Again, thank you so much for everybody's support! Thank you so much for reading this fanfic! It took me a while to think about how to write it, but here it is!

Chapter 10! Didn't think this fanfic will reach 10 chapters so thank you!

So this chapter is basically what happens after Alec wakes up, so all Malec moments...

Hope you like it!

Sitting up quickly Alec looked at his side and his eyes went wide... "Magnus?" he whispered softly believing that his eyes were playing tricks on him.

"Alexander" Magnus breathed softly and smiled at the young shadowhunter. Magnus wanted nothing more than to hold Alec in his arms and tell him that everything's alright now, to breath in the scent he's grown used to in the past few months... but he couldn't.. he figured that it would only confuse the other male and send mixed signals, give him false hope that he forgave him and that everything is fixed... nothing was fixed, and it just feels that the walls are falling down and crashing him in the process, and although he was still undeniably in love with the shadowhunter he couldn't forgive him just yet. So he just stared at the shadowhunter with a small smile on his lips for a few seconds, and when he was about to get up and call the others who were still waiting and worried he saw Alec reach over and grab him by the hand.

"Don't leave" Alec said desperation in his eyes. It wasn't just a plea for the warlock to stay by his side for a few more minutes, and Magnus understood that, it was meant as a plea to say and beg the warlock to take him back, to forgive him..

Magnus glanced at the hand that was now resting on his arm, he kept looking at it as if he's deciding something, then at the end he grabbed Alec's hand and removed it gently and slowly, and without any other word he left the shadowhunter in the room.

Alec kept his gaze at the closed door hoping it would open and reveal the figure of the warlock whom his heart was yearning for failing to notice his mother in a chair near the bed who was wide awake and now had witnessed the exchange between the two males but kept her silence nonetheless.

Still looking at the door Alec felt a huge weight on his chest unabling him to breath properly, as if the air was too thick, he felt locks in his throat making it feel like it's burning, and there they were, hot tears in his eyes threatening to fall at any given moment, all because of the continuous rejection and heart break he felt everyday since the breakup. He swallowed hard in attempt to control his emotions and blinked the tears away, he was tired of feeling defeated, of crying and feeling sorry for himself, that wasn't him, he's a warrior, he's not supposed to be weak.. so with a new found resolution he decided to fight and moved to get off the bed.

"Where are you going?"

The teen jumped in surprise at the sudden voice and turned around "M-mom? what are you doing here?"

"We've been waiting for you to wake up to make sure you're okay" she stated as she got up from the chair.

"We?" he asked as he frowned in confusion.

"Alec!" came a squeal as the door opened with a loud thud and before he knew it he was tackled down on the bed by his sister as she hugged the life out of him overjoyed to see her brother.

"Izz that hurt" he groaned in pain

"Oh sorry" she said with a smile and got up to stand by the bed "Are you okay?"

"Yeah" he smiled and her grin just got bigger reaching from ear to ear.

"How are you feeling?" Jace finally asked as he layed his hand on his parabatai's shoulder.

"Been better" Alec slowly replied and finally got off the bed and noticed he was shirtless "Where's my shirt?" he asked raising one eyebrow

"I burned it" replied Magnus checking his perfectly black polished fingernails.

"You did what?"

"It was already torn and drenched in blood" he said and continued talking while crossing his arms still not looking at the teen "Besides I always hated that shirt, so I did us both a favor" Magnus couldn't help a small smirk from showing up on his face obviously pleased that he finally got rid of that horrendous fashion suicidal shirt.

And with that an awkward and uncomfortable silence fell in the room as everyone felt the tension between the ex lovers, and the fact that they were avoiding each others gaze didn't went unnoticed by anyone. So finally Magnus spoke up "Well since you're all patched up and no longer need my help there is absolutely no reason for any of you shadowhunters to stay here"

"Thank you so much Magnus I don't know what we would've done without you" said Izzy and gave the warlock a quick hug, and he of course hugged her back and gave her a small smile. Although he did break up with her brother he still considered her a close friend of his.

"I'm not leaving" said Alec as he crossed his arms and looked straight at the warlock.

Magnus turned to face Alec too and gave him a questioning look.

"C'mon Alec he's right, we have-" started Maryse but was soon cut off.

"No I'm not leaving"

"And why is that you refuse to leave? There's nothing left for you here" said Magnus mimicking Alec and crossing his arms in return.

"I'm not leaving until you listen to what I have to say and let me explain"

"I'm not gonna do this right now" sighted Magnus and walked out of the room.

"Okay so I guess we'll leave and let you sort this problem in private" said Jace as he himself walked out followed by the rest of the shadowhunters.

When Alec heard the slam of the door he walked out of the bedroom and saw Magnus seated on his couch with a cocktail in his hand, so he hesitantly walked and sat beside him.

"Magnus"

"Don't" he stopped him "I don't wanna talk right now" Magnus said massaging his temple and gestured to the alcohol "You can help yourself to a cocktail if you wish to"

Alec took this as a good sign since Magnus didn't tell him to get out, so he got up and poured himself a martini glass and sat back down next to him, drinking it slowly he kept watching the warlock.

When Magnus finished his drink he finally spoke up "You really are an idiot" he said frowning looking at his empty glass, when the shadowhunter didn't answer he continued "How did you possibly not notice those vampires were following you? you're a shadowhunter aren't you?" he said angrily

"Why are you getting angry? I didn't notice them cause I was too distracted-"

"You realize you could've died Alec!" Magnus nearly shouted getting up and glared at the boy "What would your sister do if that happened? you family? what would I.." he paused and groaned in frustration, instead of saying something he might regret later he went and poured himself another cocktail drinking in one gulp.

"..I'm sorry?" said Alec getting up himself, he wasn't going to tell Magnus that as a shadowhunter he can die any day in any mission, that it was a fact, he didn't dare say those words because he didn't want the warlock to get angry and shout anymore, he wanted to talk to him to try and get him to forgive him and this is not going to end up the way he would have liked if he edged the warlock.

"Forget it" Magnus sighted again and walked to his bedroom, stopping at the door he spoke in a quiet voice "Can you please go?"

"What? No Magn-"

"Please Alexander, I'm really tired right now" Magnus said as he turned to face the other male "I need to rest"

"I can wait here while you sleep, it's no problem" Alec replied not backing down

"Stubborn as ever" the warlock said to himself as he entered the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

That's it for chapter 10! I made it a bit short so I can have a chapter 11 too, hope you don't mind :3

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