"mommy what did you do to make daddy just up and leave like that?"Rinoa pulled on my hand as we walked to the cab to catch a ride home
"mommy made a really big mistake baby, one that she cant ever take back"
"cant you try"
"baby id love to try but i think that time has come and gone"
The cab ride was silent back to the house, how was i going to fix this, nothing i could do would fix this. Inuyasha had every right to hate me i completely screwed this up, i distroyed our relationship for no reason...me and my stupid assumbtions. The rest of the night went by in silence back at the house, Rinoa stayed up in her room while i was killing time by baking a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting and strawberrys on top.
Just staring at the cake i found myself crying, five years later and i still completely love him and everything was my fault and not his "what am i going to do"
"you could tell him how you feel for starters" "oh my god sango you scared the hell out of me!" "sorry but you really should"
"and what would i even say to him...sorry for fucking us over?"
"well thats one way to start the conversation" sango started laughing "and whats the deal with the cake..your baking? thats depressing babe"
"shut up...you know when i get all like this i love to bake" i started laughing with her
"you know after all these years its not like i didnt know you still loved Inuyasha, you guys where the greatest couple ever and clearly the cheating never happened, so what its been 5 years you both still love each other...forgive and forget and move past it and spend the rest of your lifes together babe" sango walked over and gave me an incuraging hug
"its not that simple, inuyasha may not forgive me sango" i whispered while returning the hug
"well you will never know unless you two try, first step is tellng him you still love him"
The nerve of that women to come off all innocent and heart broken when she is the on that ruined us and through everything away! grabbing a budlight from my fridge i kicked off my shoes and turned the Rangers came on after half of my beer my phone started to ring..Miroku, ahh sorry man dont feel like talking to anyone right now.
An hour later the game was over and my 6 pack of beer was gone i slipped my shoes back on to head to the bar, turning my handle and opening the door i was face to face with the perverted bastard
"oi dont you know how to answer you phone" smartass
"maybe i didnt feel like talkng to anyone jackass, kinda a bad night for me" turning around and heading back to the livng room
"well thats why i stopped and grabbed this lovely 24 pack of budlight and came to visit you my man" smirking all the way to the living room the lech handed me and beer and snagged on for himself and sat down next to me "so my friend whats eating you?"
"well kagome finally knows the truth about everything" if i dont tell him he will bother me until i snap
"really? and how did that go...she jump up and kiss you?" there was thay stupid smirk again
"nah more like i got really upset on how chill she was acting about the whole thing, jumped up from our date with Rinoa and left came home and drank beer...i dont know man i just cant be around her for a while...need to back off for awhile, yeah i love the women but the whole situation just completely pisses me off still"
"you mean you cant forgive her for blowing the situation up back in high school, but you want her to forgive you for not trying to fix the rumor every step of the way back then? i dont know Yash that seems kind of shady to me...you have to forgive her to have her forgive you"
"or maybe we both just need to move on now that the truth is out there" alright i dont really want that
"damn yash thats harsh the women is still clearly completely head over heels for you"
"what are you talking about she hates me" and he comes the sad game
"maybe you should really think about some stuff man and then come out from your ass and go after the women you want to spend the rest of your life with...she is your other half inuyasha"
Days turned into weeks and weeks became months
After 2 months of no speaking and only sharing Rinoa the guilt finally started to eat away at Kagome, maybe i should have been a little nicer about the whole question and more caring, but it was hard enough just talking about the whole situation. Im ready to forgive him and move on together and be together and gain the years we lost but we havent spoke and he hasnt tried to get ahold of me, only Rinoa.
"mommy uncle Sesshy is here to get me"
"alright sweetie come give me a hug and I'll see you Sunday, love you say hello to Kagura and Sess for me, have fun with you cousins and be good"
Alright maybe its time to talk to Inuyasha …..