Ciel awoke from his dream. He looked around, his breath proliferated, and was sweating from fright.
"Just ....now, what was that?" He questioned himself in time was still dark, Ciel looked to his left and Joker was fast asleep. He smiled gently by the sight, suddenly he felt a sting of loneliness, the young Earl sat up carefully without trying to wake the clown next to him.
'It doesn't make sense..' He thought 'What is this despondent feeling?' Tears streamed down from his beautiful purple eyes. The young boy was shocked by the action, everything to this point has been confusing. The loneliness was drowning him.
'It feels like I can't breath...as if I was drowning in the-' The young boy gasped. 'That's it! it has something to do with it!' He continued, he carefully , but quickly got out of bed. He silently cursed himself when his feet hit the cold floor, but there was no time for that. He walked towards his windows and pulled the curtains. The light of the moon shined towards Ciel's face, the young boy glared at the sky.
'Everything is connected to the sky......but what exactly is connected?' He questioned, he sighed as he wondered if he was only squandering his thoughts in nonsense. He pondered for sometime, until the picture of that ambiguous man appeared in his head.
'Just who is he I wonder' He continued to stare 'It was as if I felt some comfort as he stood beside me' This made him chuckle. Falling for a man in his dreams? 'this is nothing, but inane'
The young Earl went back to sleep not wanting to bother in squandering another thought about this. Though deep in his heart he knew that something was wrong, and it was wrong of him to turn away from this situation. Everything was wrong, everything.
In the morning there came a sudden voice that awoke the young Earl.
"Ciel" The voice sang. The young blue haired child stured in his sleep not wanting to wake up.
"Young Master, the day awaits". Ciel sat up as he opened his eyes in shock.
"What did you say?" He questioned, Joker looked at him rather surprised.
"I said your going to waste the day away" The young child pondered.
'Perhaps I imagined it?'
"What did you think I said?" Joker asked distracting him, the young Earl shook his head.
"Nothing"
"Nothing?"
"Yea nothing"
The young clown sighed defeated, he didn't want to anger his little lover so he didn't pursue the issue. There was an utter silence between the two, as the young Earl dressed the clown stared out towards the window. That was, until an idea arrived in his thoughts.
"Lets camp outside tonight" He stated, Ciel turned towards him and again he thought he heard wrong.
"Excuse me?" He asked blinking in confusion.
"Tonight, lets camp outside your garden ....under the stars" Joker said softly, the young Earl smiled sweetly back at him.
'He's always thinking of me first' The Earl thought, just as he was about to nodded in deciding it's a go the door opened widely.
"Ciel!! How I missed you so!~" The voice yelled, the young boy turned to the source of the voice and he knew on who it was he shivered in fear. The said person hugged Ciel like there was no tomorrow, while the poor little boy couldn't breath.
"My prince you must let Master Ciel breath!" Another voice said from behind.
"But Agni I missed him so much!!~" The prince continued to hug him to death. Joker in the other hand didn't know how to react in this situation, he wasn't hurting him much and Ciel seemed to know who he was. So this was scrupulous, he just had to see what would happen.
"Can't.....breath!!....let go....Soma!!" The young Earl breath out in difficulty. Finally the prince relinquished his grip, after Ciel was able to have a breather he glared at the Indian prince before him.
"Why are you here uninvited again?" He said kinda angry, Soma gave the sadist little puppy eyes that he could muster and cried out.
"Ciel it's been a whole year and two months since I've seen you!~" The young Earl's eyes widen in shock.
'Has it really been that long?' He pondered in questioning, as he sighed he remembered that Joker was still in the room.
"I'm sorry how rude of me, this is Joker...he's a friend" The clown took notice on how he emphasized the word, but let it slide for now.
"Pleasant to meet you both" He stated as he bowed, prince Soma came up to him and gave him a huge hug.
"Well any friend of Ciel's is a friend of mine!~" He stated very happy, Agni looked towards the little Earl and noticed that a sirten butler was around which he found oddly strange.
"Master Ciel where is Sebastian-dono?" There was silence in the room. Joker's eyes widen in shock as he remembered Ciel's orders from long ago.
'Don't you ever mention that name towards me again' The young clown couldn't help, but to "gulp".
'I wonder how his reaction will be?' He pondered feeling concerned.
"Hey yea where is that scary butler of yours anyways?" Prince Soma questioned in braking the ice. Everyone's attention was on the young Earl now.
"Se-Se..bas...tian?" He questioned softly. A sudden flash back of the ambiguous man came back in his mind. His smile came into view along with his embellished red colored eyes. Ciel's left eye started to shine while the three in the room commented as "glowing".
-Else Where
Sebastian was reading a book in his room, until his left hand started to shine as well. The demon removed his left glove and he gasped. His pentagram bang to bleed. The butler stood up quickly dropping his book.
"Something's wrong!" He yelled very concerned.
-Back at the Mansion
Flash backs over the man and the young Earl came to screen like a porno in the movies.
'Young Master, your tea is ready' The voice in his head said. 'What's wrong, My Lord?' it said with a great hint of concern. Ciel put both of his hands on his ears. Joker and the others feared the worst.
"Ciel!!" They said in unison, they all ran towards the young Earl who now was on his knees. Ciel vision was very blurry, as tears started to stream down his face. As he tried to look upward, he eyes widen. Standing on front of his door stood the man he loved, the man he trusted so....and the man who betrayed him much. With the last of his strength he tried to reach out for the man he loved.
"Sebas...tain" Was his last breath before he passed out. Everyone looked towards the direction Ciel reached out for and just like the young child said. There he stood, not knowing what exactly to do.
-Sebastian's POV
I stood there as I watched my beloved master pass out. Tears streamed down his beautiful closed eyes. My heart broke in two, within all my years of serving and living on this earth I never felt so despondent. I felt lower than trash, lower than scum....I've committed the greatest sin.
"Sebastian-dono!" Agni said startled toward me. My expression was blank, but I moved towards my Ciel.
"We must put in bed" I instructed, no one said another word and quickly did as I ordered. Agni took off his shoes and Soma covered him in his sheets. Joker looked perplexed and to what I can read angry. And like a que both Agni and Soma said.
"We'll leave Ciel to rest" I nodded in understanding, but at the same time I was happy. I want to be alone with my little master it's been so long. Once they both left I glared at Joker.
"Your alive" I stated coldly, Joker said nothing, there was silence in the air.
"Why did you come back?" The clown finally asked.
-Normal POV
"I can ask you the same question" The demon said in a cold tone, Joker gave him a skeptical look. This made Sebastian chuckle "This is to inane".
"I wasn't being facetious!" The clown said angry, the demon scoffed the clown as he looked at his beloved master. "You have no right to scoff me you demon"
"What exactly do you perhaps want with my master? why are you here?" The butler questioned.
"I was here because he was the person I remembered, and instead of kicking me out like a dog he had the kindness in his heart to let me and family stay here in the mansion, why are you here?"
Sebastian re framed from looking at him.
'I came here because I was concerned over my young master, I didn't expect for the situation to happen like this'
"You don't know do you?" Joker spat. Sebastian had an unreadable expression, winners gain.
"I thought you wouldn't" He continued, the demon too continue to stay quiet. The Joker then laughed at his stupidity. "Ciel doesn't love you!" Sebastian held a frown "I don't think you've noticed, but Ciel and I have a relationship" After those last words the demon felt like he was stabbed millions of times in the heart.
"Leave" Was his only reply. Joker rose an eyebrow in questioning.
"Leave? you tell me? perhaps it is you that should leave!" He whispered aloud..
"Leave and I shall leave afterword, I wish to be with my master one last time" The butler said in a dangerous tone.
"Why should I believe you?" Joker questioned.
"I do not tell lies" The demon butler told, this made the clown to chuckle.
"Really? well that's not what I heard. From what I heard, you promised Ciel you'll never leave him and when he needed you the most you just disappeared" Sebastian held his poker face. This made Joker smirk.
"I promise-"
"You promise nothing! Demons always tell lies! that is they're nature, what makes you-"
"This is the only thing I want. Give me 10 minutes, and I shall leave...never to return" Joker held his sigh in frustration.
"Every well 10 minutes and 10 minutes ONLY" And with that he left Sebastian alone with Ciel. The demon held a pained expression, there asleep layed his beloved master, his little love, and his greatest sin.
"I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry...I have failed you not only as a butler, but as a companion as well. Not only have I lost your trust, but your love too." As he got down in one knee he held his beloved's hand. The young Earl stured in his sleep and slowly, but surely he opened his eyes. Sebastian was a backed.
"Your....still here" The young Earl said tiredly.
"Young Master.." The demon butler said softly. Ciel's eyes streamed with tears, Sebastian quickly hugged him and tried to sway the tears away.
"Shhhh...Young Master, what has you troubled? Why do you cry?" The young Earl cried even harder, but the demon butler couldn't figure out why. Sebastian put both of his hands on the boy. "My Lord,..."
"I'm...I'm sorry...but I don't know who you are" He continued to cry. The demons eyes widen in shock, but held a sympathetic look in his eyes. He showed him a small smile.
'He doesn't remember me?'
"Is that what you cry for My Lord?" As his thumbs swayed the tears that dared to fall off his beautiful eyes. The young Earl nodded his head. "Everything is going to be alright, Young Master"
"No it won't!" He yelled, the butler was a backed once again. "I feel like there's a connection between us...a really deep connection and I don't understand why.." He said softly.
"You don't need to understand, Young Master" Sebastian continued to hug him, knowing that he might not see him again. 'Perhaps it is best that he forgets about me'
"But I want to!"
"Hush Young Master, there is nothing for you to worry about any longer"
-With Lexion
"He left..I know he did" The young man sighed as he sat on the bed Sebastian once layed on. 'I wonder how's it going for him'
"Hehe..deary me, has it really been that long?" Lexion looked towards the entrance, and saw his once long companion. He glared at him. "Such a sour face...that's not good for you, you know"
"Loki what brings you here?" The man's face brings up from surprise, but then clam's a little.
"Just passing by" He say's nicely, Lexion didn't buy it.
"You never just pass by, what do you want?" Loki walks in with a big euphoric grin on his face, while his friend continues to glare.
"I just want some information about the oh-so-mysterious Ciel Phantomhive" This gave Lexion a questionable look.
"Why are you so interested?"
"Such a cliche question" He said boredly.
"I'm not here to entertain you"
"Oh but I am! You know I use to work in a asylum so it is within my authority to entertain you" Lexion sighed, which brought a wider smile on the young man's face.
"Fine. Go, entertain me oh mighty monster of fright"
"Oh stop your making me blush" Loki played "Well I've come to find that Yuka no longer exists" Lexion's eyes widen in shock, this made Loki laugh "Entertained yet?"
"Since when?! where? how did you know this?!" The blue haired man demanded.
"News travels fast, but to bad that wasn't news for me" Lexion growled.
"Answer my questions!!" Again Loki gave a chuckle.
"So demanding on a single human girl aren't we?" Lexion said nothing. "Are you in love by any chance?" The young man turned away from him "Aha! I see that we are!"
"Look that has nothing to do with you"
"Yes, yes you are right. I just came to stop by, rumors have it that you have some information over rich boy" As Loki was about to walk away.
"Do you know who killed Yuka?" The boy turned to Lexion and pondered a moment.
"I believe it had something to do with Angela, now if you don't mind I have a little rich boy to search and catch"
Question, Comments, or Concerns?
I know most if you do, like over the fact on why dosen't Ciel still dosen't remember Sebastian? I have an answer, well from what I read the mind kinda takes a little time to have everything sink in a little. You'll see what I mean in the next chapter...*tee hee* Until next time everyone!
P.S. This story is going to get ALOT bigger in plot, so those who are confused just wait a little! XD
Let's have another Question and Answer theory!!
Who might Loki be?
What is Joker and Ciel's relationship like now? what will happen?
Will Sebastian leave forever like he said?
Will Prince Soma do something about it?
Will Ciel ever remember Sebastian?
Will Lexion avenge Yuka?
And what will happen to both Lizzy and Angela?
The one who I think is the most possible closest will get two chapters for next time and will be deciated to that said person!! I'm always happy to read your reviews, if it's something bad or maybe something I can work on I always try to make things better for the readers!! XD