The next morning James and I woke up early and headed out to the hospital. We both called into our jobs saying we had a family emergency. I sighed as I looked at James. "We haven't gotten a call…is that good or bad?"

James rubbed both of my arms in a comforting way and kissed me. "Liam is fine. I guarantee it."

I smiled and nodded. "Alright."

I took a deep breath and grabbed my purse as we headed to the car. I climbed in and looked at James as we drove. I only hoped Liam was ok. When we got to the hospital, we told the nurse that was working that we were here to see our son who was in the NICU. She nodded and gave us the ok. When we arrived at the NICU I saw Liam sleeping.

"Mr. and Mrs. Diamond?" a doctor asked.

I turned, as did James. "Yes? How is Liam?"

The doctor smiled. "Your son is doing just fine. We're going to take him off the IV and give you a prescription for the antibiotic that we put him on. Do you have any other children?"

James and I nodded. "We have a five year old daughter." He told the doctor.

The doctor nodded. "Alright, well, keep her away from your son for a few days. She may catch whooping cough unless she's had her protussius shot."

I thought for a moment. Did Caitlyn have that shot? "I believe she has."

The doctor nodded. "Alright. Let me get nurse Natalie to get him."

I smiled and nodded. I looked at James as the nurse picked up Liam and brought him out to us.

"Here you are." She handed him to us.

I smiled, tears threatening to come out. "Thank you." I sniffled as I held Liam and he looked up to me with the same warm brown eyes his father had.

The doctor came back and talked with James as he gave him a slip for the antibiotic for Liam. James came back to me and kissed my cheek. "Hi Liam." He cooed at him.

Liam gurgled and smiled at the both of us. I kissed his cheek and we walked to the nurses' station to sign the discharge papers. After James and I both signed the papers, we took Liam to the car and strapped him in his carrier and strapped him in the car. I kissed Liam's head and got in the car, looking at James. We had a few hours before we had to pick up Caitlyn from school, so we decided to go back to the apartment and relax.

When we got back to the apartment, I put Liam down in his crib and went and sat on the couch with James. "James…?"

"Yeah babe, what's up?"

"I think we should start looking for a house. If we have more kids, this apartment won't be able to fit all of us."

James looked at me and turned, grabbing my hands. "You sure about this Lil?"

I nodded. "I'm sure James. I mean, yeah there's a lot of memories here, but we need a bigger place."

James nodded and kissed me gently. Before we went to go pick Caitlyn up from school, we looked online for a few houses that were for sale.

After picking up Caitlyn from school, James and I sat her down to tell her we might be moving as Liam played in his playpen. "Caitlyn?"

Caitlyn looked at me, her big hazel eyes full of childlike innocence. "Yes mommy?"

I tucked her hair behind her ear. "We might be moving to a bigger house."

"Moving? I don't want to! I wanna stay here!" She started throwing a tantrum.

"We need the bigger space. What if mommy has another baby? We won't have enough room." I told her.

"I don't want another baby either! They cry too much and take you away from me!" she started crying and then Liam started crying from the shouting.

James held Liam as I held Caitlyn. "Baby, do you really think that we love Liam more than you?"

Caitlyn nodded as she buried her head into my shoulder.

"Oh Caitlyn Jamie. We don't love Liam more than you. We love you both the same. We could never love one of you more than the other. Yes, Liam needs our attention most of the time, but we don't love him more than you. If mommy and daddy end up giving you and Liam a sibling, we'll love all of you the same." I told her, hugging her tight and stroking her hair. "Alright?"

Caitlyn pulled back from my arms and nodded. "Okay.."

I smiled and kissed her forehead. "Good. Now, go get washed up for supper."

Caitlyn nodded and dashed to the bathroom. James handed me a whining Liam and I looked at him. "Can you start supper while I feed Liam?"

James nodded and headed to the kitchen. I sat on the couch, Liam in my arms as I lifted my shirt and undid my bra to feed Liam. After feeding him, I ate with my loving husband and darling daughter as I thought hopeful thoughts about a new place.