HI everyone!

Im so sorry i havent updated recently, to be honest, im out of ideas!

So for me to update quicker can you people review and tell me what you would LIKE to see happen to this story

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But i hope you enjoy!

RPOV

Death.

I'd always fantasised how I would die. Hunger, thirst, Murderer but never did I think that I would die in a car crash. People are only suppose to be in a major car crash only once in their life, right? That's what Eddie told me to help me sleep at night after my dad died driving me to the hospital because I had a fever and I had been vomiting all night. He was racing along the roads, he didn't see the lights turn red, and he ran a red light when someone hit him on the driver's side.

The car rolled several times before coming to a stop, I remember someone pulling me out just before the car burst into flames sending us flying backwards. For I second I was just looked at it, the full realization of what happened finally hit me, I got off the ground and started running toward the car, calling my dad's name. Someone grabbed me pulling me backwards, I was crawling and screaming for them to let me go to let me go to my dad, but they kept tell me. He was gone. He was gone. Gone. That's when I passed out.

"CLEAR!" someone screamed.

I tried to open my eyes, tried to feel the bolts of electricity going through me, but I couldn't I was numb; my heart was so low, so so low. Something was pulling me, pulling me toward the light, it was so beautiful, I tried to fight it, tried to run away from it. But soon I grew tired and let it have me; maybe my life would be better in the light, maybe I wouldn't have to fight for survival. I walked toward the light, I was almost there when, it faded into black and I felt myself falling.

I jerk awake, flinging myself up into a sitting position, my hair clung to my face from sweat as I looked around at the room. I was in a hospital bed, Eddie asleep at my feet and tubes in my arms I didn't know what they were for but I ripped them out not wanting them in there or it would make this whole thing all too real. I slid out of bed, landing on my feet swiftly and quietly not wanting to wake Eddie up, I slowly walked out of the room, I stayed in the door way looking both ways to see if they were clear. When I was satisfied I walked out and went right till I came to a room with lots of chairs, people were sitting in the chairs obliviously waiting for their loved ones.

I looked around as people started to look blurry and like they were moving in their seats, I felt like I was going to vomit.

"Rose?" I heard someone say "Rose!" they sounded relieved I looked in the direction of the voice to see who it was but they had already taken me into their embrace.

I didn't return the hug, confused on who it was, their strong arms felt so familiar, but it wasn't the familiar I wanted it was different, they pulled back noticing my stillness , he gripped my upper arms and shook me softly.

"Rose?" he said "Rose? It's Adrian"

I just stared at him with a blank gaze before seeing noting but black as I let my fall into someone's arms.

DPOV

I walked into the hospital, I had my duster on and my hair was all wet from the rain outside, as soon as I walked in my eyes went straight to Rose, she was awake. SHE WAS AWAKE! My mind screamed, I walked over I was nearly there when she passed out again falling into Adrian's arms. I went up to him and gently took Rose from his arms, I picked her up and walked her back to her room without worrying what Adrian was saying. I carried her down the halls of the hospital, she slowly woke up in my arms and I looked down at her with a smile.

"Hey baby" I smiled and she groans softly '

"Hey" her voice broke and she leaned her head on my chest "W-what happened?" she whispered

A wash of guilt flodded over me

"We were in an accident" I tell her "Do you remember"

She looked like she was deep in thought, like she was trying to, I could tell when she remember cause it was like a light showing in her eyes.

"I remember" She whispered "D-do they know who did it?" she asked and I nodded

"Yeah..." I said quietly "He...Baby, he died" I told her my voice stopped

Ever since the accident I had felt so bad, like it was my fault somehow, maybe if I had been watching the road it wouldn't have happened, maybe if I had of gone the long way, maybe if I'd listened to my dad…. I closed my eyes and kept walking, I hate feeling this way, I've never had to feel guilty, I usually just say what I think, bully people and push people around without feeling guilty.

"Oh..." She whispered and looked at me

I arrived at her room and placed her on the bed softly looking down at her with a smile on her face, that smile was like a ray of sunshine to me, it made me feel like maybe not everything in the world was horrible and depressing. I stroked her cheek softly, kissing her lips softly before pulling back

"I better go" I whispered going to pull away

She gripped my shirt tightly pulling me back down, her eyes wide as if she was afraid I was going to disappear

"D-don't leave me…" she whispered "Please"

"Okay…" I nodded and sat in the chair next to her bed making her frown; she moved over and patted the spot next to her.

"Can-Can you just…hold me..?" she asked as if she was afraid I'd say no, I smiled a little and got up sliding onto the bed next to her , I wrapped an arm around her waist and my other rested behind her head, playing with her hair. She smiled and leaned her head against my chest and traced random patterns on my chest, as I held her the only thing I wanted was to freeze this moment and hold onto it forever and that's how the night ended, her sleeping on my chest and me watching her for a while before finally falling asleep a couple of hours later.

Another chapter done!

whew

Okay so like said before please send me some ideas!

Okay another thing i would like to say isssssssss

after this story i have a rough idea on my next story

Basically its set in blood promise when Rose went to Russia, if you want an basic idea of what going to happen just pm me and i will tell you a bit about it, and also dont be afriad to pm me about anything thing else, i dont bite! i swear :D

okay thats it, thankyou for reading me story :D