yes i know it took forever for me to update! I'm super sorryy! But here is my new chapter and i am very sorry that its shorter after how long it took to be posted!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!

APOV

Oh My God! I kissed Jasper! I should no have done that, he is going to hate me now. Well I guess if he asks I can just say that the excitement of him joining in my family was just so much that I did the first thing that could come to mind to celebrate.

That could work…wait. Then I would have to explain to him that kissing is just my normally reaction to celebrate, and I know he wont believe that.

"Alice? You know that he liked it right?" Edward asked quickly enough that Jasper wouldn't hear him.

"WHAT!" I screamed in excitement. Shit, I just drew much unwanted attention to myself.

"Alice are you okay?" Jasper looked at me concerned. I looked down, if I could blush I would be bright red right now.

"Yes I'm fine I just…had a vision, about….monkeys.." Alice what the heck kind of excuse is that only an idiot would believe it.

"OMG! What about the monkeys what did they do!" Emmett, as I said an idiot.

SMACK

"You're a true idiot Em. Alice was lying about he monkeys and we all know it. Well, everyone but Jasper that is." Rose said.

"Why don't I get to know?" Jasper asked.

"Because you're a human that's why. If we wanted you to know then the FAMILY would have told you." Rose, just for saying that I now really really want to kill you.

"Rosalie, Jasper is part of our family now and you are going to treat him like it." Esme said, angry that Rose was so disrespectful to Jasper.

"Jazzy, I'm sorry that no one will tell you what I freaked out about it's just its sorta an answer Edward gave me to something I thought and you wouldn't understand. I don't want you to think that we are personally hiding things from you because we aren't you are a part of our family now." I said trying to cheer Jasper up. He looked really down after what Rose said. Not that I can blame him I would be down after that too.

"Thanks Alice, I think I'm just going to go to the guest room and think about things, okay?"

"Of course Jazzy, just call…or speak in a normal tone if you want to talk to any of us we will come right away." I said.

Jasper half smiled at me as he walked away. Once he got upstairs I turned and glared a Rose. Who just smirked back until she noticed everyone had an identical look on their face.

"What I was just speaking the truth. He is a human, he will never fit in with this family." Rose said.

"You know something Rose, I don't care. I love him! You and everyone in this family," I said turning to look at everyone, "is going to treat him like one of the family got it!"

"Alice you know that he could choose to be one of us? I'm sure that's what he is thinking about right now." Bella said.

"Jasper would never want to do that! It would ruin him and I would never allow it!" Just as I said that I thought of a vision that I had, had one of Jasper as a vampire. He was pale and well simply perfect.

"Alice even you know it is going to happen. Plus he has no one in his human life that will really notice he is gone considering that most of his family is dead." Edward said. I'm sure he read my mind about it too.

"Guys I am going to go to my room and think about everything that has happened. Edward please for me, stay out of my mind. Bella I don't care what you have to do to make sure that happens for me but please do." With that I saw what she was going to do, "okay Bella great idea, but ew! And everyone else please leave me alone."

With that everyone nodded and I ran vamp speed up to my room. Okay, so I love Jasper. I have also seen a vision of him as a vampire, that only raises one question how did he get changed into one? Well duh he was bitten, but how? Was it a member of our family? Was it an attack that we couldn't save him from? Did he want to become like us? What was it? Well sitting here just sitting it through is not going to get me the answer. Maybe I could think about something more..happy.

Jasper liked the kiss! Maybe that means he likes me! If he does I may just die of happiness, well that wont work because I cant die, but it will be close enough. I just think about his blue eyes that scrunch up when he smiles…..

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK someone knocked on the door. I sniffed the sent, it was Jasper.

"Come in" Jasper walked in in plaid PJ pants with no shirt. Wow, he is really good looking, and has wonderful abs. Okay Alice think, not stare.

"Hay Ali."

"What's up Jazzy?"

"I just have a question for you but I don't know how to ask it."

"Well ask it whatever way you think would be the best." I said with a small laugh.

There was a moment of silence before Jasper spoke. "Ali, I don't want to sound like it was a bad thing but, why did you kiss me?" Jazz asked looking down.

"Do you want the truth?"

"Yes, the truth normally works the best."

"Okay, well don't laugh."

"Ali I'm not going to laugh at you."

"Jasper, I like you. Well more than like, I love you."

Jasper looked shocked. I knew he didn't feel the same way now he is going to want to stay away from me forever, well I guess I can handle that as long as I can see and know he is okay. Who am I kidding when I find out he doesn't feel the same I am going to be crushed and everyone knows it.

"Ali, I..I love you too."

"Jasper I get it you don't feel the same….wait did you just say you felt the same way?" I asked a little hope growing inside me.

"Yes I did." Jasper looked me straight in the eye then, "Ali I love you."

"I love you too Jazzy!"

I gave him a tight hug, well tight for a human I don't feel like killing him.

"Ali, will you be my girlfriend?" Jasper asked shyly.

"Of course I will Jazzy!" I said smiling causing Jazzy to smile too.

"Alice, will you please tell me what had you freaking out today?"

"Oh, that…well Edward told me you like the kiss." I said looking down.

"Liked it? The boy lies. I loved it!" Jasper said looking at me.

"Good, how would you like another one?" I asked.

I didn't give Jasper time to answer before I leaned in and your lips met again. Just like the first time our kiss was magical. I could spend the rest of eternity kissing Jasper, the only problem he has to breath. Damn, this is one of the things that makes me with that he was a vampire. No, bad Alice don't think that! He is going to stay human, and what you do with yourself once he dies you will have to figure out later!

"Ali, I loved that one too. I think I will love every kiss you give me, unless it's the one saying goodbye. Then I will not only love it but I will also cherish it."

"I guess it's a good thing that I don't have any plans of us having our last kiss anytime soon, or at all for that matter. Well maybe 80 or 90 years from now."

"Why in 80 or 90 years?" Jasper said looking confused.

"Jasper you are going to die someday. I am going to have to say goodbye to you some day. I'm just glad that day isn't anytime soon."

"Alice I'm not sure that I want to die after 80 or 90 years."

"Jazzy what do you mean?"

"Ali I want to become a vampire. That way I can spend forever with you." Jasper said.

Ahh! That was the most wonderful thing I every heard! But there is no way in hell Jasper is ever going to become one of us. I am not going to doom him to this!

Well i hoped you liked it! And i am really thinking of Making a Nessie Jake story based on what was said earlier in this story, is that a good or bad idea? Review please!