Disclaimer: no ownage . I don't always make Jacob black the bad guy. I am team Switzerland.

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ONWARD.

PREVIOUSLY: we sat talking on my bed, when my door flew open.

And in walked an infuriated Alice.

"hello Alice." I said happily.

Jacob looked from me, to her, and back again.

"Bella." she turned to Jacob. "Jake."

He nodded to her.

Alice held up the empty bottles of liquor.

Mainly the rum.

She scowled.

"Bella! You drank both of these,-AND BY YOUR SELF no less. AND!-" her yell turned into a whine.

"you didn't save me ANY. And you didn't even wait for me." she pouted.

Me and Jacob started laughing.

"Alice, let me get this straight-AND please quit screaming I have a migraine.

Ok, your yelling at me because I didn't wait for you WHILST ME GETTING DRUNK?"

She smiled and sat down next to us.

"what did you do while I was gone?" she asked.

I rolled my eyes and said. "nothing interesting."

Only something I couldn't tell her no matter how much I wanted too.

"can we go to Billy's rave tonight?" I asked, changing the subject.

She scoffed. "he's having another one! God that man has a very high tolerance for alcohol"

I grinned.

"so were going?" I asked.

"YAHH! You think I'd pass up a rave. I wonder what he's going to have this time. He has AMAZEING surprises at like, every rave."

There was a knock and we all looked towards the door.

There stood Edward and Tanya.

"did someone say rave?" she asked.

I rolled my eyes.

Two hours later.

I wore the same thing I wore to the last rave.

The black vest that showed my belly button ring, and I was glad I got a cute one.

It was dangly, and it had a chain that went around my stomach.

(A/N: on profile.)

The gem was a light blue. I saw it at a flee market one day, and Alice had insisted.

I'm glad I got it.

It makes me look hot.

I had on the same black velvet short shorts.

And the vest stopped at my rib cage.

If that explains how short it was.

They were both velvety.

But not the kind of velvet, were if your wearing it, while dancing, you'll lose ten pounds from all the sweating.

It was more like, light silk.

Anyway, instead of a red bra, I had a neon green one.

I walked out and Alice squealed.

"Bella! You look HOT! Omg, now I fell like I should change." I looked at what she was wearing and scoffed.

This so wasn't Alice.

She rolled her eyes, she knew exactly what I was thinking.

She was just wearing a plain white tank top, and black short shorts.

She dragged me to her room, and stripped right when we were in there.

"Tanya said it would be best. She practically insisted. But her and Edward already left, and she's wearing the exact same thing. I laughed at her. She obviously doesn't know me very well." I pulled out an identical outfit like mine, and handed it to her with a hot pink bra. Her vest and shorts were teal.

She had on cheetah print heals.

And a light neckline necklace.

I did the same, only mine were zebra.

She did our makeup and hair.

When we walked out, I had more confidence than id ever had in my entire lifetime.

Jasper just stared at Alice, and Jacob had arrived.

He stood there staring at me like he had just saw me for the first time.

I smiled and he snapped out of it, held his arm out to me, and grinned.

He and jasper where bare chested.

At ALLL of Billy's raves the guys had to where no shirts just shorts.

And the girls had to where as little as possible.

No his raves were FAR from small.

But they weren't as hardcore as some of the one's Alice and I had been too.

"shall we go?" I said, they all nodded.

AT THE RAVE.

Edward POV

Tanya was already drunk.

And we had just gotten here.

I was the designated driver of the night, which totally sucks.

Because I love Billy's raves.

Alice and Bella walked in wearing the same outfit, different colors, and different bras.

"EDWARD! ALICE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WEARING THE SAME OUTFIT AS ME!" she whined. More, she slurred.

Her white wife beater had already been torn by some guy.

He was drunk, she was drunk, and now Tanya's shirt hung loosely.

It was still on her, she was wearing it more as a cover up.

Her bra and her stomach showed.

Guys were giving her lustful looks.

And surprisingly, I didn't care.

I don't care.

I saw Bella and my stomach clenched.

She must be growing.

Because, no matter how much I want to deny it.

She was hot.

Extremely.

NOT that I didn't like Bella, I just don't know if I like her THAT way.

And god, I hate that, I think she does this to tease me.

Jacob wrapped his arms around her and began whispering things in her ear.

She blushed like crazy.

My fists clenched.

Tanya had been trying to get my attention, touching me, and such.

I just pushed her away.

I had to deny the feelings I have.

Bella said she doesn't like me.

And I don't even know if I like her.

My life is complicated.

An hour later.

Jacob POV.

Bella gripped onto my arm and flinched away from the fight that broke out in the back corner.

"come on. Let's go get a drink." I said into her ear.

She shivered, and I smiled.

I pulled her by the waist to the bar.

The bartender looked at her and his eyes got really wide.

I grinned, hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear again.

She blushed.

God I loved it when she did that.

"I'll be right back." she said walking towards Alice.

I leaned against the bar and gave the bartender our order.

"you sure are lucky." the bartender said, his eyebrows raised, an approving look on his face.

I grinned, "yeah, I am."

I looked around the room , trying to find her.

Alice was dragging her towards the bathroom.

I smiled and thought about how much I liked her.

She was constantly on my mind.

I only figured out today, that I liked her.

I broke it off with Patricia, and came over to Bellas house.

Patricia had been constantly calling me ever since.

My eyes scanned the room.

I saw a face that I hoped, no that I PRAYED I wouldn't see tonight.

I ducked on a barstool and faced the bar.

Someone tapped on my shoulder and I stiffened.

"Jakey-poo, don't act like I'm not here. It's rude." I slowly turned, and saw her.

Her beady little eyes.

Her blemish filled forehead.

I must have been drunk when I started dating her.

I jumped off the barstool and ran towards Bell. who was now coming out of the bathroom, Alice behind her pouting.

"Bella, please PLEASE act like my girlfriend for the rest off the night. My EX is here."

She smiled and replied, "who's pretending."

I kissed her then, and I felt someone push us from behind.

"FIGHT!" I heard someone scream.

Patricia pulled Bella off of me and stood defensively.

This will be good.

-sighs- yes yes, i know you love me.

xoxo-nicolededahh.

new chappy tomorrow, i'm tired.

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