WELL I WANTED TO DO SOME KANAYA AND I HAD READ A BOOK BY DAVID EAGLEMAN THAT SEEMED TO FIT WITH THIS SO TELL MEH WHAT YA THINK PLEASEEEEE!

Kanaya POV

Rose had woken up late this afternoon and sleepily trudged into the kitchen in her pajamas which were mix matched since I had forgotten to do the laundry the other night. They consisted of her daily shirt and a pair of old shorts that I had given her for her birthday a few years ago. She sat at the kitchen table and put her head down. "Well it's nice to see that you had decided to wake up." I leaned against the counter with my arms crossed.

"Mmm," she mumbled.

"What did you do last night?" She lifted her head now, "I had to do read a bunch of studies for my sociology paper due next week."

"What time did you go to bed?"

"About 3 this morning." I began to tsk and she just smirked and leaned back in her chair.

"I suppose you want me to make you something to eat?" I raised an eyebrow at her now.

"I don't know why you would insinuate such things when I can easily do it, the last time I checked I am fully capable." She had begun to get up when I interrupted her,

"Sit! Now what do you want to eat?" Realizing that she had granted herself a free meal Rose sat back down and smiled to herself.

"I happen to like pancakes."

"Well it looks like your getting bacon and eggs then, in the mean time do you want some tea?"

"That sounds lovely, thank you Kanaya."

"Hmm, kissing up to me won't make you breakfast come any sooner, you know."

"Maybe." I poured her a glass of tea and put some sugar cubes in. Just 2 just the way she likes it.

"So, miss early bird, what have you've been doing since I was asleep?"

"Well, I read a book, watched a gardening show, and talked some to Karkat, and Nepeta."

"How's the grumpy pants?"

"Well he seemed to resolve his issues with Jade, and they are friends again I suppose."

"Hmm, interesting. Looks like I have made my first breakthrough." She smiled now so prettily, "I suppose you did."

"How's Nepeta?"

"Her and Gamzee seem to be getting along well, they went to a fair the other night and saw an acrobats show, she didn't like the way they treated the tiger though." Rose laughed softly now, "Sounds like they have been having fun."

"Yes their relationship is progressing well." I stirred the eggs making them fluffy and turned the bacon, her breakfast would be done soon.

"How are you and John doing?" She sipped her tea once more before answering, "There isn't much progressing just simple talk every once in a while."

"Are you happy?" I prepare her plate, and set it on the table in front of her.

"I suppose so." I looked at her questionably and she just ate.

"Do you think you could be happier with someone else?"

"I don't know," she said slowly taking a break from eating.

"Do you love him, you have been dating for the past 4 years you should at least know as much by now?"

"Well," she trailed off and took another bite out of bacon. I raised my eyebrow once again, "You don't love him?"

"In the sense you are suggesting I do not believe so."

"Then why do you still proclaim him as your matesprite."

"Well I guess you are right it, isn't to continue to prolong our relations when we don't feel the same as we did when we were younger."

"I would concur but then you also have to take in the feelings John still has for you."

"Are you trying to get me to break up with John or stay with him."

"I am not doing either, I was just trying to understand your feelings for him."

"Well now you sound like me." She smiled as she finished her meal and pushed the plate towards the middle of the table.

"What about you Kanaya why don't you have a matesprite?"

"Well, I just never found one, it never occurred to me that I had to have one. Why do you ask?"

"Just curious." I grabbed her plate and cleaned it in the sink.

"Kanaya?"

"Yes."

"What do you think I should do with John in the sense of our relationship?"

"Well I think you should do what feels right."

"And how do I figure that out?"

"You're a smart girl you should be able to figure that out."

"Can you help me?" I put the dishes in the drying rack and sat at the table with her now.

"Well, you say you don't particularly love him in the sense that I was expecting, so why is that?"

"Well, I just don't feel attracted to him in that way, it is more like he is a brother to me, like Strider."

"Well then if you don't want to be with him that way, and you think of him as a brother then why should you stay with him?"

"Well, I don't want to hurt his feelings, but if I continue to hold him down like this he might try to make a serious commitment to me."

"So what about your feelings, do you have any other feelings for anyone else?"

"Well, Kanaya it depends on what type of feelings you are talking about."

"Matespritship."

"Well other than John I don't think there is anyone in particular."

"Well then maybe you should break up with John and see what it is like to be alone for a while." She thought about this for a while then finally spoke, "What would I do without you Kanaya?"

"To be honest I don't know, now go get into some clothes we are going out later to see that lecture of yours that you bought tickets for."

"Oh, right, well thank you Kanaya, I'll be quick."

"I know." Rose had gotten up and headed back into her room to change. This lecture was by David Eagleman about his new book Incognito: Secret Lives of the Mind. Rose had liked the book and suggested it to me, and with all the free time I had, I read it. It was quite the book, it gave you quite an insight of the human brain, they don't seem to know much about themselves but they seem to know more then we trolls do. It seems that in the lecture he is going to further explain his thoughts and views about what he has written. Rose came out in the same shirt, a jacket, and skinny jeans.

"I'm ready, let's go."

"Let me get my purse and then we can go."

"Alright don't take too long though." She smirked while she walked over towards the front door.

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