Hey Guys! I know this is a long one, and I've been working on it for a while actually. Well I hope you enjoy and please review!
It was the last day of school. And 2 months after the incident. I'm so thankful that 10th grade is over, and I'm finally a Junior... but I never thought that the summer going into 11th grade I'd be preparing for a baby. I'm four months pregnant and I feel so big, I've never been this large in my life, and I'm not even done growing yet. It just bothers me that you can see my bump through my clothes.
I get shit for it all the time, especially from the Black Dragons, but Jack has got that handled. Grace stands by me, but words still hurt. "Kim!" Mr. Jones yelled at me trying to get my attention. "Please, pay attention to what I'm about to say class-" I blacked out again, and frankly I think he lost the drive to get my attention. The bell finally rang and after I heard Jerry scream at the top of his lungs "FREEDOM!" and jumped on top of his desk.
I walked out of class to see Jack standing there, waiting for me. He dropped his books, that fell on Milton's foot, and ran over to me. His lips found mine and began working away. Every day, every kiss we had had more passion then the one before. It was like his love for me never ran out. He released the kiss hesitantly, not wanting our lips to part. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and placed his other hand on my stomach and smiled. "GUYS OVER HERE!" Eddie yelled. We walked over to our little gang to see what all the chaos was about.
"We are going to the beach with Rudy, your coming. Thats not a question. Its a demand." Grace said to us firmly. "I don't know guys, I would look awful in a bikini-" "Oh, shut up Kim, your beautiful." Jack said as he lightly punched my arm. I was dragged into going to the beach, and I was not happy. I grabbed my bikini from Jack and I's room, and put it on with shorts and a t-shirt over it.
We got to the beach and laid out our towels and umbrellas. The boys ripped their clothes off and headed towards the water, along with the girls. I stayed behind and watched them. I watched Jack enter the water and pop back up flipping his hair releasing the water soaked in his hair like a sponge. He then realized I wasn't there and ran out of the murky ocean water. He reached the shore and walked over to me.
"Come on, take of your shirt and shorts." I took off my clothes and plopped back down in the sand covering my stomach with a towel. Jack quickly removed the towel from my arms. "HEY!" I yelled. He picked me up and carried me to the ocean. "JACK! PUT ME DOWN!" I squirmed and yelled, but he wouldn't put me down. We reached the tides and he ran in.
He pulled me into the ocean, about waist deep and he dropped me. Then I realized his waist is taller then mine and I suddenly fell into the water. "Kim!" I heard, Jack picked me up and held onto me so tight. "Please, don't ever do that again." "I promise Jack, but will you let go now?" "No, just hang onto me and stay near me, I don't want to lose you or the baby."
Jack, the gang, and I swam in the ocean for hours until our skin looked like prunes. Jack made me hold onto him the whole time, and I have to admit it was fun. We soon decided to leave the cold, murky ocean and lay out in the cool night summer breeze.
While we were all relaxing I soon felt hard punches inside my stomach. "Jack! The baby is kicking!" I yelled even though he was right next to me. "Really?" He said as he put his hand on my stomach. He then started to kick harder. "Oh my God, this is the coolest thing ever." "I WANNA FEEL!" Jerry yelled as he ran over to us. "Does it hurt?" Julie asked. "Not until he starts kicking harder."
Afterwards we went home and Jack and I had a movie night. "Jack, are you excited for the baby?" "Babe, of course I am. I mean, he came a little early and its going to be hard, but I will love him for the rest of my life." He kissed me until my lips felt dry. I feel so safe and loved with Jack. He makes me feel beautiful when I am at my lowest point. He is just my everything. We soon feel asleep in each other's arms like every night.
"NO! NO! NO!" "Kim? KIM!" I woke up suddenly scared out of my mind. "Kim, what's wrong? It's 3:30 in the morning." I began crying, "Kim, sweetie. What's wrong?" "I just re-dreamt the night Frankie took me." I was so shaken I couldn't stop crying. Jack just held me there and didn't say a word he just kissed my forehead and laid us down. I soon feel asleep an hour later.
I woke up to singing coming from our bathroom. I walked in to see Jack singing, "Hey babe." I kissed his cheek as I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Hey cutie, I have to go to the dojo this morning to teach a class, but Jerry and Mika are going to the carnival and they invited you." "Okay good, will you meet us up afterwards?" "Of course." Jack kissed my lips and left. I jumped into the warm shower rinsing all the dirt off my body.
I soon left the shower and blow dried my hair, which remained straight, and put my makeup on.
I put on my high-waisted shorts and a white tank top. I threw on my green army jacket and combat boots and headed downstairs. "Morning sweetheart, Jack told me about last night, are you okay?" "I'm fine now, but I'm still scared to be by myself." "Well, Jack won't let anyone touch you ever again." "Haha yeah, and he calls me every 15 minutes." "That boy sure loves you two." "I know." I grabbed a banana and began eating. "That's not your all going to eat, your eating for two now... you need a lot more." Jack's mom started making me some cinnamon oatmeal. "Mrs. Brewer, I'm fine really." "Kim, if your worried about looking fat you don't. Your pregnant. And its normal to feel large, but the stomach will go away. You need to look pregnant, its healthy." "Okay, I understand." I was so self conscious about how I looked I didn't realize I could hurt the baby. And that really scared me.
Jack's mom and I chatted for a while until I heard a horn beeping. It was Jerry. "Kim, be safe honey!" "I promise!" I yelled as I ran out the door. I jumped into the backseat of Jerry's car, which is surprisingly clean. "Hey, hows the baby?" Mika asked. "Oh, he's perfect." I patted my stomach and smiled. "WOOHOO CARNIVAL! Oh, we are picking up Julie and Milton just thought I'd pop that in." Jerry said as he backed out the car. "So basically for the next 5 hours I'll be the fifth wheel?" "Sorry love." Mika laughed. Well at least I can make fun of the couples. We soon picked up Julie and Milton. "Hey Kim!" Julie said joyfully. The couple scooted into the pack seat, and it was quite uncomfortable. "To the carnival we go!" Jerry whooped and hollered.
We soon got to the parking lot of the carnival and had to park our car far away from the entrance. "Oh, fun. Walking." Mika complained. "Hop on my back." Jerry said to his girlfriend. Once we got to the ticket booth and got all of our tickets we decided to do play some games.
"WOOHH" Jerry yelled as he won his girlfriend a large Panda bear at the ring toss. "Jerrrry!" Mika was overly enthusiastic when he handed it over. Milton even won Julie a small frog stuffed animal at the leap frog game! I really missed Jack. Everyone was doing cute stuff together and I felt like I was holding them back from going off and doing there thing as couples. I suddenly felt hands wrap around my waist and saw a smile surface on Jerry's face.
"JACK!" I spun around and kissed his lips passionately. "I've missed you so much!" "Wow, thanks Kim!" Milton yelled. "I'm sorry, it's just I felt like I was the odd man out." I turned back to Jack. "I missed you too babe. I was so worried about you not being safe." "Awh sweetie." I replied. He smiled at this. "Thanks guys for watching over my girl, we're going to go do our own thing, so at dinner well meet up?" "Sure, I'll text you." Jerry replied. And with that Jack and I left to go be cute together.
Jack and I walked hand in hand. "So, what do you want to do first?" Jack asked me, as any good boyfriend would. I saw the ferris wheel coming out of the shadows, and Jack saw it too. I looked up at him and smiled. He knew exactly what I wanted and guided us to the ferris wheel. After we stood in line and got the gate of the ferris wheel, the young man stopped us. "Sir, is your girlfriend pregnant?" "ARE YOU INSISTING THAT MY GIRLFRIEND IS FAT?" Jack yelled as he pumped his fist into the air. The young man looked very intimidated "N-N-No sir, its just for saftey." "Haha, you should've seen your face man, I was just kidding, she is pregnant." Jack patted the man's shoulder and he seemed relieved. "I'm sorry, but no one pregnant is allowed to go on the ferris wheel, for safety reasons... I'm sorry." "It's okay! Thanks anyway. And I'm sorry my boyfriend scared you." I smiled and walked away. It was upsetting not being able to ride the ferris wheel with Jack, it was like a tradition. Jack saw how upset I looked and wrapped his arm around me. "I'm sorry love we couldn't go on the ferris wheel, how about I win Junior here a little something?" "Yay! Okay!" He knew exactly how to cheer me up.
After only one try Jack won James a huge dinosaur. I knew our son would love it. We soon met up with the gang after I made Jack get his face painted, it was a full on tiger mask. And I got a rainbow across my cheek. "Wow Jack, that doesn't make you seem more queer." "Thanks Jerry, you always make me feel better." Everyone got chilly cheese fries and corn dogs, except for me because I felt a little nauseous around the festival food. After a fun night we all went home, I had dinner at the house so I wouldn't get sick afterwards.
Jack and I were in the bathroom getting ready for bed. "I can't believe you made me get this!" Jack said furiously as he scrubbed off the face paint. "Its because I love you." "Yeah okay, I don't see you trying to get dry paint off every inch of your face." "It's because I got the tiny rainbow." I made a face at him and ran away. "Oh, come here you!" Jack chased after me and pushed me onto the bed. His shirt was all wet. "JACK! HAHA GET OFF OF ME, YOUR WET!" "Um, No!" "JACK! YOUR CRUSHING ME AND THE BABY." "Oh shit!" Jack quickly jumped off me and I began laughing. He stood me up and sank down to his knees facing my stomach. "I'm so sorry son, I didn't mean to crush you." Jack was now talking to my stomach. "Hey babe, please don't ever do that again." "I can talk to my son all I want." Jack stood up and winked at me, he then went back to scrub the rest of the paint off his face.
After he finished getting all the paint off his face, he took his shirt off and climbed into our maroon colored comforter. He pulled me close to him and laid his hand on my stomach and began rubbing it like he did every night. I love how much he cares about me and this baby, it makes me feel so special. He is the perfect boyfriend and the perfect best friend. I suddenly felt movement inside my stomach and Jack hand flinched. "Did you feel that?" I asked excitedly. "Oh my God, that was the coolest thing." Jack kissed my lips and pulled me closer to him. "I'll never let anything touch you ever again. I'll never you leave. I promise you. I love you Kimmy." "I love you too Jack."
We soon fell asleep in each others arms. I loved everything in my life right now. Everything is absolutely perfect.