A new life
A/N: I don't own Sons of Anarchy that belongs to Kurt Sutter. The only thing that belongs to me is my characters 😊 happy reading my darlings. This chapter has some serious sexual things going on in the beginning and at the end just a heads up.
John Teller and text message and voicemail
Thoughts
Chapter 10
No one's pov
The day started with Jax waking up with Eliza laying next to him. He grabbed Eliza brining in her close.
"You okay darlin" Asked Eliza with her eyes still shut
"Yeah everything's perfect" Jax replied kissing her forehead
"I love you prince charming" she mumbled in his chest
Jax said nothing to her. The morning goes to Clay and Gemma. Gemma's up feeding her birds while Clay is laying in bed drinking coffee.
"Some days I believe you love that damn bird more sometimes" Joked Clay
"Sometimes I do only because it doesn't talk back baby" Said Gemma laughing.
The morning was going great. Opie and Donna was in bed with there kids while Piney woke up to a woman trying to shoot drugs in her arm. The clubhouse is a wreck while Tig, Juice and Chibs are sleeping naked. Tig tells the woman he used for sex to go home while Chibs tried to wake up his and Juice is still passed out. It was a lazy morning with everyone including Wendy who was in the rocking chair holding Abel at the hospital. Smiling down at him.
"I'm your mom and it's going to be a blessing to raise you." She told him whispering to him
In all and all it was a great lazy morning and they deserved it after everything that is until they get back to reality.
Eliza pov
I told him I loved him and nothing. I got no response.
"I gotta get ready for today. Your mom will kill me if I'm not at that office" I said getting out of bed and going to shower
"I fucked up. I fucked up big time" I thought while the hot water went down my back
I took my time with my shower thinking about yesterday between the junkie Wendy and Jax. I don't know how Jax can forgive her for almost killing that sweet little boy. I just want to shake him till he understands but I can't. I jumped up at the sight of Jax standing in front of the shower.
"What are you doing in here? I didn't hear you come in" I said looking for anything in this stand-up shower to cover myself but nothing.
"I called your name and knocked, you didn't answer so I just came in" he replied looking at me with lustful eyes "I don't regret it. I love what I see."
I blushed looking down "Wanna join me" I asked shyly
"Do you want that?" he asked already taking his shirt off
"You damn right I do" I told him making room for him
He gave me his answer by taking his clothes off.
(A/N: Its getting a little steamy here)
"Come here baby." He said pulling me toward him while kissing me fiercely
"Jax" I moaned
He picked me up pinning me against the wall of the shower. He went down to my neck sucking on my neck.
"Jax please" I moaned putting my head on the wall
"What baby" He asked huskily
"Don't stop" I told him with lust filled eyes
He responded by sucking on my breasts leaving hickies everywhere
I felt this burning ache in nether regions. I could feel him poking me.
"Eliza" He moaned out "Wanna take this to a bed darling"
I nodded at him.
He let me down and I turned off the water. I was about to step out of the shower when he picked me up bridal style carrying me to his room.
"Put me down! I'm too heavy "I shrieked
"Never for me darling" He said to me throwing me down on the bed
He kept his left hand on my breasts while his right trailed down my stomach and finally between my legs. "God your so wet baby" He said as he put to of my fingers inside me.
"Oh, prince charming." I moaned out loud he loves it when I call him that
I arched up towards him, Jax took that opportunity to put his mouth on my nipples sucking on them
"Jax" I moaned so loud thankful that were alone "Make love to me Jax"
He looked at me for a moment "You sure darling"
Instead of answering him I flipped him over straddling him. He laughed as he tried to get me back on my back.
"No baby. I'm in charge now" I told him pinning his hands above him
"I like a woman in charge" He told me bringing me down for a kiss
He nibbled on my neck making his way down to my breasts kissing them as I grind on him. He positioned me over him.
"Are you sure darlin" He asked me
"I'm sure" I told him pushing down on him.
He started to go in I felt him at my barrier before he ripped through it
"Ahh!" I yelled out in pain
He stopped immediately "You're a virgin" he said halting
"Not anymore" I said in pain
"I can't take do it Eliza." He said moving off
"Please baby I want this" I said to him
He looked at me for a long moment till he finally nodded at me
He put me on my back positioned himself and started going in slowly. It was so uncomfortable so painful. He started out slow. I moaned forgetting about the pain.
"Faster Jax" I moaned to him sucking on his neck a little
He picked up his pace as well as hard he was doing it. I felt a rising feeling in my stomach building and I saw stars.
"Jax" I yelled out in pleasure.
Jax thrusted a few more times till he came inside me. It was warm.
He collapsed beside me not wanting to crush me with his weight.
"I didn't hurt you, did I?" he asked pulling me in his arms.
"Not a chance baby" I told cuddling up to him
(A/N: Lemon is over)
Jax's pov
I stayed there a little longer to make sure she goes back to sleep before I got out and got dressed as I pulled back the blankets I saw a blood red stain from her. The evidence was there in black and white. I couldn't take it back. I wouldn't want to. I took a shower before I left to the clubhouse. I walked back in my room seeing Eliza sleeping like a rock hugging my pillow. I smiled at her before I gathered my things kissed her forehead and left house locking the door behind me. I started my bike hoping that it didn't disturb her and pulled out. The drive the Clubhouse was short. I parked my bike and started going inside
"Jackson! Where the hell is Eliza" Yelled Gemma across the parking lot
"She's at my place sleeping. She needs it." I told her smirking on the inside
My mom gave a knowing look before going back into the office.
I went inside the clubhouse seeing it's a wreck.
"Must've been a crazy party" I said to Half-sack
"You don't know the half of it" He said laughing picking up the bar
"Chapel now!" Yelled Clay walking in going straight to the table
We all piled in.
"We need to get Rosen to defend Bobby" I said taking a hit from my cigerate
"We'll figure out how to get the money also Alvarez wants the guns pronto. But there's a problem the Irish don't start shipping till next month" said Chibs reminding us all
"Why don't we sell our security surplus to the Mayans for a goodwill gesture. Maybe they'll place a bigger order with the half of the cast upfront" suggested Clay
We all nodded
"Okay so here's how it's going to go. We set up two places in Oakland to meet one for picking up the money and the other to drop off the guns." I said telling the plan looking at Clay to see if he approves
"Tig, and Opie will drop off the money and the rest of us will drop off the guns" Said Clay with his cigar in his mouth
"I'll go with Tig and Opie for extra back up" Said Piney
"No, I want you to come with us. They can handle it" said Clay rejecting Piney
I saw Piney's face bunch up in annoyance
Clay slammed the gavel down and we all left the room. I must go to the hospital to sign Abel's release form. My boy is coming home.
I arrived at the hospital went to Abel's room.
"Hey Jax" Said Tara coming up to me with the discharge papers for Abel.
"Hey doc. How's it going?" I asked her while I looked over everything signing this and that.
I finally got done with em "I think that's all of them" I said handing them back to her
"It's just liability stuff" She said taking them
She continued to look at me with a smile on her face.
"Everything okay" I asked her
"With Abel leaving I realize that it's not just you. You have a son and you need to think about what your doing with Eliza." She said to me
"I don't think it's going to be a problem. She loves Abel." I said to her
"You don't need to bring every pussy you fuck around him" She snapped causing Abel to cry
"I'm not. I have you know that I'm serious about her." I told her getting pissed off and comforting Abel.
She huffed and left while I tried comforting Abel he finally calmed down and fell asleep and I knew that I must go and drop off the guns. I sighed as I left the room. I got back to clubhouse and we were ready to go.
W met the Mayans and they started looking at the guns
"That 30 for these. Thirty upfront for the next order next month" I told Marcus Alvarez "There custom scopes we know"
"Call him. Tell em to give them the cash" Said Marcus to his men as they carried the guns away
The Niners pulled up shooting guns. We all ducked for cover as they took the guns
"Clay lay some down" I said running toward the black van
I backed up the van to clay "Get in!"
Clay jumped in the van and we drove off.
We came back to the clubhouse and sat under the roof.
"Was this a mistake or was Laroy sending us a message" Asked Piney sitting down on the picnic table
"I don't know man. This could be worse case scenario. The Niners was us dead and now the Mayans wont trusts us. Were going to lose our customer base and gain two huge beefs." I said telling them what's going to happen
"So, what your saying is that were broke with no guns" Said Opie looking down
Cell phone rings
"Shit its mom." I answered, "I'm on my way."
"Great! Can you pick up Eliza on your way? Wendy is already here." Said Gemma through the phone
"Yeah, I'll be there in a few" I said eyeing Clay, Tig and Opie and they nodded saying go on
"Alright baby" Said Gemma before I ended the call "I'm going to pick up my kid."
"Thank god we need something good right now. Go get him" Said Clay
I nodded and left shouting "see you at the house" over my shoulder
I went to pick up Eliza realizing that she's up and cleaning up the house
"Hey baby. Wanna go with me to pick up Abel" I asked her
"Of course I would love to" She said smiling like crazy
"You feeling okay?" I asked her talking about his morning
"I'll be fine Jax I promise. I can't wait for the homecoming party tonight. I got everything set up for him." She said looking around
I love her energy it's intoxicating. I went up to her as she was talking and kissed her in mid-sentence.
"Jax baby were gong to be late picking up Abel" She reminded me
"Mom is going to be there and so is Wendy" I said whispering Wendy's name
"Who Jax" She asked but I think she already knows
"Wendy is there" I said to her
I waited for her to start talking but nothing it was dead silence.
"Who cares. It's Abel's day" She said, "I'm ready let's go"
We left the house going straight to St. Thomas. With her arms wrapped around me we got there before I knew. We went to the elevator and walked up to see Gemma and Tara with Wendy holding Able
"Hey" I said walking up to them.
As soon as I got closer Gemma gave me Abel.
"Hey little man we are busting you out of here" I said to him as he started crying
"Aww it's okay" Said Eliza
"Thanks doc" I said while looking down at Abel
"Yeah we really appreciate it" said Wendy
I noticed that Eliza stepped off to the side letting Wendy be by my side,
"Eliza come on let's get you and Jax and Abel home" Said Gemma singling out Wendy pushing us forward.
Eliza pov
It was so awkward at that party which Wendy is coming to like I said it's Abel's day, but I will let her know that Jax is with me and I'm not letting him go
"I sound so childish" I thought as I got behind Jax as he followed Gemma to the house. "Thank god I washed the sheets after this morning"
We all walked in door Jax first carrying Abel and Wendy and I are behind him. Luann opened the door, and everyone is standing on their feet walking towards him
Hey. There he is" Said Piney
"Hey little man you ready for your first brewski. Come on you and grandpa" Said Clay laughing
Gemma was holding Abel as I was holding a beer watching Wendy make her way around the house before finally sitting beside Piney. I sat on the arm of the couch that Jax sitting on leaning a little bit forward getting his attention
"You doing okay" He asked me checking on me
"Yeah I'm fine" I said leaning down in front of Wendy kissing Jax on the mouth.
He backed up a little bit
"I'll be right back" he said grabbing my hand as I smiled at him
"Can I talk to you for a second?" He asked me
I looked at Wendy before I left behind him following him to Abel's room.
"What's the matter" I asked him setting my beer on the dresser
"Nothing. It's just-look, Wendy's like a heartbeat sober. We don't want to do anything to set her off" He told turning towards
"Because she's still in love with you?" I asked with a confused look on my face.
"No. I'm just saying we should be cool with whatever this is around her, you know?" He said like he was defending her
"Whatever this is?" I said with a pissed off face
"You know what I mean" He said with a tired sigh
"No, I don't" I said walking away from
He grabbed my arm "Eliza"
"NO!" I yelled smacking him across the face
I looked at him with shocked eyes and walked out the door hearing him call my name behind. I grabbed my purse and keys that was behind Juice.
"What's with her? Why is he always defending her!?" I thought with tears going down my face
I noticed a motorcycle riding behind me. I pulled over and saw that they did too.
"What the hell?" I thought
The man got off his bike coming towards me. I watched him come up and bend down noticing it was Juice.
"Juice what're you doing here" I said wiping the tears off my face
"Jax told me to make sure you got home safe. You okay?" he asked concerned
"Can I talk to you?" I asked him
"Yeah of course." He said stepping around the car getting in the passenger seat
"You won't tell anyone will you?" I asked him with a watery voice
"No, I won't say anything" Said Juice promising me
"Why does he always defend her? I understand that she's the mother of his child, but he won't even tell her that were together" I said crying brining my head to the steering wheel.
"I know it's hard looking at her. But she comes home to you not her" said Juice trying to cheer me up
I looked up at him and half-smiled "Thanks Juicy" I said thankful
"Anytime. I'm your friend" Said Juice "Now do you want to go home or go back to Jax's?" He asked
"Home. I need time by myself" I told him starting up my car
"You sure" He asked me one more time getting out of my car
When he asked my that it made me think of when Jax and I made love this morning well I hoped it was making love.
"Eliza…Eliza" said Juice
"What?" I said snapping out of my thoughts
"I said you know he love you" Said Juice reminding me
"Juice, I said I loved him this morning and he didn't even say it back to me." I told him looking ahead.
"Ill follow you home Liz" said Juice after a while of silence.
I nodded at him as I pulled out heading home. We were about there when I saw an ambulance, cops basically everyone. I pulled over and ran towards the crime scene. As I came up to the scene I felt my throat constrict I saw Donna badly wounded.
"Donna" I yelled running under the yellow tape
"Ma'am you can't go back there" Said one of the cops
"Let her through" Said Unser
"What happened Donna" I asked looking her over noticing she had a bullet wound in her shoulder
"Somebody tried to kill me" Cried Donna in my shoulder
"It's okay I'm here. Your going to be okay" I told her over and over
I heard the roar of motorcycles coming up behind us.
"Great" I thought
"Donna" yelled Opie
I let go of Donna as Opie came to her. I watched as Opie held Donna best as he can with her shoulder hurt.
"why can't Jax be like that" I wondered in thoughts
"Eliza what're you doing here" said Jax finally realizing I was here
"I saw the ambulance on my way home" I said turning away from him going back to my car as fast as possible.
"Eliza! Wait up!" he yelled behind me.
He ran up to my car stopping me from going anywhere
"What" I said coldly
"Come home please" He pleaded to me
"No, I can't Jax. I need space. I told slowly breaking down
"Space? From what?" he asked confused
"Yes space. I can't breathe" I told him "Jax you need to think on what you want or who you want. I can't do this back and forth thing with Wendy and I." I said crying
"Baby you kn-Don't make any promises Jackson" I said cutting him off and driving away with Juice trailing behind me
I looked in rearview mirror and saw Jax standing there I shaked my head. I pulled up to my house whishing it can swallow me up. I sighed as I got out of my car seeing Juice pull over coming over to me.
"You going to be okay" He asked concerned
I started to say yes but I wanted him to stay.
"Juice can you stay tonight please" I asked him
He looked at me with a sad smile "Sure thing Liz"
Juice and I went inside my house.
"I'm if my house is cold. I haven't been here for a while" I said going over to the thermostat to turn on the heat.
"It's fine Liz" said Juice looking around "You know I'm glad that your stood up to him"
I looked up at him as he said that "Thanks Juice"
We set around bullshitting not even bothering to answer my phone. I looked up noticing it was 1:00 o'clock in the morning.
"Here ill get you some sheets and covers and a pillow" I said getting up from the couch going to the hallway closet.
As I opened the closet I noticed that somehow, I put my extra sheets and covers on the very top shelf.
"Hold on Liz ill get them for you" Said Juice coming up behind me putting his hands on my waist
I moved out of the way while he got them down for me. I waited till he gave me them before stepping away.
"Thanks Juice" I said as I grabbed them from him
"No problem" he said following me to the couch
I helped him make the couch somewhat comfy.
"Well uh goodnight Juice" I said as I went to my room
"Goodnight Liz" said Juice as he started stripping down to his boxers
I looked back as he took off his shirt.
"He reminds me of Jax's build" I thought laughing in my head
I closed my door and sat down on the bed looking at my phone noticing 10 miss call with voicemails and a text message from Jax
I know I fucked up. I know I don't deserve an Old lady like you. I'm grateful to have you. I know I can't change what I said earlier but I hope you can forgive me. Come home to me and to Abel please Eliza -Jax. I read the message over and over before finally exiting out of the message and going to my voicemail I picked the first one. Eliza please pick up baby please. Beep. I couldn't listen to the rest of it. I deleted all the voicemails but kept the text message. I laid down on the bed staring up at the ceiling
"I want Jax here" I thought crying in my pillow
I stayed there for a split second before I shot out of bed. I grabbed my shoes, purse and my keys. I creeped by Juice. His snoring will drown out my car. I opened the door and closed the door behind me locking it behind me. I sat in my car thinking what the hell am I doing. I sighed as I started the car and going to Jax's. I stopped my car in front of his house noticing his bike is there.
"Oh, good he's home" I thought getting out of my car.
I walked up his paved walkway I stood at his door before I knocked on the door just barely. The door swung open with Jax in the doorway shirtless.
"Eliza" said Jax relieved to see me
He pulled me in his arms holding me like I was away for a long time.
"Hey Jax" I said with my head in his chest
"I was so worried about you. You didn't answer my phone call. I was scared that you weren't going to come back" Said Jax mumbling in hair
"I'm here Jax and I'm going anywhere. I love you Jackson" I said looking up at him.
"I love you too Elizabeth" he said looking in my eyes
He picked me up carrying me to his room kissing me all the way there.
~Lemon~
He laid me down kissing me all over my face.
"Your too dressed" Said Jax against my neck
His hands went down my shirt grabbing the ends hauling it off my body. I moaned as he sucked on my breasts. He swipes his tongue over one nipple before slightly tugging on it.
"Jax!" I moaned my hands in his hair as he does the same thing to my other breast.
I clench the sheets with my fingers. I couldn't take it any longer I thrust my hips up to meet his throbbing member. We both moan at the movement. He pulled back dropping his pants and boxers. He landed on me as I pulled him towards me. I grew impatient as I thrusted my hips again.
"I get it Eliza, I get it" His breath tickles outside my ear giving me chills down my spine
"Jax please" I begged him
I didn't have to beg anymore as he slides inside me filling me up. He moans my name in my ear as I bit his neck. He ups his tempo of his thrusts as he hits a certain spot making me see stars. He keeps hitting the spot over and over till I came.
"Jax!" I moaned shutting my eyes as I see stars all over
He continued to thrust till he spilled inside me.
"I love you Elizabeth Lane Steele" he said kissing me passionately
"I love you too my price charming" I said dozing off.
He dragged himself off of me brining me in his arms as we drifted of to sleep that is until Abel calls for us.
"I love my family" I thought before I fell asleep in the arms of my man Jackson Nathaniel Teller.
Jax's pov
I woke up in the middle of the night seeing Eliza by my side and I couldn't feel more blessed to have her in my life. I couldn't trade her for anything. I sighed as I began to think about what happened to Donna
"Who would want to kill Donna?" I thought pulling Eliza closer to me
I will keep her safe and Abel. There my family I don't know what I would do if something happened to them. I kissed Eliza's forehead hearing Abel cry. I got out of bed putting on sweatpants and going to his room
"Hey little man what's with all the crying" I said picking him up and heading towards the changing table.
I changed him and gotten a bottle ready for him "Here little guy" I said giving him the bottle
I looked down at him while he ate and just smiled thankful for that he's here and well.
"I love you little man and you got a crazy family" I told him
He finished eating and I burped him before I put him back in the crib heading towards my room. I looked in the room and saw Eliza hugging a pillow. I smiled as I got back in bed she immediately came in my arms laying her head on my chest.
"I love you Eliza" I thought as I drifted back to sleep
When we take action to defend the one's we love personal justice collides with social and divine justice
A/N: Hey guys. I love every review that you all give me. So, Donna didn't die like she did in the show and Jax said I love you too Eliza! And they finally took that next step. Juice stayed over…well until next time I love you all. 😊