Cinedemasas, I fully agree with you, but first I want to put supercorp together.Ive envisioned and written it down 3 ways and this was the only one thag I felt I could actually move forward with in a way that makes sense.I hope you enjoy and continue reviewing.. you help me alot.

The room was silent.

Before I could start to fill the silence with rambling, Lena mumbled something I couldnt hear.

"Pardon?" I say, wanting her to repeat herself

she looks me in the eye for the first time since all this happened. "I love you too, Kara." she says

I pause for a beat to process the fact that she loves me back, and I can't help but feel a small bubble of happines and hope rise... but at the same time I'm confused. "You do?"

She bites her bottom lip before replying to me with a simple "yes"

"Lena if you felt this way... why.. why didn't you just tell me? Why end our friendship?" I ask

"I was scared.. I am scared that you don't feel the same... I know you just confessed to me that you do, but my insecurities aren't just going to disappear."

"I do love you, Lena. How could I not? I understand your insecurities won't just disappear... and neither will I, Ill remind you every day if need be."

theres another long silence in the room

"So what now?" Lena asks

"I dont know. To be honest, I didn't plan to actually make it into your office" I smile and she gives a small smile back in response

but then the smile falls.

"There are things.. I'd like to apologize for... Kara, I shouldn't have pushed you away." she says

"youre right, you shouldnt have. And this is a topic we will come back to, but right now I want to make sure we are on the same page... I dont want any confusion." I say scooching close enough to be nearer and look in her eyes but not to close that I make her uncomfortable. "I want this, I want us, I want you in every way i can have you... Yes, there are things we need to discuss and a certain level of trust that needs to be established, But I need to know that you want this too, I can't move knowing you aren't with me" I finish, she looks deep in thought so I decide to let her think it over

"The ball is in your court Lena, you know where to find me." I say before leaving

Lena POV

Two days later

I contemplate texting Kara, calling her, even showing up at her door.

What would I say? What would I do?

I want this as much as she does.. she just had the courage to come out and say it

something ive been wanting to do for years

I dont know whats stopping me from showing up at her door... kissing her, telling her I want her..

Maybe its the fact that telling her means we will talk about our feelings which im not opposed against... its just we'll have to talk about why I push her away so she can trust me and I can trust her

Do I want to put all my trust into her?

To know that If I fall shell catch me

not like this will be any different than before

shes always been there

but this time shell be mine.. actually mine

I could hold her hand

I could call her baby and kiss her.. things i couldnt do before

Is she worth it? Is having her love worth letting her break down all my walls?

Yes.. she is..

Alex POV

I am currently standing outside of Lena's apartment.

Kara spoke with her two days ago

Im not here because of that... well... technically I am because I promised I would get to the bottom of this and Kara is a big part of it

I knock and wait for her to answer

when she does she is surprised

"Alex!? Hello, please come in. May I ask why you are here?" she says as I head towards her couch

I smile at her "Nice place Luthor, Its grest to see you too. Maggie and I are fine, its still a little rough but what can you expect we just got back together." I say

"Sorry, I'm glad you and Maggie are doing well."

"Thanks. Im here because I know Kara talked to you and that you might be having some emotional turmoil.. I figured youd need a friend to vent to so here I am. I promise i wont tell Kara anything that you tell me if you do tell me anything" I say and she looks skeptical

"Oh you wont huh? and how am I to trust you?"

"Because you were Karas friend for years and ive known you forever. she has told me everytime tou pushed her away and told me why you Pushed when you two were good again. I care Lena about you and Kara and I dont want to see either of you get hurt." I say and she looks less skeptical

" I Believe you and I want to be with Kara.. I do, Shes worth losing all my defenses.. but Im still scared." she says

"Why? I mean, and dont take this the wrong way, but from what I have seen.. Kara hasnt given you any reason to believe shed hurt you. Shes been there everytime you pushed her away."

"I know.. Alex my home life wasn't the best.." she pauses looking unsure as to wheter or not she should continue. "my mother was verbally and physically abusive... made me think I was worthless... and unlovable.. thats not something ill forget... sometimes when Karas busy with work ill think its an excuse not to see me..." she says looking down

"And I know... that thats not what it is... but the feeling lingers.. it never goes away... im just scared my mother is right."

I pull Lena to me as she starts to cry

we stay like that with me calming her down

when she is calm I make her look me in the eyes

"Lena, Kara feels to much for you to just let you go. If anything shell become super annoying and constantly tell you she loves you and she might shower you with kisses and maybe some flowers if she feels you need something more physical." I say " But in the event that maybe thats not enough for you and you maybe feel like shes being to distant and you are scared to talk to her about it... until you can trust her more.. you can talk to me. okay? no matter what the circumstance ill be avaliable okay?"

she just nods

"alright kiddo, I have to go I have a date with Maggie... but remember what I said okay you can always talk to me" I say and she says thank you before walking me to the door.