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"I…Have something to tell you."

Renji smiled sweetly.

"Me too. I've wanted to tell you this every day since I left. But it can wait. You go first."

"No! I mean, you go first!", Ichigo smirked innocently. He didn't want Renji to notice any non-gumption in his tone. It was bad enough he had to break it to him.

"You sure? It's a lot to take in, ya know."

Fuck no it wasn't. No were near as fucked up as Ichigo's excuse. Ichigo received chills to the thought and tried to gain some type of consciousness and cleared his throat, moving around to finally hear a satisfying "click" in his spinal cord.

"It can't be that bad..." Ichigo said aloud, trying to reassure himself.

Renji took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Reaching for Ichigo's hand and holding in between his, he smiled once again and said in the sweetest and most calming voice possible.

"I love you."

Ichigo's face dropped to the ground. He wasn't expecting that. Damn Renji! Ichigo had never been the type to hurt anyone. And it killed him that he hid Grimmjow away from him. Renji was faithful and deserved to know the truth. And Ichigo made sick himself knowing how much of an asshole he was when he did what he did to him. Renji didn't deserve to be treated like that after he had MAJOR intimidation to fuck anyone back at the Force, and he still stood his ground and said, "No thanks. I have a fiancee back in Japan." Ichigo snapped back into it and spoke clearly.

"I love you so much more, Renji."

His heart hurt. But he wasn't lying when he said the words. It was true and he knew it was but he was just a cheater. But how was he suppose to tell Renji now? Renji seemed so happy with his words. His eyes were lit up and he had that cute goofy smile on his face,the smile that he only showed to Ichigo. But he couldn't fix it and before he knew it Renji then smashed his lips over Ichigo's, causing the young man to lose his balance and fall to the floor. Renji slowly began to take control over his body, biting and nipping all across his neck, making it even more inconvenient for Ichigo to tell Renji about his revenous "Affair."

The large man then continued invading Ichigo's personal space, directing his hand down towards the young man's member, massaging his pant zipper. Ichigo's eyes shot up as he remembered those movements being plagued by Grimmjow the other night. Ichigo's muscles tightened and sent heavy vibes shooting in and out of his rectum. Renji stiffened to the view and shooed Ichigo to the ground, arising to tear apart of his leather belt. Ichigo tilted his head back and bit his lip harshly while watching Renji work on his lower abdomen. Renji slowly escalated his hand over Ichigo's tinted boxers and slipped his index finger in the front side of them. He then got impatient and took his right hand and completely ripped them off. Ichigo began to moan loudly, only furthering Renji's already half-hard cock, and pushed Renji off of him.

"What the f..." Ichigo cupped Renji's mouth and directed his hands over his shirt, hastily unraveling his shirt buttons. The young man yanked Renji's top open, revealing hard sunkissed pecks, and confidently applied his lips over them, causing Renji to grind his hardened member over the young man's left thigh. Ichigo sucked hard over Renji's nipples and lightly caressed Renji's love handles with his middle fingers. Ichigo licked and swallowed his lips before Renji slammed his hand over Ichigo's gamboge tinted spikes, and nearly forced the young man to suck him off. Ichigo repeated Renji's moves and pulled out Renji's cock, teasing it's tip with his tongue. Ichigo now eager, wrapped the wet figure around the middle of the older man's member, causing Renji's skin to become hot and pink. As Ichigo began to work, Renji began to trace the outlines of his nipples with his fingers, making them wet and numb. Ichigo continued on, hurting so much inside. This was just another way of pleasing him in some sort, making something "positive" on his side when he told him. It killed him inside just to be in Renji's presence at a time like that. Fucking him was just another way of saying "sorry".

"Ahh,Ichi!" Renji shouted loudly. Ichigo pulled back and swallowed while looking up to see a startled and painful Renji, kneeling down and holding his cock in a defensive manor.

"What the Hell?"

"Ya fuckin' bit me!"

Ichigo had apparently gotten carried away in blowing him and pulling back that he bit Renji on the winks. Renji felt his dick create some type of matter after he held it in a very tight position. He looked down and saw a large red sore on the tip of his penis, looking down at Ichigo with fervor. Ichigo's world completely crashed after that. Not only had he fucked someone else, he also bit his dick, something a gay man should never even attempt to do.

"Oh my God! I'm so sorry!"

"Ichigo! It's fine, alright? You might have nearly broke my dick, but it doesn't really hurt."

Ichigo broke in a dude-gasm and wrapped his arms tightly around Renji's neck, planting a large kiss over his silk soft figures, while lightly patting his finger over the bruised area of Renji's cock. Renji kissed back, but only more needy, and placed his hand over Ichigo's neck, reeling him in closer for a more easier angle. Ichigo, now feeling hell, couldn't take anymore, and broke loose from the connection.

"Renji! God,I can't do this anymore."

Renji sat up quickly, composing himself and looking at his lover with wild eyes, "Wha..What do you mean, you can't do this anymore?"

Ichigo ran a hand, through his carrot colored spikes and sighed.

"You should probably, get dressed for this."

Not knowing why but not exactly wanting to wait any longer, Renji did as he was told and sat down promptly on the bed. Ichigo followed suit and looked fiercely into Renji's eyes. It was time. If all went well and if Kami loved him then Renji wouldn't want to bash his head in right then and there. Just as Ichigo parted his lips to speak his phone began to ring.

Silently thinking the gods for such a distraction, his relief quickly turned to horror as he read his caller I.D.

Grimmjow.

Ichigo stood quickly, explaining to Renji that he had to take this and that he would be back. Ichigo answered his phone and was greeted with a low grunt.

"I told you not to call me asshole!"

"Mehh, sorry. I've been bored. The fuck are you doin' anyway? I called like three times."

Ichigo growled and punched the wall. Here he was stuck in between love and sin and Grimmjow was nonchalantly stalking him.

"Now is not a good time, Grimmjow. The whole weekend is not a good time! What do you want?"

Ichigo could hear Grimmjow readjust the phone and take a breath.

"What, you with your boyfriend or somethin'?

Ichigo's whole body froze and his confusion and fear shifted to anger. Anger towards Grimmjow. Anger about letting himself get so far deep into this mess. He blamed himself but Grimmjow was certainly at fault as well.

"Fuck you."

Ichigo hung up on Grimmjow, mid sentence and deleted his number immediately. That was the end of that. Maybe he shouldn't have based his decision on anger but at the moment, Renji had won. Grimmjow was just a quick fuck here and there. Maybe even a distraction at times but what he had with Renji was real and he wasn't about to fuck that up for anybody.

He shook himself loose and walked back into the room. Renji's eyes lit up and then quickly faded.

"What's wrong?"

Ichigo didn't speak, he only picked up where he left out, tearing Renji's pants from his legs and salvaging the man.

This was what he wanted.

Shinji fell on top the bed, his knees weak. He wiped the sweat from his brow and giggled.

"Five times in a row, eh?"

Nnoitra snorted and lit his last cigarette.

"You fuckin wore me out this time blondie."

Shinji smiled and threw himself into the larger man's lap.

"So what are we gonna do for the rest of the night?"

Nnoitra stared at the clock. It was only 8 and they were nowhere near tired. He snorted again and walked to the bathroom, his little blonde boy in his arms. Stomping out the cigarette in the trash can, he turned on the tap.

"Well, I'm hungry and you're buyin."

Shinji giggled again and kissed his temple.

"Yeah I guess."

OI! Here be Lady Erin. Gah, I'm sooooo sorry for the terrible long wait. I have no idea why it took me so long but I just couldn't do it. I'm like now officially not busy. So I dedicate my summer to you. And when the fall starts who knows when I'll be updating T.T. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed the story. Seems like things are going well for now but eheh you never know. How does Grimmjow feel about being hung up on and Ichigo's little remark? Will he ever tell Renji? Is Nnoitra in it just for the food? So many questions! Until next time, peace out and review my friends!

~Lady Erin