Aches Ch.9 S&A Forever?

(Embry's point of view)

I'm sitting here at home waiting to hear from Claire. She promised to call me after Adam and Shay left for their date. I wanted so badly to be there when they left. But after yesterday I didn't want to push Shay any further away. I was sitting in though when my cell phone finally rung.

"Hey Claire did they leave already?" I asked. "Yeah they just left a few minutes ago. Listen I know your worried but trust me they'll be fine." She said. "How do you know Claire?" I yelled. "Because Taylor is following close behind them." "Oh um that's good news." I said breathing a sigh of relief. Then my thoughts from earlier came back to me. "Claire Adam didn't um imprint on Shay right?" I asked so worried. She laughed and said. "I don't think so." "Oh that's good news you have you fucking idea." I said feeling so much better.

After I got off the phone I tried to stay busy. I cleaned the house and did my bills. I called a few friends and even took a long shower. I just felt so empty inside. Quil ended up coming over. We watched a football game and had a few beers. But it didn't help distract me either. It was getting late. I knew it was almost time for Shay's curfew. I kept looking at the clock I couldn't help it.

Quil caught me starring at the clock again a few minutes later. "Go check on her man make sure she got home okay. Then come home and get some sleep I think you need it." Quil said with a chuckle. "Thanks Quil for everything." I told man. He laughed and headed for the door.

I hurried over to Sam and Emily's to check on Shay. I hid in the near by trees not wanting to piss her off anymore than I already have. I heard a car pulling up. Adam got out and went for the passenger's side door and helped Shay out. I heard them talking. "Thank you so much A I had a great time." Shay told him. "So did I S." I heard Adam respond. Then they were on the porch. Shay leaned in as Adam ducked and kissed her. It quickly turned into a full out make out secession. I couldn't take it I phased and ran home. My heart was aching at the loss a felt.

That night I couldn't sleep. Every time I close my eyes I played the two of them kissing over and over in my mind. I started to feel sick to my stomach. Three hours later I was so sick. How is it even possible I'm sick? I threw up for over two hours straight. I heard a knock at my door.

When I got to the door there stood Shay. At first she looked mad and annoyed but quickly her expression softened. "Are you okay?" She asked her voice full of concern. "I'm sick to my stomach." I admitted weakly. "I didn't know the pack could get sick." Shay commented. "Neither did I. I think I'm the first." I told her as I ran back to the bathroom.

As I threw up I felt Shay rubbing my back. Then she put a cold wash cloth on my head. I stumbled over to the sink and quickly brushed my teeth. "Go lay down I'm calling Emily." Shay ordered. "Okay." I whispered not having the strength to fight with her. At first I couldn't sleep. Finally Shay rubbed my back until I fell asleep.

When I woke up I saw Shay sleeping in a chair next to the bed. She looked so worried about me. I heard someone come into the room. I looked up and saw a familiar face and smell. "Dr. Cullen how are you?" I asked. He laughed. "I'm fine Embry How are you?" "I'm feeling much better. Do you what was wrong?" I asked feeling concerned.

Dr. Cullen was silent for a few minutes. "Embry I think you being sick was psychological not physical." He explained. "So I'm crazy?" I asked. "No you're stressed out and I would guess it has something to do with that beautiful girl." Dr. Cullen said pointing to the still sleeping Shay. I chuckled but nodded. "Okay well I got you some medicine but you need to try and relaxed and rest a lot." "I will Dr. Cullen." I promised.

Dr. Cullen and I talked about his family for a few minutes before Shay start to wake up. Shay sat up she was starting to look sick herself. "How are you Em?" She asked looking like she might cry. "I'm better I promise Shay." I assured her. She bit her lip and said. "I'll go warm you up some soup. Emily made vegetable she said it's your favorite and the pack has been in and out of here all day." She said walking into the kitchen.

I finally convinced Shay I was okay enough for her to leave. She looked so upset when she left. I knew she felt bad about me being sick. I wanted her to stay but I couldn't let her. I need to be by myself and sort through my feelings.

I knew I would have to accept Adam and Shay as a couple. But I honestly didn't know how. I let myself have a few days. Shay called a lot. She left me a ton of messages. I knew she was worried. Even though Quil and Claire promised I was okay she didn't stop calling. One night she came by pounding on my door.

At that point I couldn't take it anymore. I knew I had to have Shay in my life. When I let Shay in that night we truly renewed our friendship. I still didn't like Adam but I knew I would never like him. But I accepted him for Shay. I didn't want to lose Shay.

Adam and I even had a talk without fighting. He assured me that he respected Shay and her feeling. He promised he never pressure her. I knew what my approval meant to Shay so I gave it. I was so proud of myself. I had ton the selfless thing and put Shay first. I had gotten over myself and did what was best for Shay. Shay and I even made a deal about my being over protective towards her. She promised to go easy on me and I wouldn't over react.

Something truly strange happened after Shay and I made up though. As Shay and I got closer again our relationship changed. Shay and I were suddenly flirting with each other. She and Adam seemed to have a strong relationship so I couldn't figure it out. But every time she would blush after I flirted with her or she would flirt back I would feel so good. I decided not to question it or her. I would just have fun with it.

[Six Months Later] (Shannon's point of view)

Today is mine and Adam's six month anniversary. It's been a very strange six months. After my date with Adam I couldn't imagine us not working out. It seemed prefect. We fit perfectly into each other lives. Our first date was so much fun. There were no awkward pauses or anything.

Then I came home from my date. After Adam and I had talked I wanted to talk to Embry. Adam convinced me to not give up my friendship with him. When I saw Embry sick that day it scared the shit out of me. Then when I heard Dr. Cullen say it was my fault. I had never felt that bad about anything it my entire life.

I had worried Embry until he was physically sick. I did my best to take care of him. Then he pulled away from me. I was shocked but happy when he wanted to renew our friendship. I had missed him so much.

But then something changed between Embry and I. I wasn't sure why or how. I felt with strong attraction towards him. Everything he did was so sexy. I was so confused and not sure how to handle it. I was having feelings for two very different men. Both men are so caring and loving. Both of them are so sexy and funny. I knew I was screwed. Since Adam was already my boyfriend I let Embry stay my best friend.

I didn't mention my true feelings to anyone. I couldn't help myself from flirting with Embry. I was surprised when he flirted back. We never talked about it. I guess we both knew it was harmless fun. Adam never said anything about the flirting either. I knew he noticed it though.

Adam and I were a good couple though. He had fun together. We also shared secrets. He knew mine but I knew his as well. As time passed we both were very honest with each other. We had decided it was time to reveal our secrets to everyone. We came up with an explosive plan. I knew it was dangerous but it was time to tell. I knew Adam and I both would be happy to get our secrets out.

"Shay are you here?" I heard Embry yell. "Yeah Em I'm upstairs in my room. Come on up I need your help." I yelled back to him. When he came in I was already dressed in my silky baby doll purple lace dress. Embry had huge smile on his face and said. "Wow Shay you look so fucking beautiful." I couldn't help but giggle and say. "Thanks." Embry shook his head a few times and then asked. "Sorry what did you need help with?"

I walked over to my desk. I pulled the paper off of the temporary tattoo. He chuckled as he looked. "It's a temporary tattoo that says S & A forever." I explained. "That a little ironic isn't it?" He asked grinning. "Yeah a little. Can you help me put it on?" I asked him. "Sure where?" He asked motioning at my body. "My shoulder." I told him in my flirty voice.

He paused for second. Then I felt my heart speed up as he pulled the strap of my dress down. "Is here okay?" He asked whispering in my ear. "Huh um yeah." I mumbled. I felt him pressing it on. His lips were so close to my shoulder. I was burning up. I could feel my panties getting wet as his hot breath was on my neck. Then he leaned in and kissed my cheek. "It looks good Shay." He whispered. I had been holding my breath and found myself whispering. "Holy fuck."

Embry didn't say anything. He left me there and went down stairs. Damn him for making me so hot. Adam was right on time. I hurried down stairs to greet him. When we got ready to leave Embry hugged me. I felt like a was having a hot flash. He whispered in my ear again. "Have a nice night baby." Then he kissed my cheek softly. All I could do was nod at him. He was driving me nuts. Doesn't he realize I'm a hormonal teenager?

Author's Note: The next chapter is very short. It's called Getting Caught. It will also have the first sexual scene in it. Thank you to everyone reading and reviewing.

Cindy