Chapter Ten
"Man that was good," Kurt breathed, his eyes still gleaming from the afterglow of his orgasm.
"You don't have to tell me; I was there." Sebastian propped himself up on his side just in time to see Kurt roll his eyes. "Hearing you swearing and shouting my name was a huge turn on."
"Yeah I could tell, your cock rubbing against my ass wasn't exactly subtle, Sebastian."
Although Kurt's subsequent hand job had lacked ingenuity, he'd still snapped into action and finished Sebastian off without any hesitation.
While reaching release had felt good at the time, Sebastian was hungry for more, and as soon as he was physically able to, he knew exactly how to deal with that need. But as much as Sebastian's active libido was up for it, his cock still wasn't there yet. He spent the wait cuddling up with Kurt and using ridiculous pick up lines to keep him amused. Their flirty words eventually led to dirty talk, which helped turn the sexual heat back on.
The timing now perfect, Sebastian advanced on Kurt without any warming, kissing him deeply to help accelerate things. The results were instantaneous; Kurt aggressively kissed him back and with so much passion he ended up surpassing Sebastian's wildest expectations!
"I love it when you get all hot and bothered," Sebastian muttered under his breath.
Watching Kurt just throw caution (or rather control) to the wind and go for it was the best thing ever; or almost: sex was still the be-all end-all for him (as it should be).
"Sebastian," Kurt murmured softly, stroking Sebastian's back as they made out.
"You're so hot," Sebastian whispered. "I can't get enough of you."
Sebastian pushed himself up enough to half hover over Kurt, drinking in his raw beauty before nestling down to stroke his boyfriend's chest. He began to suck on Kurt's collarbone, leaving a row of little red marks.
He was tempted to playfully ask if Kurt was ready for more, but all it took was to brush his hand against Kurt's hardening cock to feel the evidence for himself. Ah, the endurance of youth, and since he and Kurt were the same age, Sebastian was in a similar state of arousal.
"Any idea what you want to try next?" Kurt asked all of sudden, just when Sebastian was about pay proper attention to his boyfriend's lower regions.
"Tons, but there is one thing I'm leaning towards right now," Sebastian said.
Before Kurt could ask him what that thing could be, Sebastian settled himself over Kurt and dipped his hips downwards. First he kissed Kurt hard on the mouth to start a passionate makeout session. Sebastian lowered himself down to lie beside Kurt, who arched his back to give his boyfriend the perfect angle to start kissing his neck.
All he needed was to decide how he should make his intentions known. Sebastian pulled his face back for a moment, waiting for Kurt to make eye contact with him so that he knew for sure he had Kurt's full attention. His boyfriend scowled at him, clearly annoyed to be cut off so suddenly. Sebastian suppressed a chuckle; Kurt looked so ridiculously adorable at that moment.
"I want you to fuck me, Kurt," Sebastian said without warning, using good old fashioned bluntness as a time saver.
Kurt blinked at Sebastian and in his startlement, he jolted up on the bed to stare at him. "Wait!" he muttered. "You want me... to fuck you?"
"That is what I just said. Problem?" Sebastian asked.
"No! Not at all." Kurt stopped vigorously shaking his head. Somehow his new dumbfounded expression-complete with wide blinking eyes and gaping mouth-looked even cuter than the one he had a minute ago. "I just... didn't expect you to ask me that."
Sebastian rolled his eyes, albeit playfully, to keep the mood light and fun as possible. Above all, he wanted Kurt to enjoy himself, and to do that, he needed to keep his boyfriend's nerves at bay. Luckily for him, Sebastian knew all the sexual tricks of the trade, and was only too happy to share that knowledge.
"I do want to fuck you too, Kurt, as long as you're up for it. I just thought you might like to be the one to top first, as a way to ease you into the whole thing." Sebastian brought his hand down to slowly stroke Kurt's cock to keep it from growing too soft. "Honestly, I like it both ways, and I've never felt the need to label myself when it comes to sex."
Any inner conflicts Kurt might have had didn't last very long, and he quickly grinned at Sebastian and suddenly pinned him down on the bed. "I guess I could take a stab at it then," Kurt said with a smirk.
There was no way that Sebastian could have hidden his delight over Kurt's brilliantly placed pun (and there was no point to either). He loved his boyfriend's sharp wit and adored whenever he had a really good comeback, especially during flirty banter; it kept him on his toes. So few people could go against him in that respect, and few had dared to try. It had been so boring for him. But this time, Kurt's double entendre sent Sebastian over the edge and into near hysterical fits laughter.
"You're amazing," he gushed, pulling Kurt down to lie on top of him. Then, after he gave Kurt a few thrilling kisses, he rolled them both over so their positions were reversed. With love in his eyes, Sebastian gazed down at Kurt, completely smitten and overcome with joy that this wonderful man had come into his life.
The last time Sebastian had bottomed for anyone had been over five months ago; more often than not he just fucked guys into mattresses, walls or various other surfaces. In most cases, either Sebastian didn't trust his sex partners enough to bottom for them, or they didn't even bother to ask Sebastian which position he'd prefer. So it felt freeing that Kurt had jumped on board so easily after hearing his boyfriend's wishes.
Kurt stopped kissing Sebastian for a moment so he could get a word in. "I really want to do this, but I'm going to need you to help me along in some areas. I mean, I know where everything is suppose to go…" he paused and let out an awkward groan. "Oh, that's the most unsexy thing I've ever said!"
"Don't be so hard on yourself, Kurt," Sebastian said, smirking at his boyfriend until he cracked a weak smile. "There's honestly not much to it; just take your time, ask when you're unsure about anything and simply follow my lead. I have complete faith in you, but yeah, I'll show you the ropes, Kurt. Just let me go grab the supplies and we'll be set."
"Okay," Kurt replied in a cute little voice, lashes fluttering as he followed Sebastian's movements with his eyes.
Fortunately, Sebastian had learned long ago to keep his stash of condoms and lube close at hand, so his trip to fetch them lasted only a couple of seconds. Before either of them could miss one another, Sebastian was back on the bed and at Kurt's side, giddy with excitement, and grinning from ear to ear. Kurt grabbed for him before Sebastian's butt touched the mattress, and he wasted no time to initiate a passionate make out session. The heat between them rose soon after that, and it was the same for Kurt's erection, which was poking into Sebastian's thigh as they rolled around the bed together.
Sebastian untangled his legs from Kurt's so he could pay proper attention to Kurt's cock, dragging his thumb across the tip. The action made Kurt buck his hips forward and his subsequent moan was so sensual it was hard for Sebastian not just to pounce on him. Sebastian held himself back somehow though, reminding himself that he wanted to be there for Kurt, to make him feel good, and feel comfortable enough to want to try all sorts of things.
"You're going to need to finger me, Kurt, so I can take you in all of your well endowed glory," Sebastian explained, cracking a cheeky grin. Was he imagining things or had Kurt's skin suddenly turned a deeper shade of pink? Fuck he was so god damn hot. Sebastian's ability to turn men on had taken him years to cultivate. Not Kurt though, no, he showed every sign of being a natural! Sebastian was one lucky guy!
"I can do that," Kurt replied; his voice dripped with seduction and oozed confidence. A far cry from the standoffish man Kurt had been when they had first crossed paths.
Sebastian was just about to lay back down on the bed when Kurt touched his arm to gently stop him. Intrigued, Sebastian tilted his head to the side in puzzlement; he didn't know what Kurt had in mind, but he was pretty sure he'd enjoy it.
"Could you finger me first? To show me how it's done?"
"Sure, babe." It made total sense to Sebastian that Kurt would ask him that (words could only take a person so far after all). He kissed his boyfriend on the forehead and then guided him to lay his back against the mattress. Sebastian pondered how he should go about things and decided that Kurt should lay on his stomach. "I'll try to teach you without making you come." It wouldn't be too hard for him to, as long as he avoided stimulating Kurt's prostate too much.
Once Sebastian had Kurt roll over onto his stomach, he ran his hands down his boyfriend's spine, kissing the dip between the small of his back and buttocks.
"Try not to worry about it if you do end up coming though."
Kurt craned his head back to narrow his eyes at Sebastian. "I thought you said you had total faith in me?"
Sebastian knew better than to walk into such an easy setup, so he went back decorating Kurt's lower back with butterfly kisses. It wasn't long before his hands found their way to the curve of Kurt's behind. "You have such a sweet ass, have I ever told you that?" Sebastian asked as he spent a moment admiring it.
"A few times, yes," Kurt answered dryly, laying his head on his folded arms like a pillow.
"So the most important thing to remember Kurt, is to keep your partner relaxed as possible when you start fingering him." Sebastian cupped each of Kurt's ass cheeks in his hand and parted them to reveal his entrance. "Pay attention to their reactions to see what works and what doesn't. " From Kurt's relaxed position, and his cute little glances, Sebastian knew that Kurt was ready for things to start, but he still made sure his touch was as gentle as possible as he stroked the ring of puckered muscle in little circular motions.
"Now since this is your first time…" It suddenly dawned on Sebastian that Kurt could have fingered himself prior to now, so he added, "I'm assuming?" Sebastian watched as Kurt raised his head briefly to nod at him.
"All right then, I'll be sure to take it nice and slow, so you can get used to the stretch."
Past memories flooded Sebastian's brain as he fumbled to open the tube of lube. "You'll want to let the lube warm up before applying any, or else you-or your partner-could get a cold shock."Sebastian was exaggerating, but his claims weren't that far off. He noticed how he kept using the word partner, which was kind of silly, since it wasn't like Kurt was going to try this stuff on anyone other than him. But directly referring to himself sounded so odd in his head, that he couldn't bring himself to do it.
"Good to know," Kurt said.
After Sebastian rubbed his fingers enough to warm the lube he'd squeezed onto his hand, he went back to stroking Kurt's entrance. The only sound the contact brought was Kurt's soft moans of pleasure.
He straightened himself up and stretched his body so he could lightly kiss Kurt's shoulder blades as he slowly eased the tip of his finger inside of Kurt. The slight penetration wasn't enough to make Kurt's reaction to the intrusion very significant, but his body still tensed up slightly. Almost on instinct, Sebastian stopped what he was doing to allow Kurt's body time to relax and get used to the new sensation.
"I'll start to move my finger as soon as you're ready, Kurt," Sebastian said.
"I'm good, you can start now." The urgency in Kurt's voice was all the convincing Sebastian needed to continue his lesson.
He withdrew his finger slightly and then pressed it back in until he was knuckle deep. Sebastian began to work a slow rhythm, pumping his finger in and out of Kurt. It was proving almost impossible for him to ignore his own throbbing cock, especially when the noises Kurt made were turning him on. 'Just focus on Kurt for now,' Sebastian instructed himself. 'My turn will happen soon enough.'
Time seemed to inch by, and while it was slow goings at first, Kurt responded to everything Sebastian did to him. He even ended up asking a few questions along the way, and all of them were on point.
"I'm ready to put what I've learned to the test," Kurt said a short while later.
Sebastian grinned at his boyfriend playfully; he was glad to note that Kurt hadn't said he thought he was ready, but knew he was. That was the exact sort of thing Sebastian wanted to happen when they finally started having sex.
They switched positions, except Sebastian rolled onto his back and quickly explained that he wanted to see Kurt properly as he fingered him. That confession definitely made Kurt blush bright crimson but he powered through his initial embarrassment with little difficulty.
Kurt couldn't pull the wool over Sebastian's eyes though, at least not completely. There were still clues that revealed how nervous he felt. Little moments, like when Kurt gulped down the catch in his throat, or when his eyes shifted back and forth. He wondered what Kurt was thinking; was he coaching himself in his mind? Should Sebastian do the same? Before he could consider his options for any longer, Kurt pulled him in for a long, passionate kiss. Fireworks erupted in Sebastian's brain, and all manner of thought-save for basic motor functions-were shut off with the click of a metaphorical switch.
"Touch me, Kurt," Sebastian urged, whispering sweet nothings into his boyfriend's ear.
Kurt grinned. "With pleasure." He looked down Sebastian's body, legs spread and ready for him. It was almost too much for Kurt's excited heart to take. The need on Sebastian's face was so real, and so raw, and Kurt was powerless to resist it. Fortunately, Kurt had no intentions to even try to fight that invisible force.
"Sebastian," Kurt breathed, his boyfriend's name rolling off the tongue like a lover's caress. He was so stunning, Kurt couldn't see why everyone kept going on about how he was so gorgeous whenever Sebastian was in the same room! This wasn't Kurt doubting his own appeal either, he just thought that Sebastian was so breathtaking that everyone else (himself included) dulled in comparison.
"I'm right here, babe." Sebastian hands combed through Kurt's hair as he aggressively kissed his neck and shoulder.
'Sebastian wants this, and so do I. He's right here with me and ripe for the taking,' Kurt thought as he met Sebastian's frantic pace. He didn't have enough fingers to pay proper tribute to Sebastian's deliciously naked body. It almost alarmed him how possessive he was acting. Except he loved that feeling, and he didn't need to ask Sebastian to know that it was the same for him. Sebastian was his. There might have been countless other men who had slept with Sebastian before him, but Kurt was the first one who he was being truly intimate with, because Sebastian trusted him.
The mutual trust between them, combined with their matched physical yearning for one another, propelled Kurt forward. He took a deep breath as he coated his fingers with lube and tried to remember everything Sebastian had done to him. It took a few feeble attempts but soon Kurt's confidence kicked in and his efforts were rewarded when he heard Sebastian's loud sensual moans.
Kurt hadn't considered how good fingering Sebastian would feel for him; how just knowing that he was the reason for Sebastian's pleasure would prove to be wildly addictive. It gave Kurt a sense of power he'd never experienced before.
"Fuck! That's it! Add another finger, babe. I need to feel more of you. Get me nice and ready for your cock. Mmm! I can't wait!" Sebastian panted, snapping his hips in time with Kurt's forward thrusts.
'You're not the only one,' Kurt thought. He sure hoped that it wouldn't be much longer until Sebastian was ready for his cock to take over. But before he could tease his boyfriend by asking him to hurry it up, Sebastian arched himself upright so he could capture Kurt's lips with his own.
As he distracted Kurt with his mouth, Sebastian's hands found the roll of condoms and tore one off, opening the package. "You did good, babe, I'm nice and ready for you now." Sebastian actually licked his lips in anticipation.
Kurt's heart hammered in his chest; this was it, there was nothing left to do but align their bodies to get the right angle. As soon as Kurt reached for Sebastian, his boyfriend guided them both backwards onto the bed. Sebastian cupped Kurt's jaw line with his hand, running his thumb along his bottom lip.
"Love you," Sebastian cooed, his voice breaking from the urgency he surely felt.
With knees bent, Kurt grabbed onto Sebastian's hips and pulled him close and Sebastian hooked his legs over to rest on either side of him. The tip of Kurt's cock was pressed against Sebastian's entrance and he pushed forward enough to slip inside. The tightness he was met with was more than Kurt could have anticipated. Somehow he powered through the pleasure to push against Sebastian, who helped Kurt along by adding his own weight.
"Oh, my god, Sebastian, this feels… you feel… wow," Kurt sputtered off, unable to form a proper sentence. "I'm not hurting you, am I?" Kurt should have gone slower, but Sebastian hadn't asked him to stop.
"No, I'm good. Really good. Fucking amazing actually. Loving the stretch of you, babe," Sebastian replied, reaching out to brush Kurt's stomach with the tips of his fingers. From this position, with Sebastian lying with back on the bed, Kurt was unable to kiss him, and he was having none of that. Kurt swifted his weight a little-making sure not to hurt Sebastian as he moved- and leaned forward so he could kiss his boyfriend hard on the mouth.
Sebastian arched his legs up and spread them to give Kurt more access. "I'm doing fine Kurt, you can start moving." Sebastian let out a sharp gasp when Kurt responded, running his hands down Kurt's back. "Need to feel you…"
That was all the encouragement Kurt needed and he pulled out of Sebastian until only the tip of his cock remained inside. He wasted no time pushing forward to fill his boyfriend back up again. His arms were tucked beneath Sebastian's, planted beside him on the bed to add the leverage needed to get the right amount of thrust. Sebastian's hands were in Kurt's hair, lightly grasping as they struck up the right rhythm.
No wonder anal was so popular among gay men, the tight feeling of Sebastian's ass clenched around his cock was incredible. He didn't know how he was keeping himself from coming at this point; it felt so fucking good!
"If you feel yourself getting too close then feel free to slow it down. If you can that is." Sebastian's words weren't meant to make Kurt feel bad he realized, even if the fear of finishing too fast was quite real in his mind.
Kurt distracted himself by kissing Sebastian with tongue and savoured the familiar sensation. It didn't end up working that much though; Kurt was unable to ignore his throbbing cock. It wouldn't be long now, if only he could tell how far along Sebastian was.
"You're pretty damn good at this Kurt, are you sure this is your first time?" Sebastian teased.
"Oh believe me, this is very new. In fact, are you anywhere close to coming? Because I dunno if can hold on for much longer."
"Do I really feel that good?"
Of course Sebastian would act like his typical smug self even during sex. Kurt would have rolled his eyes if he weren't so busy keeping himself away from edge of release. "You know the answer to that already!"
Sebastian didn't give any sort of comeback this time, which Kurt hoped meant that Sebastian was reaching his limit too. Just to be safe, he brought his right hand to take hold of his boyfriend's rock hard cock and began to frantically pump it.
The effort seemed to do the trick; Sebastian wrapped his legs around Kurt's back, and crossed his ankles together, giving Kurt even deeper access. It was enough for Kurt's vision to blur and he swore loudly under his breath. That was it then, he would just have to finish Sebastian off with his hand once he came-which should happen at any second now.
"I'm so close! I'm sorry you're not-" Kurt stuttered, a shockwave of pleasure cutting his words short.
"Just come, Kurt. You've lasted long enough!" Sebastian pushed back on Kurt's chest so their heads were a few inches apart. He stroked the side of his face and smiled at him.
"Sebastian!" Kurt shouted, his body going into spasm as heat collected in the pit of his stomach.
His breaths grew raspy and he managed to snap his hips forward one last time as he came, sharp and hard, and Kurt felt himself spiralling, down and down, as the pleasure rushed through him. He pulled out of Sebastian and panted hard. Kurt wanted to just collapse on top of Sebastian, but he couldn't let himself do that just yet. Instead he resumed pumping Sebastian's cock with his hand and used the other to finger Sebastian at the same time.
All of a sudden Sebastian grabbed onto Kurt's forearms, digging his fingernails into Kurt's skin.
"Shit! Here we go!" Sebastian blurted. "Fuck yes!"
"It's about time!" Spurts of come shot into Kurt's hand and he milked Sebastian's cock for all its worth.
Sebastian was the one to take care of Kurt's condom, tossing into the trashcan near the side of the bed. "I say we hit the showers next."
Kurt merely nodded; his mind wasn't in fully working order yet, but then, he had just experienced the best orgasm of his life so far. He certainly would welcome a quick rinse off, so he forced himself out of bed. Sebastian sweetly led him by the hand through the opened bathroom door. After turning on the water and waiting until it was warm enough, he gestured with his hands for Kurt to go first. Sebastian joined him a minute later, and since he didn't try any funny business, their shower was soon over with.
Sebastian handed Kurt a fresh towel once he stepped out of the shower after him. "So anal sex, was it everything you expected it to be?"
At first Kurt just towelled himself dry as he pondered the idea. "I really didn't have much of an opinion about it to begin with. At least when it comes to topping…" Kurt followed Sebastian back to the bed and lay back down so they could snuggle together.
"If you end up preferring to be the bottom once you try it, that's totally fine you know. Just because I don't have any preference doesn't mean you can't."
Kurt kissed Sebastian tenderly and let out a soft sigh. "I doubt I'll be able to know one way or another for a while. I'll need to do both a lot to even see if I'll prefer one to the other." Why were they even talking about this? "That's not what I mean though, going back to your original question."
"My apologies then, finally having sex again has clouded my ability to process thought," Sebastian drawled, dramatically placing his hand against his forehead. His act was hardly convincing, but Kurt still decided to give him a consoling peck on the lips.
"Before I met you, I wasn't interested enough in sex to have formed a real opinion about it. I was too busy focusing on pleasing everyone else that my own pleasure rarely entered my mind," Kurt said.
"There had to be times that you rode the alone train though." Sebastian's wiggling eyes showed what he thought Kurt's answer would be.
"Yeah there were, but not as often as most boys my age probably did. I usually only bothered when I woke up hard after having some racy dream. Though after I met you, dreams like that became far more frequent-much to my annoyance." Kurt wasn't about to give Sebastian any sort of number count; no matter what he might be imagining.
"But that part of my life is behind me now. I no longer want to remain naively ignorant. I want to have sex with you Sebastian, I want to learn and do it all." Kurt got up on his hands and knees and crawled towards Sebastian and placed his hand on the back of his neck, pulling him in for a long kiss. When that first kiss ended, Kurt settled himself on Sebastian's lap as they began to heavily make out. He felt Sebastian slide his hands around waist, holding him tightly, unwilling to let go. Kurt's demanding mouth opened Sebastian's and it was hard for Kurt to accept how well the two of them fit together. They were so in sync, it was almost as if they were of one mind and body.
"Can you tell what I'm wanting right now?" Kurt asked, his voice a throaty growl.
"My cock in your sweet ass?" Sebastian guessed.
"What, no beautifully poetic words this time?"
"It's all about timing Kurt, which is the same for sex, now that I think about it." Sebastian nuzzled his forehead against the side of Kurt's neck. His hands gently massaged Kurt's ass cheeks; it was very distracting. "You still haven't confirmed or denied if my guess was right."
Kurt chose to respond by moving himself up and down on Sebastian's lap, making sure that their groins rubbed together. He went back to kissing Sebastian's inviting lips, using the action as a way to show just how demanding he could be when it came to sex. He got the feeling that from now on it would be very hard to remain focused on other things. Thank goodness he had dropped out from school already, or else he would have surely flunked every single one of his classes come the end of the term.
"I should finger you again," Sebastian said in between their fevered kisses.
"You're the expert," teased Kurt, who really had no problem with that idea. Sebastian dropped one of his hands off of Kurt's waist so he could grab the tube of lube on the bed beside them. Kurt heard the cap snap open and he steadied himself as Sebastian used both of his hands to coat three of his fingers. Sebastian's arms were still looped through his own and pressed against his sides; the perfect angle to keep kissing as Sebastian got the preparations under way.
"You okay to take my fingers like this or would you prefer to do it lying down like before?"
Kurt thought about it for a minute. "I'm pretty comfy with how we are right now. I'll let you know if I want to change positions once you get started though."
"Sounds good to me. This is actually an ideal position for you to bottom too. It gives you a lot of control for how much you want to take in and at what speed." Sebastian started with a few teasing strokes to Kurt's ass and then brought his fingers to the key spot. He kept his eyes glued to Kurt's face as he inserted one finger, grinning when Kurt was unable to hide the pleasure it brought.
The burn from being stretched was barely there this time, which Kurt was relieved to discover. Not that Sebastian had caused him any sort of pain the first time he'd fingered him; it just meant that when his boyfriend's fingers were replaced with his cock, Kurt would be ready for him.
But Kurt wasn't going to let his performance be affected by the fact he was about to lose his virginity (bottoming anyway). Just before Kurt's thoughts risked getting away from him, Sebastian added a second finger and Kurt gasped with surprise. He leaned forward to rest his forehead in the dip between Sebastian's neck and shoulder. It felt so good, but he wanted more; Sebastian's fingers weren't enough.
"I can't wait any longer, I need you! Need your big thick cock." Oh god, what was he even saying? Talking sexy, when Kurt was having a hard enough time keeping himself together as it was, turned out to be quite a challenge for him.
"That eager huh." There was that cocky tone of Sebastian's again; Kurt could never escape it. Though at the moment, Kurt was willing to put up with this side of his boyfriend. Sex was one the few places where Sebastian's overdeveloped ego could be put to good use.
"Just put the condom on and fuck me before I see to my own needs." Kurt's threat was a total bluff and they both knew it, but Sebastian still acted as if his chance to top was on the line.
Kurt grinned back at Sebastian when he winked at him and took control of things. He allowed Sebastian to position them, until Kurt's was hovering a few inches above his ready cock. They shared a glance of understanding and Kurt began to lower himself downwards, guided by Sebastian's strong arms on his hips. A sudden rush of nerves hit Kurt, but Sebastian, who must have seen the unease in his eyes, kissed Kurt on the cheek and whispered that everything was going to be okay.
There was no place Kurt would rather be, no one else he would dream of sharing this experience with. Sebastian was everything to him, and the patience he was showing, when Sebastian had to be crazed with need, showed just how much he cared in turn.
Kurt put his fears aside and slid downwards, closing the gap between their bodies until the tip of Sebastian's cock pushed inside. It felt different from when Sebastian had fingered him (obviously); Sebastian's cock felt so hot and hard as he lowered himself down. He took his time, and Sebastian made no attempts to move things along. Kurt inhaled deeply, sinking down a bit more and he felt a dull burning in his ass.
"Feeling okay?" Sebastian asked; he sounded so concerned, it was quite touching.
He forced himself to relax and get used to the sensation of feeling so full and stretched. With Sebastian's cock just past halfway inside him now it wouldn't take much effort to take him to the hilt. So Kurt just went for it and pushed himself down on Sebastian's cock without any warning.
"Holy shit!" Sebastian shouted in surprise. "Now that's what I'm talking about."
So much for worrying that Kurt had taken a step too far then. Sebastian's face was lit up and wild. Once again he didn't do anything, instead he appeared to be enjoying the moment and letting Kurt set the pace. Kurt still felt a bit of pain, but he'd expected it and it was nothing in comparison to the pleasure coursing through him. Now was the time to swear, he realized.
"You feel fucking amazing, Sebastian," Kurt said, panting.
"This is just the beginning babe, wait until you're ready to start moving. That's when it really gets…." It seemed impossible, but Sebastian appeared to be at a loss for words. "...interesting," he finally went with.
"Then let's cut the chatter and get to it," Kurt urged.
Sebastian laughed, "That's my snarky boyfriend." He still waited until Kurt made the first move, but as soon as he pulled upwards and partially withdrew from him, Sebastian thrust his hips upwards right when Kurt came back down. The moment when their bodies collided was so good that Kurt almost couldn't take it.
A couple of following thrusts and Kurt was starting to get the hang of things; Sebastian was finally beginning to participate too (though he seemed content to let Kurt call the shots still).
Kurt used this freedom to test the waters a bit and tried a different things array of things. He sucked on Sebastian's neck while he rotated his hips for a spell. But when Kurt went so far as to push Sebastian down on the bed so he could ride him, that's when things got really interesting.
"You are so fucking tight!" Sebastian muttered as Kurt used his strong thigh muscles to inch them towards release. Kurt's cock bobbed up and down as he rode his boyfriend for all his worth, using every ounce strength left in him.
Kurt knew he was going to pay for it in the morning, but fuck that, he couldn't stop himself. Neither could Sebastian, who was thrusting upwards to help them along. Kurt and Sebastian grunted together, completely swept up in the pleasure they were experiencing.
"So close, babe," Sebastian whined under the strain. "Please tell me that you are too."
"Yeah, yeah," Kurt panted, rocking himself on Sebastian. "Not much longer." It was too much, Kurt body couldn't hold this much pleasure. The heat within him was becoming unbearable. He couldn't tell if he was about to come, blackout, or maybe even die at this rate!
Kurt suddenly felt Sebastian body tense up from underneath him as he came, and that was the final push. Kurt fell off the cliff of orgasm, his cock twitching as it shot come onto Sebastian's heaving stomach.
Totally wrung out, Kurt let his body go slack and he collapsed onto his boyfriend, resting his head on his chest. He could hear the heavy pounding of Sebastian's heart against his ear. He took a deep breath, held it and let it out slowly. He didn't even care that Sebastian hadn't bothered to pull out yet. He was content to remain together like this for a moment longer so they could take a quick breather.
When it became clear that Sebastian was in an equally tired state, Kurt forced his body to move so he could roll off of him. This time Kurt was the one who looked after the used condom, but he didn't bother to clean his come off of Sebastian's chest just yet. His boyfriend didn't seem to mind this, or he was simply to weak to worry about it.
Kurt knew the feeling. The sudden emptiness he felt in his ass was quite distracting, and left a dull ache. Which was something he hadn't anticipated. But he knew that there was no hope of going again. Kurt was too sore for one thing, and tired, and really, considering this was their first night together, they had done themselves proud.
"I've never found you more beautiful than right now, Kurt," Sebastian said with awe.
Kurt couldn't see his boyfriend's expression from his spot resting on his chest, but he didn't need to. The love in his voice said it all. And while Kurt did not agree (he didn't need a mirror to know he was a total wreck), he was too happily sated to argue about it.
"You seem different somehow," Sebastian continued.
"And I thought you would be last person to believe that having sex would somehow change a person." Kurt wasn't putting much effort into his teasing; he was just being playful for the fun of it.
"I didn't, until right now that is. I can't put my finger on it…" But Sebastian did place his finger on Kurt's lips. "...it feels like you've changed somehow. At least to me."
"Well, aside from what I'm feeling physically, I don't feel like I've changed all that much. I mean, I'm happy, but it's not like finally having sex turned me a different person all of a sudden." Kurt kissed Sebastian's cheek and scooted upwards on the bed until their faces were directly parallel with one another.
Sebastian shifted on his side so he could look Kurt in the eye. "Maybe I'm the one who's changed then." He trailed his finger along Kurt's jaw line.
"Maybe," Kurt agreed. "In my case, I think being intimate with you brought forth a side of me I used to suppress."
"I always knew you had to have an inner sex kitten in you somewhere, Kurt."
"Careful," Kurt warned as he poked Sebastian in the ribs. "I may be a kitten but I still have claws." That had sounded a lot better in his head, but screw it, Kurt was in too good of a mood right now to care.
Sebastian snickered a bit, but didn't torture Kurt about his awkward metaphor. "I hope you're not expecting any more out of me tonight." He sounded almost disappointed at having to admit this to Kurt.
"Oh, god no. I've definitely reached my limit. Three times is pretty good right? In the great span of things."
"I've done it more times in one sitting, but none of those past times can compare to what's it's like when I'm with you, Kurt."
"So quality over quantity then?"
Sebastian laughed, "Pretty much."
"I'll take it," Kurt replied, snuggling up to Sebastian. "I might not have the energy to do anything else sexual tonight, but I'm not feeling all that sleepy yet. Are you up for some pillow talk?"
"Why not. Any idea what you wanna discuss while we laze here on the bed together?"
There was one topic that Kurt was curious to hear about it and he couldn't think of a more perfect time to bring it up. He spent a quiet moment decorating Sebastian's lips with lazy little kisses though before he got to asking it though. "When was your first time?" Kurt noticed Sebastian frown at him, so he added, "As in, the first time you touched a cock that wasn't your own-or visa versa-whichever one came first."
"How much detail would you like me to give you? I hate to ruin our lovely night together by accidently making you feel jealous." Sebastian reached over to the pick up the damp hand towel he'd brought from the bathroom to start cleaning the come off of their bodies and the bed.
"I'll be fine. I'm not going to shatter into a million pieces over the fact that you've had sex with other men."
"I was fifteen when I gave my first handjob to another guy," Sebastian said.
Kurt was surprised to hear this; he had always imagined Sebastian had been a lot younger, around thirteen or forteen. But when he stopped to think about it, fifteen wasn't that much older, even if plenty of teens experienced sex at a similar age.
"And then he gave me one shortly after, though his handiwork was pretty shoddy. He was your typical virgin type… clueless and ill prepared for the job." Sebastian paused to kiss Kurt's hand. "Before you ask; your hand job was above par-in spite of your lack of experience."
"Was this virgin your own age?" It didn't matter if he had been older, Kurt was just curious to know how he and Sebastian had come together.
"He was some random guy from school. I think he was a grade above me. I didn't even know he was gay until he came on to me one day when no one was around to overhear. I got a lot of action like that actually, especially before I got kicked out of boarding school."
"I know I'm acting like I'm okay, but do I want to hear that story?"
Sebastian let out a throaty laugh and hugged Kurt's waist. "I got kicked out on purpose, I hated the stuffy atmosphere and all of the selfish entitlement going on. I decided that if my parents wanted to dump their responsibility for me on someone else-no doubt so they could be blamed if I got into trouble-then I would at least get to choose the school. So I had them transfer me to a public school and soon made my mark on the gay populace there."
"I can't even begin to imagine what that must have been like. No one was out when I was in high school." Kurt almost wished that he and Sebastian had gone to the same school, but for all he knew, they might have hated one another.
"I'm not gonna lie, it was pretty sweet most of the time. I got more action during my stay at boarding school, but that's only because we had more opportunity there. My time in public school wasn't that worse off though, and I quickly came to value the importance of blackmail. It kept me from being beaten up by the bullies, that's for sure."
"So with all that action coming your way, I imagine you tried anal not too long after getting your first taste of cock?"
Sebastian choked back a laugh; apparently delighted at his boyfriend's lewdness. "Nope. I fucked my first guy at the ripe age of seventeen."
"I find that hard to believe," Kurt said at first, but then he realized Sebastian had no reason to lie to him. "Why did you wait so long?"
"I had gotten a lot of offers, but I didn't feel the need to at first. I almost did when I was sixteen, but then the guy refused to use protection and that was a deal breaker for me. When it finally did happen, it was at some party. All the hetero couples were hooking up, I was bored and the beer there sucked, so I found the hottest gay guy there-wasn't much to choose from but he was pretty easy on the eyes- and we found an empty room and went for it."
"And how was it?" Kurt asked.
"Not horrible, but far from great. I topped for it and the guy barely lasted two seconds after I stuck my dick in him."
"That bad huh?"
"Meh, we lasted longer each time we did it that night. So all in all, it wasn't the worst first time in the world," Sebastian said in closing.
Kurt propped himself up on Sebastian's shoulder and smiled at him. "Well my first time was wonderful, and I have you to thank for that." He kissed Sebastian to truly show his appreciation and the couple enjoyed the lazy atmosphere as they locked lips.
"It was as much of a gift to me as it was to you, babe," Sebastian replied. As much as he was enjoying pillow talk, he kept thinking about when he could resume teaching his boyfriend about the art of making love. If Sebastian were lucky, Kurt would be up for some morning sex before they headed to the studio. He would have to be careful though, because with the show being so close, it didn't leave him much free time. 'I should try to create some sort of reward system… but I doubt Kurt would go for that,' he thought to himself.
He would just have to see how things went and manage his time wisely, because he really didn't want to cut himself off now that he'd finally had sex with Kurt. No way in hell. And despite his seemingly superhuman powers, Sebastian was still only human and needed sleep same as everyone else. 'I'll just have to utilize power naps whenever possible.'
At least it wasn't a school night, so Sebastian didn't have to worry about heading off to class in the morning. With that in mind, Sebastian chatted with Kurt until they couldn't keep their eyes open anymore and they fell asleep in each other's arms.
The only real difference Kurt experienced when he woke the next day was a lingering soreness in his body (particularly in his ass). Although waking up naked in bed next to his equally nude boyfriend was also something new. But no matter what might have changed for Kurt, he still wasn't fond of mornings, so he was met with the same usual grogginess as he opened his sleepy eyes.
What had woken him wasn't the the alarm that was coming from Sebastian's phone, but the sudden movement next to him. Kurt grumbled and rolled over to discover that his boyfriend was awake and sitting on the edge of the bed.
Kurt reached out to touch Sebastian's hand before he could move away. "No. No bailing me," he mumbled into his pillow.
"I'll be right back, I just need to take a piss," Sebastian explained, leaning over to kiss Kurt's hair. "I never thought you could be so clingy, Kurt."
"I'm not clingy, I'm needy; there is a difference."
Sebastian rolled his eyes and pulled his arm out of Kurt's hand with little effort. "If you say so."
The temptation for Kurt to stay in bed for as long as possible was too much for him to resist. He blamed the added warmth of Sebastian's body (that was still lingering even now), and his tired muscles. He let out a deep sigh. If only there wasn't the show piece to work on, then Kurt would sleep the day away (or at least for a couple more hours). But that would never do-or that's what he kept trying to tell himself.
There was one surefire way for Kurt to get himself up and ready to face the morning, and all it would require was Sebastian's return. True to his words, Sebastian was back at the bed a few minutes later, slipping under the covers so he could spoon Kurt from behind.
Kurt smiled, but when Sebastian inadvertently (he assumed, though it was hard to say for sure, knowing Sebastian) brushed his hand against Kurt's ass, he ended up flinching on reflex. That reaction made Sebastian sit up and he imagined that Sebastian was eyeing him playfully now.
"Feeling a bit tender are we?" Sebastian asked, kissing Kurt's shoulder.
"A little." Kurt decided to show Sebastian he was okay by rolling onto his back. The movement still stung a little but it wasn't anything Kurt couldn't handle and he managed not to flinch this time. He held his arms out to Sebastian, who grinned at him as he brought himself within reach. "You were very good to me last night, Sebastian."
Sebastian kissed the palm of Kurt's hand; his narrowed eyes were glued upon Kurt.
'This must be his bedroom eyes look,' Kurt realized and he found that it was already working.
"Good enough that you might be up for some morning sex?" Sebastian asked in a hopeful voice. His lips trailed from Kurt's palm down his wrist and arm, stopping at inside of his elbow where Sebastian's kiss was so light it tickled Kurt's skin. "I'm totally fine to bottom again, if your ass it too sore still." He switched his attention to the other side of Kurt's arm and grazed his teeth up his bicep muscles.
Kurt shivered from the caress. Was he up for more? He wasn't feeling that tender, or it wasn't enough that Kurt thought it would affect his enjoyment. There were plenty of other things they could do aside from anal as well, and he knew Sebastian would be up for anything-as long as it ended in orgasm.
There was just one small detail that kept Kurt from giving Sebastian some saucy remark to start things off. "Do we have enough time though? Shouldn't we be heading off to the studio soon?"
"There's time enough," Sebastian said, over enunciating his words. "Not as much as I would like, but we'll make due."
"Just as long as you're sure." Kurt smirked at him; he knew exactly what Sebastian was trying to do with his teasing little kisses along his shoulders. Let Sebastian work a little for it; playing hard to get was pretty fun. Except Kurt had foolishly underestimated Sebastian's foreplay skills, because the squeak he produced when Sebastian found the sweet spot under his right ear was truly embarrassing. But Sebastian's attention was too preoccupied with teasing his boyfriend's body to taunt him about it.
"Hmm…" pondered Sebastian, who had just finished kissing Kurt along his shoulder blades. He grinned as Kurt turned himself around so they could look each other in the eye. "How should we go about this?" Sebastian pecked the corner of Kurt's mouth. "Should I have you fuck me from behind? Or should we skip anal this time and try something else, something oral perhaps? I realize that I haven't blown you yet and that's a crime too horrendous for me to commit for any longer."
Trust Sebastian to let his wishes be known in the form of a question, but this was one of the many things Kurt loved about Sebastian. "I wish I could suggest that we do both..." Kurt began. "...but I doubt we have the time."
Sebastian rolled his eyes, though his subsequent grin was one of bemusement. "There you go doubting your ability again. How will I ever break you of that silly habit?" Playing up the mock dramatics, Sebastian fell woefully back on the bed, but when he saw Kurt scowl at him in warning, he put an end to his little charade. To get back in his boyfriend's good graces, Sebastian nuzzled his face against Kurt's; his faint morning stubble scraped against Kurt, but not so much that it irritated him (or his delicate skin). Sebastian let the conversation drop for a moment so he could land a number of sizzling kisses on Kurt's lips. "Maybe getting a blow job from yours truly will help your confidence kick in…"
"I just would hate to leave you hanging when the clock runs out," Kurt said matter-of-factly.
"Let's start with the blow job then and see where that leaves us." Sebastian kept kissing Kurt, which made his hard for him to get a word in and voice his thoughts, which was probably the whole idea. "If that's all we get to do…" Sebastian didn't bother to finish his sentence and just shrugged to show his opinion on the matter.
"But what about you? What do you get out of it?" Kurt asked with a curious smile.
"I get your cock in my mouth," Sebastian replied. "Isn't that enough?"
If Sebastian was this keen on giving him a blow job, Kurt wasn't about argue about it for a second longer. It didn't take his boyfriend very long to coax Kurt's cock into an erection either, so they were both good to go.
"Who am I to deny you your heart's desire," Kurt told him.
Smug satisfaction washed over Kurt's beaming face when Sebastian choked back a barely contained laugh. Maybe he should write a book; 'A Hundred And One Comebacks: a Lover's guide' did have a nice ring to it. But such literary adventures would have to wait until he had collected more source material.
"Could you stand up for me, babe? I wanna go down on you."
The mental image of Sebastian bent on his knees in front of him, fucking him with his mouth made Kurt's cock throb with need. He bit his bottom lip as he struggled to get himself under control. He barked a barely audible 'yeah' in reply but Sebastian must had heard him, because he instantly pulled back to allow room for Kurt to push off the bed.
Kurt took a couple of clumsy steps and then steadied himself as he planted his feet firmly on the ground. The soft rug under his bare feet not only felt good but also meant that Sebastian's knees wouldn't suffer too much for his sake.
Sebastian fell to his knees with impressive grace, the movement so effortless that Kurt was filled with envy. How many times had it taken Sebastian to show this much skill? On second thought, Kurt shouldn't dwell too much on that, or his harmless envy might be replaced with unwanted jealousy. He should just revel in the fact that his boyfriend was such a pro, and anxiously await the spoils.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this." Sebastian gently stroked Kurt's thighs for a moment while kissing Kurt's right hipbone.
Nothing good came to mind for Kurt to say in response; so much for his promising writing career then. Kurt was no match for Sebastian and his busy hands-and lips-and… suddenly Kurt felt Sebastian's mouth on his cock and his mind went blank.
"Oh-my-god!" Kurt blurted in one long winded gasp. Whatever Kurt had expected a blow job to feel like was nothing compared to the actual thing. He wasn't sure if his reaction to it would have been any less extreme if Sebastian had given him some warning.
'Oh, who the hell cares!' Kurt's inner voice shouted at him, once again bringing his attention back to what truly mattered. Sebastian was down on his knees and giving him a fucking blow job! Kurt's cock was in his mouth, Sebastian's tongue was darting over the tip and good lord, when he began to add suction, new waves of pleasure erupted within him. Was this where the term 'mind blowing' had come from?
Since Sebastian was too busy going down on Kurt, the only sounds in the room were Kurt's muttered sobs and moans of pleasure. Every now and then he glanced up at Kurt, just to rub it in-or that was what it looked like to Kurt; Sebastian's eyes were practically twinkling with pride.
Kurt lost it completely when Sebastian took his cock all the way down his throat without so much as a warning (seriously, what was with that?). All he could do was dig his fingers into Sebastian's scalp and cry out when the moment of climax hit him. He had expected Sebastian to pull back, but his boyfriend kept his mouth clamped around Kurt's cock, swallowing his load without a single gagging cough.
Spent and short of breath, Kurt was only able to remain upright thanks to Sebastian, who was steadying his shaky knees with his strong arms. Once he seemed confident that Kurt wouldn't fall over, he slid Kurt's cock out of his mouth. Kurt saw a stream of come (his come, he realized) dribbling down his face, like a scene out of a gay porno.
Sebastian wiped his mouth with his hand and stood up to hug Kurt by the waist. "So any thoughts?" he asked in his usual smug tone. "Anecdotes perhaps?"
"You're such a prick. It's a good thing you give excellent head," Kurt threw back with as much snarkiness as he could manage.
Sebastian brought their mouths together, but his kiss was more tender than urgent, which was surprising, considering that he hadn't come yet. "Guilty as charged." He wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist and kissed him again. "And you loved it."
"Yes I did, I mean, who wouldn't," Kurt admitted easily. His attempts to sneak a peak
at Sebastian's lower regions ended up backfiring on him when Sebastian followed his gaze. He grinned and pushed his hips against Kurt so he felt his hardening cock.
"I loved it too, as you can see."
"I should look after that for you," Kurt said, licking his lips. He only wished his options weren't so limited. But he was a total newbie when it came to blow jobs, and he feared there wasn't enough time left for him to get the feel of it enough to make Sebastian come. So that left either a good old fashion handjob (effective but kind of repetitive after last night), anal sex (his ass probably wasn't up for it though) or frottage. That last one had some good potential. So Kurt wasted no time taking charge and pinning Sebastian down on the bed.
Taking such a passive role didn't seem to bother Sebastian one bit, and he was fine to lay back and let Kurt have his way with him. It was a little tricky to get the right amount of friction going, especially when he had just come and his cock wasn't as hard as Sebastian's yet. But he powered through, used every trick he could think of (like his mouth, hands, and in the spur of the moment decision, his thighs) to help Sebastian along.
Towards the end, Sebastian was unable to hold his urges at bay and he began to grind himself against Kurt. The added help was enough to tip the scales and Sebastian's body tensed up underneath him with curling toes when he finally came. Kurt didn't follow him though, but considering he'd just had his own orgasm, he wasn't too disappointed about it.
Kurt joined Sebastian on the bed; he had the perfect view to watch his boyfriend's handsome face go through a wave of emotion. Giddiness slowly changed to a content satisfaction and almost as if were on cue, Sebastian let out a dreamy sigh.
"You sure know how to please a guy," Sebastian complimented while he gave Kurt's waist a loving squeeze.
The corners of Kurt's face dimpled as he grinned playfully in response. "I try."
"I can't wait to tell Puck how we did it for the first time in his bed. I'm still trying to decide what's the best way to share the info with him..." Sebastian said with a sinister grin.
It had been a while since Kurt had seen his boyfriend look so diabolical, and his reaction to it was to roll his eyes. "Or you could always thank him instead of playing your usual mind games?"
"Where's the fun in that though?" When Kurt's stone face expression didn't break despite his charming smile, Sebastian let out a sigh of defeat. "Whatever. I'll think of something on the fly then; it's when I often do my best work."
"Just as long as you leave me out of it."
Sebastian reached over to pick up his cell off of the night table and frowned. "And our time, I'm afraid, babe, is up. I told the others not to start working on the jacket until I got there. They're probably already at the studio and talking smack about me right now as we speak."
"Oh well, we'll have plenty of other chances to have our fill of one another." Kurt tried to force himself to stand, but it took too much effort and he just fell back on the bed with a tired thud. "I'm so worn out and sore; it's kind of pathetic."
"You're allowed to feel worn out after going for so long without getting any action, Kurt. Why don't you laze a bit longer and then meet us at the studio once you've gotten your strength back?"
As much as Kurt hated to admit it, Sebastian's idea sounded too good for him to pass up. If he were to force himself to get up now, he would just be crabby and irritable and most likely only hinder the gang's work rather than be helpful.
"I think I'll do that," Kurt said finally.
Sebastian nodded, and Kurt heard him talking to himself about picking up something to eat on his way out still as he strutted towards the bathroom. Kurt chuckled and rolled back onto his side. He closed his eyes, even though there was no hope of him falling back asleep. He knew it was only a matter of time before he would need to face the day, but he wanted to enjoy every minute he had left.
Off in the adjoining bathroom, Sebastian had just stepped into the shower and was spending an indulgement extra moment under the pounding stream of hot water. He couldn't stop smiling, so much that he probably looked like a lovestruck fool right now. In all of his sexual escapades, Sebastian had never woken up in such a good mood. Usually Sebastian had either left as soon as the act was done, or had bailed as soon as he had the energy (usually while his hookup took a shower). Either way, as soon as the the physical act was over, the guy he had just been with became ancient history. Even when it came to his past boyfriends (all three of them), any post sex rituals such as pillow talk, spooning or waking up beside them never really happened.
Sebastian was surprised by how easily he had done all of those things with Kurt (and all in one night too!). He had been doubtful that sex with feelings could be that different. Now he knew the answer was an unequivocal yes. Although, he didn't expect every time with Kurt to be pure magic or anything. No matter how deeply Sebastian felt for Kurt, he hadn't become that delusional about love.
After his shower, Sebastian dolled himself up in the mirror; borrowing the hair and facial products Kurt had brought along for his stay at Puck's. Kurt was still in bed and lying on his side with his back to the bathroom door when Sebastian returned a short while later.
Even Kurt's back was enough to take his breath away (the bedsheet was covering from the waist down). Sebastian saw the numerous love bites he'd marked Kurt with and smiled. He knew his own body was in a similar state, but he would wear every hickey like a badge of honour (and most were hidden from view under his clothes). Or they would be, as soon as he got dressed.
Sebastian silently pondered his wardrobe options for a moment; he hadn't brought any extra clothes along. So it was a good thing that he and Kurt were similar enough in size that he could just borrow something.
Since Kurt was peacefully resting, Sebastian didn't bother to ask permission. There was no need to in any case; Kurt would have said yes, and many of the clothes he had brought were Sebastian's to begin with. Sebastian decided to pick something from the more casual spectrum, going with a simple blue button down shirt that actually belonged to Kurt, and he completed the set by borrowing the black jeans Kurt had bought on their first shopping date together.
Now dressed in his boyfriend's clothes, Sebastian stepped up to the mirror to assess his appearance. He looked as as natural in Kurt's clothing as he did his own, which made sense, since they had similar tastes in fashion (at least so far). But the shirt was still a little too plan for Sebastian's liking, so he put on the purple tie he had been wearing from last night to liven things up just a bit.
"Much better," Sebastian said in approval.
Sebastian had planned to leave without too much of a fuss, but when he turned back around, he saw that his boyfriend was not only awake, but sitting up and watching him attentively.
"You watched me get dressed didn't you?" How had Sebastian not realized that? 'I guess I really do stay super focused on myself when I'm putting an outfit together.' And here he'd thought that the many men who'd accused him of that were just being oversensitive.
"Can you blame me? The way you pay so much attention to every detail; it's quite entrancing." Kurt was the very picture of causal; he was slightly hunched over with his elbows resting on his knees.
As Sebastian gazed at Kurt lovingly, he really wished he had the time to linger a bit longer and join Kurt on the bed. Oh the things they could get up to, there was so much he could show Kurt... Then, just when Sebastian's imagination risked getting away from him and making him truly late, he was hit with a tidal wave of emotion. It nearly bowled him over, it was that intense and Sebastian was so unprepared for it that he couldn't even tell what the hell he was even feeling!
All it took was to look into Kurt's crystal blue eyes to know that what he was experiencing was a moment of total clarity. When everything suddenly clicked into place and made sense, and felt so right that there was no disputing it.
Overcome, Sebastian circled the bed until he was standing beside Kurt, who was watching him intently now. "You paint such a wonderful picture Kurt, but do you know what would make this scene truly perfect?" His inner poet wasn't running at his normally high performance levels, but Sebastian didn't let that trip him up.
"What?" Kurt asked with a yawn. He looked so sleepy and delicious, it was difficult for Sebastian to resist him, but resist he must, or else the show piece would never be finished in time.
"If you were in my bed and not Puck's." Sebastian paused to let his words sink in, except Kurt didn't seem to understand what Sebastian was getting at. "I want you to move in with me, Kurt." He hovered near the edge of the bed; Kurt was just out of reach and he widened his eyes when the realization hit him. He had expected Kurt to sputter off about how it was too early for them and that he didn't want to become a burden.
"That's a pretty big step," Kurt said in a soft voice.
"Yeah it is. I dunno if I'm ready for it really, but I still want to you to live with me." Sebastian wasn't used to speaking straight from the heart like this. He hated how vulnerable he sounded. If Kurt declined his offer-no matter how gently- he wasn't sure if he could hide his disappointment-and that scared him a little. "I know you said you didn't want to impose on me, but I don't feel like you would be."
Kurt smiled at him warmly and rested his chin against his knees, wrapping his arms around his folded legs. "I guess I better get to packing then-as soon as I'm ready to get up from this bed."
Sebastian's face lit up with joy and he let out a whooping cheer of victory. He couldn't believe Kurt had agreed so easily! Did this mean that he'd planned to move in with him beforehand, and had just been waiting for the right moment to tell him?
"Are you sure?" Sebastian asked, because he didn't want to put any pressure on Kurt.
"I'm as sure as you are, or I am now. I know I was hesitant before… but I want to live with you too, Sebastian."
"All right then. Is it okay if I let the others know? Or would you prefer to tell them yourself?"
"You can if you like."
"What about the amazing sex we had, can I share that as well?"
Kurt rolled his eyes, but before Sebastian could worry that he'd crossed a line, he smirked at him. "Sure why not, it's not like there's any reason to hide it from them, but no graphic details okay. I dunno if I could look any of them in the eye if you gave a full blow by blow."
Sebastian chuckled; the idea was tempting, but one he would never dream of doing.
"Shouldn't you be heading off to the studio?" Kurt reminded his boyfriend with a playful smirk.
"You're right, duty calls." It would be a good idea to put all of this excitement to good use, as long as he was mindful when he needed to sew things. Sebastian decided he would walk to the studio (it wasn't too long, if he took a quick bus ride) instead of driving his convertible; the fresh air should do him some good. "Make sure you don't stay away for too long, love; you are my muse after all."
After Kurt assured that he would join him at the studio in no later than two hours from now, Sebastian bid his boyfriend a fond farewell. He managed to kiss him goodbye just once, and on his way out, Sebastian grabbed the set of keys at the table. He knew exactly how to share this new turn of events with his friends, and he couldn't wait to see Puck's reaction.
Sebastian was on cloud nine when he finally made it to the Atelier. The walk there had been enjoyable, even if he had to keep his strides to a minimum or else his limp would have become really obvious. Not that he cared if anyone noticed it, and he was pretty sure the cashier at the coffee shop he'd stopped it had picked up on it (either that or she just really liked to smile).
When he arrived at his destination, Sebastian practically glided down the stairs and opened the door as if he were a dancer in a Broadway musical.
"Morning all," Sebastian chimed in a sing song voice. "Is everyone here having a good as time as I am?" He knew he was going a bit overkill with his happy act, but he wanted to indulge himself just for a little longer before he switched to work mode.
Unique was the first one to appear and and her grin was anything but subtle. "Why Sebastian, you're positively glowing." She latched onto his arm and half dragged him over to the bar. "You like you've just stumbled upon a new outlet store and found yourself one hell of a deal."
"It's even better than that," Sebastian replied, which was saying something, because bargain hunting was his favourite pastime (next to designing, and obviously sex).
"Let me guess." Unique said as she made her way around the bar to pour Sebastian a cup of tea. "You and Kurt finally did the deed last night, in Puck's apartment, and now you're a fully sexually satisfied man again?"
Sebastian laughed; he figured they were allowed a little time to socialize before they got to business. "What gave it away?"
Unique took her own teacup and brought it to her lips to take a sip of her drink. "Well, aside from that big grin on your face, I got a text from Sugar last night. It seems she went to visit Angel at Puck's and heard you two getting busy through the closed door right as she was about to ring the doorbell."
"I'll have to thank her for not interrupting us. So where are she and Puck anyway?" Sebastian asked as he looked around for any signs of the couple.
"They're making a snack run; we got tired of waiting for you and Kurt to show." Unique took a seat beside Sebastian; it had been far too long since they had gotten a chance to chat together like this. Out of all of his friends, Sebastian felt the most connected to Unique, which said something because they were quite different people. "Speaking of people who are MIA, where is Angel?"
"He decided to rest up in bed for a bit longer, but fear not, he will grace us with his presence shortly. I guess I wore him out pretty good last night," Sebastian explained with a proud smirk.
"Tell me more," Unique urged with hopeful eyes. "You know I'm trustworthy Sebastian; any details you share with me won't leave this room."
Sebastian had no trouble opening up to Unique, and truth be told, he was dying to talk about what had happened. "What can I say…" he began, just to keep her on her toes, but when he saw her narrow her eyes at him, he decided not to push his luck. Unique had even better persuasive powers than he did at times. "Kurt's a natural. He's taken to sex like a duck does to water."
Unique knew Sebastian well enough to understand his words were high praise indeed and she whistled. "You lucky devil."
"I know you and Sugar like to think he's some heavenly angel, but let me tell you, he sure abandons that shy innocent act when he gets between the sheets." Sebastian was very glad that Kurt wasn't there to hear the conversation. Knowing him, he would have died from secondhand embarrassment, or worse, gotten pissed off at Sebastian's frankness. But since he wasn't there, Sebastian could speak openly. "I'm not saying he doesn't have a lot to learn still. But if yesterday night was any indication-as well as this morning-then it won't take Kurt very long to catch up on what he's lacking."
As much as Sebastian appreciated getting a chance to talk about his new amazing sex life, he wasn't about to let everything be about him. "And how about you, Unique? Last I heard you were seeing that guy… what was his name again? The one who you said was a real sweetheart…"
"Ryder. I'm still seeing him, we just went on our third date last night actually."
"And how did it go? Is he still resting in bed like my dear Kurt is?"
Unique smiled at him playfully; it was wonderful to see her look so happily smitten. "I dunno about that, but he was grinning like a fool when I kissed him goodbye two hours ago."
Sebastian clapped his hands together. "Awesome! So when can the four of us go on a double date?"
"Hold your horses there. I know you're eager to meet him, but it's still too early for any double dates with you and Angel-or Puck or Sugar for that matter."
"But he did ask you to go steady right? As the young kids would say."
Unique nodded. "He did, and since he's such a sweetheart, he asked me to be his girlfriend before we had sex."
"Good on him, there are so few gentlemen in the world, so I'm glad you managed to find yourself one," Sebastian announced as he raise his teacup to toast to Ryder's name. "I'd still like to meet him when you feel he's ready though. I promise to be on my best behaviour too."
"I'll run it by him but he'll probably be fine with it," Unique said.
Sebastian listened as Unique told him more about Ryder and how they had met. Sebastian recalled how nervous Unique had been before their first date. Sebastian had done his best to calm her, but he had understood Unique's trepidation. How many men had been unable to look past the fact that she was a transwomen to see her for the stunning and awe inspiring women that she was?
Sugar and Puck returned when Unique and Sebastian were on their second cup of tea and Sugar immediately rushed to the bar when she realized Sebastian was there.
"Sebastian! Thank god you're finally here! I sent you so many text messages that I thumbs are still paying the price!" She darted her eyes around the room and frowned. "Where's Angel? Isn't he with you?"
"Kurt's fine. He's just a bit tired this morning that's all. As you can imagine, since apparently you heard it for yourself last night. Sorry for that; Kurt hasn't learned proper volume control yet."
Sebastian watched as Puck slowly inched his way into the room as he struggled with two grocery bags full of snacks. He placed them on the nearby table and eyed the group curiously, but didn't bother to ask what was going on.
"Ah Noah, just the man I wanted to see," Sebastian said in greeting, fully laying on the charm. He stood up and took hold of Puck's hand, slipping the key into his palm before his now alarmed friend could react and pull it away. "Thanks for lending your home to Kurt, it came in handy last night when I took his virginity."
"What's with the key?" Puck asked, and then he took a better look at it. "Hold on, this is the key to my place!"
"Very astute of you, Noah. You can have it back; Kurt won't be needing it anymore."
"Is he moving in with you?" Sugar blurted out, visibly shaking with excitement.
"Why yes he is."
There was a brief moment when Sebastian thought Puck would tell him off for acting so rash, but he just shrugged at him in the end. "Whatever. Just don't let it distract you too much. The show's in two weeks and we still have a shitload of work to do."
"I'd never let that happen, and neither would Kurt, or any of you," Sebastian pointed out.
Unique went ahead and took out a few bags of chips to serve at the bar. "Who would have thought the day when all four of us were happily taken would come so quickly."
Sugar's eyes lit up. "Did Ryder ask you to be his girlfriend then?" When she saw Unique nod she let out a delighted squeal and hugged her friend tightly.
"Congrats Unique, and I thought for sure that Sebastian would be last one of us to find someone." Puck said as cast a smug glance at Sebastian, whose reply was to playfully roll his eyes while simultaneously flipping him off.
Even when there were no guarantees that any of their relationships would go the distance (though Sebastian was pretty sure that Sugar and Puck were endgame), Sebastian chose to look at the bright side of things. He was among friends, they all had found someone who knew how special they were and wanted to be with them. Soon Kurt would join them and then Sebastian would be among the four people he cared about most in the world.
Now if they could just win first place at the fashion show, and Sebastian would consider himself truly fortunate. Because as content as Sebastian felt in that moment, there was always something else for him to aspire towards-and he wouldn't want it any other way.