chapter 10

' Tilly what the hell is this, shes your teacher for god sake she could get into serious trouble what a

re you thinking, when you said she was older i was angry but now Tilly im exploding its unreal'

' You know Dad i knew you were going to be like this, this is why didn't tell you in the first place. yeah i know its wrong and that Jen could get into serious trouble, but think for one second Dad would she be doing this if she doesn't love me, like i said before you can try and spilt us up but its not going to work'

' Tilly listen to me your not going out with your teacher, tell you what get her from upstairs i want to speak to her' Tillys Dad said angry.

' Jen come down into the kitchen please' i say as i walk into the living room. i can see her in tears.

' Jen babe please everything's going to be ok yeah believe me you said you trusted me on this one'

' Tilly what if they split us up i cant bare to live without you'

Jen bursts into tears and i don t know what to do, so i cuddle her, it takes a good five minutes until she can stop crying and is ready to go into the kitchen.

' You ready to go into the kitchen now babe'

' Yeah sure but i don't think i will be able to hold back my tears'

'Its ok babe i will make sure everything's going to be ok yeah'

Me and Jen walk into the kitchen and i make sure im sat next to Jen, so shes not on her own because i know she cant take much more of this.

' Right Jen, m daughter claims that you love each other is this true'

' Yeah it is other wise i wouldn't be here, i wouldn't be risking my job for her. I didn't realized how much i loved her, but now i see i can never live without her, it breaks my heart that you don't want us to be together'

My eyes start to water as Jen says this and i can see Jens crying while shes saying this, this isn't fair i think to myself why should we both have to suffer just because my Dad doesn't want us to be together.

' Right i can see that you love my daughter very much, but im NOT allowing it so get out NOW before i call the police' My Dad shouts

' Im sorry Tils you know i love you and always will'

' No Jen please don't listen to my Dad please Jen i love you please don't do this to me again you know you don't want to do this please Jen'

its too late shes gone i fall to the ground and start to cry and my Dad starts to speak

' Tilly look i know your hurting but this is the best thing'

' THE BEST THING, YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS THE BEST THING FOR ME. I HATE YOU DAD, NOW GO AWAY, I TOLD YOU I LOVED HER ISN'T THAT ENOUGH, AND YOU WONDER WHY I DON'T TELL YOU THINGS YOU JUST WRECK IT FOR ME, JUST PISS OFF DAD'

i ran up the stairs after i had finished shouting at my Dad i couldn't take it any more

Tilly parents knew she was really angry and upset because she never normally swears.

' Great Tom you had to do that didn't you why couldn't you just leave them its not like anyone could find out unless we told someone'

Im so angry at my Dad i don't even care how bad i hurt him because hes hurt me really bad, i decide to text Jen.

' Babe please talk to me i want to know if your safe just text me or call me please babe i love you so much you have to get that i dont want to live without you, i cant live without you'

i don't get a reply so i head downstairs with my phone in my hand just in case i get a text or a phone call from Jen. When i got downstairs my Dad stood up.

' Look Tilly im really sorry ok i just didn't want you to make a mistake that's all an...

i cut him off because he said what everyone says

' A mistake why does everyone say that god, i would know if a made a mistake i haven't i love Jen so much no one wold believe'

' Ok Tilly im sorry yeah please forgive me'

i was about to say something when my phone rang

' Right Jens ringing me so DON'T say anything ok'

i answer the phone

' Hey Tils look ok im sorry i ran out on you i know i shouldn't have, i should have trusted you ok. i couldn't cope. i still love you ok and i still want to be with you that's if you still want me to be with you after this stunt i just played'

' Babe look yeah i still want to be with you that wasn't your fault it was my Dads putting pressure on you and he shouldnt have ok. and i love you too please come back round we can sort this mess out'

i said this while looking at my dad so he g the message that i was angry at him.

' Well babe i was going to come back anyway im only around the corner i couldn't go that far'

' ok good babe see you in two minutes'

' Right mum. dad don't try and break us up because i will hate you forever'

' Ok love my mum said but my dad just nodded