So sorry for the late updates! I have been so busy finishing my studies; being a bit emo; being really ill...but the best part is finally finding my Stan to match my Kyle 3

Sadly this story can only go so far...which sadly its almost finished. BUT! I will get right to updating Change of Plans; and now I've finally got myself a Creek plotline to work with; so look out for that one soon enough~

Thanks for being so patient with me; I know how annoying it is to be engrosed in a story that isn't finished yet!

Chapter Ten

So, date with Wendy. Wasn't as bad as I was imagining it; though I would've preferred it if she had red curly hair, freckles across her nose and nice green eyes. Oh, and male; I have to add that.

We were just sitting at a café, and I was pretending I was listening to her conversation. I did however snap back when she mentioned Kyle's name.

"I tried to get Bebe to ask him out or something you know?" She continued, luckily not noticing the glare I was obtaining. "But she keep insisting there is someone else. She just wont tell me what guy it is!"

I couldn't help myself. "Did it ever occur to you that maybe it's not a guy she's after?"

She blinked a few times before realising what I had said. "Wait. Are you suggesting that my friend…my BEST friend; is a lesbian?!"

"Well, not exactly that. More the fact she just found an interest in a certain girl?"

If I wasn't on a date with her I would have been hysterical at her face right now. It was totally priceless!

"You mean to say she might like…one of us girls? But she would've told me if that were the case…"

"Would she though?" I questioned her, knowing Bebe had the same issue I did. The issue of being in love with her best friend and not wanting to totally kill that.

"…Well, I guess if it were someone close to her she wouldn't want to wreck what she had with them." She paused for a moment, before looking up at me. "You know who it is, don't you?"

"Possibly." I grinned that one grin I have that says 'I'll never tell you no matter how hard you beg me'. She pushed it anyway.

"Come on, tell me." She whined slightly, trying to seduce me into a false sense of security. It's a shame she's not aware that it won't work unless she loses the boobs.

"Nope, you can ask her yourself if you really want to know." I felt her hand going up my leg again. I did nothing to make her seem I was enjoying it.

She soon gave up. "Fine. But you'll tell me sooner or later." She got up, and grabbed my hand gently. "Come on, let's go home."

I got and followed her out and walked down the street with her; holding her hand as loosely as I could without her noticing. She smiled and put her head on my shoulder, and I merely looked at the passing houses. I came across the house that I wished I was currently in; and saw the one I'd rather be holding hands with. It was then I knew that what I was doing with Wendy was stupid and selfish; and that it was time I actually grew some balls.

The only way to know if there was more there was to let the cat outta the bag and hope he felt the same way. Then there was my worst fear that he simply was just being a supportive friend in a mega fucked up way. I finally brought Wendy to her front step, and as she turned to face me I breathed in deep and sighed.

"I can't do this anymore."

"What?" She seemed a bit hurt by my sudden change of heart in her eyes; but then she regained her posture. "We had a deal you know."

"Well, you can stick your deal; I can't do this to myself anymore." I stared into her violet eyes with confidence. "I really don't care who knows my secret anymore. It doesn't scare me."

I let go of her hand, and turned to walk off. I didn't look back at her as I went down the street; and I didn't hear any screaming for me to come back. I stuck my now freezing hands in my pockets and bowed my head against the cold breeze starting to blow. Luckily my house was only a few blocks away.

"Dude, what are you doing out here at this time?" My head snapped up to see Kyle rugged up and putting a bag in the trash. I grinned at him.

"Just came back from my date."

He cocked an eyebrow. "And you're happy because…?"

"I dumped Wendy." I grinned again, hoping he'd do the same. His face instead fell.

"But won't she tell everyone your secret tomorrow?"

I merely shrugged. "I really don't care anymore. I don't care who knows about it; because I've realised it really was a dumb thing to be worried about."

He finally gave in and smiled back. "Well I'm glad you finally realised it. Come on, come inside and get out of the cold before you freeze to death."

He put his gloved hand out as an offer, and I gratefully entwined my own hand in his with a stupid grin on my face.

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We decided it best that I stayed at Kyle's til the morning so the weather could settle down. I had no problems with it at all if it meant being near him all night. I had got a message from Kenny asking about the date. I replied telling him the charade was over. So he sent sexy emotes through; in which Kyle got to my phone first with a snort.

"You and Kenny then?" He joked, throwing me the phone. If I didn't know better I'd say my face had drained of all colour.

"No way! He was just being a dick as usual." I slipped the phone hastily in my pocket. "He's just glad I finally dumped Wendy."

"I can tell…" Kyle kept a suspicious gaze on me. I realised that what I had said didn't really confirm that I wasn't after Kenny now. I rolled my eyes at him.

"You're weird, you know that?"

"Better believe it." He replied, finally sitting down beside me. "I just want you guys to be happy."

I instinctively placed an arm around his shoulders. "I know you do; but him and me will never happen as much as you want it to."

He chuckled softly and leaned his body close to mine. "Oh, you caught me out. Damn."

I laughed with him; and as I gazed into those green eyes; I realised that I was still too scared to tell him my secret. And that I may never tell him myself as long as we could be like this.