A.N Hi. This songfic goes with Mana's feelings in chap 8 after she has time to reflect. Unwell belongs to Matchbox 20.

Mana: Why are you doing these side songfics?

Me: A. Because I promised them and B. So that the readers know what's going on in your head.

Mana: Do they have to know?

Me: Yes.

("Thinking" £Song£)

"I don't know what to do. I love Sy but at the same time how can I love a robot? No more than someone can love a cartoon."
£All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm heading for a breakdown
And I don't know why£

"But at the same time, being with me gave Sy a true soul. He is both free and trapped. I love him truly so how can I free him? Rassilon, Omega and The Other, tell me how to free the man I love from his bonds."

£But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me£

"I don't have the power to take on this new threat. Reality, time and space.

All playthings to him. His extreme strength rivaling that of the human God.

Without Sy's confidence I feel like a living target."

£I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be£

"I fly alone. I feel afraid and I think I've lost my courage. It is then that something Dad said comes to me. Courage isn't just a matter of not being frightened, you know. It's being afraid and doing what you have to do anyway. Oh Dad if only it were that simple."

£I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be£

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A.N I don't think this one is as good as last time but I tried.