Title: Misplaced Trust

Author: Bella Katelyn

Rating: M

Summary: When Edward left after Bella's birthday party, her world fell apart. Little did she know just how much her life would change. Whilst grieving for her lost love, she's also betrayed by her best friend Jacob Black. Follow me through this story as Bella experiences loss, peace and finally acceptance when reunited with her Edward.

Disclaimer: Twilight and its characters belong to author Stephanie Meyer, and are brought to the fandom by Summit Entertainment. I'm just borrowing the characters for my own enjoyment and hopefully yours. With that said I hope you enjoy this story as much as I'm going to enjoy writing it.

Chapter Ten

Learning To Trust Again

EPOV

Once Bella had fallen asleep, I held her in my arms marvelling in our love making. She knew me too well, on the journey over here I'd been terrified of scaring her, yet as usual she was the one comforting me. I didn't know what had possessed her to take my balls in her warm palm; I nearly lost control at first, yet I managed to control the monster inside me. I thought I was being thorough phoning ahead asking Kaure and Gustavo to turn on the air conditioner, however I should have known the heat from the island would affect my Bella, especially considering the pregnancy. Thankfully, she preferred to sleep against my chest and for the first time in our relationship she was able to sleep comfortably without the aid of a barrier between us to keep her from freezing.

As the morning light started to shine through the glass doors, Bella's breathing changed and I knew she was close to waking up, five minutes later I was looking into those chocolate brown eyes which always made me lose my train of thought, and for a vampire that's not an easy thing to happen. Loosening my arms I leaned down to kiss Bella before making her breakfast. Sliding from the bed I slid on my shorts laughing at Bella's protests.

"Sweetheart you need to eat, if not for you then for our little one."

"Alright, alright I'm up. What's for breakfast?"

"What would you like me to cook?

"Bacon and pancakes please."

"One plate of bacon and pancake coming up."

"Edward I was thinking of something last night before we made love."

"Oh what was on your mind?"

"I was wondering how long we could stay here. I'd like to stay until the baby is born if that's possible. We can keep up with school online. Or I could switch to college."

"Would staying here make you happy?"

"Mm, we'd have peace and quiet, I'd be more relaxed and we would be able to enjoy ourselves. I know the rest of the family want to help it's just…"

"Just what sweetheart."

"It's a little overwhelming. I love them I really do. After seeing Jacob and Jess and Lauren's cruel words."

"Hey, hey, hey it's okay I understand. I'll talk to Carlisle and see if he can arrange it for us."

"Thank you."

"No need to thank me my Bella. Your happiness is all that matters."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Watching Bella walk toward the closet, I couldn't help but smile as she pulled out her clothing for the day, surely cursing Alice for some of the clothing inside. Luckily I'd packed another case keeping my decision to pack it undecided until the last minute. Inside were more of my clothes knowing Bella would feel more comfortable in them. As clothes went flying, I walked into the closet pulling out a pair of my sweats and the old Dartmouth hoody she loved, handing them over. The enormous smile that appeared on her beautiful face gave me all the thanks I needed. With Bella happily dressed I made my way into the kitchen, my mission on making her breakfast my main priority. As I cooked, I thought back to last night and how wonderful it was. Fire and Ice joined as one.

BPOV

As Edward left to make my breakfast I couldn't help but laugh at the irony, Alice did everything to make sure I didn't know what she had packed for me to wear on our honeymoon and yet Edward had somehow managed to get passed her visions in order to pack another case of his clothes for me to wear. Dashing into the bathroom, I brushed my teeth, tying my hair into a messy bun before walking out into the kitchen smiling as I saw the concentration written all over Edward's face. He's once told me he couldn't wait to cook for me, something told me he'd been practicing. Coming up behind him, I wrapped my arms around his waist nuzzling my head into his back breathing in his scent. Last night had been everything I'd hoped it would be and more. I knew Edward was worried that I'd panic and be unable to continue however instead of feeling panicked I felt loved and safe. The same way I always did when I was in Edward's arms. Our first time had taken away the disturbing memories from before. Suddenly I found myself resting against Edward's chest as he held me close. Taking in his wonderful scent I looked into his eyes smiling.

"What did I do to deserve that welcome?"

"Made me feel safe again. Something I didn't think I could feel again four months ago."

"Bella it's my job to protect you. To keep you safe. If I'd known…"

"Ssh, don't spoil it. We're here now. That's all that matters. Jacob can't hurt me anymore."

"I love you. You're my life now. Along with this baby."

"You'll always have my heart. And I promise to protect you both."

"I was scared that you wouldn't want the baby."

"Why would you think that?"

"Because she's not yours, the way she came to be."

"Bella, I never thought I would ever be a father. However you changed that. It doesn't matter to me how this little girl came to be and do you know why that is?"

"No."

"Because she's half you. And you are the most selfless person I've ever come across."

"Really?"

"Really and truly."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Moving slowly from Edward's arms I sat down at the breakfast bar, finally relaxed in my own body again. The smell of bacon and pancakes wafted my way making my stomach grumble impatiently. I couldn't help but laugh, the more pregnant I got the more food I seemed to be consuming, the minute Edward set the food in front of me I started eating with gusto practically inhaling it burning my tongue in the process. Placing my fork back against the plate I sipped the juice Edward had poured for me, looking into his eyes blushing tomato red as I realised he had been watching me eat again.

"I thought Emmett was the only one who could eat that fast."

"I'm sorry; I guess I was hungrier than I thought."

"You're pregnant sweetheart it's understandable you're going to eat more."

"I've had plenty now."

"You go and relax while I wash up."

"What did you have planned for today?"

"Well after we talk to Carlisle and you've talked to Charlie I thought we could go to the mainland and shop."

"What kind of shopping?"

"Baby shopping. And I'm sure you're getting uncomfortable."

"How did you know?"

"They seemed a little snug."

"Thank you."

"Your welcome, now go lie down."

"I am."

Sliding off my seat, I walked into the living area curling up on the couch shifting my position so I was comfortable, grabbing my cell off the coffee table I scrolled through my contacts reaching Charlie's number at the station pressing call as I rested my hand over my swollen belly. I couldn't believe that we were going to be spending the next five months on this island, completely alone without any distractions; it seemed almost too good to be true. I was brought out of my thoughts by Charlie answering the phone, suddenly I realised there was a slight time difference between us, cursing myself as I knew I'd probably woken Charlie up during the night shift.

"Hello?"

"Hey Dad it's me."

"Hey Bells. How's the honeymoon?"

"It's perfect. Actually that's the reason I'm calling."

"Oh."

"Yeah, you see I was thinking, this place is deserted other than us and a few birds, we've decided to stay longer than we had originally planned."

"How much longer?"

"We're not going to be home until after the baby comes. I know what you're going to say what about school. Edward and I have already talked about it; we're going to enrol for online schooling or maybe college."

"Your married now Bells, I know when you set your mind to something you do it. I'll miss you but I can understand why you want to stay away."

"There's something else I want to tell you. A decision I've come to about Billy and…Jacob."

"Bells you can tell me anything."

"I don't want to see Billy anymore, or Jacob. I can't fully move on if I'm seeing them every day. We'll still be in Forks but if Billy is around I can't be there."

"He's been asking questions ever since that meeting."

"He's not having anything to do with the baby. As far as I'm concerned this baby is Edward's and that's final you can tell him that from me. I'm sorry to sound harsh but he can thank his son for it."

"You don't have to apologise."

"Dad I have to go we're going shopping soon."

"Alright Bells have fun."

"I will, oh and Dad."

"Yeah Bells."

"I love you."

"Love you too kiddo."

Taking a deep breath I clicked off the call setting my cell back against the coffee table, before I had a chance to call out his name I was in Edward's arms as the tears built up in my eyes. I'd been so busy trying not to think about cutting all ties with the pack that I hadn't thought of how it would feel when I actually did it. This would be the last time I ever cried over Jacob Black. The Jacob I knew didn't exist anymore; the Jacob who existed now was a monster, someone I hardly knew anymore. As Edward's arms tightened around me I let out a shaky breath. Should have known I couldn't put what had happened out of my head indefinitely.

EPOV

The longer Bella spoke to Charlie I could tell she was getting upset again, after having a lengthy conversation with Carlisle before we left for our honeymoon I was told this could happen, one minute she could be fine and the next everything could become too much for her to handle. It broke my heart to see her so upset, however I know that in time, especially now she'd informed Charlie she wouldn't be speaking or seeing Billy again, things would become easier. I was determined that she would never feel the way he had made her feel ever again. It would take time but I would wait as long as it needed, and let's face it time was something we had a lot of. The minute she set her phone on the coffee table I wrapped my arms around her giving her the comfort she so desperately needed.

"I'm s-sorry, I'm just being silly."

"No you're not. You've been handling things incredibly well. It's understandable that you needed to release the pain you've been feeling especially after Jacob showed up at home."

"I'm so ashamed, and…and I feel so dirty."

"Oh Bella, what happened wasn't your fault. You weren't to know what would have happened."

"I feel so stupid."

"You're not stupid sweetheart. You trusted him and he betrayed you. The only one who's to blame here is Jacob."

"I've changed my mind. I want to press charges."

"What made you change your mind?"

"When he barged into the house without being invited, if he can do that knowing you're with me, I don't even want to think about what he could do if I was in the house alone."

"What about evidence? Do you still have the clothes you wore that day?"

"Mm, in a sealed bag in the bottom of our closet at home, along with photographs and written documents from Emily. I know this is going to be hard, the pack and Billy will probably turn against us, but I don't care I just want him out of my life. For good."

"Then that's what we'll do. I'm sure Jenks would help us."

"You'd best call Carlisle then we can go shopping."

"Yes Ma'am."

"I've decided I want to pursue college instead of school. I was thinking medicine."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Alright I'll tell Carlisle."

Pulling my cell from my pocket I sighed more in relief than contentment, Bella was finally opening up to me, I knew in the long run it would be beneficial for all of us, especially her. Dialling the hospital I prayed Carlisle would take his time getting to the phone however something told me that it was a fruitless wish, not having to rest did have its advantages and that usually meant Carlisle worked through the night. I was brought out of my thoughts by two things, the first was Bella trailing her hand down my bare chest, and the second was Carlisle's voice on the other end of the phone.

"Edward I'm surprised to hear from you so soon into your honeymoon is everything alright?"

"Yes Carlisle everything's good. Bella's doing well. We actually came to a decision earlier today and we wanted you to inform the school."

"What decision?"

"We're staying on Isle Esme until Bella gives birth; she's been more relaxed here?"

"What about school?"

"Bella wants to pursue a college degree and I will continue in school enrolling in online classes."

"Alright I will speak to Principal Greene, was there anything else?"

"I need Jasper to talk to Jenks for us."

"What are you planning?"

"Nothing bad, I promise. Bella wants to press charges against Jacob, now he's completely human; I want to know if he will represent us in court."

"I'll tell him. You two just relax whilst you're there."

"We will. Carlisle would you be able to fly here with a sonogram machine and everything I'd need to help Bella give birth."

"Of course I can. It'll need to be next week though."

"That's alright; I just want to make sure I have everything ready."

"I understand. I'll talk to you soon son."

"Bye Dad."

"Bye Edward."

Shutting off the call, I set my cell down next to Bella's holding her close to my chest noticing that her breathing pattern had changed and she'd once again fallen asleep. Nuzzling my head into her hair inhaling her freesia and strawberry scent allowing it to calm me down. I knew she'd been hiding her true feelings from me in order to stop me from 'wallowing' as she calls it. However the minute she mentioned Billy and that mutt, I could see her resolve crumbling and her true emotions bubbling to the surface. As I watched her sleep I made a promise to myself to always make her feel special, no matter what I had to do in order to achieve my goal. Bella would always be my saving grace and I was going to prove to her that no matter what has happened, we will get through it together.