AN: Im sorry I took athousand years to update! My birthday was last week and I was enjoying it with different people and this school's a pain in the ass, sooooo much homework but I'm back! BTW I cant promise Tuesday updates but i will update once a week so check back everyday or so! This chapter is angsty to start and kind of cute at the end! Enjoy and review!

"So all the way gone and smooth or only a little?"

Blaine looked in the mirror in the hospital's bathroom and scratched his face. "Leave a little Quinn likes it kind of scruffy."

The older Anderson brother smirked as he held the razor up his bother's scruffy cheek and began shaving. "Sure she does."

Blaine blushed a little and bit his lip. "Shut up Coop."

The brothers fell into a content silence as Cooper shaved and Blaine thought about the past week. He'd been doing better since Cooper's first visit two days ago, he talked a little more, still mostly to Quinn and he managed to eat a few bites of real food. He felt good, almost normal but there was still a heavy sense of dread that was still living in his stomach, he couldnt help but shudder at the snide comments he heard when he looked in the mirror.

Hey fat ass, put down the fork! Or Your mom's not coming back.

Blaine shivered and wrapped his arms around himself and his brother frowned and nicked his skin.

"Shit sorry Blaine." Cooper muttered as he dabbed the blood away.

Blaine's breathing which now normally rapid and shallow was now calm and deep, the knots in his stomach untangled themselves and for split second as his face stung he felt okay. He knew that wasn't healthy but he didn't care.

"You okay?"

Blaine blinked a few time and nodded.

"Yeah um just thinking." He muttered as he dug his nails into his palms.

"About what?"

Blaine cleared his throat and his hands shook. "D-Dad, Mom and Danny."

"Really?"

He nodded slowly as tears filled his eyes. "He c-called me a pig."

"Dad did?" Cooper's voice was thick.

"Y-Yeah, he said 'I just can't believe he didn't make it out, he wasn't a pig like you he should've been fast enough."

Cooper frowned and looked at his brother's reflection and wondered if Blaine saw what he saw. A skeleton with dull hazel eyes that gleamed with tears, and a mop of black hair that covered his bony face.

"You're not a pig Blaine." He whispered.

"Yes I am look!" Blaine cried as he took off his hoodie which covered his thin arms. He grabbed at the imaginary fat that hung on them. "If I'm thin m-maybe dad with like me again."

Cooper had a lump in his throat as he cleaned his baby brother's face up and patted on after shave. "You were always thin."

Blaine started crying as he looked at his reflection and looked over every inch of his body. He picked at invisible things like a zit that wasn't really there or a double chin that never existed. Blaine turned around and looked at his brother.

"I'm so fucking disgusting and they try to feed me through a tube and, and I'm fat I just need to be skinny."

Cooper wrapped his arms around his brother and held him. "Shh it's okay, you're not disgusting and you're not fat"

Blaine stood up and walked out the bathroom as he wiped his face. He quickly made it into his room where he started panicking he pulled off his shirt and looked down at his stomach, even though everyone else could count his ribs all he saw was fat. He let out a low growl and kicked the wall and threw IV drip stand down on the floor and kicked it.

See everyone's lying to you, you can only trust me and you're fat.

Blaine scratched at his ears and bit his lip. "Shut up!" He croaked

Quinn won't date a fatty, your dad already hates you and Cooper and your mom hate you. You're fat.

Blaine clutched his stomach and frowned he had just eaten lunch before Cooper came. With a twisted idea rapidly forming he stood up and walked into the tiny bathroom and grabbed dropped to his knees and he jammed his fingers down his throat twice the second time deeper than the first. He quickly pulled his finger out, scraping them on his teeth. He gagged and threw up his small meal of half a sandwhich, 4 carrot sticks and two bites of an apple which was washed down with milk.

See I know what's best for you Blaine, just listen to me okay?

Blaine nodded and somehow felt safer with the voice. "Okay."

"Blaine, you okay?"

Blaine jumped up at the soft feminine voice coming from the hallway. "Y-Yeah."

He quickly rinsed his mouth, popped in some gum and wiped his eyes. He opened the door and smiled when he saw Quinn on the other side.

"Cooper said you were upset."

He nodded and felt a sharp pain in his stomach. "Yeah I'm okay now. How are you?"

Quinn looked at her shoes and sighed. "Okay can I show you something?"

Blaine nodded and followed the girl as she glided through the halls and into the recreation room. She was chewing her lip and looked embarrassed. "Um I saw you when you were upset and I don't I liked the color of your hoodie and made this."

Blaine stared at the painting that was was propped up. It was extremely realistic, he looked slim. He turned to Quinn as stared her down, just to be sure she wasn't kidding. "Is that how you see me? You don't see f-fat?"

"No you're skin and bones. I'm sorry you don't like it do you?"

Blaine shook his head. "This is great."

Quinn smiled and Blaine pulled her into a bone crushing hug and held her "T-Thank you."

She blushed. "No problem."

Blaine stared at her fought the urge to kiss her. "I'm going to g-get better."

"I know." She whispered. "And I will too and we'll be okay together."

He brushed her bangs from her eyes and kissed her forehead. "You make me want to try. I want to be honest with you."

The churning in Quinn's stomach made it clear she had to come clean. She led him into her room down the hall and sat down.

"What's wrong?"

"You remember N-Noah right?" She whispered as Blaine nodded. "We h-had a baby together."

The teen's mind began to race as he looked at her. She had a baby with that monster, no wondered she was so scared. "You were pregnant?"

"I gave her u-up her name was Beth, ever since Noah I can't trust anyone but-" she paused to wiped her eyes and sniffle. "You make me feel safer."

"I do?" He breathed as he stated at her and watched as she took his hand. "You feel safe?"

She nodded. "And when we kissed everything felt better and I want to be okay with that but, I'm scared."

The 17 year old boy's heart pounded in his chest as he stared at her. "Don't be. I'm not him I would never do that to you."

"You swear?"

"I swear on my life." He muttered as he closed the gap between their face as he brought his lips to hers. Quinn kissed back and titled her head as Blaine held her waist. "I'll never hurt you."

Quinn brushed her hand through his hair. "I trust you."

Blaine grinned and hugged her. He felt okay and for once, he felt alive again. They needed each other to get better and to have something worth fighting for.

AN: Aww young love 3 Blaine's throwing up now :/ I think I'll have Blaine and his parents get into it. What do you think?