ball had gone to plan, everyone asked about Sakura and how she was doing, I had lied and said she was in bed with migraine and couldn't stand to be in natural or false light, but everyone insteaded on Sakura coming to the next ball, which was in two weeks time and I hoped and wished that things between Sakura and I improved soon, because I was beginning to see the cracks that Sakura had be seeing, and I understood that it was my fault.
I hadn't been treating her with respect like I should have done but I did truly love her.
I spilt into bed next to Sakura and pulled her into me, soothing myself rather than her, I felt like crap.
Monday Morning Six AM
When I finally woke Sakura, was still sleeping peacefully next to me, I woke her we both had work to get to.
"Sakura its time to wake up,"
"Okay you shower, whilst I dress," she says spilling out of the cover.
"Sakura are you going to talk to me or..."
"Am not ready to Sasuke,"
She walks into our closet, I follow her and watch her undress, she chooses a skinny black suit pants and a silk white a-line shirt.
"Sasuke, could you please leave,"
"Sakura, please talk to me, I cannot go on like this,"
"Well the thing is I can, until you learn how to be a man,"
"I am a man, am just not a good husband, I put work and the clan before, you and I shouldn't have,"