Make You Mine

Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or anything recognizable. I only own the plot and any OCs that may be or have been added.

A/N: Alright, so; first. I was, uh, laying in bed last night and I thought up the idea for this chapter. And I feel like a huge bitch for doing this. But I feel like this'll bring the story in a new direction than what I wanted to do and it might be a little nicer than what I had originally planned. So, just I don't want anyone to get mad at me for this chapter and what's gonna happen.

Second, I wanna thank everyone that is still reading this and hasn't hated me for what I've done to the story. And for reviewing. I say it means a lot to mean each chapter, but it really does; I can't even begin to express how much.

Third, this has nothing to do with this story..err, chapter. But those who are reading my other stories…I'm sorry I haven't updated them. I've been trying to get finished with this story and I didn't want to get distracted by my other stories. But I promise once I'm finished with this story, I will get back to the others.

Lastly, this has been the HARDEST chapter to write since the chapter in Bite My Tongue where Brian beat up Logan. And I honestly do not know what to think about it.

Annyways, here ya go.

Chapter Ten.

To say that Logan was confused, was an understatement. Logan was literally freaking out.

Last night, Logan had completely forgotten about the drama that went between him and Jett and ended up kissing James. He forgot about the five years that they had been separated just because he thought he still loved James. And okay, maybe deep down Logan still did love James. But it's been five years and there was no way Logan was going to admit out loud that he still loved James.

But James had told him. James had given up on the years that separated them and told him that he loved him. And to hear that James was going to love him forever, Logan was scared. Logan didn't want to have to power to break James' heart by telling him that he didn't feel the same. Logan didn't want to even know that James still loved him because it was more than just the two of them and their feelings that he had to worry about.

He had to worry about Jasmine and what she thought about the whole situation. He had to worry and the years that they hadn't seen each other, because they – at least Logan – had changed since high school. He also had to worry about the broken heart that he had after James never went after him back in high school. It was a two way street; even if Logan didn't go after James – he had his reasons –, James still could have went and found him. It wasn't like Logan was hiding from him.

But even if he was denying the fact that James was still in love with him, Logan couldn't bring himself to forget about the way he had loved James back in high school. James had been his first love; and he always will have a place in his heart. But Logan wasn't going to throw away everything that he had turned his life into.

Sure, he may not be the doctor that he used to want to be. And sure, Logan wasn't really doing something that he loved, he lost his stuff, lost his fiancé. But Logan wouldn't change anything in his life because he had Jasmine and he loved her so much, it didn't matter if he ever found someone else for him to love. As long as he had Jasmine by his side.

XxX

"What's making my daddy sad?"

That's been the one question coming from Jasmine since the bath she had the night before. It wasn't that the three of them had been ignoring her or not wanting to answer her because they definitely did; they felt bad that she had to see her father the way that he's been. It's just that they weren't really sure what to tell her; Logan had stayed up late, curled up on Kendall's side, begging them not to tell Jasmine what Jett had done.

And the truth was…they all knew that part of it was because of what happened between Logan and James the night before. James had told him that he loved him, and it was probably the worst – or best – moment for him to do that.

Kendall and Carlos had felt bad for Logan for having to hear that the person that he once loved still loves him, even after five years. But they also felt bad for James, because he had to see the one the he loved this upset. But even though they felt bad for them, they didn't want to piss of Logan and go tell Jasmine what was making her father cry; even if that meant having to hear her ask about it every couple minutes.

"Jazzy," Carlos began, turning around in the car to look at her face. "Your daddy's just a little upset at the moment. I guaranty, though, that he's gonna be okay soon."

"You promise?"

Carlos knew better than to promise something like that to a five year old. He knew that he couldn't promise anything like that, because he honestly didn't know whether or not Logan will be okay; Logan was really upset about Jett leaving him and it would take a lot more than just crying for a few days, to fix his broken heart.

But Jasmine was looking at him with those big puppy dog eyes – that could very well rival those of his husbands – and Carlos didn't know how to deny her anything. So, he simply took a chance and promised her the one thing that was very unlikely to happen soon.

"I promise you, Logan will be alright." A smile and nod of the head was all it took for her face to brighten.

Carlos hadn't been paying attention to the road, with being turned around and smiling at Jasmine; and by the time he was turning back around, it was a little too late to pay attention. A car that was coming towards them, swerved and came straight towards their car, causing Carlos to be thrown backwards before coming forwards and hitting the steering wheel.

Before he was able to turn and make sure Jasmine was alright, everything went black.

XxX

When Kendall got the call from the hospital about his husband, he was talking to Logan about what he was feeling about everything that was going on in his life. And when Logan asked who called and what they wanted, because Kendall had paled and looked like he was about to start freaking out himself, Kendall didn't even have to mention Jasmine or a crash for Logan to realize what had happened.

James had gone to work that day, being called in by his boss, and wasn't aware of what happened. So, Kendall had written a quick note – at the hospital, talk about it there – before Logan was dragging him out of the house and towards the car.

Kendall wasn't sure how he had gotten to the hospital, only that it was way faster than it should have been; but the next thing he knows is he's blindly walking in the front doors of the hospital and asking for the room that Carlos Garcia is in.

However, the nurse didn't allow them to go into the room, stating that it was "safer" for Kendall to stay in the waiting room until the doctor to come out and speak with him. That had pissed him off, but once he heard the same answer for Logan's question about Jasmine, he snapped out of it and wrapped his arms around Logan's shoulders to bring him towards the closest chair.

They had sat there for hours, waiting for a doctor to tell them about any information about their loved ones, and before they knew it, James was rushing towards them. Kendall was the one that answer, Logan unable to even register that James had skidded to a stop right in front of him.

James wasn't sure what to do about the information that he had received, it was shocking to hear that Carlos and Jasmine had gotten into a car wreck. It seemed like everything was spiraling downhill at the moment and no one could stop to even think about what was happening.

First it was Logan coming into his life, bringing Jasmine and Jett into their lives. Then it was Jett kicking Logan out of his own house for the weekend. And then it was Jett stealing all of Logan's belongings and ending what was between him and Logan. And now it was Carlos and Jasmine getting into a car wreck.

James looked over at Logan after a couple minutes, deciding that he should comfort at least one of these two rather than sitting on the ground. Logan looked blank, not that James blamed him; he just found out that his daughter – which actually wasn't really his, but whatever – got hurt in a car wreck. Then he looked over at Kendall, who looked slightly better than Logan but not by much. And really, the answer was simple.

James somehow, without hurting him, got Logan sitting down on his lap, just like back when Logan's mother had been in the car wreck back in high school. And James was overwhelmed with the sense of déjà vu. James didn't understand how Logan had been so unlucky with his family; first his father – going into cardiac arrest before dying – then his mother – going into cardiac arrest but surviving – and now his daughter. James only hoped that this time would be different; no cardiac arrest, no dying, and definitely no miss understandings.

XxX

Somewhere between midnight and two AM, a doctor came out and talked to Kendall about Carlos. Kendall was slightly relieved that Carlos was alright; blacking out for a couple hours and having a concussion. The doctor said that it was hard to tell how long – weeks, months, years, hours – the symptoms would last, and Kendall was a little worried about that. But for the most part, Kendall was a lot better than he had been when they arrived.

He wasn't allowed to go back and see Carlos, which caused Kendall to get pissed again; but was promised that as soon as he was able to go back there, someone would come out and show him the way to the room.

As soon as the doctor left, Kendall turned around and noticed James and Logan sitting on the floor. He had completely forgotten that Jasmine had been in the wreck and felt a little guilty that he was feeling relieved that his loved one was alright, when Logan was on the verge of a break down with the unknown information about his daughter. And what made things worse for Logan was that this was the third time Logan had gone through this.

Kendall bit his lip before bending down and joining James and Logan on the floor, whispering it's okay in Logan's ear every couple seconds.

XxX

Just when they were getting ready to leave the hospital, James and Kendall wanting to get Logan out of the hospital so he could at least calm down long enough to sleep, a doctor came out into the waiting room. They were all hoping that it was going to be information on Jasmine, the all needing to know if she was at least alive, but when the doctor called out "Carlos Garcia", Logan bit his lip so he wouldn't break down once again.

"I'm here for Carlos Garcia," Kendall whispered, walking up to the doctor. It wasn't the same doctor that had come out earlier, causing Kendall to worry a little.

"Ah, yes." The doctor started. "The other doctor had a family emergency he had to take care of, which is why he isn't here."

"Oh"

"Carlos woke up a couple minutes ago." The doctor said, turning his attention to Logan and James, who had walked up to them, before facing Kendall and speaking. "He's asking for you."

And just like that, Kendall was saying goodbye to James and Logan and following the doctor into the back room where all the patients were staying. The walk to Carlos' room didn't last long; only passing by a couple doors before coming across the door that the doctor said was Carlos'. Once the doctor left, leaving Kendall standing at the door with his heart beating fast in his chest, Kendall stared at the door for a while.

When Kendall finally decided that he needed to stop acting like a chick, he twisted the door knob and pushed open the door. The first thing that Kendall noticed while walking into the room was the IV that was connected to Carlos. Tears welled in his eyes as his gaze landed on Carlos, noticing that there were only a couple cuts on his face where glass from the car's front window cut him.

"Kendall," Carlos rasped out, lifting his hand up and motioning for Kendall to come towards him. "c'mere"

Kendall slowly made his way over to the bed that Carlos was laying on, trying to will the tears that were at bay away. When Kendall reached the bed, he sat down next to the Latino, making sure he was careful to not disturb the hand that the IV was in.

They sat there for a couple minutes, linking their hand together after a minute, not speaking. Kendall's tears soon went away as he realized that Carlos was alright.

"What happened?" Carlos asked, breaking the silence.

"Um, you were driving and got into a car wreck."

"Was anyone in the car?"

"Um, well…" During the time that they were waiting to hear something about Jasmine, Logan had been mumbling to himself about all the possible outcomes that could happen to Jasmine and all the symptoms of what was wrong with Carlos; one of the symptoms being post-traumatic amnesia, which caused people to forget the events that lead up to the accident.

"Who was in the car?" Carlos asked, eyes wide with fear of it being Jasmine or Logan and James.

With a small voice, Kendall replied. "Jasmine"

Carlos closed his eyes at the name, not wanting to believe what Kendall just told him. It couldn't be true; Jasmine couldn't have been the one in the car with him. Logan would kill him if anything happened to her; at least Carlos would do that if it was him who was in Logan's position. And knowing that he was the cause for whatever was wrong with her, Carlos couldn't bear the thought.

"What's wrong with her?"

Kendall bit his lip, knowing that Carlos didn't actually want to know the answer to that question; but it was Carlos that asked, and Kendall couldn't deny his husband anything. "We don't know. The doctor hasn't come out and told Logan."

XxX

"Logan?" James asked, looking over towards the raven haired male laying down next to him. "Are you alright?"

As soon as James and Logan got back to the house, James had carried Logan into his room and laid him down underneath the covers. James had allowed Logan to cry by himself for a couple minutes, going downstairs to get Logan a glass of water and a couple Tylenols for the headache that would most likely come from the tons of crying that he had been doing since the call from the hospital.

When James came back up to the room, Logan had been completely buried underneath the blankets so that way he couldn't see the lights or James. So, James had laid down next to Logan, and waited for Logan to stop crying to ask him if he was alright.

James had been trying to get Logan to answer him for the past five minutes, but to no avail. Logan had just ignored him the whole time, trying to forget the fact that James still loved him and Jett ended the engagement and his daughter was in the hospital and he had no clue is she was alright.

"Logan, please…" James pleaded, getting desperate for any kind of reaction from him. "Say something."

"Huh uh" Logan shook his head, squeezing his eyes shut as if that would make James disappear. "I don' wanna"

"Then at least look at me?"

Giving out a sigh, Logan turned his head without lift it up from the bed and looked at James' face. James' eyes showed that he was worried and he was biting his lip, which meant that James was nervous and upset. Logan always hated seeing James like this, always wanting James to be happy and worry free.

"I'm fine" Logan forced a small smile. "Really"

James opened up his arms and motioned for Logan to come closer and snuggle with him. "Let's sleep for now."

When Logan scooted closer, hiding his face in James' chest, James wrapped his arms around Logan's waist and planted a kiss to the top of Logan head.

"Goodnight, Logan." James muttered after a couple minutes, feeling Logan's breathing even out. "I love you"

A/N: Another adorable ending! Those are my favorite kinds of endings. And I think it helped make the chapter less hateful and bitchy. :D

Um, yeah. So, the car crash was terrible. I wanted to write more for that part, but I didn't want to be a bigger bitch least than I already am, and I couldn't get myself to do that. Like I said before, this was the hardest chapter that I have ever written for any story of mine so far.

I'm not sure what's gonna happen to Jasmine, yet. I have a list of injuries that could happen to her, but I'm not sure what I want to happen. So, the next chapter might take a while to write. But don't forget to review and tell me what you thought of this chapter.

And by the way, I am so sorry about the amount of times that I used the word bitch in this chapter. Or at least in the author's notes.