a/n; thank you for the follows and faves. :) lime chapter.. ^^
CHAPTER TEN
Hinata woke feeling like he was being choked. True enough, Kageyama is cuddling with him in his own bed. The redhead jolts and sat up straight, inspecting his body and checks to see if he has any underwear on. He was fully cloth and his back doesn't hurt. From what it seems, they drank last night and went to sleep afterwards. Or at least he went to bed before Kageyama. However, he made sure that he gave the raven has his own futon to sleep in.
"Tch.", with a click of his tongue, the redhead kicks the intruder off his bed, and the latter landed on the floor loudly.
"Ugh. That fucking hurts." Kageyama groans and Hinata snorts. "Who is this piece of shit who crawled on my bed?" Hinata brush his hands together and looked down on Kageyama who is still sleeping on the floor. "Sleep on the futon I gave you, or be ready to get kicked in the scrotum next time." he added and then get up, stepping on Kageyama in his stomach as he went to the bathroom to freshen up. "Ow. That hurt, you evil sadist. uhh." grumbles Kageyama.
Hinata doesn't have to hurry for today, he has no work and his classes start in the afternoon. After he washed his face and brushed his teeth, Hinata starts his laundry. There isn't much so one load is enough. While he waits for it, he got dressed up with his cycling gear and check his bike tires. He usually parks his road racer on the entrance way, since he can't trust it on the bike racks down stairs.
Since they have a match soon, they were given a time to rest for today. But he just can't miss this chance to stroll around, this is how he spends leisure mornings. He opened the bedroom door one last time before he wears his shoes and saw Kageyama still sprawled on his bed, lightly snoring.
"Bakageyama!" Hinata flips the cover off the raven and Kageyama opens his eyes and stared at him. "Where are you going, idiot?" Kageyama asked.
"I have laundry in the wash, please unload it after. There's food in the fridge. Cook it." Hinata said and he went on his way. He admits that Kageyama's presence is making him feel uneasy. The raven doesn't like wearing shirts when sleeping, even in winter. And since Hinata is weak to those side abs of the raven, it's best if he set some boundary before he goes down and licks it.
Hinata shook his head off those dirty thoughts and wears his shoes on the entrance way. He heard the bedroom door open and there emerges Kageyama; coal-hair disheveled, no shirt on, the hem of his underwear peaking from his pajamas. "Morning, I'll probably be out before you come back.. Classes." Kageyama said and walks towards Hinata. He gave Hinata his phone and the other shook his head.
"No, I don't bring my phone when riding. Please put it where you saw it. Don't forget to lock the doors when you get out." Hinata tried his best not to look at the delicious meal in front of him, but he was too late. His radar-like eyes caught a glimpse of Kageyama's bulge and he audibly gulps. He was sure Kageyama heard it so he pretends to have something lodge in his throat as he tried to cover it up with a few fake coughs.
Shit. Morning wood is dangerous.
"Could be a start of a cold." Kageyama said and went to the fridge to check for food. Hinata remembers that Kageyama has a habit of thawing meat or even chilled vegetables, before he cooks it or place it in a microwave. The raven then disappeared from his sight and went to wash his face.
"I'm off." Hinata said and Kageyama called out for him to take care.
Ever since they broke up, Kageyama thought that Hinata didn't hold back on showing who he really are. When they were dating, everything seems to embarrassed that the man with the red-orange hair. Now that they were just having sex, the Hinata he once knew is different from the Hinata he knew today.
Hinata farts in front of Kageyama, burps, he eats without reserve, he sings even though he sucks at it, and he's more alive than he's ever been when they were romantically involved.
Last night, Kageyama thought of having sex with Hinata, as a celebration for his stay. Or just to past the time. Since he loves the man, there is really no need for specific reason he wants to hold him. It's only natural that he feels this way.
But that was another story when this change in Hinata came to him as a revelation.
He did court the guy for a few months before he said yes to him. Or rather, he's forced to admit that he loves Kageyama too. But Kageyama treated Hinata like he has no experience, cause that's what he's been seeing. Dating him is like dating a girl. He would know, he has ex-girlfriends before. And they were all blushing, and timid type. He figured Hinata is the same.
He was so wrong.
This leaves a bitter taste in his mouth. Who knew that Hinata is the type of guy who likes his draft beer. And can hold on drink lots of sake. Who likes PC gaming and sometimes forgets to take a bath. Someone who likes to deep throat his lover. Who talks dirty in bed, scratches and bites someone in the throes of passion.
Hinata is livelier now more than ever.
Oddly enough, Kageyama loves this Hinata even more.
"But I'm not the one that caused this change. Kenma did." the second he said this, Kageyama slaps his face and sigh. "You need food. That's right. Have breakfast, fix your things and go to class."
Kageyama saw there's already cooked rice in the rice cooker and some poached eggs on the table. So he decided he'll just fry some of those chicken breast that's been marinated on a Tupperware. "I'll take a shower first."
Kageyama always enjoys taking a shower at Hinata's place. Though it's not really big, Kageyama can see that Hinata take care of his self. There were bath salts, bath gels, nice shaving creams, moisturizers for the face and even the body. Kageyama marveled at the things inside. He was just going to wash his face but he's tempted to take a shower, and so he did.
After he finished using those coconut scent shampoo, he went to the medicine cabinet and saw the usual things. There was a spare shaver, but he thinks he doesn't need to shave yet. His facial hair doesn't grow too fast so he's still okay. He caught a glimpse of the carefully wrapped tube medicine, and he felt embarrassed after he read the label. It's the enema Hinata uses. Though it was not used, Kageyama feels like he has to apologize to Hinata for a lot of things. "Uke's have it hard, huh?", mutter Kageyama when he read the procedure. "You have to hold the laxative for fifteen minutes?" Kageyama mouths the word 'wow' and suddenly dropped the box on the floor when the bathroom door flung open.
"You can use it if you want." Hinata teases and stares at Kageyama's uncovered lower region. "W-why are you back so soon?" Kageyama said, he swiftly wraps the towel at his waist and picks up the enema and placed it back on the cabinet.
"It's raining." Hinata said and went to pick up some of the towels on the cabinet. Kageyama went out and goes to his bag to take out his change of clothes. After he got dressed, with his hair still wet, he went out of the bedroom only to see Hinata doing some sit ups in the living room.
Well, he did intend to cycle. Kageyama thought, appreciating the fact that Hinata is taking care of his health.
"I'll just put your laundries in the basket." Kageyama said when he finally heard the beep of the washing machine. He puts everything in the basket and placed it on the sofa while Hinata continues to ignore him. He proceeds to do what he usually does in the mornings, a little thankful that there's food, cause most of the time he skips breakfast to save money. Though their dorm has a little kitchen in every room, Kageyama doesn't use it much. Cause electricity is expensive and there's not much to cook anyways.
"Hinata, I'll go ahead, I'm borrowing this umbrella.. See you." Kageyama called out on Hinata when the other man is starting with his weights. "Yeah.", he simply replied.
This bummed out Kageyama, he thought for sure Hinata will feel flustered with his presence. Especially since this is the first time in a while since Kageyama has been in his apartment. But it looks like Hinata isn't affected in the least.
The second the raven was out the door, Hinata stood up.
"What the fuck!" Hinata went to go on his toilet, locking the door and he braces one arm on the wall. "Shit!" He grumbles as he whipped out his erected member and started stroking himself.
He didn't expect to see Kageyama freshly showered the first day they became roommates. And the raven surprised attack him. Seeing that coal-black hair glistening, that toned body glistening wet and steaming from the hot water; smelling his favorite shampoo off him, Hinata lost his control for a second.
"Uhn." It didn't took long for Hinata to cum, a few pumps more, Hinata pants and aims his cum on the toilet bowl. He shuddered at the feeling and breathes hard. He didn't expect that he will masturbates using Kageyama. Coming down from his high, Hinata flush the toilet, wipes his weeping penis and puts it back in his shorts. While he wash his hands, he saw his very red face in the mirror. "Dammit! How the hell will I last like this?"
"It's clear as the summer's day. We need another setter." The vice Captain said out loud and though Kageyama thought he can shoulder everyone, this isn't the case. There's always a need for a back up, if there's an accident. They can't take that chance.
"I still want to recruit that Kozume-kun." their captain crosses his arms and the other ones who are familiar with how Kenma plays nodded in agreement. Hinata's confused, so he raised his arms to ask.
"Is Kenma really that good?" Hinata asked, his eyes shone with admiration. His friend is acknowledged by his seniors and he can't feel a little proud. Kageyama's annoyed as hell, especially since Tsukishima behind him can't contain his snickering to himself.
"While our Kageyama is a power setter, good in serving, received, blocking and well- simply put, he is a high spec player; Kozume is the type to look for the other player's weakness. Even having him on the bench, observing the other players, we're sure it will amplify our defense and offense." Sawamura said.
Since Kenma played at another district, Kageyama's previous school didn't have the chance to play against him. Plus, he is older that him so by the time they played in the championship match, Kenma already graduated.
"Okay! I'll ask him personally. I'm not making any promises though." Hinata grins and Kageyama muttered the word 'idiot'. He's pissed at the redhead for obvious reasons. - He's too much into Kenma.
"Eh? Do you know him, Hinata?" Tanaka said and Hinata nodded. "I'm seeing Kenma later, so I'll go ask him."
Tanaka fell silent, he heard the name Kenma before when Hinata is talking on the phone. He just didn't think that Hinata is like that. Someone who plays for the other team. He isn't prejudiced, since his Vice-captain, along with Tsukishima and Yamaguchi are gays, but it was such a surprise that Hinata is also like that. Tanaka looks around the guys near him and felt shy.
"The fuck I'm thinking.", Tanaka said to himself.
"Why don't you try it Kenma? You know this could be fun." Kuroo said to Kenma and the other one just looks at his drink. "It's so troublesome." Kenma answered and Hinata protest. "Try it Kenma, it's not right that you only slave yourself on games. You're so pale now, you need sun and exercise." Hinata nods as he said this and Kuroo find the little man, funny.
"He's right, you know. Plus I also want to see you play. Could be fun, right chibiko?" Kuroo addresses Hinata likes this and the latter became accustomed to it. He's really short compared to Kuroo anyway.
They were eating in a family restaurant just a few blocks away from their university and they often do this since Kuroo has taken a liking to Hinata ever since his lover goes home with a new story on how Hinata made him toss balls for him, or how they ate the smelly but good kimchi pancakes, or anything silly Hinata does. He feels like Kenma is finally branching out and he's glad Hinata is the kind of person who is patient enough to hang out with the socially awkward Kenma.
"Ah, I'm going to buy some cake so I can eat it at night. Wait a bit." Hinata stood from his seat and accidentally bumps a man, spilling the latter's drink on him. "EHH?! I'm sorry." The other man panics, he looks like he is someone who goes in the same university as they are since his bag has the same patches and pins as their school logo. "Ah, it's fine. It's just water, so it'll dry right away." Kuroo gave Hinata some tissues to clean himself.
"Ah, wait. I know you!" The man who bumped Hinata grabs him by the arms and leaned his face closer to the redhead. "Right! Sadoqueen! You're him, right? I know from the voice! And there's no mistaking that eyes!" the other male is a little forceful with him that Hinata can't break free. "Let go of me!" Hinata's voice is raised and he is feeling his breath is constricted. "Why? Come one, come chat with us. Some of my friends knew you. You're crazy sexy you know. Come chat with us!" The other male is laughing in his face, and he felt dizzy. Next thing he knew is that Kenma is beside him calling out his name, while Kuroo is towering about the guy who harassed Hinata.
There were a few of the waiters and managers who kicked the other guys out. Because they were causing commotion and that they clearly saw the incident. Hinata knew that he can never escape from his dark past, but this isn't something he considered. That there is someone who will know him from the same school he goes to.
"Shouyo, drink this." Kenma gave Hinata a new glass of water, while Kuroo talks to the crew inside the shop. Saying they were fine and no one was hurt.
"Kenma, what should I do? Should I drop out? Transfer schools? What do I do?" Hinata is teary and still pale. Kuroo sat at the opposite of the two and sighs. "First of all, tell us what happen. What's with this 'sadoqueen'? It's better that we have an idea of what's going on."
Hinata looks at the two and nodded. He thought there was no escaping the inevitable. He went on and explained his situation, all those things he'd rather forget.
His father was laid off from work, and at the same time, he's swindled out of their money. His friend also named him as a guarantor on a loan with the Yakuzas. So they're harassed day and night to pay up. The stress affected their mom, until one day when their father was looking for work, his little sister Natsu was taken by the bad people to be sold for money. Hinata, as an older brother did what he was supposed to do and volunteered in her place.
At first, he's told he was going to auctioned as a prostitute, since he is naturally little in stature and looks like he can cross dress for the perverts. But Hinata refused. He'd rather do anything other than being a slave to anyone. Since porn are a big thing for the thugs and that they earn a lot from it, they have no qualms in sending Hinata there.
While Hinata tells his story, the two just listened to him intently. They were in a secluded booth anyways, and Kuroo is aware that no one sat near them after he sends the idiot earlier on the floor.
"I never really enjoyed what I was doing. They even had to retake my videos over, since I'm defiant. But later the director used sex performance enhancing drugs on me so that I can go through it. Every time, I kept thinking this is for Natsu. For my little sister. I kept tabs on our loans and made the boss sign every time I pay him. Until one day, the director said there was a request for me in a BDSM porn. I was scared, but they say the pay is twice as much. And I wanted to be done with it sooner. Then when I was finally on the set, they said I was the one who is going to play the role of the sadist. The dominant." Hinata clasped his hands on top of the table and then continued.
"I was glad, I feel like I was finally enjoying what I'm doing. Every whip I did, every bite I gave, every pain I inflicted elevated my twisted anger. I'm not happy about it. It's something I wish I wouldn't have to remember. Every day I'm filled with this fear that my family would know about this. I don't think my Dad will forgive himself if that happens." Hinata's tear rolled on his cheeks and Kenma gave him a napkin.
"Despite the fact that I was sad, and angry, my only comfort is knowing that my sister is safe in her warm bed. And my Mom and Dad are slowly recovering from it. I thought my life is finally getting together, until Kageyama - the guy I was dating that time, caught me." Hinata's tears flowed and the two listeners felt he is really hurting. They did not say anything, just listened to him and waits for him to calm down.
"I can't immediately stop, so I had to record at least two movies after. The company announced that it was my last movies so the sales went well. Since I was really good at what I'm doing, it looks like I got famous for it. Even though I did precautions to hide my identity." Hinata pats his chest.
"Anyways, I think you shouldn't associate yourself with me Kenma, I don't want people like that going after you too." Hinata smiled, but his eyes are sad. He's glad that Kenma didn't call him disgusting or anything and that's enough for him.
Kuroo sighed and rustled Kenma's hair. He already knew what his lover's thinking and he smiled at Hinata. "What?" Hinata asked them both and Kenma just mouth the word. "Idiot."
"Why? What I'm saying is a valid point." Hinata insist.
"Shouyo, please tell your Captain, that I will come to practice tomorrow." Kenma said and sips his latte.
"Huh?"
"Give it up, chibiko. Kenma isn't the kind of person to judge like that." Kuroo grinned and called for the waitress, ready to order another round of food.
Hinata felt so embarrassed and guilty, he gulped the water and slammed the glass loudly on the table.
"Kenma, there's one more thing I need to tell you….
When Hinata went home, Kageyama still isn't there. He knew that this day, Kageyama has to work till late. He got worried since his place is at least 20 minutes away from Kageyama's dorm and 40 minutes away from the raven's part-time work. Kageyama is riding bikes so it may be alright, but since the weather is moody of late, he can't help but feel anxious whether or not the raven will open his door, or he'll decide to come to the dorms again.
He decided to make rice balls and leave it on the table. He also readied that futon and placed it in the living room. He then went to bed after this.
"I'm home." Kageyama called out, no one answered him though. It's obvious since it's already past midnight. "Ah, ah. I'm so tired." Kageyama debated whether he'll take a bath first or eat. He drops his things on the sofa and saw that his futon is already ready for him.
"Tch, he really don't want to sleep with me." he muttered. He also caught a glance of the rice balls and his tired body suddenly had the energy again. Kageyama's face is filled with a silly grin.
"Huddle up!" The captain called up and the team who is just starting to warm up gather around him.
He cleared his throat and continued. "There is someone joining us today, please welcome him. Kozume-kun." The captain called on to Kenma who is already dressed for practice. He looks shyly at them and gave his nod. "Please take care of me." he said timidly. Hinata grinned widely and the team greets Kenma.
Tsukishima by this time is grinning and teasing Kageyama. "Looks like someone's here joins so he can look after his little kitty." Tsukishima stands besides Kageyama, whose face cannot be explained.
There's no way I would lose to this pudding!
"I think I'm starting to like Hinata and Kozume. I mean, look at Kenma! He didn't join no matter how much we persuade him, yet when Hinata asked him, he joins the next day. Ah! How lovely!" Yachi said, her eyes are a little weird towards the two.